Those Days I Spent Herding Cattle With Apollo

No suggestions, just reflections. Extremely selfish emotionally. He demands an unreserved one-to-one love for himself, and then makes various assessments of others. But he can't give the other person unreserved love, because there are too many important things to him. My own career and hobbies, my own cats and dogs, and other people. On the sidelines, he commented on the assessors and kept calculating feelings. For example, when Apollo was shot by a golden arrow, he chose to observe instead of helping. Every time Apollo did something, his first consideration was what he could gain from it. Every time the two of them encountered any difficulties, he would always immediately withdraw and observe. Apollo, on the other hand, may have fickle feelings, but every time he gives without hesitation, throwing away his pride to accept what the other party wants him to accept.

Maybe I'm different. When you fall in love with someone, you will keep yourself, and you will also hope that the other person will keep themselves. It would be great if you can give sincerely. Gong said he wanted one-to-one unreserved love, but could he afford the price? Can he love Apollo one-on-one without reservation? The whole article is full of constant tests of attack and reception. Apollo is like a sheep waiting to be stuffed into the oven. Something is wrong here, something is wrong there, and the sheep has to understand and correct what is wrong. If Apollo had attacked like this, all the attackers would have been exploded early in the morning.

It's a meal that makes people choke after so many years. Why is there this kind of love? Let others cut themselves into what they want? Being designed to fall in love with someone else, Gong is being pretentious: when he wakes up, we continue, but when he doesn't, we break up. Why don't you say that a person was stabbed and bleeding profusely. The doctor said that we would save you if you survive these two hours. If you don't stop, we won't save you. In the end, Apollo even managed to conquer it himself, fearing that either he had lost his divine power or he had lost his brain.

I couldn't stand watching half of it. Let me first state that I am not being controlled or attacking, but I am really frustrated. I always have to compromise and give in. I almost suffocated at the last glance. What the hell! Don't tell me what's wrong with Gong's mental health. I just saw that he was unreasonably obsessed with trivial matters. Apollo said it aggrievedly, feeling that Gong was really speechless. . . . . . . . . . .

Skip to the end... I, the uncontrollable person, am speechless.

It is recommended not to enter under control. I, who have no control over anything, want to fight after watching this.

Extra 1 "I like you the most..." When he woke up one of the most ordinary mornings, Enoch heard Apollo whispering in his ear. The poet's sigh melted in his ears, like the warm wind of spring or the warm sun of winter. "I like you the most too." Enoch hooked his neck, opened his mouth and bit his collarbone. "How cunning! You're still pretending to be asleep when you're awake!" Apollo bit back unceremoniously, and the two of them were playing around on the bed like childish puppies. Apollo never said "love" or "like" to Enoch in a very long time. This was almost unimaginable in the past. The young god always showed his joyful and loving mood to the person he loved with great vigor. Uneasy, worried... Enoch would be happy and delighted to hear his love, but he would also be uneasy. On the contrary, after the two separated, they got together again. They no longer talked about love and liking, but the feelings overflowing in their hearts became stronger and stronger. No words are needed, but words, actions, and even a brief eye contact can make them feel each other's love and fall into each other's tender love wholeheartedly. "Stop making trouble, it will be too late any later." Enoch ruffled Apollo's hair, pushed back the long golden hair that was messed up by himself, and then exposed his handsome face. Enoch touched his lips, which were a little pale due to getting up early: "What do you want to eat for lunch? I will go to Enoch Mountain later and bring you some seafood?" As early as more than ten years ago, the city wall of Troy had been repaired, but the two of them never left. At first, it was because the king of Troy was in arrears with wages. Apollo was so angry that he almost smashed Troy. When he was angry and ready to leave, he suddenly couldn't let go. Houses, vines, flowers, vegetable fields... These were all taken care of by them. One year is nothing in the long time of the gods, but looking back on the past, there has never been a year as fulfilling and full of life as this year. "Then don't leave. Troy is not far from Enoch Mountain. It's not troublesome to live here and there for one day. And if we quarrel again next time, this house can be a place for you to calm down." The first half of the sentence made Apollo quite moved, but the second half of the sentence directly made Apollo blush. But that's it, the two didn't move away again. Back at Mount Enoch, they were the gods who dominated the destiny of mankind. Here, they were ordinary farmer Enoch and worker Apollo. Ordinary appearance, ordinary life. Human life is a bit dull, or too dull. Apollo will not live long, but as a life-changing experience, it is still a good feeling. "Shrimps, shrimps, shrimps, I want to eat crabs. The big crabs that Poseidon brought last time were pretty good. It's so satisfying to eat them one foot at a time!" A big crab weighs eight or nine kilograms. Peeling the shells off the legs and eating the crab meat can make you full. Enoch remembered that the crab seemed to be called a king crab, but at this time no one dared to call it that, let alone give it a name. However, there was no difference in Enoch's eyes between king crabs, blue crabs, and white crabs. At most, they were just different sizes. The two of them almost kept calling them "big crab, big crab." "What else? You've been eating shrimps and crabs for a month, aren't you tired of it?" Apollo is a typical person who loves one thing to the extreme, and the same goes for food. If he likes shrimps, he will keep eating them until he gets tired of them and feels sick, and then he doesn't want to eat them anymore. Apollo thought seriously for a second, and then said: "I can probably eat it for another month!" "Okay, after that month, but after a year and a month, don't clamor for shrimps." Enoch boiled hot water, cooked wontons, sprinkled seaweed and shrimp skins on them, and the two of them had a breakfast like this. After breakfast, Apollo went to the vegetable garden and Enoch went back to deal with matters in the vineyard. "Come back early at noon." "Yeah." Enoch has been a little busy these past two days. It will soon be the 30th anniversary of his and Apollo's togetherness. Enoch is not a romantic person, but it is not easy for the two of them to be together for so many years. It is rare that the ritual cold in his bones that he doesn't know where to go comes out, which makes him want to show off in front of Apollo. But when it came to preparations, he didn't know how to arrange it. After much thought, he finally decided to have a candlelight dinner, eat steak and drink red wine under the stars, and then give him a surprise gift. Apart from this, Enoch really couldn't think of anything else. The gift was what Enoch had thought of. I don't know when the idea of ​​children enrolling in hobby classes started. Anyway, Enoch's mother enrolled him in classes when he was young. However, Enoch never took classes properly. In the past, he just watched others learn. In order to remember the few memories of music in his childhood, Enoch also gave himself many skills to dream back to his childhood, and finally found something that could be used as a gift. Enoch was taking piano lessons following the crowd. There was a little girl in his class who had learned the zither and had some basic skills. She also talked about some plucked instruments. After throwing out many skills, Enoch remembered the Leya Qin she once said. The lyre is an improved version of the lyre, smaller and cuter. However, this Leiaqin only appeared in Enoch's memory for just over ten seconds. It is really difficult to completely copy it based on this brief glimpse of more than ten seconds. Fortunately, Enoch also cultivated his musical literacy by being around Apollo. Although his musical and artistic cells are still only a little bigger than sand, he has made some progress in adjusting the pitch and judging the quality of the tone. After lunch, the sun is still relatively strong. At this time, both Enoch and Apollo need to rest. Working under such a strong sun is not for the purpose of living, it is simply to make yourself tired after eating! The woods are a good place to take a rest in the afternoon. The lush trees are close together and the tall tree crowns are connected into one. The cool shade of the trees is the best place to take a nap. "Enoch, do you have anything for me?" The two of them lay on the soft grass, and the slightest cool breeze took away the last trace of heat. Qi Yi, Xinghai and Wula were three big clingy cats that became sperms. They pressed against each other and clung to them. Fortunately, it was relatively cool here, otherwise the skin would have to be peeled off. "Is there a surprise I've left for you tonight?" Enoch couldn't help laughing. Of the two, Apollo is the one who is used to surprises, making romance and rituals. He is usually very dissatisfied with Enoch who doesn't pay attention to anything. Finally Enoch wants to have a surprise that suits Apollo's aesthetics, and Apollo can't wait any longer. "Then tell me, what kind of surprise is this for you? I already knew it when you started preparing. In order to cooperate with you, I have been blind for so many days. Isn't that enough?" Apollo said confidently. "Okay, okay, here you go." Enoch knew he was in the wrong, so he pushed a wooden box into Apollo's hand. Apollo was stunned for a moment, then furious. "Enoch——" Apollo gritted his teeth, looking as if he wanted to bite Enoch to death. He wanted to get it now, but Enoch's casual attitude made him angry. "Okay, okay, I was wrong." Enoch wanted to laugh, but he was afraid that if he really laughed, Apollo would really beat him to death, so he didn't dare to laugh. "That's a lie. The stuff isn't there." Enoch took out another box. This box was much prettier than the one just now. There was a lock on the log box. As soon as Apollo's fingertips touched it, the box opened automatically. A burst of black smoke came out from inside, dyeing the entire sky black. The moon and the stars hang in the starry sky, and the weak moonlight shines into the tree canopy, but it doesn't make it really difficult to see anything here. "Lyre? No, there are so many strings?" The sixteen-string Lyre had a smooth body. Apollo picked it up, and the curved lines on it fit his body perfectly. Enoch didn't speak, just looked at him with a smile. Apollo listened to the sound on each string, and instantly, Apollo's eyes lit up. Apollo patted his thigh and said to Enoch: "Come here, the gift I gave you is about to appear." Apollo's artistic attainments are not that of Enoch's rotten wooden head that knows all the six orifices. As soon as the sound of the piano came out, Apollo was moved by the gentle and long tone. Enoch did not sit on Apollo's lap, but leaned on his back and lay half on top of him leisurely. Apollo first plucked the strings at random, and then a very penetrating and clear sound came out. The sounds were tangled together, gentle and lingering. The whole world seemed to have quieted down. There were many sounds in the forest, including the running and roaring of animals, the rustle of the leaves in the wind, and the sounds of a few people playing in unison. But as soon as the sound of the piano came out, everything fell silent, and even the wind became gentle with the sound of Apollo's piano. Enoch didn't understand music, he really didn't. But Apollo's music did not require him to understand it. He understood it as soon as the sound reached his ears. The Muse sisters often joked that Enoch was too stupid. Even though he had been with Apollo, the most accomplished musician, for so long, he still couldn't talk about the beauty of music. It was really a waste of money. But Apollo never spoke of Enoch. As long as you understand my thoughts, that's enough. This is... The romance Apollo gave Enoch, and also gave him unique tolerance and favor. "Apollo, Apollo—" Hermes's cry suddenly woke up Apollo from his deep sleep. "That guy Hermes, what are you doing here again?!" He had a good nap, and no one else would be happy to be disturbed. "What do you care about him? No one can come in here, let him scream outside." Enoch woke up a little earlier than Apollo and was sitting on the grass leaning against the tree. Apollo was resting on his lap, and his long golden curls were changing shapes between his fingers. Apollo stretched out, lay on Enoch's lap and closed his eyes, preparing to squint for a while longer. "Apollo - Apollo - something big happened - come out quickly - Enoch -" Hermes sounded like he was really anxious, shouting at the top of his voice, "Hera is missing, Zeus is crazy, you come over quickly!!!" Apollo was reluctant in every possible way, but in the end he was pulled away by Hermes, who had a strong desire to live. Enoch hugged Starfish and stroked it, ready to take some time off, but as he stroked it, his hands stopped. Enoch thought of Hera coming to him a few days ago. Hera's condition did not look very good. Although her demeanor was still dignified, the fatigue between her eyebrows could not be concealed. Enoch was very smart and didn't ask anything, and Hera didn't say anything either. She just held the water glass and was lost in thought for a long time before saying as if talking to herself: "I can't remember... How many years has it been..." Enoch was stunned for a moment after hearing this. He didn't know whether Hera was talking to him, but the relationship between the two of them was probably not familiar enough to say these words. Hera ignored Enoch's surprise and just stared at Enoch with her habitually sharp gray eyes: "Enoch, I remember, we have known each other for nearly a thousand years, right?" As an "old" god of Gaia's generation, Enoch had countless gods coming in and out of his life. Although his relationship with Hera was not very close, they had never been hostile. "Well, I still remember that when I first met you, you were still a little girl full of fantasies about the future." Hera was not swallowed by Cronus as soon as she left the house. As the youngest sister of Zeus, Rhea was full of dissatisfaction with Cronus before Hera was born. Before Hera was swallowed into Cronus's belly, Rhea came to Enoch, hoping that Enoch could protect Hera. After all, Enoch Mountain was a world of its own, and Cronus had nothing to do with Enoch on this land. Enoch agreed, and Rhea successfully gave birth to Hera on Enoch Mountain. However, the good times did not last long. Cronus discovered Rhea's intention, so he pretended to be subdued and deceived Rhea. Rhea, who still had a glimmer of hope for Cronus, took Hera back to Cronus. Not surprisingly, Hera, who had only seen the world for a few days, was swallowed by Cronus. After that, they got along with each other without any benefit. "I still remember that at that time, you were still a decadent man who had lost interest in everything and lived just to live." Hera's eyes flashed with an indescribable light, "I can't find any shadow of your past." Enoch was silent for a moment, and then sat on the chair opposite Hera: "Probably, because of love." Hera was startled, and her tone immediately became stern: "Enoch!" Hundreds of years of being Queen of Gods gave Hera a lot of pressure, but Enoch was not afraid. He just reached out and poured himself a glass of water: "Hera, this is what you said to me back then." Enoch raised his eyes and looked at her: "I think this is right." "Ha!" Hera sneered mockingly, as if she wanted to say something, but she didn't seem to want to say anything. "You are confused." Hera said nothing, but Enoch's words were more piercing than each other. The piercing gaze fell on Enoch. Although Enoch was not afraid, he did not continue talking. The sharper the sight thrown, the owner of the sight is actually the one who suffers more pain. "Okay, let's eat at my place at noon. If Apollo won't be back at noon, you can order food." Enoch also realized that what he just said was a bit too strong, so he thought about making up for it. "Enoch, I don't regret it, I love him, and my love for him has never changed in the slightest." Hera said this sentence almost through gritted teeth. She has no regrets. She has never regretted the decision she made, but... Just sometimes, she feels confused for a moment. What am I doing? "I know." No one has ever doubted Hera's feelings for Zeus. Although she is domineering, paranoid, and unreasonable, she truly loves Zeus. In Enoch's view, the love between Hera and Zeus was indeed hysterical, deformed and painful, torturing others and torturing themselves. But he was not prepared to express any opinions. Because that's their choice. Whether it's good or bad, whether it's sweet or painful, that's the path they choose. If you choose, then go ahead. "I'm just..." A little tired... The omnipotent God Queen also felt tired after going crazy again and again. "Why? Why! Why do those people always pounce on you?! Why is Zeus always the one who comes?" "Hera." Enoch originally planned to say something, but looking at Hera's appearance, he couldn't hold back. Enoch's tone had no ups and downs, and his eyes were calm, but it was Enoch like this that gave Hera a frightening sense of crisis. "Once, it may be that Zeus couldn't resist the temptation. Twice, it may be that Zeus refuses anyone who comes. But three times, then you can't find the reason from others. Hera, tell me, how many lovers does Zeus have?" The hysteria in Hera's eyes slowly faded, and sadness surged up like a tide. What she knew, what she knew clearly, had nothing to do with anyone, it was Zeus, it was Zeus himself, it was all him! It's all him! Even if others are unwilling, even if others threaten him with death, he must get what he wants. Isn't that what she is like? I had long seen clearly that person's passion and dislike of the old, but in the end I still lost to him. Hera rejected Zeus for three hundred years, thinking that time would weaken her love for him, but she did not expect that time would brew her love deeper. I can't restrain myself and I don't want to restrain myself anymore. In the end, she was still too naive, thinking that Zeus would be like her and would transform herself into someone more worthy of love. But his infatuation, like her love, would only get worse, but could not be reduced or erased. "When Leto married Zeus, I asked her, will she regret it? Can she persist? She told me that she will not regret it, she can persist." Enoch lowered his head and looked at Hera with a sense of nostalgia in his eyes. "Then when you decided to marry Zeus, I asked you the same question, will you regret it? Can you persist?" "I will not regret it. Zeus and I will definitely go to the last moment when the world disappears. I will accompany him and accompany the world to return to nothingness." Hera whispered the answer she gave Enoch back then. Enoch sighed. "I still remember that before Leto was pregnant with Apollo and Artemis, you and she were very good friends. She was sorry for you about her and Zeus, so when you blocked her, she never complained to you. She knew that she was wrong, and she has been punishing herself all these years. When are you going to see her." Leto has a gentle temper and is very popular among the gods. Although Hera is strong, she also has many friends. But I don't know since when, she became a loner. When? I was the only one left. As long as she has Zeus, it is enough. She never feels that she is alone and clings to Zeus tightly, but precisely because of this, there is no one else but Zeus by her side. However, Zeus is not hers either. Not anymore... Hera's appearance couldn't be called embarrassed. To be honest, he had seen Hera who was a hundred times more embarrassed than these. Hera was jealous. Not to mention her high position and power, her own fighting power was very powerful. The gods respected her not only because of her status as the "Queen of Gods". Her force, tactics, and ruthlessness frightened the gods. The awe of the gods and the guilt and indulgence of Zeus made her become more and more unscrupulous. She crazily retaliated against anyone who had an affair with Zeus, whether it was a human, a beast, or a god. Anyone who had an affair with Zeus would definitely attract her jealousy and revenge. It's just that Zeus's patience was limited. Just a few years ago, Hera angered Zeus. In a fit of anger, Zeus hung Hera up with a chain and whipped her in front of the gods. Although Zeus lowered his attitude and coaxed Hera back not long after, the incident was indeed a big deal at the time. Several years have passed, and no god dares to use this matter as a source of gossip. At that time, Hera was much more embarrassed than she is now, covered in blood and with a furious look on her face. Enoch even thought that Hera would kick Zeus like this. But no, after the anger, the clever and handsome Zeus coaxed Hera back to peace. The Queen of Gods and the King of Gods reconciled, and Olympus was freed from dire straits. The other gods breathed a sigh of relief, but Enoch sighed. "You and Apollo..." Hera was a little hesitant. She felt that she shouldn't ask this question, but she couldn't help her curiosity, or in other words, jealousy. "Apollo is the son of Zeus..." Among the gods, none of the sons of Zeus is devoted. To be honest, almost all the gods participated in the bet opened by Hermes regarding the relationship between Enoch and Apollo. At first, they bet on when they would get together, and later on when the two would break up. Now they no longer bet on this. After seeing them quarreling for three days and one big quarrel for five days, but immediately being able to spoil each other again, they had given up. The bet now is when Apollo will find a second lover. No one has any doubts about Zeus's genes. Apollo is also a passionate person. He will eventually meet a second love, it just depends on when. Everyone thought so, even Artemis participated in the bet. Hera's arrogance did not allow her to join the bet, but she firmly believed in Apollo's infatuation, or in other words, she had to believe so. Miserable people always have to find some sense of existence in people who are worse than themselves in order to be happy. Zeus is so sentimental. If there is an alien among his bunch of sentimental sons, Hera's mentality will collapse first. This is probably the so-called worry about inequality rather than scarcity. I have been cheated on so many times, and you have to be cheated on me too, even if it's just once. If not even once... That won't work! Not allowed! Enoch knew what Hera was going to ask, but he did not clarify it or answer it. He just asked: "Hera, you love Zeus. I have no doubt about it. Zeus loves you, and I have no doubt about it. But what do you think love is?" "Is this the only kind of love? Has Zeus ever truly loved anyone else besides you?" Although Hera was very reluctant to admit it, she also knew that Zeus's lovers were all whom he truly loved. "But he loves me the most, and I will always be number one!" Regarding this, Hera never doubted Zeus. The reason why she could forgive Zeus time and time again, if it weren't for this, she would have kicked Zeus a long time ago! "And how do you compare to all his other lovers? Not one to one, but one to all the others." Hera hesitated. She had never doubted Zeus's love for her, and she had never thought about this issue. In other words... She was unwilling to think about it, let alone admit it. "I should still account for most of it." Hera said almost through gritted teeth. "You love Zeus more than anything else, so you are willing to give up everything else for him, right? Then, Zeus loves you more, why can't he never stop being a lover?" Yes, why? Why? Why...? "He didn't give me up for anyone else, did he?" Hera didn't cry, she wouldn't cry, but judging from her almost distorted facial features, she was almost at her limit. Enoch didn't speak. After waiting for a while for Hera to calm down, he stood up and took the teapot to pour water for Hera. After taking two steps, he stopped without looking back, but his voice was very clear: "Apollo and I were separated for a while, and I told him, 'I don't want the love of anyone else except you and me.' Apollo didn't make a promise to me, but he said that he knew." "I don't know how far Apollo and I can go, but at least now, we trust each other." Hera lowered her head and remained silent. When Enoch came out with a teapot filled with water, Hera was gone. Enoch didn't take this matter to heart at the time. After all, Hera and Zeus had tortured each other for so many years. It was not his turn as an outsider to intervene, and Enoch didn't think Hera could really do anything to Zeus. It's just that Enoch didn't expect that the trouble caused by Hera and Zeus this time would be so troublesome. These two couples had a lot of troubles. If you didn't torture my lover to death, I would humiliate and torture your suitor, and even tie each other up with chains or belts. But they all love each other from the bottom of their hearts. Torturing the other person is also torturing yourself. But it is always others who suffer the consequences. Apollo was bored to death! He was going to go out with Enoch, but when he and Enoch were about to go out, Zeus came. This supreme god's current image is not good, with an unkempt beard and black eyes. Hera's running away from home was a big blow to him. He even stopped doing his most beloved job of finding a lover. Every day he would either drink with Dionysus or drag other gods to talk about his longing and love for Hera. But what's the use? Apollo was annoyed to death, not being able to live happily with Enoch, but the most important thing was that the lovelorn Zeus was unreasonable. One day he would go crazy, tomorrow he would be stupid, and the day after tomorrow he would be angry again. In a fit of anger, Apollo ignored him and took Enoch back to Enoch Mountain, refusing to leave even if anyone called him. "If I hadn't persisted at the beginning, we would probably be like this now, right?" Apollo, who was almost asleep with his head on Enoch's lap, suddenly woke up with an intuition belonging to the gods when he heard this. "What are you thinking?!" Apollo hooked Enoch's neck and kissed him, and then said, "I am different from that bastard Zeus! Enoch, you are not Hera, are you?" Enoch smiled, feeling both funny and happy when facing this male god who had been seeking survival and wanting to change for some time. No matter what happened in the past or what will happen in the future, at least now they have enough confidence to hold each other's hand and keep going. "Passionate Amway [Comprehensive] Goddess Swift's Love Daily" is being steadily updated, and the deposit has been completed. "[Comprehensive] Thousand Layers of Routines of Heroes and Braves" Comprehensive Host Wo Ying "[Integrated] Attack Personality" Integrated Master Attack

After reading it, I was attracted by the author's writing and description. My mood is so complicated Nothing to say Gong always keeps himself in a box Wanting to retain the perspective of my character that I brought to my short life as a human being many years ago And when he has to change, he asks the people who love him to change After an unfortunate short life Retain a permanent inferiority complex Running into the "God Realm" for so many years Is it really impossible to change? He spends most of his time waiting for love to end Even if you take the initiative to approach He is also unwilling to bow to "God" on behalf of "humanity" He thinks "God's" love is messy When he set up the "new rules", he also said it absolutely. But Apollo seemed to only know how to read and recite the "new rules" No one could understand the meaning behind it deeply for him. Didn't tell him either Your millennia of "divinity" is wrong Gong is really inferior and arrogant As a "god", Apollo does not need to understand the views of "melancholy humans" thousands of years later. They really didn't get along You will not be happy if you force someone to pull strings I don't understand what the author meant to express a happy ending Or is it the inevitable logic of problems between humans and "gods" with different concepts? Or maybe you just like this setting? I originally conceived a story like this Their problems and endings are also inevitable Maybe I didn't look carefully enough What you say is very subjective. But reviews are always subjective Maybe my personal understanding is not in place But I don't want to watch it again to get used to it. Goodbye

I read this book on another account before. After reading the comments this time, I would like to express my personal opinion: The separation of Gong and Shou in the later period and the concession of Shou are inevitable, and there are many foreshadowings in the book. 1. The three views shaped by Gong during his human period are in conflict with the Greek mythology system, and one must give in. 2. Thousands of years of being a god have not changed Gong's three views. Gong made friends with the first God of Love, but broke off the friendship due to different three views, and unilaterally considered him an enemy; he liked being a woman but refused to do it many times, etc. It can be seen that Gong is a stubborn person with a deep psychological shadow. 3. The gods in Greek mythology are passionate but also ruthless. The examples of the Zeus couple and the Poseidon couple made Gong fear that he would become another Hera; because Gong himself has strength and childhood shadow, it is definitely unacceptable for Apollo to fall in love with someone else after a sweet experience. 4. The plot of Gong choosing to let his pets reincarnate when they can live forever also introduces Inokku's extreme fear of betrayal. 5. Enoch and Apollo are two extremes, one is extremely pessimistic and the other is extremely proud. Enoch's pessimism makes him passive and afraid of Apollo like his father and brother. Apollo's pride prevents him from understanding Enoch's thoughts, so in the early stage they seemed to be in love, but in fact they were drifting apart.

I have always felt that the problem of having a partner but meeting a better person is a false proposition. If you like him, then he is the best person. There will be no better person, unless the relationship is not just because of liking at the beginning. So my view on Enoch is that people are very complex individuals. Every move, every smile, all kinds of differences combine to form a unique individual, so there will be no better person. Because I love you, you are the best in my heart, incomparable.