If He Won't Behave, I'll Find Someone Else

My other ongoing short serial, "When the Pitiful Bottom Decides to Die," is just over 100,000 characters! Yin Juanzhi is a 26-year-old CEO who has had many lovers. His shortest relationship lasted two days; his longest has lasted six months and is still going. Everyone in their circle says Yin Juanzhi has finally fallen for Meng Yang. Otherwise, they wouldn't still be together after six months, and he wouldn't give Meng Yang all the best opportunities, afraid of neglecting him. Meng Yang thinks so too. He's convinced Yin Juanzhi couldn't live without him and is madly in love with him. Taking advantage of Yin Juanzhi's affection, he starts acting out and ordering him around, even insisting on joining a dating reality show. Yin Juanzhi slowly exhales a puff of smoke. He's bored. Time for someone new. His new lover is 20, in college, desperately broke, and so obscure that nobody in the industry has heard of him. But he's handsome and has a great body, which is more than enough. It never occurs to Yin Juanzhi that the young man will be so flustered on their first night. In a quiet voice, he asks, "What should I do? I don't really know how." He's so innocent that Yin Juanzhi worries someone might take advantage of him and leave him with nothing, so he patiently shows him the ropes. After they get used to it, Yin Juanzhi leans against the headboard and smokes, lost in thought. How can someone so innocent be so fierce? Every time, he acts like he wants to kill me. I can barely straighten my back. Later, Yin Juanzhi is forced into a political marriage with the most powerful family. Not wanting to hold Chu Jue back, he breaks things off. A few days later, his intended, Chu Jue, stands in front of him, eyes red and face dark with sorrow, shedding tears. "You'd rather marry him than be with me?" Yin Juanzhi is stunned. Are you sure you're not the same person? After Yin Juanzhi abandons him, Meng Yang has a terrible time. Without Yin Juanzhi, he's nothing. He can't go on. Remembering how good Yin Juanzhi was to him, Meng Yang's heart twists with pain. He gets down on his knees and begs him to come back. But Yin Juanzhi is already married, and to his archenemy, Chu Jue, no less. Chu Jue clasps Yin Juanzhi's wrist and carefully but insistently pulls him into his arms, repeating one warning after another. "You're not allowed to go to bars. Remember, you're married. Ten o'clock is curfew. Tonight, you're going to..." Yin Juanzhi had been fooled by Chu Jue's apparent innocence. He never imagined he'd end up involved with a madman. He doesn't recognize Meng Yang. All he fears is Chu Jue when he's worked up, so he hastily pleads, "My back is about to break. Please let me go." As they pass each other, Chu Jue glares at Meng Yang like a venomous snake, telling him to get lost. His eyes hold a possessiveness toward Yin Juanzhi that knows no bounds. Lately, Yin Juanzhi's former lovers have been showing up one after another, making a scene. Chu Jue gets jealous during the day, and Yin Juanzhi suffers. Chu Jue gets jealous at night, and Yin Juanzhi suffers even more... Yin Juanzhi complains to a friend, "I can't live like this anymore." "Is that so?" Chu Jue says darkly, suddenly appearing. "Then who do you want to live with? An old flame? Or have you picked out a new lover?" Yin Juanzhi tenses all over. "..." [Reading Guide] *Happy ending, younger top, top is a virgin. The top's name is Chu Jue, pronounced jue, not yu. *The top is possessive, jealous, and hopelessly lovestruck, with overwhelming control and possessiveness. *The bottom has experience with former lovers, but they never went all the way. No matter what I say, people keep insulting me, and now it's escalated to online harassment. I'll skip the rest and get straight to the point: the bottom is beautiful, strong, and tragic, and suffers from severe PTSD and mental illness, to the point where he could die. Until he truly falls in love and overcomes his psychological problems, he could never actually go all the way. Most of that will be written in the story. Read the tags in the blurb carefully: "redemption" is one of them! If you don't like it, quietly leave. Don't bother other readers, don't tell me how to write, and please have some manners. Thank you. *Before the top genuinely falls in love, the bottom gets no different treatment from anyone else. *Former lovers may appear one after another, and there will be plenty of rivalry and dramatic clashes between men. *This is writing practice, written freely to help me relax and manage my mental state. *If it's not for you, stop reading in time. Let's respect each other. Thanks. *I've already provided detailed content warnings. Stop arguing with me about them, and stop spreading rumors that I haven't. I will report and delete them. *Regarding malicious warnings and false claims spreading, I have responded by filing a lawsuit. *Sweet readers who support the official release will get rich. Thanks for your support! Help me get rich. *I changed the blurb because I ran out of inspiration for the original idea. Apologies, bowing. 2023.06.17 Theme: Pursue genuine love and stay true to yourself.