You're the One Who Led Me Down This Path

Unhinged, possessive, homophobic bottom × Gloomy, perverted, obsessive top. Pseudo-incest, reunion after a long separation, older top, bittersweet romance.

Su Daixu had been looking for Qin Yu for many years.

They unexpectedly reunited at an airport. Surrounded by a crowd of frantic fans, Su Daixu stared coldly at Qin Yu.

Qin Yu forced his way through the crowd and led him out of the chaos.

"Thanks."

"You're welcome."

"Long time no see."

"Yeah. Long time no see."

He had imagined a thousand times how he would react when he saw Qin Yu again: crying until his eyes were red, yelling at him, or even punching him.

But in the end, he could only restrain his surging emotions and force himself to put on a dignified front.

The other man was distant too.

After ten years apart, all they could manage was such a cold greeting. He couldn't accept it.

*

Qin Yu had been Su Daixu's closest friend since childhood, his best big brother, and his only family.

Whatever the reason Qin Yu had cut off contact after getting out of prison, now that they'd met again, Su Daixu wouldn't allow him to leave his side for even a moment.

Su Daixu's specialty was crying, throwing a tantrum, and threatening suicide. Crying didn't work, throwing a tantrum didn't work, so he had no choice but to slit his wrist and threaten to die.

In the hospital room, Su Daixu lay pale and weak in bed, reaching out toward the man.

"Big brother, you're back."

The man's eyes were bloodshot. He slowly knelt beside the bed, bowed his head, and shed tears of remorse.

Su Daixu smiled, possessive yet tender, the little dimples in his cheeks looking innocent and sweet.

I've got you now, Big Brother.

*

Qin Yu finally agreed to stay by his side obediently, and Su Daixu was very pleased.

But soon, he stopped smiling.

Qin Yu began sending him obscene, extremely vulgar texts, pictures, and videos.

And he confronted him in person, demanding to know why he hadn't replied.

He even demanded that Su Daixu share his thoughts on what he had seen.

That wasn't all. He wanted to take Su Daixu home too.

From then on, Su Daixu's mouth was always swollen, his throat sore, his chest aching, his stomach bloated, his thighs and rear stinging, and his whole body filthy.

Just like the lifelike Su Daixu doll Qin Yu had obsessively and frenziedly used for years in the past.

"Xingxing, you always say gay people are perverts. You're wrong." Qin Yu stroked Su Daixu's face with obsession. "Not all gay people are perverts, but your big brother is."

"B-Big Brother, I can't take any more. I know I was wrong..." Su Daixu sobbed as he crawled toward the door. "I was wrong. Please let me go..."

Qin Yu waited until he reached the doorway, then unhurriedly gripped his slender, pale ankle and dragged him back.

"Xingxing, I gave you the chance to stay away from me. But you kept refusing, refusing, even hurting yourself." Qin Yu held him tight and sighed softly in his ear. "Since you don't care about your body, from now on, it's mine."

[Reader's Guide]

1. All characters are fictional, with no real-life counterparts. Do not project this story onto real life. The top and bottom are not related by blood.

2. The bottom is homophobic and prejudiced against gay people. His words and actions represent only him, not the author's views. The same applies to the other characters.

3. The top has severe sexual repression, and it is only directed at the bottom.

4. Please make sure you understand who is the top and who is the bottom and their characterizations. Do not swap them.

5. The top and bottom are always exclusive to each other, physically and emotionally. They are madly in love and would die immediately without each other. Their illnesses are mutual. Readers who strongly prefer one-sided devotion should proceed with caution.

Theme: A reunion after a long separation, a story not yet finished, with no regrets left behind