I Still Miss Him So Much

My new story, My Boyfriend Is Here, Brother, What Should I Do? (ABO), is out! Come take a look qwq [Campus + Reunion] As the heir to the Zhou family, Zhou Yuanshu had a gentle, meek disposition. Anyone could push him around. His uncles looked down on him, and his father was disappointed that he failed to live up to expectations. Only his mother protected him. He grew up scorned and overlooked, the least remarkable and most pitiful member of the family. At sixteen, he finally learned why he had never fit in with the Zhou family: he had been switched at birth, and wasn't his mother's biological child. The real young master of the Zhou family, Yue Xing, was calm and composed, brilliant and dazzling, and his father's ideal heir. If not for the accident years ago, he would have had a perfect life. Zhou Yuanshu had stolen another person's life through no fault of his own, and then shamelessly fallen in love with him. But Yue Xing was so magnanimous that he didn't hate Zhou Yuanshu. Instead, he tutored him, secretly took him out to have fun, and even promised that they would attend the same university and rent a place together. Zhou Yuanshu's eighteenth birthday fell on the final day of the college entrance exams. When he finished his exam, he waited for Yue Xing to pick him up for his birthday celebration, and for them to finally become a couple that day. But Yue Xing never came. His first love at eighteen never came. Instead, his own younger brother, Yue Kuo, showed up. Only when Zhou Yuanshu saw someone who looked almost exactly like him did he understand why Yue Xing had treated him so well. When they met again, seven years had passed. The uncontrollable feelings of youth, their tentative explorations, and their unfinished promise had all been buried in a past they could never return to. * * * After Zhou Yuanshu came back, everyone who saw his face understood: he was Yue Kuo's stand-in. Only Yue Kuo knew that Yue Xing treated him well solely because of that face, and because he had once saved Zhou Yuanshu's life. What do you mean, the white moonlight? Zhou Yuanshu was the real white moonlight! The real young master is a cold yet devoted gong x the fake young master is a gentle, meek, innocent shou. A couple reunites after a breakup; they only have eyes for each other, and there is no stand-in, just a misunderstanding. Campus + reunion, though it's really a sweet romance (I swear!). The gong and shou are not related by blood or legally related in any way. Their parents will divorce, and both will change their surnames. The gong has no feelings for the supporting characters beyond familial affection. Take a look at this angsty, bittersweet historical BL I'm working on next, The One Far Away~ In his previous life, Nan Mi fell in love with Zhuang Chao at first sight and pursued him relentlessly. All of the capital knew how deeply devoted Nan Mi was to Zhuang Chao, and how he would do anything for him. Nan Mi didn't care what anyone thought. He even obtained an imperial decree and gladly married Zhuang Chao as his male spouse. But Zhuang Chao wanted nothing to do with his relentless pursuit and felt nothing but disgust for him. After being forced to marry Nan Mi, his revulsion only grew. They spent three cold, miserable years together as husband and husband. When Nan Mi learned that Zhuang Chao intended to take a secondary consort, he finally understood what it meant to be heartbroken and lose all hope. He grew gravely ill, confined to his bed, and ultimately ended his mistaken life in regret and pain. Reborn, he reflected on all the mistakes he'd made in his previous life. A melon forced off the vine isn't sweet, and Zhuang Chao would never love him. No amount of clinging would change reality. He might as well set Zhuang Chao free, and free himself too. He would never get involved with Zhuang Chao again. He would try to live a new life without him. What he couldn't understand was why, after he was reborn, Zhuang Chao began clinging to him instead, saying he wouldn't let him slip away again and wanted to spend the rest of his life with him. But Nan Mi was so tired. Loving Zhuang Chao was exhausting. He didn't want to love him anymore. In his previous life, Zhuang Chao had always thought Nan Mi was the most detestable person in the world. Nan Mi kept saying he loved him and clung to him relentlessly, never caring what he wanted. He was domineering and overbearing. Worse, Nan Mi had petitioned for an imperial decree that forced Zhuang Chao to take a male spouse, ruining his chances of competing for the throne. They spent three cold, miserable years together as husband and husband. More than once, Zhuang Chao thought that he had to become emperor. Once he did, they could divorce and never see each other again. But when he finally returned victorious, all that awaited him was a pile of bones. Three years later, consumed by grief, he died of illness before his late wife's grave, his heart and lungs torn apart. Reborn, Zhuang Chao cherished this second chance with all his heart. He had finally understood: from childhood companions to bitter spouses, it was his own stubbornness that had brought them there. Since Heaven had given him another chance, he was willing to compromise and spend the rest of his life with Nan Mi. But when he went to see Nan Mi, the other man apologized politely and distantly, saying that their previous life had been absurd, and promising never to pursue him or love him again in this life. Nan Mi gave the gifts meant for Zhuang Chao to other people. He painted portraits of everyone except Zhuang Chao. Nan Mi truly stopped pursuing him and loving him. Now Zhuang Chao was the one who couldn't stop chasing him. "I think of the one far away, and my heart aches with longing." A deeply moving love story. It's an angsty, bittersweet tale, but both leads are each other's first and only love. There will be no secondary consort: the gong will neither marry one nor want to. They only have eyes for each other. In their previous life, they became bitter spouses because their experiences led them to different views and goals. The overall tone is probably angst, then bittersweetness, then sweetness w. Theme: Cherish the present