
I Know I’m About to Lose You
我知道我快失去你了
- Status
- Completed
- Length
- 318k Words
- Genre
- Danmei (BL)
- Era
- Modern Era
- Updated
- 1y ago
- Source
- JJWXC
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I’ll take my time reading. I have a make-up exam this month, so I need to read less and study more...
Sickly Protagonist Novels
Sickly Protagonist Stories I’ve Reviewed Over the Years.
Full-Purchase Recommendations for Omnivorous Readers 2.0 (WIP)
I’ll read anything as long as the writing is decent. Some of these are from a long time ago. Slowly updating this list.
Bottom-Led Stories
Books I personally think are great. Includes a few with dual POVs. Updated occasionally. No content warnings (nothing bothers me).
Someone Please Appreciate the Sickly Bottom
A collection of sickly bottoms. This is highly subjective: I’m a total bottom enthusiast, so you know what I like.
Romance Between Mature Men
I like reading about love between mature men
Modern BL with a Sickly Bottom
Just as the title says. I don’t have any strong preferences about character dynamics; I like stories that are more slice-of-life. Updated irregularly. Feel free to add recommendations in the comments
The World I Love...
Slowly exploring Jinjiang's road-trip stories... This isn't a recommendation list, just a personal record.
A Collection of Mature Men
My own, not especially rigorous collection of danmei with mature male characters. Mostly urban stories. The collection may be incomplete. I recommend opening the relevant authors' profiles ().
Great Danmei Stories
A chaotic mix of personal tastes! I'll read anything with good writing. I love digging up hidden gems, totally not kidding, and high-rated novels too~
Warm and Popular, Personal Taste, BL
Mostly popular stories, all to my personal taste. BL. I recommend what I like, so they’re mostly five-star reads. If I haven’t marked whether the couple stays exclusive, it may be because the setting is fictional or I forgot.
Emotion-Focused Stories
I don't read stories that are too long or convoluted. I don't like prose that's too ornate, boring, blunt, or abstract... I'm always looking for something mellow and easygoing. Recommendations welcome.
Works of Art
So cute, so cute.
Absolutely Love These
They're all my favorites!!!
Things I Like or Used to Like
I read a bit of everything and like bittersweet stories. My comfort zone leans toward shou, but I don't read weak gong. I don't follow authors, just read the books. I've reread or plan to reread every book on this list at least once.
Following Novels for Ten Thousand Years
I want to read these for the rest of my life
The Bottom's World
My type is sickly, beautiful bottoms. I'm a total bottom-lover. No scum tops, groveling-chasing-the-spouse plots, beautiful tops, post-apocalyptic settings, interstellar settings, or characters with less than a bachelor's degree. I love slow-burn romance with a steady emotional storyline.
Sickly Bottoms / Beloved Bottoms / Beautiful but Tragic / Battle-Worn
[Updated 7/16] No need to mention the popular titles. I'm mainly recommending less-known stories about frail but powerful bottoms (I'll recommend some in the comments). Updated now and then. Please save the list~
Fans of Beautiful, Strong, Tragic, Sickly Characters, Come On In!!
Sickly, beautiful, strong, and tragic: absolutely divine!
Mature Men
My all-time top-tier preference: mature men
Unforgettable, Delicious Reads (Mostly Bottoms)
Some books I can’t stop thinking about… The writing is excellent. I didn’t give them five stars because of the System’s restrictions, but they’re all great reads
Reading Notes on Sickly Bottoms
My personal preferences: sickly or battle-worn bottoms, tops who dote on bottoms, physical angst but not emotional angst. I don't read school stories or melodramatic stories.
Stories I Enjoyed After Reading
Somewhere between “good on a first read” and “so brilliantly written it deserves a spot in my top picks”
Food for the Soul
I grew up on these books
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The advance collection of "Gou Gou" opened in the column is for Senior Brother Wenyan and his puppy. The love that Xiao Yuan and Brother Nan have, Senior Brother Wen should also have! Come and see Brother Wen's dog training! The story "I Still Love You After Divorce", which also has a Chongqing background, is about to be completed. If you like it, can you save the author's column? (Star eyes)
This is my first time writing such a long review, and I have a lot to say after reading it. After all, this is the fourth time I have read this novel. Every time I read it, I have many impressive thoughts. After reading it this time, I couldn't help but want to express it. (Please forgive me if there are inappropriate expressions orz) After reading it for the first time, I was deeply impressed by this article. From beginning to end, the ambiguity, contradiction and love between Yan and Chen are described very delicately. Jian Dong, Ayi Zhuoxun and every character who appears are clearly portrayed. I remember that I couldn't stop crying after Shen Jingyuan started treatment (after all, this episode made me both too sad and too easy to cry, no matter which time I watched it (>_<)). Yan Qingnan's conflicting and entangled emotions were particularly real and touching. . When I read it for the second time, I was particularly touched by the letter Shen Jingyuan left for Yan Qingnan. That letter not only made Shen Jingyuan's image more three-dimensional and lively, but also greatly influenced some of my thoughts at the time. I burst into tears after reading the letter, especially when I was not in a good state at that time. I saw Shen Jingyuan saying at the end of the letter that "life itself is the most brilliant thing", including the aforementioned "fifty percent chance of survival", which touched me so much that Shen Jingyuan's awe and respect for life continued to inspire me for a long time. The third time I watched it was at the end of last year, maybe it was approaching the New Year's Eve. The New Year's Eve scene between Shen Jingyuan and Yan Qingnan at Jiefangbei really touched me, so I couldn't help but buy a high-speed rail ticket and ran to Chongqing with my friends on the 31st. More than half a year later, the scene on that day still left a deep impression on me (it's just a pity that I went a little late and couldn't squeeze in to see the Liberation Monument). When the countdown ended and the balloon flew into the sky, what flashed in my mind was what Yan Qingnan said to Shen Jingyuan, "You will have many next years." I like this novel very much and am very grateful to Mr. Kusi for creating such a work and special characters such as Yan Qingnan and Shen Jingyuan. I wish Mr. Kusi all the best in his life and career. Finally, I wish Yan Qingnan and Shen Jingyuan happiness, safety and health forever.
I have watched it many times. The plot is ups and downs. I like the two people and their love. May you always be healthy and happy. Dragon Boat Festival Ankang [purple sugar] [rainbow fart] [sprinkle flowers]
So cute. I still want to cry when I rewatch it after so long [Purple Sugar]
I love this book so much.
After reading it, the if line is so sweet hehehehehehehe
[Orange Candy] Sprinkle flowers at the end??
[Orange candy] I got it [Orange candy] I got it [Orange candy] I got it
It's beautiful and warm [red heart] I want to go shopping in Chongqing
I really like this book and look forward to other works! ! ! !