Dual Personality

It feels so heavy after reading it, but this may be the best ending. All life is their own choice, and they have no right to regret it. The article is very good, but maybe because of the title, I don't have many collections, which is a pity.

For example, there was a time when I couldn't help but fall into a kind of paranoia, because I am a person who attaches great importance to relationships with others, and I was even a little paranoid in this regard. I don't know if it was the experience of being isolated from others in primary school for six years that made me like this. In short, it was probably After I changed my major, my new roommate seemed very indifferent to me. It was not that I didn't have friends, but this person made me even more sad. She was like a hedgehog. Every action she took made me hurt, and every detail spoke of indifference. But for the others, there were three One of them refused to go with others, and one of them went his own way. During that time, I was almost late because of many small things, such as the alarm clock broke in the morning and the whole dormitory (including those with whom I had a good relationship had been walking together) and no one called me. For example, I love to keep everything clean but the dormitory is only I was cleaning with another person, and one day I found out that someone I had always taken care of was scolding me for nothing on the Internet... All these trivial things almost overwhelmed me. I was in a very gloomy and depressed mood, and everything I did was dark. But fortunately, I have friends who I can talk to. I don't need them to do anything for me. They only need to comfort me when I am sad and help me express my anger. My mood has improved a lot. Also, I have parents and elders who can patiently listen to me pour out my spiritual garbage for two hours... Think about it again, if I am like the protagonist, with no close friends, no elders to talk to, and my mother is still in such an uncomfortable situation (if you think about it carefully, my family situation is quite similar to that of the protagonist, just a low-end version. Although my mother is bad but not that terrible, my father also dotes on me but he still remarries, and he is unwilling to mention it to my mother), then I will definitely, inevitably, collapse. I know myself, I'm not strong, I'm just an ordinary person, maybe even more useless. Shao Qing still has the advantage of learning. As for me, I'm just a useless person who's not even good at studying. And I care about others, I'm afraid of being isolated by others, I'm especially worried about becoming a human being... If the whole world ignores me and no one listens to me, I will definitely go crazy.

I want to fall in love with the main personality and the sub-personality

It's hard to express in words, and my heart is heavy ▄█?█●

Medium and Long CommentaryDian Shao Qing The dead are gone, but the living still exist. The dead person leaves, taking with him the memories of his life And no one alive will ever know what kind of person he was. Is his rare smile charming? Is there a gentle and sensitive heart beneath his cold expression? There is no way of knowing what an interesting soul it is and what a bizarre and twisted story it is. Except for the person involved, no one can know who he has made a promise with, but that promise can only be half fulfilled. He will also be moved by the slightly raised lips of a depressed friend, and will feel even more sad for an equally sad soul. His tenderness, his sympathetic eyes, his fragile whispers, his conflicting soul... All of this, with the death of life, can only drift away in the wind in the end. Painful, unwilling, unbelievable... There will always be only the living, and the dead will only stare at the vague world in the dark, and then live in peace forever as they wish.

It's over. While I was watching it, I was filled with a lot of thoughts. After I closed the book, my mind was blank and melancholy and speechless. The agreement between Shao Qing and the protagonist is what touched me the most when I read this book, because maybe... I am also looking forward to having such a person. From kindergarten to elementary school, I was always alone. There was nothing worth remembering or remembering in school. It was all boring and repetitive daily routines and negative emotions. In junior high school, I have friends that I have known each other to this day, but they are more like keeping each other warm, making friends out of necessity, and being dispensable. It can be you or me. Even at that time, I remember that her best friend was not me, but another person. That person later dropped out of school. Coincidentally, her parents were a scrap collector that my family knew. Only then did I know that she dropped out of school and went to work. In high school, I met some friends, but I also discovered that human nature is really full of interesting characteristics. I couldn't understand it at the time, but I understand it now. In college, I learned a lot of things that I thought were ridiculous before, and I also discovered that there are many different people in the world. Not everyone will think and live like you. Conflicts cannot be annihilated, but they can be avoided and tolerated. I know that fate is unpredictable and people are always lonely in this world, but I strive to make myself look less isolated and helpless. In fact, a famous person said it right. People are like isolated islands. They are not moaning for nothing, nor are they complaining about compiling new words. The so-called bond... Is just a temporary illusion that I try hard to create, or a fragile rope that can be easily broken, or a passive blood bond. So I am really envious. That kind of friendship, which seems to me to be an extremely illusory emotion, is exactly what I long for. Haha, did I go off topic? Whose fault is the protagonist's death, Shao Qing's death, Ling Hua's death, mother's death? In the final analysis, it was them who gave up and did not pursue life. In my opinion, the word "hypocritical" is not even an exaggeration. I can think of a thousand ways to save myself, why do they still die? That must be because they are not serious about making a living. ——I, originally, wanted to say this. But then I thought about it, is this really the case? If I put myself in his shoes, can I really be that strong? Everyone has their own pain, and people who have not experienced it are not qualified to criticize... If I were there, would the pain also destroy me? Or even worse?

I don't even have the courage to read anymore. What should I say? I don't know what to say. The protagonist's misfortune made me feel a little depressed and a little distressed. It was another day of fear of marriage.

Why doesn't the protagonist say anything? Wouldn't it be possible to solve the problem by speaking out and cooperating with the doctor's treatment?

In fact, it is difficult to find this kind of novel. Of course, you may have seen it accidentally. However, I believe that some of you should read this novel, right? I read it for my close friends, very good friends, so I only read it. I can actually see that I cried. It was the first time I read the novel and I cried. After reading it, I was very sad.

I'm not very good at writing reviews, but I really like this article and support the author.