Reborn to Submission

It's considered an early version of White Moonlight. The writing style is my favorite type, not fancy. I was really excited when I watched it (although I thought it was weird in some parts). Now when I rewatch it, I find that those parts are even weirder, and I feel aggrieved and a bit speechless. But some places are still deeply rooted in people's hearts. R Cat seems to be in a state of invisibility now. I don't know why. In fact, I once thought that there was a high chance of becoming a god, but maybe because the audience range is too small or something, it seems that it has not been able to meet my expectations (so I can't understand why some people will say that I don't read the main article without thinking about it. I don't mean to start a fight, I just think it's strange). But I hope R Cat will get better and better. "Surrender", "Returning from Difficulty", etc. Can be considered early styles (speaking of which, the short story "Rebirth" was also very impressive, mainly because it gave me a lot of ideas). Looking at the later works, it seems that there is a sense of transformation, both in terms of writing style and setting, "A Guide to Safe Ghost Collision" is particularly obvious. To be honest, if I hadn't read it, I would not believe it if the author of "Submission" is the same (laughs). It is also understandable that trying different styles is basically what every author wants to practice. As for some preferences, that's understandable. After so many years, normal has changed. Although personally I am still determined to focus on partial attack and even occasionally light attack and control (actually, I don't know if it counts, but it is definitely not SC), I do not force others. And as the introductory line of R Cat's column says, "I want to give soul to the characters I write about." I think real literary creation should not be entirely based on the author's intention. If it reaches a certain level, the characters will come alive and move on their own (I feel that R Cat still wants to move closer in this aspect, especially this article) The style of the whole text is calm and not fancy, and there is no particularly exaggerated description (again, because of personal preference, I really appreciate this point. Now JJ is really exaggerated) There are also shortcomings, that is, the descriptions in some places are a bit cumbersome and not particularly clean. I won't talk about my personal preferences for certain plots, after all, everyone has different feelings, haha. I feel that the early three series were quite good (of course the later ones were not bad either, maybe due to time the impression was more profound) Finally, I come back to this article. Although I still have a lot of disagreements and some things I want to complain about, I still want to say: I am very impressed and you can read it again.

To be honest, I really like this book. I read it in one afternoon and couldn't stop at all. I always worried whether the two people loved each other equally. But when I saw it later, it turned out that they loved each other so much. They only loved each other. The mutual doting party left contentedly [Spreading Flowers]

I love this book so much. I love these two so much. Speaking of which, Zheng was seriously ill and the doctors didn't give him an effective treatment plan. I understand. Not many healthy people can suddenly accept that their limbs are not under their control and they are full of ugliness.

It's been 11 years since I surrendered, and I feel like I'm still stuck in the past.

Shen Wan slowly parked the car in the parking space and took out the key. As he opened the car door, the soft breeze from Beijing blew in his face and ruffled his hair. The sky is as clear as a wash, like a clear watercolor. Shen Wan got out of the car and put an exquisite gift bag on the seat into the trunk. The moment Zheng Yangbin put the key in his hand, Shen Wan subconsciously held it tightly. He knew in his heart that he would never be able to run away in this life. The temptation of a key is too great. Shen Wan has been wandering in circles for two lifetimes, drifting and helpless. Many times in his life, he walked alone in the darkness, which made him extremely alienated and indifferent. He even thought that his whole life was nothing but a false dream. Until someone breaks the barrier between him and the real world, until someone comes in forcefully. It awakened the greedy desires and desires in his heart. Then, could he let go? Of course not. Shen Wan felt the edges and touch of the key in his palm, feeling more secure than ever before. Zheng Yangbin had prepared the house in Zurich a long time ago, and finally on this day, he could hand over the key to another person as a matter of course. He has already seen through Shen Wan's weakness. Isn't it that he is alone for too long and longs for someone to accompany him? Not only will he satisfy him, but he will also let Shen Juan know that there is no one else but himself. Mr. Zheng had already sacrificed his heart to go in. Of course, he had to keep people close to him. They lived in Zurich for nearly a year. During this year, they visited every neighborhood and crossed every mountain range. Feel the scattered light and shadow under the towering church, and feel the passage of time on the old stone bridge. When the velvet night spreads layer by layer, listen to the breathing of the whole city and sleep together. This city has a long history and carries too many stories. Perhaps it is for this reason that the night is especially quiet. Zheng Yangbin always closed his eyes after Shen Wan fell asleep, but he didn't know that after he fell asleep, Shen Wan opened his eyes silently and looked at his sleeping face for a long time before slowly falling asleep. Shen Luan is a bit funny. Even though everything is true, why does he still worry about gains and losses? If all this is false, and essentially, he is irrational, then where is the self? Who is he who does exist now? Shen Wan felt that he was actually sick, but he was not worried at all because there was a good medicine beside him. When he was trapped by it, he only had to press that person on the bed and completely invade and possess him, and then all the obstacles would disappear. Only the arms are warm and fulfilling. He enjoyed the feeling of this aloof person dormant in his arms. On the day of Zheng Yangbin's birthday, Shen Wang pretended to forget it, and Young Master Zheng looked gloomy all day long. Until night, when they went to bed to rest, Zheng Yangbin did not hold Shen Wan's waist forcefully for the first time, but turned his back to him. Shen Wan hugged him from behind and stuffed something into his mouth. A long-lasting bitterness suddenly melted in Mr. Zheng's mouth. After the bitterness, there was sweetness. Familiar smell... He turned over and pressed Shen Wan onto the bed, grabbed his collar, lowered his head and kissed him. ——Love is the taste of chocolate, there is always sweetness after bitterness. ——Your lover should believe in you unconditionally and do not need your explanation or argument at any time. True love is speechless. Shen Wang's hands got into Zheng Yangbin's clothes and wandered over the smooth and strong muscles. It wasn't until today, when he went to buy Zheng Yangbin's favorite chocolate, that he realized that that piece of chocolate had such a meaning. There were a few slight sounds in the air, and the buttons of Zheng Yangbin's pajamas fell apart one by one. Shen Wan sucked his Adam's apple, pulled down his waist, and entered from bottom to top. The person looking at him raised his neck and his chest rose and fell with difficulty. He made a vague sound, not sure whether it was uncomfortable or comfortable. Shen Wan's eyes were deep, and he was about to exert force, but his shoulders were held down. Zheng Yangbin looked down at him, not allowing Shen Wan to move, and then took the initiative. Shen Wan suddenly stretched out his hand to hold the back of Zheng Yangbin's head, whispered in his ear, "Happy birthday." Then he took Prince Zheng's earlobe into his mouth. The breath of the person on top of him suddenly stagnated slightly. Shen Wan turned over and pressed him under him, possessing him completely and forcefully. The next morning, Shen Wan got up early and made breakfast in the kitchen with his upper body exposed. Most of them eat out, or the designated chef has them cooked and delivered, but often Shen Wan will also cook a pot of noodles and eat them equally between the two of them. Zheng Yangbin is still taking the medicine, and his body is recovering well now. It's just that the car accident has damaged my foundation, but I can't recover from what I was like back then. Whenever he was under the kitchen, Zheng Yangbin would wrap his arms around his waist from behind. Standing in the kitchen, the heat of the food is steaming up, the pot makes a slight sound, and the aroma gradually fills the air. And the two of them were leaning on each other. Holding the cold hands on his waist, Shen Wan felt soft in his heart. They stayed in Switzerland for more than a year, and due to domestic affairs, they finally wanted to come back. Shen Wan was going to hand over the domestic market to the vice president, and he was going to start exploring overseas markets. But in addition to company matters, there is another matter. Last month, he received an email from the nurse. The nurse said that she was getting married and asked if Shen Wan could come to the wedding. After so many years, the two of them have no contact, and Meng Ziyao still doesn't know how powerful this man who was once her heartbeat was in the shopping mall. However, that hazy feeling was already hidden deep in her heart. She vaguely knew that they might never have any intersection again, but after all, she was amazed by this person. Thinking of the little nurse making a table of delicious dishes and smiling shyly, Shen Wan was about to return home, so he decided to stop by to see her. Shen Wan also wanted to know how the man she married was like. After all, it was him who resurrected his life, deflected the development of things, and disrupted her marriage. Thinking of the somewhat unclear smells of Sun Boyan and Shu Yuanchu, Shen Wan shook his head and chuckled. Maybe it would be a good thing for Meng Ziyao? But he couldn't tell Zheng Yangbin about this because Shen Wan couldn't explain why he felt guilty towards the little nurse. In order to prevent him from thinking too much, Shen Wan didn't mention it specifically. The place where the car stopped is called "Liuguang Xinzhu". Zhou Juncheng has been doing real estate in the past few years, but he has followed the government's path and is doing well. Coupled with some secret arms business, the family finally put some power in his hands, making Zhou Juncheng happy. Finally, he no longer has to be restricted by his old man. I turned around and found myself a house with beautiful scenery, suitable for living, and far away from the Zhou family's main residence. I moved out of the house, saying it was for the convenience of work. When Shen Wan just came from the company, he passed by a shopping mall and bought a gift for the little nurse. He didn't want to teach Zheng Yangbin about it, so he put it in the trunk first. After that, he entered the house and went upstairs under the guidance of the servant. On the huge platform stretched out, there was only one person sitting on a chair with a magazine in his hand. Jing Junchen happened to turn around and his eyes lit up when he saw Shen Wan. "A Shen, you're back." Shen Wan nodded and sat down opposite him. Jing Junchen was wearing a white casual suit, with his sleeves rolled up on his elbows and a black-gold watch on his wrist. He has the nobility of a child from an aristocratic family. At this time, I looked at him, shook my head, and looked at him intently, "It has become increasingly difficult to meet you in the past few years." Shen Wang patted his arm. Now that he and Zheng Yangbin were basically abroad, it was really not easy to meet each other. However, Jing Junchen is not a person who loves his children, so it is just a momentary emotion to say this now. It is enough to have a confidant in life. Even if they get together less and stay apart more, the feelings are still there, and they won't just get separated like this. "Why haven't you seen Yang Bin and Jun Cheng?" Shen Wan asked him. Zheng Yangbin came here early today, but he is not here now? Just after he finished speaking, he saw Zhou Juncheng walking towards Zheng Yangbin with a smile on his face. There was a man following behind, tall and sharp, cold and steady. Neither Shen Wan nor Jing Junchen stood up. Zheng Yangbin pulled up a chair and sat next to Shen Wan. Zhou Juncheng and that man also sat down. Only then did Shen Wan see clearly that it was Zhou Juncheng's eldest brother Zhou Zisong. As soon as Mr. Zheng sat down, Shen Wan reached out and held his hand, interlocking their fingers. The rumors that he heard that he liked Mr. Zheng suddenly came to mind, and Shen Wan felt a little unhappy. While Master Zheng was talking to Jing Junchen, he did not turn around to look at Shen Wan, but held his hand back, with a smile on his eyes. Zhou Zisong's eyes fell on the intertwined fingers of Shen Wan and Zheng Yangbin without hesitation. Shen Wan felt even more uncomfortable. Just listen to Zhou Zisong say, "Is this Mr. Shen?" Shen Wan looked over calmly. Although Zhou Juncheng seemed frivolous, he was actually very thoughtful. As soon as he came over, he immediately felt that Shen Wan was a little unkind to his elder brother, and he understood the reason after a little thought. Originally, he and Yang Bin had arrived early, but Zhou Zisong suddenly called and said he was coming over and wanted to talk to Zheng Yangbin alone. He naturally knows all the old things about Yang Bin that his elder brother had before he joined the army. If Shen You knew that his elder brother was poaching people in his territory, would he, Mr. Zhou, have to live a good life? He shamelessly followed along. However, Shen Wan didn't look at anyone when he arrived. After a while, his suitor Cai and Zeng Jin both appeared, and he must have been unhappy in his heart. Shen Wan is very low-key on weekdays and is actually not well-known in the circle. His relationship with the Qi family is also regarded by many people as being in the lap of the Qi family. They are not convinced of his ability and do not know his current status in the Qi family. After all, the circle has always talked about wealth and background. Shen Wan, who has risen to prominence, is always different from those children from aristocratic families. It's just that Zhou Juncheng doesn't know much about Shen Wan's methods in his heart. Now that the Qi family is behind him, even the Zhou family can't afford to provoke him. His eldest brother has a high status in the military department. He is vaguely the successor of Mr. Zhou and has always had a high self-esteem. If the two of them collide— With this in mind, Young Master Zhou said "Hi", intercepted what Shen Wan wanted to say, pulled up the chair and sat down between Zhou Zisong and Zheng Yangbin. Blocking his eldest brother's gaze, he revealed the truth without hesitation, "Shen Wan just appeared in "Pod Financial Weekly" a while ago. I remember if you read that interview, why can't you recognize the person after looking at the photo?" Young Master Zhou suddenly remembered that if there was a conflict between the two of them, Shen Wan would have Young Master Zheng on his side, and his brother would have no chance of winning. Zhou Zisong choked up, "I've admired Mr. Shen's name for a long time, but it's just that being famous is not as good as meeting him. Mr. Shen himself is much more charming than the photos." "Excuse me." Shen Wan only said two words lightly. Several people turned to talk about other things. They hadn't seen each other for more than a year, and there was quite a lot to say. Before Zhou Zisong explained his thoughts to Zheng Yangbin, they were playing very well in the circle. At that time, Zheng Yangbin had not met Shen Wan. Later, when he was rejected by Zheng Yangbin, he joined the army according to his family's arrangements and almost never came back after all these years. It was only now that they were sitting together and chatting together that Shen Wan discovered that he knew a lot about Zheng Yangbin. The three of them had basically grown up together and knew each other very well. They had not seen each other for many years and they all talked about many interesting things from back then. Shen Wan didn't know anything about these. I felt more and more uncomfortable. Shen Shen was conceited but had no intention of arguing. He propped his chin and looked out the window. If Zhou Zisong hadn't been Zhou Juncheng's eldest brother, he would have done something to make himself feel more comfortable. "Why don't Mr. Shen say anything? Is it boring?" Zhou Zisong suddenly pulled away from the topic and turned his head to ask Shen Wan. Shen Wan smiled and said nothing. Zhou Zisong continued, "By the way, I wonder how long Mr. Shen and Yang Bin have known each other?" These two sentences, asked together, are really provocative. Zheng Yangbin's eyes were deep and heavy, and when his body was about to move, Shen Wan's hands used force to hold him back. "We haven't known each other for a long time." Shen Wan relaxed on the back of the chair, took Zheng Yangbin's hand and played with it, tightly clasping his fingers one by one, lifted it up, shook it, and then let go. He stood up and smiled at everyone, then pressed a kiss on Zheng Yangbin's forehead, "Yang Bin... Juncheng, Junchen, you guys chat first, I have something else to do, so let's go first." "No, it's been a long time since we've seen each other. Why don't we do something else? Let's go out and play ball?" Young Master Zhou was startled and stood up as well. Is Shen Wan really angry? Jing Junchen also looked at Shen Wan with a little worry. "No." Shen Wan waved his hand, turned around and left. Zheng Yangbin stood up suddenly, with an imposing manner, and looked directly at Zhou Zisong, "What do you mean?" Zhou Zisong smiled, "It's not interesting, just a casual chat." "Really?" Zheng Yangbin reached out and grabbed Zhou Zisong's collar, lifted it up, and said gloomily, "You think I don't know which line the last batch of goods went on? Huh?" The Zhou family has been secretly smuggling arms. The specific targets and routes are very important and secret. Once it is leaked, the Zhou family will really be finished. The threat in Zheng Yangbin's words made Zhou Zisong and Zhou Juncheng instantly turn pale. As soon as he finished speaking, Zheng Yangbin turned around and left quickly. He was still a little uneasy and didn't know if Shen Wan was...

I was very moved when I saw that the previous comment showed that the time of the comment was "10 years ago"

Subscription completed. After reading novels for so many years, my favorite novels have always been "Returning from Difficulty", "Rebirth of Surrender" and "I am Poor" written by the big brother. I really like the character of the protagonist. The writing style of the boss is really great. I haven't read it for a long time, but I can still clearly remember the descriptions of the characters in it. 521, I love you. Thank you for spending so many wonderful days with me. Thanks.

I read it several years ago. I only remember a rough outline of the content. I just remember that I really liked the pairing of Zheng Yangbin and Shen Wang. Zheng's personality is a bit contradictory. The author didn't describe it very well, but I still like him very much. Shen Zheng 99

By the time I discovered this book, I had stopped writing and cried.

Who can't stop, that's right! It's me!