I'm the Bigwigs' Inner Demons

Because Bai Feihong didn't want him to die, he chose to wait for death. The time he spent waiting for death felt like atonement... It might as well be that this was the appropriate punishment for him. If he had died cleanly at the hands of the victims' families, it would have given him a happy life.

It's hard to say how Lu Chiming's final ending made me feel. He committed an absolutely unforgivable crime. Even if the straw that broke all this was not his alone, in the final analysis it was still his crime. There is a sense of sadness that a hero is dying (actually, it is not accurate to say a hero, but I don't know how he should be characterized, but in fact it cannot be characterized), but he himself accepted his ending calmly and even happily. It's a really complicated character... Yin Fenglie is the one who has a complicated life experience but is easy to understand. Lu Chiming is the one who has a simple life experience but cannot see through it. In a sense, it is also a wonderful control group. However, Lu Chiming still has a few confusing points. It is unlikely that he was released. He most likely ran out on his own... Emmmm, but what about the injuries on his body? Kunlun Ruins doesn't seem like the kind of place where prisoners are tortured...

Finish spreading flowers I still want to say something to the author Although it is indeed the best ending, it is not like this normally! ! ! ! Other people's he is the one where the main character is happy in the end. Ours is the (?) Physically fragmented (?) He that mostly leaves happiness in the underworld [crying] [crying] ↑(Based on their situation, even if they enter the underworld, they will lose soul fragments all over the place. A group of people are really looking for their heads all over the place)

I finally finished it all in one go. Generally speaking, it is a fairy tale with a mainstream plot but a niche narrative style. I say niche because people who read the novel about cultivating immortals may not play FGO, and this article is completely FGO-style Japanese tone, but it is indeed about cultivating immortals, so it is indeed a novel experience. This article contains such popular elements as yandere, pervert, tsundere, crematorium, Shura field, etc., As well as the classic cold master. I must single out the master and say that he is really the kind of master who will be fucked. I thought about a lot of scenes while watching it. Although it has a Japanese taste and is filled with sick people, the three views are actually quite upright unlike most Japanese novels: although they are perverts, they are also perverts who are saving the world; although they all have their own sufferings, they are all damn demons; although they look like mental illness, they only affect the heroine (in their hearts). What do you think is the biggest problem with this article? I think it may be the setting of cultivating immortals. What I want to say is the setting of Wuqingdao, which is really a bit awkward. Even after reading the whole article, I started to wonder if xxx is the chosen Wuqingdao. If he doesn't practice Wuqingdao, it looks the same as Wuqingdao. Why doesn't he cultivate Wuqingdao? After one year of entry and two years, he can complete the triple speed pass plot. If possible, I really want to see this if line, let him become a genius who died young, and achieve a world where only he is injured. When the heroine is taken back to the mountain, she can only hear his legend. If this is the case, everyone will remember his good things, and no one will think he is perverted. I'm talking too much, but the main reason is that I love and hate this person. On the one hand, I think it's so delicious that I can fuck him vigorously (in various senses), but on the other hand, I feel that his ending is not miserable enough. Although the more I study it, the worse it gets, but I still feel it's not enough and I have to increase the intensity... Sorry, I'm rambling more. In short, I recommend it as a fairy tale that you can use to change your taste. After reading it in one sitting, you will feel that it feels good and has lasting power.

I actually have an understandable feeling towards Yin and Lu (even Monk Dabei), because the end was so tragic, just because the real source happened too long ago, and it is neither the problem caused by the young people now, nor the love, hate, and grievances they can sort out.

The writing is so beautiful... It makes me cry the whole time I read it. Because the emotional rendering and use of poetry are very good, it makes people feel lost after reading the book. There is a feeling that Zhuo Kongqun and Lu Chiming are mirror images. Because they are always right, they do something wrong... In addition, they both sacrificed their wives and families because of "righteousness". I always feel that there is a subtle similarity, which is objectionable and impressive at the same time. Lu Chiming is also a seed player of the ruthless path. After all, a person who is so empty-minded that he can't even continue his dream may be completely invincible if he practices such a path. As long as you sacrifice yourself, you can accept the sacrifice of others. If you completely abandon the path of living people, you will eventually suffer backlash from living people. (In comparison, the bursting Yin Fenglie is like a human being. Although he practices ruthlessness, in the end, he still thinks of others. Bai Feihong is also like a human being. So people rebel, people save the world... It is still a very romantic thing). The master is also kind and afraid of loneliness, and was moved by people (Bai Feihong). An amazing world view. Everyone is so lively and caring about each other! It's so heavy... Self-sacrifice is so easy, and there is an inexplicable aura of chivalry in it. Arrogant, carrying everything without forgiving, so the eternal fate is pressed on everyone, being pushed away, and the world is set on fire for it. Death is a reckoning. People grow after catastrophe and pain. Only after reckoning can there be an end and a new life. Although emotions are very sticky, accidents clearly cannot tolerate sand in terms of crime and punishment. It is incredible to reach a state of refreshing (is it too weird to describe this kind of thing with refreshing)? Almost all the protagonists act because they "want to do something for others". They are so idealistic and romantic. However, both relationships ended because they did not choose the heroine, because they could not leave it all behind... On the contrary, the master was completely moved because of Bai Feihong, so he could not go back. In fact, this is also a story about "can we change the world and influence others?" Even if the sword is wielded for oneself, how many traces of others are there to help oneself move forward? In this story, people die, people survive... God dies, and God is still being found. I really hope I can say goodbye to this perfect and correct arrogance. In short, I have properly dealt with the issues left over from history, but it hurts so much. I keep crying and hurting. After all, I have lost too much. Maybe Yun Mengze won in the end because he survived (in fact, it was also because he stood by Bai Feihong and firmly chose her. Plus he survived again...) We have also talked about the exploding beast and the hollow god. There is still a long way to go. This will also be a long, long story. Although Yan Yan's tears are about to flow out again, even if it is the best way to die, there is hope only if she is alive...! The butterfly fluttered its wings and passed by suddenly, turning into tombstones, flowers, wine and the bright moon, becoming the gentle reflection of everything, but it disappeared like this, so uncomfortable... The image of death appears many times in this article, and the meaning of the sword of the ruthless path connecting to Taiqing is still very novel... The writing skills are so strong, it is really carefully crafted. Thank you Mengmeng for bringing us such a good article!

In fact, after watching the movie, I really felt like I understood everything, and even understood Lu Chiming a little bit. I felt that the relationship between Lu and Feihong was quite Japanese. It was the first time someone told me that they didn't want me to die because you had already accepted your fate. I wanted to live. I felt like I could have done it on a Japanese light novel set (). But Lu is a god after all, and the seeds of fate were planted too long ago...

What a heavy story. Everyone is doing something for others, but no one can escape fate. It is like being pushed forward by the torrent of fate, but it finally comes to an end. It is like the spring breeze, taking away everything in the past and ushering in a new life. Thank you Mengmeng for bringing such a story. I wish you good health.

I feel that Yin Demon is the worst, but his death is the easiest, which makes people feel a little regretful. On the contrary, Lu makes people feel a little regretful.

It's a very sad story. Even though everything seems to have been resolved, I can't be happy.