The Great War Against Procrastination

It's 5:39 am now. I just finished reading this novel. I had a lot of thoughts while reading it. Now I want to write this review but I don't know where to start. I am a prospective high school student in a key high school in a small county. Our policy here is to apply first and then take the exam. It is difficult to say whether you will pass the exam. But there is only one choice you can fill in. The high school you have not passed can only go to an ordinary high school (the general high school here is really poor. The students have a score of 200 or 300). There is a new policy for my class. You can apply for two schools at the same time (one is a branch of another school. The branch is new for two or three years. It is very poor, but the standard in our county is good. Normally, you can get into the top 50 in the school with a monthly score of 550. In comparison, in this school, 2.400 People will get 600% in one session. For most students in this place, it is out of reach.) I naturally filled in and applied. At the time, my thinking was very simple. I thought that if I couldn't go to my own school, I would go to the branch branch and become a top student. But now it seems... I have become a scumbag in the branch school instead. There was a time in junior high school when my grades were okay. If my grades were stable, I would be able to go to this school. But for a while, I have forgotten why I was always anxious and unable to enter the study state. In short, it formed a very serious vicious cycle, which caused a lot of pressure on me, both in study and at home. But I chose to escape from all these things, such as secretly playing videos on my phone at night (I still can't stop watching videos). I have read some analysis of this aspect. The brain will actively choose low-energy-consuming ways to gain happiness, such as watching videos. You know there's nothing you can do about it and waste a lot of time doing nothing.) The consequence of this was that my score was more than ten or twenty points behind that of my school. I didn't even reach the strong baseline of the branch. It's really frustrating to think about it, but the surrounding environment has been putting pressure on you. So I chose to tell myself that it doesn't matter, it's just a test that won't affect my life (but I also know that I am not willing to accept it, and I am just deceiving myself). After I entered high school, I really felt that the sky was falling. Our math teachers were really bad at teaching. The physics English teacher also clearly felt that his level was not good enough (the junior high school I attended was one of the best in the area, and the teacher was also an experienced teacher. It is hard to tell the level of many intern teachers in the new school). The math teacher taught very poorly and always asked us various questions (she had no teaching experience and could barely understand). After listening to the first class of her class, the sky fell. Later, I tried to read the teaching aids by myself (but the teaching aids are only teaching aids after all. I am not a genius and I am still a boarding student, which makes it even more inconvenient for self-taught). I couldn't put my face down and asked the teacher all kinds of questions. In class, it was because of myself and her and various reasons. In short, the mathematics class was a mess. I also wrote my homework in a mess (I only scored over 60 points in the final exam, which is really embarrassing to say). At the beginning, I was still listening to online math classes every week when I went home. After listening for a while, I neither had a correct attitude towards learning nor found the right learning method. All in all, I gave up early like our heroine. The rest of the subjects were not much better at all. They were all the same as mathematics. My studies were completely in a vicious cycle. I would get anxious when I went to bed at night, and then I would hold my phone until I fell asleep (now it seems that my high school year was like a pile). It was completely unimaginable for me to have bad grades in junior high school. After taking the exam for a semester, I wanted to change my mentality. Every time I vowed to study hard, I would be interrupted by procrastination, perfectionism, inability to calm down, and various things. The same is true for my interpersonal relationships. I had a good relationship with many people in junior high school and had a few close friends. But I didn't have any after high school. I envy those who can walk alone in a crowd. But for me, eating alone and going to and from the dormitory alone in physical education class is uncomfortable and lonely. Especially when the teacher assigns two people, it will be very embarrassing (once we changed classes temporarily to go to the computer class). No one was willing to take the initiative to call me, and I should have been the best friend at that time. I really couldn't convince myself not to care about this.) I was happy and sad to see my junior high school friends making new friends. My math teacher and head teacher has some traditional ideas (but she is actually a young man in her twenties. She also likes to instill her views in us through class evening self-study). For example, it is enough for girls to find a good husband, a good job, dress up and be comfortable in the future. Boys should know how to pursue power and climb higher. Or, girls just can't compare to boys in math. She said this a lot. I felt it was inappropriate. After complaining to a friend who was playing well at the time, I found that she thought what the teacher said was right. I gradually distanced myself from her later on, and now I am alone again. Oops, the topic has gone too far. The first half of Tiantian's description of Ye Zi Zhan Tuo is really my own, but I didn't achieve the goal of gradually strengthening my heart like Ye Zi. I really like this kind of growth character. The process of slowly finding the person you like, who knows what you want and what you want to be is really exciting! The first time I read Tiantian's book was when I read the physical version of Zhenhun two or three years ago. It was a hearty experience! Looking at this war dragger now, I am shocked again! In my opinion, this book is about growth. The growth of Ye Zi, the growth of Ye Zi's friends and roommates, the growth of the male protagonist, and the growth of Xiaochuang's classmate. These vivid and interesting characters made me see different results. It turns out it can be like this! Finally, I decided to try Zhantuo from today and express my burning curiosity to Tiantian: Could such a divine work be made by humans! What a species Tiantian is!

The writing is really good, and the psychology of procrastination can be written so clearly. It can be seen that young p wants to give everyone some positive energy and encouragement, although he does not fully understand how deep the waste and waste are, and how to pull them out. But it's already very good. After all, if you have a normal body, as long as you have determination, it will gradually get better. As long as you have determination. Young p, after so many years, he is still giving energy to adults who are not so mature. . .

Procrastination is a cancer of all mankind. I fell into the trap of procrastination and struggled again and again. Like Ye Ye, my life under my control after the college entrance examination began to be confused and out of control. I couldn't find the energy to do anything. I was complacent one second, and lay down on the same spot the next. My self-confidence was eroded in a way that accumulated over time and gradually, so every year Few things I wanted to accomplish have been left behind, I have forgotten many things, and why I set out... One thing that is certain is that this is not the life I want. Talking with friends does not seem to be very effective, and there is even a sense of shame. I can easily attribute my behavior to procrastination, but it is difficult to deeply analyze myself and accept myself. When I am really stuck, I will look for some books to read, trying to find a secret book for successful life. After reading it, my skills will be greatly improved, and I will carve out a refuge for myself. I can hide in it and ignore the current predicament for the time being, and dream about the spring of useless people. [Helpless][Helpless][Helpless] I read the comment section and said that this article was written by the author 14 years ago. It is still very consistent with the current reality, such as the job market is more severe and unemployment is more serious. . . Record the tougher things in life, dreams, feelings, the courage to face everything, and unshirkable responsibilities. Gather the energy needed to guide everything to a good ending, and cherish this second in your hands. The battle begins again.

2026.06.28 A brush: Maybe it will be a very important article for me

This is the first time I read a long black history of P University. Although it seems to P University that it is a dark history and has ideological problems, it is still very meaningful to me [Lie down]

Of course you can be weak in front of me, of course you can be cowardly in front of me, you can act coquettishly, complain to me, and cry in front of me. Put your head on my shoulder, sleep in my arms, talk about your confusion and fear, confess your sensitivity and delicacy. I don't examine you, I don't evaluate you, I stay with you

When I see comments from fourteen years ago, they always say that they are very similar to Xiao Yezi, accomplishing nothing, full of worries, anxious and procrastinating. Then there are always comments from a few years ago asking, sister, how are you now? Today, fourteen years later, I really want to ask everyone who wrote and read the article at that time, how are you doing now? From the anxiety and dark wandering that I felt that I was finished, I look at my future self.

In fact, I always felt uncomfortable reading this article. It's not that it's not well written. It's because apart from the fantasy part, some of the other descriptions are too real [split] and I feel like I'm being stabbed [split] all the time. Moreover, I'm much more useless than Ye Zi, and I'm not as good at studying as she is. I have no regrets about the college entrance examination [laughing and crying]. I just did so well in college that I had a great time playing it for four years. I just have no self-control and no future plans. She almost delayed my graduation and I really delayed my graduation for a year (just one English class point was missing. I failed my freshman year and took it until my senior year to take the exam. I haven't touched English for more than a year, so I failed in the retake). After graduation, I just found a job casually, but I couldn't survive after half a year, and the salary was not very good. I saw that there was no room for a salary increase. My friend graduated from junior college and worked for more than a year with a salary twice that of mine. The more I thought about it, the more I felt that there was no future in that small job. It was obviously not my fault. The boss knew it and I submitted my resignation the next day. I was very happy. I resigned and was jobless for more than half a year. Now I can't find a job [crying]. Register for the driving test. It's almost due, so now I'm learning to drive again. Because I failed the second subject the first time, I thought the sky was falling and I was a waste, so I stopped learning. I didn't keep procrastinating. I don't reflect on myself like the protagonists. . . Life is a mess [covering face, laughing and crying]

Thank you for your honest writing and your bravery, perseverance and unyielding quality. Office politics is so simple, no one is a waste of energy, and everyone has their own tricks. Our leaves are so different!

So warm ah Ye Zi Luyanke😭