[Main story complete. As I said, he really is still alive.]
[Blurb]
One hundred days before the wedding, He Guanghuai took a fall. It was barely anything. He sprayed Yunnan Baiyao on his ankle, and the next day he was able to spend the whole day shopping with both sets of parents, walking a whopping thirty thousand steps.
Seventy days before the wedding, He Guanghuai hid in the hospital's emergency stairwell and said to Qin Shuyang, "I'm in the neurology department. If you're not busy, come over. We need to discuss the fact that the wedding can't go ahead."
Thirty days before the wedding, Qin Shuyang held the fifth identical diagnostic report. With a cluster of cold sores from getting too worked up, he said to He Guanghuai, "Cancel my ass! We're going to live our lives, and we're having that wedding. I'm going to make sure you keep winning."
That's right. It's not like he's going to die tomorrow. Of course life has to go on.
Then let's keep living like this, until even if I die, you can go on living just as you did every day before.
[Before You Read]
1. One of the main characters has ALS, a rare disease that cannot be cured. But! He won't die. He hasn't died, and there's absolutely no way he could die!! So! Don't be scared. This is just a slice-of-life story about an old married couple working, cuddling, and raising a child! I'll try to keep it sweet. At most, it'll be bittersweet, not some gut-wrenching tragedy!! My kink is a paralyzed person, not a paralyzed person who's dead!!! When I say he won't die, he won't die. It doesn't matter if you think he will; what I write goes! I just want him to be sickly, fall in love with his husband, and raise a kid. I never planned to kill him!
2. This is a slice-of-life story about married life, without much in the way of dramatic twists and turns. (You can refer to that other book of mine, Wan Jun Xiu.)
3. Qin Shuyang x He Guanghuai. An elite architectural designer top x a gentle university architecture professor bottom. The bottom has ALS, which cannot be cured, and as his condition progresses, the story will include caregiving. One-on-one romance. It's just the two of them from beginning to end, with no one else.
4. My writing, logic, and everything else are already buried and memorialized. The vast majority was typed by a desperate illiterate using their feet to bang on a keyboard. So, as I always say: read it if you like it; if you don't, close it. Insults are wrong, and insulting me won't do.
5. Thanks for reading my story.
[Would you lovely readers like to check out my upcoming book? (Starry-eyed)]
Next up: A Younger-Man Romance
[Blurb]
[Blurb]
In the photography studio, the makeup artist held Shen Zui's chin, adding a thin layer of red to his ashen lips. Then she leaned back and studied him carefully before sincerely exclaiming, "Teacher Shen, you're so handsome..."
Thinking of herself, the makeup artist sighed. "Sure enough, staying unmarried and childless keeps you young forever."
Shen Zui wasn't used to wearing makeup. The inner eyeliner he'd just had applied still itched where the brush had touched him, so he simply closed his eyes. "I've raised a kid, too."
Bian Du, who was organizing things in the distance, suddenly stopped what he was doing. He turned his head and stared at Shen Zui for a while, then quickly turned away before Shen Zui opened his eyes. But his hands clattered noisily as he worked, clearly distracted.
His coworkers had no idea whether he was telling the truth, and burst out laughing.
Everyone in the studio knew Shen Zui had never married because of his poor health. How could someone who'd never married have a child out of nowhere?
But Shen Zui was serious. It didn't sound like he was just agreeing that he would grow old, but like he was doing everything he could to prove he'd really shared that part of his life with someone.
He sighed, hating how quickly people came and went in this line of work. There wasn't a single former coworker left who could vouch for him, who could prove he'd really raised a troublesome kid.
"I really did raise one. For many years."
Shen Zui lifted a hand to indicate a height, his gaze exceptionally serious. "I raised him from when he was this little."
"He was a real handful. If I wasn't careful, he'd get into trouble. I had to hold his hand wherever we went."
Everyone knew Shen Zui never lied, and he was so serious that it had to be true.
No one was laughing anymore. Their curious eyes shone like searchlights, leaving Shen Zui nowhere to hide. They asked him, "Where is that kid now?"
Shen Zui lowered his eyes, sneaking a glance toward Bian Du. Only then did he realize that Bian Du had turned around at some point and was now staring at him.
His heart pounded violently, and even began to ache faintly.
His coworkers were still waiting for an answer. After several deep breaths, each forced and measured, the dull ache eased. Shen Zui curved his lips into a smile. "There's no 'now.' The kid grew up, so he doesn't need me to hold his hand anymore."
*
Late at night, Shen Zui found a little dog he'd once abandoned outside his front door.
The little dog changed from a quiet, silent dog into a quiet, silent wolf. Bite by bite, he nipped at Shen Zui's lips, stubbornly lacing their fingers together.
The wolf cub's eyes were pitch-black. His voice was as stubborn as it had been back then. "I need you."
"Shen Zui, if you don't hold my hand, I'll die."
[Before You Read]
1. Bian Du x Shen Zui. A photographer top x a voice actor bottom who's given up and will work if he can, but otherwise will just lie flat. Younger man, with a seven-year age gap.
2. The bottom, Shen Zui, has heart disease and some complications that serve the plot. There are plenty of caregiving scenes, and no medical miracle. If you can't handle sickly characters, don't read.
3. By clicking to read, I will assume you've read the above and understand that the author is an illiterate who types by banging on a keyboard with their feet. I write when my kinks strike, just to have a good time myself. My prose, storytelling, logic, and style are all buried and memorialized. Please don't try to carve this rotten piece of wood into something else. Read it if you can; if you can't, close it. Insults are wrong, and insulting me won't do.
4. Thanks for reading my story. Weibo: @Ba Qian Guang Nian Qian
Theme: No matter what, love cannot be erased. Face hardships together, hand in hand.
If it's not enough, write more extras, they'll be both sweet and cruel. I wanted to see how his husband would react after Xiao He farted.
Madam, I'm waiting for you? Are you available tonight?
What kind of caregivers, and the person in charge are so annoying! Wuwuwuwuwu Xiaoguang, I really feel sorry for you
Madam, is there any chance to hear this radio drama? I like this book so much
Xiaoguang is still conscious, so can he still be a 🐶?
Poor Xiaoguang, it hurts a lot, right?
So the radio drama was born!
It is available in advance and the next volume will be released. I beg you clear soup masters to click and add it to your collection. Title: "One Year's Text", Guidance Column Copywriting In the studio, the makeup artist held Shen Zui's chin and added a thin layer of red to his gray lips. He leaned back and looked at it carefully before sighing from the bottom of his heart: "Teacher Shen is so good-looking..." Thinking of herself, the makeup artist couldn't help but sigh, "Sure enough, you can stay young forever if you don't get married and have children." Shen was most unaccustomed to wearing makeup on his face. He had just put on inner eyeliner, and the itching sensation from being rubbed by the brush was still there, causing him to simply close his eyes: "I have also raised children." Biandu, who was sorting things in the distance, suddenly stopped and stared at Shen Best for a while, then quickly turned away before he opened his eyes, but his hands made a clanking sound, and he was obviously absent-minded. Colleagues didn't know whether this was true or not, and burst into laughter on the spot. Who in the entire studio doesn't know that Shen Zui never got married because of his poor health? How can an unmarried person conjure a child out of thin air? But Shen was most serious, not like he would grow old if he agreed with him, but more like he was trying his best to prove that he had really lived through such a period of time. He sighed, hating that the industry was changing so quickly that no colleague from the past could help him prove that he had really raised a troubled child. "I have really raised them, for many years." Shen Zui raised his hand to show his height, his eyes were particularly serious: "I have been raising him since he was this old." "A special person will get into trouble if he's not careful. He has to be held on by his hand wherever he goes." Knowing that Shen Zui never lies, being so serious means that it is true. No one smiled, and Bagua's eyes were like searchlights, shining so brightly that Shen Zui had no room for cover. They asked Shen Zui: "Where is the child now?" Shen Zui lowered his eyes and quietly looked in the direction of Bian Du with his peripheral vision, only to realize that Bian Du had turned around at some point and was looking at him steadily. My heartbeat was pounding, and it even started to hurt. The colleague was still waiting for an answer. After a few forced deep breaths, the dull pain subsided. Shen Zui raised his lips and said, "What's the matter now? When the child grows up, I don't need to hold him." Late at night, Shen Zui picked up an abandoned puppy in front of his house. The puppy changed from a silent puppy to a silent wolf, biting Shen Zui's lips one by one, stubbornly interlocking with Shen Zui's fingers. The little wolf cub's eyes were dark, and his stubborn voice was the same as before, "Need." "Shen Zui, if you don't hold me, I will die." [Instructions before reading]: 1. Biado x Shen Zui, cameraman Gong x are already in bad shape. If they can do it, they can do it but if they can't, the voice actors are under the age of 7 years. 2. Shou (Shen Zui) suffers from heart disease and some complications that serve the plot. There is a lot of caring complex in the article, and there are no medical miracles. If you can't stand the sick and weak, don't watch it. 3. When you click to read, I will assume that you have read the above pre-reading instructions. I know that the author is illiterate and types, and he uses his feet to pull the keyboard every day. Writing is an XP attack, just for his own pleasure. My writing style, prose, logic, and style have all been buried and monuments have been established. I hope you will not try to carve out this rotten wood of mine. Just read it if you can, and turn it off if you can't. It's not okay to curse people, but it's not okay to curse me. 4. Thank you for reading my article.
Is Internet public opinion true or false?? It is always easy to manipulate the opinions of netizens, often hurting the real victims qvq
I finally understand why you chose to update in the early morning. It's a cold day and the cup is thick, so we can wipe away our tears. Woooooooooooooo. . . Xiaoguang, you must be good. Not only can Changchang not lose you, we can't lose you either. . . What you said is not a be, and you can't go back on it.