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Top-Led Mutual Pampering / Top-Focused / Versatile Couples Who Pamper Each Other
Saving this for my own tastes (every so often I get a sudden craving for something pretty out there)
My Collection
Things I've read
Great Reads That Deserve More Bookmarks
Gong-focused stories with great plots and characterization that really stay with me will go here. (P.S. Some might have switches. I don't like weak gong or weak shou.
A Truly Interesting Soul Is One in a Million
A personal record of tops I like on their own, or couples I occasionally ship. I write whatever comes to mind, and add a book whenever I find myself thinking about it again.
The Eunuch’s Once-in-a-Lifetime Love
Dumplings with vinegar. I don't want to rate these, just keep track of the books I like.
Selfcest / Almost Selfcest
A belated reading log. I'll keep it updated so it's easy to reference when rereading. Five stars: great, dive right in. Four stars: no major flaws, worth a read. Three stars: run!!!
For Fans of Charismatic Top Leads (Polished, All-in-One Edition for Prose Lovers)
A list of novels with overpowered, self-assured tops that I’ve enjoyed. Some portray them as genuinely formidable, others as more of a fantasy ideal. My only requirements are not to make the bottoms too effeminate and to have good writing.
Completed Stories with Top Leads
I’ve been reading for years and I’m very picky. These are all stories with a top protagonist. Some old stories are tagged as bottom-focused by default, but the protagonist is actually the top. I’m not picky about tops or bottoms; I care about the plot, with a slight preference for stories focused on the protagonist.
Reading Log: Top
For my own reference. I've also put books I've removed from my favorites here. I prefer strong gong and strong shou, and can't stand weak, whiny gong or weak shou.
Revisiting Old Favorites
Books I've read 3+ times
Selfcest
A collection of danmei, BG, and original works featuring narcissistic romance, both finished and partially read. Includes gender-swapped women-to-men stories. No yuri for now, but if I read any later, I'll add them here.
Top Male Protagonist Fics
Subjective ratings, and I rate conservatively based on my preferences (feel free to add one star to each rating).
Danmei Narcissism: Self-Cest
There are too few, so I read all kinds of genres and POVs. Not every book is well written, but there are so few that I’m listing them all anyway. I haven’t read some of them or finished them, so I won’t judge them.
Stories with a Top Protagonist
Recommendations of books I like. My opinions are mostly based on nostalgia or personal preference. I’ve also added some unread books to save for later.
Archive of BL Novels from the Top's Perspective, by an I-Seme Fan
Mostly older novels, with devoted tops, devoted bottoms, beautiful and strong leads, and power couples. I’ll add more good ones as I find them.
Selfcest Stories
1. Narcissistic pairings: a character paired with themselves. 2. Point of view: top's perspective or versatile. (I basically don't read bottom's-perspective stories.)
Self-Coupling, Narcissus Stories
Danmei, mostly ones I personally like. Selfcest is invincible. (They are all five-star stories in my heart. Damn Jinjiang for not letting me give five-star ratings.)
Top
Some top-protagonist stories I like.
Highly Rated Masterpieces with a Seme Protagonist
They're all highly rated, amazing masterpieces, mostly scoring above 9. Ugh, damn Jinjiang won't let me give them five stars, even though they're all masterpieces.
100 Completed Stories, Batch A
Finished reading
Doppelganger Stories Collection
You and I love each other and bring each other to life, sharing life and death as we journey through the years.
Completed
I enjoy all kinds
Five-Star Perfect Romance Novels
My favorite novels. The romance is incredible, and there's a wide variety of genres.
Male Protagonist as Top
Top-led stories
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It's very uncomfortable. I dreamed last night that this book had a new sequel. Because my wife came back, I was so excited when I looked at the update time and found that it was 18 years. And when I woke up, I forgot the content of the extra chapter in the dream. It's very sad. I found this novel when I started to like self-written and self-received writing in 18 years old. I liked it very much at the time. There is no ups and downs in the plot, and the writing style is also ordinary and ordinary, but I just like it. This is not only the destiny of my self-writing and self-receiving essays, but also the destiny of all the novels I have read. I re-read this novel in 2019 and found my wife's Weibo and followed it to read it. I was very excited and felt that I was very close to my wife. But after a Weibo post that was updated tomorrow, my wife never appeared again. I feel so uncomfortable, and I am so sad. I have briefly read other articles in the column, but they are not really to my taste, but I still love my house and my wife. I am very afraid, will the distance between life and death be revealed here? After leaving Weibo and Jinjiang, the distance between us is like a chasm. I don't know anything about your situation. I only hope that you can be safe and live an ordinary life. I'm so scared. No need to update. I just want you to report that you are safe.
I'm so happy... I found out the news about my wife's return from the group, and jumped out of bed. It's really hard to briefly describe my excitement... I roughly remember watching "I'm So Poor" when I was in high school. It's been a year since I graduated from college. Time has really passed too long, but there is always something that deeply remains in my life. I am reviewing the story of Huo Yufei and Gu Cheng again today, and it may not necessarily be to my current taste, but the details in the article still make my heart beat high. For me, the most powerful thing about the whole article is "Everyone has his or her own place. Don't climb high and don't give in. Don't think too highly of yourself and don't belittle yourself." This sentence may have just been written by my wife casually, but in the past two or three years, I encountered major setbacks in life, and the first reaction in my mind was this sentence... Actually, I never thought that I would remember this sentence for so long unconsciously, but it really Those two years helped me a lot. I learned to find my place, reconcile with myself, learn to look at myself levelly, and learn to adjust my relationship with the people around me... I found my wife's Weibo. My wife has not updated it for a long time, and the timing is also very subtle. I can only look forward to it without expectations. I even thought about the worst possibility... The long wait is over today, and I will definitely reverberate if I never forget it! My wife is back safely, I am really super happy! I wish you good luck, good health, and may your wife write better and become more popular! Wish us all peace and success!
It's so beautiful. When will the wife come back? You can't read the comments before reading the article. Some of the comments really affect the "pre-reading feeling".
I want to know about changing my name.
I stayed up late to read it... It was really, really well written. So, madam, do you still remember the promise you made a few years ago?
If it hadn't been for those three years, it would have been fine. . I think it's okay to separate. If we haven't contacted each other for three years, it means we don't love each other at all_(:з∠)_After all, if we were in love, how could we resist not contacting each other for three years? Huo's forgiveness was so quick later on... It felt like the two of them were heartless. . . . . Really abrupt
I hope you can be happy every day
I watched it again, I like it very much
Complete [Come on] my favorite self-defeating article! Xiao Gu changed the original world line with his own efforts before the little Sunflower appeared. This kind of thing is very rare in the self-attack and self-suffering [please please]. The process of the little Sunflower gradually accepting the little rabbit after being confessed is also very good [poor] This article really feels like two people are getting better when they are separated, but they are each other's half body, and they will not be complete if they are not together [poor] I've read too many self-defeating, poverty-relief-style stories, and this book really impressed me [please]
Both the little sunflower and the little rabbit will be happy! (?><)?