I Raised Another Suicide Note

There was something Gu Xiangyi had spent fourteen years trying to understand.

His parents were a same-sex couple. Yes, he was the biological child of two men. For him to be born and have the good fortune to live in this world...

His father had given up being a man for his partner, undergoing physical alterations day after day, year after year. It took five whole years for Gu Xiangyi to be born.

And his father had married his partner, just as he had always wanted.

That alone wasn't what he couldn't understand.

What had puzzled him all these years was domestic violence.

A beating that came out of nowhere.

In the end, they took their own lives together when Gu Xiangyi was ten.

His family feared Gu Xiangyi might do something foolish, so they never left his side for a moment. At last, just when everyone thought he was starting to get better,

Gu Xiangyi died at his seventeenth birthday party.

After dying, Gu Xiangyi never imagined he could return to the past, to the high school years of his father and his partner.

The boy running freely in the sunlight before him was the future Mrs. Gu: cold, withdrawn, submissive, and covered in scars.

The elegant, proper boy sitting in a luxury car was the future Director Gu: an abuser who would conspire with his mistress to destroy his family!

To keep the tragedy from happening again, Gu Xiangyi decided to stop his father and his partner from falling in love.

Even if it meant he would never exist.

He had never planned to live, either. In the gym, he absentmindedly used a hook to prick his wrist, then someone found him.

A taciturn...

"President, you didn't see anything."

"It was an accident. I wasn't trying to die. Stop following me."

Gu Xiangyi went up to the rooftop with the student council president. The person who had always been too timid to speak to him suddenly broke the silence.

"My mom had that same look before she killed herself."

"So you want to save me?"

"Yeah."

"You're sick."

[Time to weed! There are still a few weeds growing in the comments below. Please help me find them. Thanks!]

1. This story won't have love rivals or a groveling-after-the-breakup arc. Please be patient as the different perspectives fill in the past and present, revealing the truth behind what happened and what is yet to come.

2. The ending isn't decided yet, and I may change things. I'll let you know once it's settled.

3. Everyone's free to speak their mind. The comments section below is soft and fluffy, so feel free to roll around in it!

4. At least one update a week, each chapter 10,000+ words. Depending on circumstances, chapters may reach 20,000+. Thanks for waiting, OkO.

Theme: Life's roads are never impossible to walk. Remember to smile when you hit a setback.