Never Forgotten

Seeing now, there is a sense of relief that their stories have finally come to an end. I have watched Ming Lian and Never Again a long time ago, and I have checked it out again because of Yin Xi in the past few days. Maybe it is because of the blank space. Among the entertainment series, I am most curious about Yin Xi. Maybe it is because he has an ascetic-like feeling about him, or maybe it is because he is loyal, persistent and cold from beginning to end, but there is no one he can be close to, and his life is heartbreaking. In order to find the clips of Yin Xi, I have watched "Ming Love", "Red Dust", "Never" and "Galaxy" again. I don't know if I will have a chance to see Yin Xi's story again.

The first time I read Qian Shao's work was in "With the Light", and I was hooked. The modest writing style, especially in the first-person writing, is vividly displayed. When I was selling Amway to a friend, I once said, "You should read Qian Shao's articles carefully. There is an abyss hidden behind every sentence." I read articles in a hurry, so I have to read a good article several times. Later I discovered that after reading each of Qian Shao's articles several times, my feelings would be different. At the beginning of "Like a Man Drinking Ice", Xu Lang enters the room. In fact, no introduction is needed. The overwhelming and cautious emotions between the lines are enough to explain everything. It was as if I could hear Xu Lang's gentle voice, gently describing everything about Zheng Ao, without being impatient or impatient. They were resting on the balcony of Xu Lang's house, and the sunlight happened to be shining on Zheng Ao. Xu Lang's moment of despair quietly emerged from the words, his voice became low and hoarse, and the firm belief in his heart was rapidly collapsing. There was a time when I didn't dare to look back at Qian Shao's articles. I get emotional easily. So Xiaolang and Zheng Ao, Xiao Lin and Tu Yao, Xu Xi and Li Zhurong were all too heavy for me. Nowhere to escape, no way to go. The uneasiness, low self-esteem, and despair that "I" felt during the process of going around in circles were all too heavy. The first time I watched "Ming Love", I was traveling. In a hotel in the most prosperous part of Xiamen, I squatted on the toilet floor and cried loudly. That chapter is about Ling Lanqiu's death. Xiao Lin was in the ward, but he was in hell. I still remember when Xiao Lin rejected Ah Qing, "There is only one Ling Lanqiu in the world." There are thousands of people in the world, and there are thousands of people who are similar to each other, but for those who are dear to me, there are no thousands. From the beginning to the end, I can only see you. I don't need a similar person to watch the moon and drink with me. I have you by my side, and there can only be one you. The lively crowd below was bustling. I was in the hotel, freezing cold. I didn't even dare to read further, and later I read the entire book with tears in my eyes. Fortunately, there are Tu Yao, Yin Xi, and that little monster. Otherwise, Xiao Lin would be too sad. They were like a few people shining in the darkness. No one can replace it. A unique uncle. I just started watching "Never Forgot" yesterday. The first time I watched it, it wasn't finished yet, and then I forgot about it and just thought I had finished it. But I regret it now. I just wish I could turn back time and not click on Never. In "Never" Qian Shao describes a somewhat sweet story. Ye Lan, who is always fierce but actually has a soft heart, doesn't understand romance or planning. He just rushes to hug Xu Chen. But fortunately, Xu Chen was a buffer wall. He accepted all Ye Lan's thorns and saw Ye Lan's soft heart. A bucket of honey. Just mixed with pieces of glass. Sharp, with fresh blood. Xiao Lin and Qi Chu, Xiao Lin and Tu Yao all have subsequent chapters in this book. I know that Xiao Lin and Qi Chu may be inseparable for life. After all, Xiao Lin's youth, his passion and courage to move forward are all lost on Qi Chu. Qi Chu's reputation was ruined. Although he is making a comeback, the scars will not disappear. They don't see each other, but they torture each other. Tu Yao is the knife in his hand. Protecting Xiao Lin, he fiercely dug the blade into Xiao Lin's flesh. He is a madman, he has no sense of security, and he is afraid that the uncle will not be able to stand him and go to Qi Chu. In fact, there is little trust. This little bit of trust is even more difficult than climbing to the sky. What was Tu Yao thinking when he held a press conference to come out as gay? I'm thinking about the grilled fish cooked by my uncle, or the gentle good night kiss from my uncle. There is also Nuo Nuo crawling around on the ground. Tu Yao is smiling. He lost the status he had worked hard for for many years and even lost his opportunity to create value. But it doesn't matter, he has enough money to live on, and the uncle will not leave him if he does this. He is kidnapping the uncle, and he bets that Xiao Lin only has him. It's just that things are changing and it's hard to go against God's will. Xiao Lin was shot because of Tu Yao's sudden coming out. In fact, Xiao Lin has long known that there is no possibility between him and Qi Chu. Such a deep wound cannot be filled. He was tired and didn't want to explain anymore or spend all his energy imagining the future. People who have been hurt always dare not look forward. He knows it all. So he felt it was unfair to Tu Yao. But he never wanted to leave. He was just afraid that Tu Yao would feel uncomfortable. Bang. Vegetative state. Ye Xiao's life and death in the United States are also uncertain. Zhao Li came to see him. Qi Chu also came. Yin Xi got rid of the Nie family. Fortunately, people left and dispersed, and Tu Yao never thought about giving up. It doesn't matter, Xiao Lin just takes a nap and has a dream, where he and Lan Qiu reminisce about their old relationship, have a drink, and get drunk until they are unconscious. Wait until you sober up. Just come back. I finished watching it in the early morning. No matter how beautiful Ye Lan and Xu Chen are, I just wish I hadn't watched it. If not, Xiao Lin and Tu Yao could still live happily in my little world. Qi Chu might also be able to find a destiny. Ye Xiao is still fine, and Yin Xi is not injured. I was lying on the bed, surrounded by intense darkness. Tears streaming down my face.

After reading this article, the main CP won my heart. To be honest, the first half of the deputy CP made people feel that Xiao Lin is not worthy of Tu Yao's deep affection. A man holds you in the palm of his hand every day, tries his best to please you, never loses his temper in front of you, and is never discouraged even if you look like a pool of stagnant water. Isn't he sad? He just didn't dare to be sad in front of his lover. Xiao Lin's confession later restored my view of him. If I continue to break up, I will be disturbed. Tu Yao was too kind to him, and his life of raising children was too smooth, so it was a stagnant water. In fact, I really wanted Tu Yao to be the one who got shot, so that I could see the state of the man who kept saying that he would never be tempted again and would never look forward. Xiao Lin's life is too stable, so stable that he can remember the leisurely life of his youth. When he wakes up, he should be able to really let go of the past and live a good life with Tu Yao.

From "Ming Love" to this point, after watching "Never Forget", the one that comes to mind the most is Xiao Lin. "Ming Love", as a first-person article, portrays the uncle's inner world in every aspect. From the occasional interspersed memories of Xiao Lin's childhood and his father, we can feel the depth of Xiao Lin's thoughts. Qian Shao's writing skills are very strong, and his writing style is very unique. In the Danmei circle, it can even be said to be its own school. Every time when I am chatting with my gay friends Anli Qianshao, my gay friends will ask how it compares with your favorite Huai University P University? I would say there is no comparison, because it is a completely different style. Huaida used language to show us an exquisite scroll. In this scroll, there are green waters, green mountains, rivers and lakes, love and hate. Qian Shao uses a few strokes to bring us into her story, and we seem to be involved in the soul-stirring emotions of those people. I remember watching "Ming Love" together with Huai University's "Galaxy Empire". When I recall "Galaxy" again, what comes to my mind are the gorgeous mechas and the bright starry sky, with ant-like humans fighting for their beliefs that they don't know whether they are right or wrong. Under the smoke of gunpowder, love is secret and insignificant compared to the family, country and world. But when I think back to "Ming Love", I only have the heart-wrenching coldness of that winter. So I often joke with my gay friends: "When it comes to Qian Shao's writing, you can't find the exact sentence that makes you depressed. It's as if there is a ghost in the whole novel. When she wants you to feel lonely and miserable, you will be lonely and miserable." This style reminds me of Night Streamer. With an author with such a strong writing skills, this ace agent who has a background in ancient Chinese literature and knows everything is worthy of his reputation. Xiao Lin's monologue gives people a narrating tone like a documentary. In his definition, he is just a bystander, looking at all the things in the entertainment industry with a cold eye. In Xiao Lin's eyes, the author sketches a portrait of the entertainment industry. In addition to the protagonists such as Qi Chu, Tuyao, Zhao Li, Ling Lanqiu, "scumbag Lu He", "old treacherous Guan Yongping", "scheming bitch Lu Yunbai", and "false goddess Yu Lan", who have only appeared once or twice, are all given their own personalities and characteristics. Because "Ming Love" is Xiao Lin's confession, while "Never" embodies Xiao Lin's character from the eyes of two entertainment industry backers, which makes the uncle's image more full. I remember what Xiao Lin once said in "Ming Love", "I know I am not an elite, and my appearance is not good-looking enough." Later, even if there are words like "Ling Lanqiu has been cultivated for a hundred years, Xiao Xiaolin has been cultivated for a thousand years," it will still make people think that Xiao Lin is "not an elite." After all, in Xiao Lin's heart, he is probably just a secular ordinary person. Including some of Xiao Lin's methods, Xiao Lin rarely brags about how he became an ace agent. At most, when Zhao Yi (it seems to be him) said that Xiao Lin could be considered as his assistant, Xiao Lin silently complained in his heart, "When I was busiest, I had four or five assistants by my side." So I always thought that Xiao Lin's methods were just common to ordinary agents. But when he appeared in "Never", my image of Xiao Lin also changed. It made me realize that Xiao Lin, who had always felt inferior in his heart, was such a powerful person in the entertainment industry. Even Lu He wanted to give him three points. Especially after Xiao Lin resigned, others mentioned Xiao Lin as if they were mentioning a myth. And when someone mentioned Xiao Lin's foresight later, we got to know a different Xiao Lin. I even thought about whether Xiao Lin's belief that he was not good enough was due to his own childhood shadow caused by his mother's neglect of him, and the subsequent torture of Qi Chu. Later, I not only burst out laughing, but also remembered that Xiao Lin was just a fictional character. Many people say that Xiao Lin's love for Tu Yao is not felt at all in "Never", unlike in "Ming Love", although Xiao Lin was injured completely by Qi Chu, he is still willing to go back to the path that may have a dagger. I think it's because of the person's pronouns. After reading Xiao Lin's psychological activities, Xiao Lin is actually a somewhat boring liberal arts man, and his love is silently hidden in his heart. I remember there was a chapter in "Ming Love", probably after the showdown between Xiao Lin and Qi Chu on the farm, Tu Yao found Xiao Lin who was with Zhao Li. During the dispute, Tu Yao believed that Xiao Lin did not love him as much as Qi Chu, but Xiao Lin immediately objected in his heart and cited many examples. But he said nothing. This is also the reason why Tu Yao feels insecure and feels that Xiao Lin will disappear at any time. There is no confession from Xiao Lin in "Never", which naturally makes people think that Xiao Lin doesn't love Tu Yao at all. The last thing I want to say is that there is a bit of Tu Yao and Xiao Lin's scum in "Never". Although it was just an afterthought, it was a redemption for me who didn't buy "Ming Love" and didn't see H at the time! The above are just some mixed feelings. From "Ming Love" to "Eternal Life of Evil" to "Xu Jun's Life" to "Like a Man Drinking Ice" and then to this "Never Forgot", Mr. Qian, please continue to walk in your own style. Ps: Although Huainan University was mentioned, it did not mean to discredit Huainan University. You can tell from the ID... I am a Huai University NC fan.

He spit out a mouthful of blood! I have always felt that Qi Chu, Tu Yao, and Zhao Li: To Xiao Lin, Qi Chu was someone whom he loved with all his heart. Even if he could only become a stranger in the future, it would still be a scar that could never be erased from his heart. Tu Yao is the person Xiao Lin will work with for the rest of his life. He has nothing to do with this person. He feels that he can't wholeheartedly feel sorry for Tu Yao, but he is still willing to go on with Tu Yao. He is someone who will give guidance to him in the future. From this point of view, we know that Xiao Lin actually has love for Tu Yao. Only Zhao Li always felt that Xiao Lin's love for him was not love from the beginning to the end, but the same feelings for his family and friends. However, only Zhao Li has the deepest affection for Xiao Lin. He loves Xiao Lin so much that as long as it is for his own good, he doesn't have to fight or rob him, as long as he is happy. In fact, I think he should also know that Xiao Lin's feelings for him are not love. Qi Chu loves Xiao Lin, but Qi Chu is the cruelest to Xiao Lin, injuring Xiao Lin completely. Even if he wakes up, he can't make up for the damage, so I always feel that the best ending for him is to not love him. Does Tu Yao love Xiao Lin? Of course I love it! But I have always felt that Tu Yao's love for Xiao Lin is not pure, but a kind of robbery and possession, which is unscrupulous, and sometimes does not even consider Xiao Lin's feelings, so there is the current ending where Qi Chu wins and Xiao Lin loses. A girl previously said in a comment that Xiao Lin has never forgotten Qi Chu. In fact, Zhao Li has never forgotten Xiao Lin. The story of Ming Lian is really too difficult. I just hope that Xiao Lin can wake up as soon as possible so that he and Tu Yao can live peacefully for the rest of their lives. The story I have never forgotten is over, but I still seem to want to know what happened to Milin and Lu He. How could Milin forgive Lu Zha? What is the story of Yin Xi and the Nie family? I hope the author can tell us the story of these two couples one day! I hope that the people in this story can finally live happily with their loved ones! Lovers finally get married!

Qian Shao's writing has a kind of magic for me. Every time I read it, I can't stop and cry until I can't help myself. In fact, I feel that the characters in the author's works can be less twists and turns and more straightforward, but it is precisely because this is not the case that it makes me feel sad and sad. For Xiao Lin, Qi Chu is the way he came from, and Tu Yao is the one behind him. I hope Xiao Lin can wake up. Only by living can we have everything. But I hope Xiao Lin won't wake up, and he can finally take a good rest, put aside his sense of responsibility, and laugh and curse with Lan Qiu. Sad.

The worst person in Minglian is Qi Chu who is trapped in a cocoon. Even if Tu Yao deceived the uncle about his temperament, at least he loved him with all his heart, and the uncle was willing to accept him later. The most pitiful Zhao Li. . . He can only get brotherly love from his uncle. . . Even if the uncle wakes up. . He would only accept Tu Yao, and it felt like he had become more open-minded after watching the concert. But Qi Chu is still Bai Lianhua, who comes out from time to time to enhance his sense of existence and steal Xiao Lin as a mistress. He blamed Tu Yao for not taking good care of Xiao Lin and didn't think about whether he had taken care of Xiao Lin in the first place. . . Xiao Lin is such a scumbag and he still has the guts to blame others. . So angry. Thinking that Xiao Lin had been secretly paying attention to Qi Chu before, he became even more angry. . Poor Tu Yao and Zhao Li.

It's so warm and warm, I love Ye Lan and Xu Chen so much

Ah? ? Did Xiao Lin wake up in the end?

If Xiao Lin doesn't wake up, he will be very angry. In fact, even Jing Mo Yan shouldn't die. It's too easy for him. He has to live. Let's see how Qi Chu can keep pretending.