
Secretly in Love
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A long time ago there was a young man Not only is he smart and good-looking, his family is rich and powerful, and his elders love him very much. Everything he does goes smoothly and he has the support of many people. He has a good personality and good temper, and his friends all like him. Until one day he met an uncle Uncle is very unhappy The uncle has liked someone for many years and has devoted himself to him for many years, but that person has remained unmoved and even hates him a bit. The uncle occasionally gets drunk to relieve his sorrow, and he is the uncle's drinking buddy Uncle is a very capable man Actually, uncle couldn't do it at all before. It was all in order to help the career of the person he liked that he turned into the person he is today, talking nonsense to everyone and ghosts. And he knows that deep down in his heart, the real uncle has always been a very good person. Although that side of the uncle has always been reserved only for the people he likes, that person doesn't bother to see it or know about it. He fell in love with such an uncle But if the uncle knew that he really liked her, he would definitely stay away and there would be no way to be good friends with the uncle anymore. So the young man turned into a suave little hooligan so that he could always be close to the uncle. Even if he occasionally eats the uncle's tofu, he would not be pushed away, but would only be regarded as a joke. The person the uncle likes has another crush. He is a scheming child. He is not even as good as a finger of the uncle. But that person just likes him and defends him in everything to show the uncle's face. The kid is jealous of his uncle and wants to attack him He stepped into the trap set by the child instead of the uncle first. As a result, he was beaten badly. He received several stab wounds on his body and injured his spinal nerves. He may become a cripple and never be able to get out of bed again. The uncle blamed himself very much. The person the uncle liked wanted to protect the child, so the uncle fell out with him. The uncle came to the ward of the little gangster and said that he was willing to give up the person he had liked for many years and to go with the gangster and go to New Zealand, which he had mentioned to the uncle before, to watch the fantasy fairyland Rivendell in the Lord of the Rings. It turns out that the uncle already knew that he liked him The little hooligan knew that he might not be able to recover in this life, and he didn't want to drag the uncle down, and he didn't want him to see his ugly and embarrassing appearance after being injured, so he drove the uncle away with unpleasant words. In fact, he was very scared, afraid that he would never get better again. I'm also afraid that the reason why the uncle is willing to be with him is just because he wants to compensate him rather than because he really likes him. The little hooligan cut off contact with his uncle and accepted the arrangement of his family to go abroad for surgery. Then he thought about returning to his uncle in good condition as soon as possible while enduring a rehabilitation process that is extremely difficult for ordinary people. He completed his rehabilitation in a short time, and when he appeared in front of his uncle again, it was already too late. The uncle became enemies with the person he liked in the past, but there was another person The newcomer was chosen by the uncle as a weapon of revenge and chosen as a partner to fight with the uncle by his side. This person is very difficult to deal with, even with his family background. He doesn't want to cause trouble to the uncle by making random moves, so when the uncle is trapped in it and unable to move, he can only watch worriedly. The uncle couldn't touch the child, so he made a deal with the people above and designed a vicious trap. He didn't hesitate to lose his reputation and future. He used cruel methods to completely destroy the person he liked before and everything they had worked hard to build together over the past many years. After he came back, he could no longer pretend to be a hooligan. He put down his disguise and surrounded the uncle with all his tenderness, hoping to soothe his scarred heart. Later he found out that the person the uncle liked had actually been secretly liking the uncle in his heart, but for some reason he had been unwilling to show it. Until the uncle completely broke with himself for a little gangster who should be just an ordinary friend. He's not the main reason why this whole thing happened But it was the main factor in the uncle's decision. Because he was the one who got hurt The uncle has always valued him more than an ordinary friend, treating him like a family member, so he has become an irreversible opportunity between the uncle and that person, and will always be a scar that cannot be healed in the uncle's heart. The uncle said that for so many years, he was the only person who really liked him. He was too afraid of losing him, so he could only be friends. The uncle said that when he falls in love, he always spoils the person he likes. The uncle knows that the little gangster is actually the cleanest one in his heart. Although he always pretends to go around and sleeps with many different people, he feels that his world is too dirty and does not deserve the little gangster. It's not that the uncle didn't have the courage to try in the past. It's just that the courage only lasted for a short moment. When the little gangster was seriously injured and lying on the bed unable to move, the uncle at that time was really willing to accept him and be with him. It was their only chance. At that moment, the uncle was willing to put aside all his worries and go to Rivendell with the little gangster. But at that time, the little gangster had other worries in his mind, so he drove away the uncle and let go. They just missed it After that, the uncle passively fell in love with the newcomer. The man was very smart and very stubborn. Once he recognized the newcomer, he held the uncle tightly by his side. The pessimistic uncle could no longer escape from that grasp. The day the little gangster returned to being a friend, he put a note with his private line in the palm of his uncle's hand and said to him, no matter what happens, you can still come to me at any time and I will help you. Then the little rascal turned around and started his own life path He is no longer the little hooligan in front of his uncle He became the young heir to his family group, married a wife and had children as planned, and lived a successful life in everyone's eyes. But he never stopped watching his uncle's every move in the circle, and he always secretly helped him within his ability. Always as a friend He wants to see his uncle get happiness then The story of the hooligan and the uncle That's the real end.
I originally had complicated feelings for Qi Chu. It was a pity that they supported each other from scratch when they were young, and I hated Qi Chu's inactive character. Until recently, I fell in love with Liming. When I was watching the videos of Liming when he was young, I suddenly felt that I matched with Qi Chu. In an instant, Qi Chu seemed to have a face. With the addition of Li Tianwang's good looks, I immediately forgave Qi Chu and stood firmly on Qi Chu's side. Yes, the world of Yan Gou is that simple, face is justice!
I watched it many years ago. After so many years, I would watch it again after a period of time when I forget about the plot. My mood is so different every time I watch it...
We all lose to life
After many years, I came back to the app to see Minglian, and I had already changed my account. Unfortunately, I saw some friends who felt that Xiao Lin didn't love Tu Yao enough, so I wanted to share my own feelings. Qi Chu is the origin for Xiao Lin, and he has been with her for half his life, but in the end, the ravine cannot be leveled and the road becomes a stranger. But if a person has been entangled with you for so many years, whether you love him or hate him, you can never forget it completely if you let go. What's more, so many people and several lives are entangled in the story. If you really let go easily, how can you be worthy of who you were before? It is even more difficult to convince that such a ruthless attitude can still endow the following person with deep affection. To Xiao Lin, Tu Yao is the next life, "please give me guidance for the rest of my life", but it is not healing. The only things that can heal Xiao Lin's wounds are time and Nuo Nuo. On the contrary, Xiao Lin is the best medicine for Tu Yao's wounds. Xiao Lin is low-key, but Tu Yao is too public, which also hurts Xiao Lin. However, Xiao Lin seems to be hesitant, but in fact he is the most decisive one. He does not make decisions easily, but if he says goodbye, he will never love again; if he promises to be with you, he will love you forever. It's just that after all, he has been consumed too much, and naturally there is not much left. It is indeed all he can use up. The young master really likes to write this kind of thing. Just like Xiao Lang said in "Like a Man Drinking Ice", if a glass is broken, there will always be cracks if you put it back together again. Xiaolin is that glass. Xiao Lang and Zheng Ao, like everyone else in the series except Shuang Lin, end up with fairy tale endings (even Shuang Lin has a vague reincarnation to compensate). But the entire series in the entertainment industry is still more focused on reality, and "Ming Love" is the most focused. Why on earth would I want to watch it again?????
Second brush to make up points. The first time was a few years ago, and I burst into tears. This time, when I saw Xiao Lin and Qi Chu across the door, I couldn't help but feel sad for them and shed tears. I didn't like this story very much when I first read it. There were too many imperfections and too much helplessness. Even the final ending was actually a choice made after having no choice but to be moved by their stories again and again. In fact, just having love does not necessarily mean that we can be together, and it does not necessarily mean that we will be happy in the end. What this entire article tells us is that if we miss it, we really have missed it. I believe that what uncle loves most is actually Qi Chu, the purest love and the most wholehearted dedication. In this relationship, the uncle and Qi Chu each have their own difficulties, and from their respective perspectives, neither is wrong. However, when this relationship was still possible, it was the stubborn and stupid Qi Chu who messed it up. He did not dare to respond to the uncle, not only did he not respond, but he also hurt him intentionally or unintentionally. He thought that the uncle would leave as he expected, or he planned to consider accepting him only when he was finally sure that the uncle would like him for the rest of his life. But why is he so stupid? People's hearts are made of flesh. No one can have the energy to continue to love and give after being injured again and again until the flesh and blood are mutilated and unable to recover. To put it cruelly, Qi Chuba's uncle's feelings are really up for sale. After the uncle turned around and left, although he wanted to stay, he never explained, so that the matter finally reached a point where it could not end well. I feel very sad for them, they could have liked each other. Zhao Li is a truly gentle and affectionate person. The reason he missed his uncle was because he thought about his uncle too much and cared too much. He paid so much, and although he didn't get love, he actually satisfied his watchful mentality. So I just felt sorry for them, but their personalities meant they were just going to miss out. Uncle, only a bastard like Tu Yao, who is unreasonable, unswerving and unscrupulous, can finally achieve success. Many relationships are like this. Due to various mistakes, the final ending is not the one you love the most, not the best choice, but there is still a person who stays with you in the end. In the morning after watching Minglian, I received a WeChat message from my former boyfriend, saying that when I woke up last night, I suddenly thought of the scene of self-study in the university library. We are each doing well now. There are shortcomings in life, but there is also hope. We are busy with the present life and toast to the past.
After reading this unfortunate article, I was immersed in this feeling of loss for several days. Let's discuss it, Mr. Qian, there are too many things that are unsatisfactory in real life, Mr. Qian should try his best to write something perfect in the future. I really hate Qi Chu. This kind of person who hurts others in the name of love is actually a psychopath and a scumbag. But I still feel sorry for him. Uncle is still suitable to be with Tu Yao. Only a desperate paranoid can win over someone who is so scarred that he dares not love anymore. So uncle and Tu Yao are a perfect match.
What I remember most clearly is that Qi Chu finally admitted with difficulty backstage, "I actually like you" and took it for granted, "When will you come back?" Don't you just want me to say it myself? I said it. When will you come back? Then when Xiao Lin seemed to accept him and he kissed Xiao Lin, the backstage curtain opened, and he and his love were exposed to the public's eyes. His career and love were all shattered in an instant. His awards were given to others, and his lover left him completely with resentment. After his brother passed away, he became a down-and-out artist that everyone yelled at. He bought his lover the manor that he complained about as being "very expensive" but didn't have another owner that it deserved. Even in the end, his lover still didn't regret what he did to him, and still thought he was heinous, and his selfishness seemed really unforgivable. Qi Chu did look bad in the early stages, but Tu Yao wasn't a good guy either. However, he appeared when Shou was easily manipulated and grabbed Shou's seven inches with a heavy mask. Tu Yao has a fragmented childhood and memories of a dark house. His forbearance is shocking and he has too many masks. He is not a good bird, but he is too timid to let anyone except Xiao Lin see the face under the mask. In the end, I even felt a little pity for him, because he regarded Xiao Lin as too important a driftwood, but Xiao Lin did not have the consciousness of a driftwood. The kindest and most stubborn people here may be Xiao Lin and Zhao Li, but [they are both too kind. And happiness is never reserved for kind people. So they are not together, maybe because of Xiao Lin's insecurity, he always hopes that there is someone who can accompany him unconditionally, love him, and take care of him. He thinks love cannot be like this; it may also be because of Zhao Li's lack of confidence, Gong 2 is unwilling to share the joys and sorrows, what is he afraid of? No matter what they were afraid of, they had already missed it. Just as the extra said, time made them meet, but also made them miss each other. If you are too considerate of each other and let the other person gain without having to pay, you will not get the respect you deserve. (Let's have a look, Zhao Li seems to be a popular [warm man] nowadays) Qi Chu is Xiao Lin's origin, and Tu Yao is Xiao Lin's successor. This article gave me a very shocking feeling. It is not the first theory of love. It says that besides love, there are many little things that make time flow by quickly without any hindrance. However, too fast time makes people always have to say that they have no regrets after missing it.
Holy shit, it's actually the young master who loves Tuyao [angry]
I read this article three years ago. My favorite at that time was Zhao Li. Three years later, a friend asked me to recommend a novel to her. Let me say "Ming Love" She asked me why. But when I opened my mouth, it came Because, There is someone inside who is probably a scumbag But he is so clean. Yes, it's Qi Chu. The least likeable character in this article. But three years later, I no longer even have an impression of the protagonist. But I remember Qi Chu deeply. Just like the boy I secretly had a crush on during adolescence So clean and bright. There are fools in the world, but he shines. Qi Chu is like this. Wearing a clean white shirt, he stood on the colorful stage, holding a guitar and singing softly. There is a saying The world is full of emotions, but the white porcelain plum soup in midsummer makes the sound of broken ice clanging against the wall. Zhao Li is very affectionate. But it's still vivid in my mind after a few years It's Qi Chu. Such a young man I think of it as if a cool breeze came from the scorching heat. What about Yu Xiaolin? I feel afraid that I cannot forget it. When you close your eyes, you can feel the pounding heartbeat of your younger self.