Catch Me

After reading it, I wanted to leave something, so I wrote this comment. The high school life in the article is really very real. Even though I am already in college and it is already in the past tense, I still can't help but close my eyes and frown when the memories are evoked. High school was really hard. I was pushed all the time, and my mind and body were neglected to the greatest extent. When your mind is tense, your body is prone to problems. Even if I press the pause button on my studies every time I get sick, I can't help but feel extremely anxious, thinking about how much time it will take to catch up, and what if I miss important knowledge points. I learned that when you are about to collapse, you can only pull yourself away and forcefully suppress the collapse, because no one has time to wait for you to collapse. Even after I went to college, I would occasionally dream about going back to high school and wake up in a depressing atmosphere. Three years of high school can really become a lifelong nightmare. There is no Qin Si in my life, but I am very grateful to my parents and friends. My parents are not very open-minded people, but they are willing to try to learn, accept and understand, and try to put as little pressure on me as possible. While they weren't perfect parents, I wasn't a perfect child either. I have always felt that no one can fully understand another person, and no two people can be completely compatible. Parents, partners, and friends are all unacceptable. If you want a perfect image, you need to keep your distance. If you choose an intimate relationship, you must be prepared to face a lot of trouble. The closer you are, the less concealed it is. Human nature is often not good, which is quite sad. I was a coward in relationships and was afraid of getting hurt. Based on the principle of respecting others, I respect all choices made by everyone. As long as he has thought about it himself, no matter how unconventional his idea is, I will not stop it even if I do not support it. In fact, I am afraid that I will be hurt if I show my care and true feelings. Haha, no one says you have to be brave to be a human being. Although timid, it reduces the chance of being hurt. There are too many unsatisfactory things in life, some of which are due to oneself, and most of which are due to the unchangeable environment. Compared with others, those unchangeable factors sometimes make people despair and feel that life is over at a glance. People are really weird. They are always pulling at themselves, having internal friction, and having random thoughts. In the blink of an eye, twenty years have passed in my life. I don't really feel like I have grown up, but I do gradually feel the pressure from society. So far, the biggest realization about living is acceptance. Accept all the good and the bad. I accept anything and any emotion. I am happy when good things happen, sad when bad things happen, and anxious when something happens. How can a person be called a person if he has no emotions? But emotions must have an end. After the emotions pass, you have to move on. Even if things really go wrong, what can happen? Sometimes it may not be that life is hopeless, but that emotions have reached a dead end. I don't care, I want to live, I still want to chase the wind, watch the flowers and bask in the sun. There are many, many stories waiting for me ahead. I can't give up my entire unknown life just because of one bad thing or a bad stage. Because the unknown is hope. The writing was messy, but at this moment, I wanted to write, so I wrote. Thank you very much to the author for writing this article, which allows me to calm down and think in the noisy life. I love you.

I spent one night reading it, hoping that everyone can redeem themselves. There are very few or even no people like Qin Si in this life. All we can do is let go of ourselves and come out on our own. How should I put it, it's hard to get better, very difficult. In the past three years, I seem to have sex once a year. For no reason, I always send myself to the hospital. It's very painful. In fact, I don't need to take medicine for a long time, but I always have the thought of sex. Whenever I am emotionally unstable, I may do it, which is very annoying to me.

This novel is really good, highly recommended The author's writing style is great, and he wrote down all the psychological thoughts in every year, which also gave me a deeper understanding of depression. It turns out that getting sick is so painful. I really felt the same way in the early days when I resisted depression and self-harmed, because I also suffered from depression for a period of time, and I also engaged in self-harming behaviors, because transferring the psychological pain to the pain in the penis really made me feel relieved a lot. But I didn't go to the hospital or get checked out. That period of time just passed in a hazy way, so maybe it wasn't depression, just a depressive state as mentioned in the article. During that time, I was irritable, closed-off, and painful. I never told anyone about my state during that period, so when I read this novel, I could really relate to it. I seemed to see another struggling self. I felt that I was understood by the author, and I felt a lot relieved. So the author, what you wrote is really true. I cried through the entire novel. As for the family, I can sympathize with many parts of it, and I feel the same pain, helplessness, and entanglement. Many times I think like every year, why are you scolding me? Why are you calling me ugly words? Why do you say you regret giving birth to me? I shouldn't have been born, they would be better off without me. At the same time, I will complain and even hate them, but as I think every year, why should I resent the parents who gave birth to me and raised me? I often use escape to solve problems. Thinking about it, I am really tired... That's all. I wish you peace and joy every year and everything goes well. I wish the author good luck in his career and happiness every day. May we all be loved, healthy and happy.

I accidentally came back and looked through it, and I saw it and remembered it. The writing is very good. It is really rare to see depression written so vividly and realistically. Well, maybe you're trying to find resonance or something like that. I see a lot of this kind of subject matter, and you really write it well! I hope I can pull myself out, probably because no one like Qin Si will appear in my life. Well, I laughed to death because I actually still have some social problems. (What an incoherent paragraph.) I hope the author can get better and better, be safe and happy, and everything goes well. (I saw your homepage. What a coincidence! I usually wish others this way.) Once again, it's really well written, keep up the good work!

I can't tell you how I finished watching it. I probably watched it for more than three hours and my heart ached for more than three hours. I felt very sympathetic in many places, but I should still be in a depressed state (actually I am still happy). There was a classmate in our class who was depressed and took a leave of absence from school. I don't know her very well and I can't help but comfort her. It's when I saw the gossip every year that I kept thinking about how painful it was during those few months when she was in school. Her grades were not very good and she didn't show any emotion when she was scolded. The quality of the boys in our class is quite poor, but it's okay. It's a cricket-like jade syndrome. Now that I think about it, it's okay. My friends and I are also her friends and no one in the class knows. In fact, I read many other novels, including the things I encountered in my current life, and I really want to be a good person, like Qin Si. But my grades are not that good, and I am not that outstanding. But I want to be a good person, the kind of good person who doesn't ask for anything in return. I'm probably actually trying to be a good person now. A good person probably means that I will tolerate my friends. If they are willing to tell me what is in their heart, I will comfort them seriously (well, but I feel that my comfort is not implemented in reality. Every time I see them unhappy, I will feel ashamed. Being a friend is a burden) Although I am very happy, I still like to deliberately starve myself until my stomach hurts, and hide negative emotions (well, I am afraid that my friends will think that she is my emotional trash can, and I hope that he will gain happiness from being friends with me) and then imagine that someone will care about me if I am so miserable. It hurt even more when I read the postscript. I really admire the author for writing these words. If possible, I would hug you. I may not have that much love, but I can fill in a little bit. I am really, really, really strong and really alive (life is so beautiful, right? (? Baozi, I am very weird) I hope that all the good people in the world can be safe (well, it was my birthday five hours ago and I didn't have time to make this wish. I have to wait for a year) Qin Si and Kou Jin want to be happy, safe and happy until the end of their lives If possible, everyone I love should be happy, safe, and happy until the end of their lives. (Also, I decided to wake up every morning and say good morning and good night to everyone. Oh, by the way, all the sick babies, I admire you very much, and I also hope that you can be happy and safe until the end of your life.

Very good. A fragile little girl was warmed up. Thank you, Mrs.

Qin Si is really like a fairy tale. When reading this article, I often can't help but wonder why no one can help me? Now that I think more openly, after reading their stories, I still have to continue to face life and not indulge in emotions. I wish everyone peace and joy

I have read about half of the article. According to the real situation, the hospital process is not just judged by looking at it. People with depression will wonder whether they are faking it. I feel that this novel is too fairy tale. In reality, the only one who can save myself is myself. I also thank the author for retaining the happiness of our other world. I also hope that this novel can redeem ourselves. Thank you.

It's very interesting. I am a patient with bipolar disorder. I feel that what the teacher wrote is very real. There is an indescribable sense of fate between the two people and they want to redeem each other. Xql99

Dysthymia developed into depression and then into severe depression. It progressed from mild insomnia to moderate to severe and now to accompanying drug dependence. I seem to be getting worse. From 17 to 25, I have been getting worse. I can't find any hope of recovery.