Returning Against All Odds

After reliving it for who knows how many times, my heart is still full of complicated thoughts. I accidentally read this article when I was 21 years old, and I had the urge to write a long review at that time. Unfortunately, I only started writing it last year. I was very ambitious at the beginning, thinking I could finish it in one go, but the more I wrote, the more I got stuck. There is a lot I want to say, but I always suspect that the writing is not good enough, and I can't stop deleting and revising it. I don't want to leave any regrets behind the article I love, so this long review has been sitting in my schedule for a long time. Nowadays, I gradually start to put aside some things or care less about them. There are many things I want to do and want in my heart, which make me have to take action. No matter what result I get, good or bad, success or failure, in the end it is what I should accept. At a certain moment after I thought about these things, I suddenly recalled the night Xiaocheng and Chen Chen were on Hong Kong Island. At that time, he gained a lot and lost a lot. The lights are blurred, everyone is toasting together, everything is different. So I recently took some time to review "Return from the Difficulty" again, and finished writing half of this long review. I chose the title of this long review as "Irresistible Love" because of Xiaocheng's irrepressible love for Wei Shaoge, because of Wei Shaoge's irrepressible love for Xiaocheng, and also because of my irrepressible love for "Returning from Difficulty". I have always preferred the author's writing style. There is nothing exaggerated or childish about the writing, and the clean and neat way of writing is truly unconventional. I have been reading novels for a long time, and there are few novels that can stay in my heart and make me think about them again and again. But "Coming Back" is indeed a unique book that fascinated me. Whether it is the elusive emotions between people, or the thoughts and attitudes about life. But Xiaocheng and Wei Shaoge always make me dream and unforgettable. I really like them. I have always found smiling very attractive. Never be pretentious and arrogant just because of rebirth. "He can't rely on the memory of his previous life forever. It is uncertain, may have changed, and is full of luck. That will wear away his spirit." Never aim too high, his temper won't allow it; He will never belittle himself, his pride will not allow it. What Xiaocheng possesses is valuable courage and determination, as well as the ambition to never admit defeat. He longed to do something, he wanted to have his own empire. He is not only a precise speculator, but also a hard-working doer. He chose a balance between thinking and practice. So he succeeded, and he will succeed. I really love the fatal attraction that Xiaocheng exudes when he is busy with his career, the rational smile, the elegant smile, the cold smile, the reflective smile, the impulsive smile, the comfortable smile, the miraculous smile in the shopping mall. Handsome... With a smile. God knows how much I love it. But he was not successful at the beginning, and it was not easy to get to that height. From the past life to the present life, from the trough to the peak, the hardships can only be understood by Xiaocheng himself. In his previous life, he worked hard in the mall and accumulated a lot of experience, but in the end he suffered a lot and fell a lot. I still remember him casually recalling the experience of drinking wine as water in the rental house during those months. It was really not easy along the way. There were many factors that caused that situation in the first place. At that time, Xiaocheng was too confused and depressed. His family situation and personality since childhood not only prevented him from telling his parents about his difficulties, but also made him bear immeasurable pressure from them. The only friend, because of his escape mentality at the time, the past feelings gradually faded away. Also, his feelings for Wei Shaoge also made him suffer. Keep a distance from your parents, drift away from your friends, and suffer setbacks in your career... After struggling like this for several years, how did he support himself to walk alone in that cold world? Fortunately, I made a comeback and came back from the difficulty. After being reborn, he immediately chose to repeat his studies, was admitted to S University, entered the finance department he had always wanted, and worked hard for his career step by step. He is not arrogant, always awake and planning for the future, and he almost never rests. In the beginning, I was busy with my studies in order to achieve my goals. Then more things came one after another, and he forced himself not to stop, and he also thought about the next step in the rare intervals. There are many different paths in the world, and he can only try his best to make his path more stable and farther. In this life that was supposed to go on according to his own plan, Wei Shaoge was truly unique and special. He was so special that he couldn't even maintain all his sanity when he laughed. He is always calm on the surface and reminds himself in his heart, but he is the one who softens his heart first. I was also deceived by Xiaocheng in this rebirth. He forgot about Wei Shaoge, which made me really think so - Xiaocheng's feelings for Wei Shaoge were just a common childhood crush. But Xiaocheng personally admitted that Wei Shaoge was his "spiritual mentor." How could such an important person be forgotten so casually? At first I didn't care. People's processing of memory is actually very interesting. The brain will choose to forget those painful memories and leave behind good memories. After all, it was just a past life, after all, it was just a past that could not be returned. But what he didn't expect was that he actually hypnotized himself in order to forget Wei Shaoge. Xiaocheng can always take it up and let it go, but he can never do anything about Wei Shaoge. The only thing he can't let go is this one thing and this person. He always gets excited every time he meets Wei Shaoge. After Wei Shaoge had a fever, Changchun worriedly followed him to the school hospital. After Wei Shaoge begged him, Changchun said "yes". Changchun rejected everything even the Zhou family's banquet and rushed over immediately after hearing Wei Shaoge's accident. The "impulse" time and time again made me laugh and feel confused. In fact, Xiaocheng knew Wei Shaoge well. Even if Wei Shaoge chased him from the mainland to Hong Kong Island, Wei Shaoge might not have understood his feelings at that time. Everything about the future is so "uncertain" This kind of "uncertainty" is very fatal for a typical rationalist like Xiao Cheng and he will try his best to avoid it. But what is very strange is that Xiao Cheng still said "Okay". Wei Shaoge was not in his plan, but he was destined. Calm analysis, meticulous planning, and in-depth confession. In the decades of Xiaocheng's life, he has always lived by this, but these are of no use to Wei Shaoge. "Wei Shaoge is different." This is an undeniable fact. He told himself over and over in his heart that he didn't love Wei Shaoge and should stay away from him. But he was soft-hearted towards Wei Shaoge over and over again. His reason is telling him that he should stay away, but his heart is getting closer. But at this time, Xiaocheng still did not break some of his views on this life. He was still applying the views of the previous life. It was at this time that fate used the cruel and straightforward truth to tell him that the so-called happy life was nothing but a joke. Without any foreshadowing or warning, Xiaokang passed away. Xiaocheng has been comparing the development trajectory of the past and present, whether it is the early flu or the unexpected exhibition. He has always known that the memory of his past life will never follow a predetermined direction, and he has never relied too much on this memory. When he learned that Xiaokang was ill, he was worried but also a little certain that Xiaokang would be fine. It's funny that Kang still passed away. Xiaocheng actually wanted to prove himself. He wanted Xiaokang to know that even in other fields, Xiaocheng could do well, and it was not just medicine that Xiaokang could pursue. But it is still a pity that before telling Xiaokang, Xiaokang died under the control of fate. After all, there was no more change in the relationship between father and son. So what if we do it again? I am afraid that only Xiaocheng himself can understand the feelings between gains and losses. And at that moment, Xiaocheng suddenly discovered the shadow of fate. Not only his, but also the lives of more people had changed. Such as Xiaokang, Ou Bao, Yang Jiapeng, Ning Kun, etc., Their life experiences have long been different. These subtle differences may or may not be related to him, but they all show different trends from their previous lives. Therefore, Xiaocheng began to really "try" Wei Shaoge and began to look forward to it. But it was not that easy between them. Just when Xiaocheng thought that he and Wei Shaoge might be able to go on like this, Wei Shaoge was about to go abroad. Unreachable phone calls, packed luggage, vague explanations, and confrontations beneath the calm surface. But in the end, we broke up with a smile. Xiaocheng, who has always been calm and self-possessed, smashed the sand painting and dropped the racket after Wei Shaoge left. That day, in the quiet corner of the Zhou family's banquet, Wei Shaoge asked Xiaocheng for a goodbaby kiss. In Xiaocheng's heart, "kiss" has a special meaning as the end of parting. He subconsciously doesn't want to do this or leave. The past life and this life are intertwined, memories overlap with reality, things are impermanent, and it is a big dream. What is Xiaocheng thinking about? Still asking for it but not getting it. At this time, Xiaocheng had experienced too much, and his views on life had obviously changed. He saw a broader and more complex world. And if he hadn't been so depressed in the past, maybe he wouldn't have had so much fun in those two years so easily. But even so, the elusiveness of Xiao Cheng still exists. The person closest to him was not by his side. There are a lot of things that Xiaocheng cares about, and a lot of things that he doesn't care about. Just like he would only send a cryptic text message immediately after the car accident, just like when he saw Wei Shaoge after losing his memory, he knew what this person meant to him at the first sight. Even if you forget some things, your heart will remember them for you. After losing his memory, Xiaocheng could see many differences when he re-examined their relationship. Even though Xiaocheng no longer remembered all the past between him and Wei Shaoge, he still immediately understood the importance of this person to him based on his understanding of himself. Xiaocheng, who has lost his memory, still loves Wei Shaoge. Sometimes people bury the truth in their hearts because they are burdened with too much. After putting aside the shackles and shackles, the smile becomes more candid. Laughter turns into deep love. The word "like" has always been spoken by Wei Shaoge. It's laughable that everything he did for Wei Shaoge was because of his liking for him. He just doesn't say it. In fact, I feel very sorry for Xiaocheng. He has thought so much and done so much. His mind is deep and he indulges his impulses. He and Wei Shaoge went back and forth from the past life to this life, and he understood that he still couldn't let go. He never achieved perfection, and regret always seemed to be with him. He has also been panicked, lost, and at a loss, and he has also been lonely to the core. I've thought about it for a long time, and I can relate to Xiao Cheng in many things, or to be more precise, I understand both of them very well. As for Wei Shaoge, he is outstanding, dazzling, and unbridled, and is a well-deserved pride of heaven. I feel sorry for him too. Compared with Xiaocheng's family situation, Wei Shaoge's is obviously more complicated. His mother, who suffered from mental illness, committed suicide in childhood, and then remarried his father, who was not close to him. The stepmother died of illness a few years later. What's worse is that his mother left him with a mental illness that affects his life and an inescapable shadow. But it seems fortunate that Wei Shaoge is usually a "perfect" mental patient, and this perfection is not reflected in the presentation of the disease. And Yu Wei Shaoge truly embodies the word perfection in daily life. He has a very sophisticated set of self-logic and operating rules for dealing with the world. Over the past twenty years, relying on these and his talent, Wei Shaoge has been able to easily obtain many things that others may not obtain in their entire lives. He has always been the first in their circle, able to control the lawless people into submission. He behaved so perfectly, confident, cheerful, enthusiastic, generous, without any dark side, and brought light and heat to everyone. But that doesn't mean everything is flawless. Laughter is the "mistake", or laughter is the "correctness". Wei Shaoge has mastered the rules and applied them since he was a child. He relies on them and does a good job. In his heart, he didn't care about these rules that were very superficial to him. Everything was boring. The word "boring" ran through his more than 20 years of life. He hates the world, but is bound by it. But things are different now. In front of Xiaocheng, it becomes increasingly difficult for Wei Shaoge to maintain his perfection, and the long-standing mask gradually has cracks. He knows that once he loses control, it will only cause harm. He started looking for a way to become a normal person. He wants to become an ordinary person, even if the process is painful, unbearable, fragile, and hopeless. Love made him willing to take off all his sharp claws, even if he was dripping with blood, even if he was scarred, just to be able to hold the smiling face carefully in his arms. He had also tried, but the three books he read were just the tip of the iceberg that he had come across. They were Wei Shaoge's self-rescue. But these didn't succeed, and of course they couldn't succeed. Wei Shaoge's psychological theory has reached a very professional level. But sadly this didn't work for him and he started looking for other help. At this time, Xiaocheng was leaving, and there were sudden changes in his family. After many rounds of games, he finally had to let him go abroad. But those last resorts were not enough for him to accept this result. The real reason for him to go abroad was the unhappiness that he could no longer control and couldn't hide. He decided to go abroad for forced treatment. When the informed consent form was placed in front of Li Yuanbin, he did not believe or agree with Wei Shaoge receiving this treatment. Yes, who would believe it. How could he, how could he accept such a thing? That was Wei Shaoge. But Wei Shaoge is willing, and he is willing. In order not to hurt Xiaocheng, he chose to hurt himself and remove his external weapons. He began to want to be an ordinary person. But even those terrible methods are just torture to Wei Shaoge, and no amount of time will have any effect. The final conclusion was that the answer was within reach, and he seemed to be back to square one. The key to all problems and all solutions point to one person, and just one person. But this is the easiest and most difficult thing, letting Wei Shaoge tear off his mask in front of Xiaocheng and expose his pathology. This is what Wei Shaoge has been avoiding. He is really an extremely proud person, clinging to his self-esteem in front of Xiaocheng. He was so humble, and the wish he made softly in front of the birthday cake was just to be with Xiaocheng. As an ordinary couple, he could do any ordinary thing as long as Xiaocheng was by his side. Wei Shaoge always regards his love as ugly and unbearable, but I don't think so. I don't think what Wei Shaoge did to Xiao Cheng was unbearable. I don't think Wei Shaoge who stayed with Xiao Cheng when he lost his father was unbearable. I don't think Wei Shaoge gave up studying in the United States just to stay with Xiao Cheng. In that racing competition, Wei Shao, who had never lost before, finally lost. There were noisy cheers, harsh friction, and the car couldn't help but slow down due to the influence of the people around it. Wei Shaoge lost not only the bet that night, but also his heart that had long been out of control. After realizing that Xiaocheng had regained his memory, Wei Shaoge wanted to escape again. He didn't want to lose his beauty in front of Xiaocheng, and he didn't want Xiaocheng, who was as transparent as glass in his heart, to discover his ugliness. But he still couldn't bear it, he couldn't bear it. The moment he saw the luggage, Xiaocheng was so angry that he was so unwilling to leave his side again and again. As if everything was back to that day, Wei Shaoge picked up his luggage and turned to leave. But it's different from before. It was also that night. Xiaocheng touched Wei Shaoge's heart. He is terminally ill and no one knows. After seeing the picture on Wei Shaogong's phone screen saver, Xiaocheng finally understood that he loved him more than he thought. There are a lot of things that Xiaocheng cares about, and a lot of things that he doesn't care about. Just like when Wei Shaoge said he was just playing for fun, he just asked him, "What about now?" He knew he couldn't live without him. Loneliness is inherent in Wei Shaoge. It is hidden deep in his heart, but it is extremely noisy. Until he met Xiaocheng and finally disappeared without a trace. From the beginning, he exuded light and heat, but later he converged the light. The world no longer bound him, and he found himself. Loneliness no longer followed him, he embraced the sun. "I am his disease and also his medicine." So Xiaocheng refused Shao Tianjian and told him: "I'm afraid this won't work." He decided to let the dust settle. That wedding was so romantic and beautiful. I seemed to have blended in, becoming the unknown passerby, just to send my blessings. From now on, they do everything they want to do together, and they have countless years left. Wei Shaoge didn't say that he wasn't healed yet, but he smiled and didn't say that he could bear it. They are no longer in pain, no longer lonely, no longer timid, no longer confused, and no longer miss out. They have each other, they have light, they have courage, they have determination, and they have a future. They love each other in this world. I thought about it for a while about whether Shao Ge, the former Wei Shao Ge, had feelings for Xiao Cheng, and I think he did. The appearance of Du Kelun is a contrast. Xiao Cheng can get a kiss from Wei Shaoge, but Du Kelun is avoided by fear. It is not convincing enough to say that Duquelan was caused by the things he did. So here we will combine the mood of former World Health Organization Shao Ge before returning to China. I believe that in Wei Shaoge's heart, Xiao Cheng is also different. Maybe he himself doesn't know his feelings for Xiao Cheng. As for Du Kelun, Wei Shaoge didn't have any tenderness at all. Emotions are a mess. Wei Shaoge has always been straightforward in rejecting others. So what if he rejects Xiao Cheng? That night on Hong Kong Island, Xiaocheng asked Wei Shaoge if someone else liked him, would he feel sick and uncomfortable? Wei Shaoge's answer is yes, so in the previous life, would Wei Shaoge feel sick from laughing? The answer is obvious, if it was disgusting, he would not smile like that kiss. No one can force Wei Shaoge to do something he doesn't want to do. If he just said goodbye as an ordinary roommate, it would be very simple for Wei Shaoge. Even if there were a thousand and ten thousand ways, it wouldn't be a kiss. This went against the rules Wei Shaoge had set for himself. Too ambiguous, too inappropriate. It's just from the heart, it's Wei Shaoge's feelings that he himself doesn't know clearly. But anyway, everything is over. At this point, Wei Shaoge went abroad and graduated with a smile. It seemed that their story in the previous life also ended here. And it just seems, because no one comes out of the story. Xiaocheng in his previous life never understood Wei Shaoge's unknown heart throughout his life. Therefore, they can only be so far away from each other and miss each other. And this life is just right. Although they are still imperfect, no one of them can live without the other. The fates between each other have been intertwined and entangled before anyone noticed it, forming an unsolvable knot. They are destined for each other, the one and only for both of them, and they are still together after all. Xiaocheng is destined to hold hands with Wei Shaoge, but there are ups and downs. As I relived it over and over again, I was more and more moved. The relationship between them was so touching and innocent. I was deeply attracted and even fascinated. I even hope that the author can write more stories between them, after all, I am so greedy. I haven't seen them climb the highest mountain together, I haven't seen them camping together, I haven't seen them go to the beach to count the stars. I want to see everything, want everything. But I know they've already played everything. It's just that I didn't see it, it's just that I couldn't see it. No other article can bring me such a feeling, such a deep emotion, such a beautiful love. What I regret is that I didn't wait with him when the series was being serialized, but no amount of regret can change it. This is something I can't get back. If I were here at the time, I would definitely tell you that your writing is really great, just do it according to your own wishes. It's a pity that things often go as planned. It's a blessing to meet them. Life passes by in a hurry for decades, and it is always going back and forth between parting and reunion. Little R, it has been four years since you disappeared. I don't know if you will come back. However, no matter what, I hope you live a good life, always have clarity, and everything goes well. The wishes seem to have been repeated for many years, repeated every year, and missed every year. Although I still have thousands of words in my heart, let me end it here. People's hearts are fickle, world affairs are uncertain, and no one can guarantee eternity, so my "eternal" has a limited time, that is, in all my years. I love "Come Back" with all my time.

Once you have read "Return from Difficulty", your life will be set. You will watch "Return from Difficulty" every day for the rest of your life. If you know how good Xiaocheng and Shao Ge are early, you will never be able to read any other novels. Your spirit and taste will be raised to a level far beyond that of human beings. You will avoid detours for at least ten years. At the same time, you have become a madman who deeply loves "Return from Difficulty"!

I came here to relive it again, and every time I found new emotions. This time the emotion came from the interlacing of time in an instant. In 2023, I also came to Melbourne. I started a new day with Carlton's coffee every day. I went to the National Gallery, watched the Australian Open and F1 racing, and was in a daze eating gelato on the old pier. But it wasn't until just now that I realized that the land under my feet is where Xiaoxiao and Wei Shaozeng settled for many years. At that moment, I seemed to really see Xiaoxiao and Wei Shao walking past me holding hands. They existed so truly and loved each other so eternally.

Seeing that you are coming back, seeing your comments, and feeling that you really exist now, I really shed tears. This is the best gift of 2026. I don't know how many times I have reread it and come back from it. I read every one of your books over and over again. I always regret that I got into the trap too late. I can only stand on the other side of time and feel your words. I didn't expect to receive the news of your return. You must have great courage to make such a decision. I miss you so much.

Ah, seven brushes. . . I'll probably be stuck in this place for the rest of my life and won't be able to get out.

Woo hoo hoo, n brush, I will come here to review it every time.

I am so excited to see the news of my return [biting handkerchief] In 2026, I hope R University can continue to happily write articles [Fireworks] (if possible, I hope I will still focus on it (personal selfishness...)

My favorite article. . . I have reread it many times in the past few years, and I never get tired of it. The rhythm and character creation of the article are great, and the emotional line is very refreshing and delicate. Thank you, my wife, for creating such a good article for us []

I finally finished reading it. This book will become a book that I will miss and love very much in the future. The characters of Xiaocheng and Shao Ge are both super charming, and they are a perfect match. Instinctive love, fateful entanglement, I have always been worried about them, but also happy for the intimate interaction. The author has no outline and no saved manuscript. He writes so well. He creates a completely male god. Now I know that the author lost contact in 2019. Although it is regrettable that the author can be more famous, I still hope that the author is at least safe and sound.

When I saw your comment, I really felt like I was in a dream. I confirmed it several times and immediately shared the good news. But I am much calmer now, otherwise I would have had no sleep tonight. I'm very happy that you are doing well now. The past few years have not been easy for you, but you have survived. You will definitely get better and better in the future! I was always worried about some problems before, but actually I didn't think I could wait or anything, and I didn't hold out hope for it. But the wish I made at the beginning actually came true, which caused me to be in a mess all night, jumping up and down. I always feel that this waiting time is very long, but also very short. Anyway, it's great to see you back. Finally, I wonder if you are still interested in writing some extra stories about asking for help? I really want to see it...