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  1. 401 Home Is in the Sea 家在海里 Two Male Leads289k WordsCompleted Dual Male Leads | Physical and Emotional Torment | Possessive, Obsessive Top | Broken, Depressed Bottom | Chasing His Wife to the Crematorium | The Beauty of a Bad Ending Xue Yaoyao never imagined that one careless moment of closeness would plunge him into an abyss of no return. Peng Zeyuan, the man who held the power of life and death, refused to believe in his innocence. He ignored his trembling and kept him imprisoned at his side, tormenting him day and night. Pain, suffocation, despair: Xue 294Reads—Score—Shelves
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  2. 402 You Won't Behave? That's Fine, I'll Behave for Both of Us 不乖?没关系的,我乖就行了 Two Male Leads319k WordsCompleted [Younger man + utterly unhinged + imprisonment + forced love + no moral boundaries + twisted + two-faced] "Mad beauty + rational doctor" (Yan Yu × Pei Tinglan) Yan Yu is the youngest son of the Yan family in the capital, and he falls in love with Pei Tinglan, the man who had his mother committed to a mental hospital. Pei Tinglan is not only the most prestigious surgeon in the capital, but also has a secret identity he must keep hidden. “Uncle Pei, didn’t you say you’d spend every birthday with m 294Reads8.0Score103Shelves
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  3. 403 Seven Years of Old Wounds 七年陈伤 Two Male Leads289k WordsCompleted Devoted, brilliant, and tragic academic bottom x CEO who must grovel to win him back Two strong leads + love at first sight + deeply painful romance + groveling pursuit + reunion after a long separation + a broken relationship that cannot be mended + healing pets + self-redemption Chu Ye Han gave his whole heart to the favored son of heaven, Han Yu, and saw him as the light that would save him. He loved him devotedly for seven whole years! He thought he would receive love and promises in return 682Reads—Score—Shelves
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  4. 404 The Ephemeral Blossoms in My Dreams, A Tribute to You 梦里昙花奠与卿 Two Male Leads101k WordsCompleted [A devoted, mute opera performer on the bottom × a short-tempered warlord with a possessive streak on top] Republican-era China / Tragedy / Male-Male Romance / Monogamous, devoted relationship / Happy ending (Love knows no gender; all that matters is whether two people understand each other. But in the end, they lose because they do not.) Shen Qing is a renowned opera performer. For the sake of a promise of deep love, he willingly takes off his costume and marries the warlord Nie Mingze. But 268Reads—Score—Shelves
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  5. 405 Who Falls for Whom? 谁为谁心动 Two Male Leads400k WordsOngoing (Main story and alternate IF storyline complete; parallel-world worldbuilding in progress) [Coercive relationship + win-her-back-after-the-breakup + clashing personalities + sharp tongues + hypnosis + secret identity used to get close on purpose + a broken mirror that cannot be mended / both die in the ending] "Who promised you heaven on earth, then shared with you a love as deep as the sea of hate?" Seven years ago, a misunderstanding led to Meng Qi being confined by his lover. After enduring t 31Reads—Score—Shelves
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  6. 406 After the Breakup, the Boss Turns Dark and Obsessed: Wild Seduction and Spoiling 分手后大佬黑化变疯批,野撩诱宠 Two Male Leads282k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads + Reuniting After a Breakup + Powerful CEO + Both Untouched + Possessive Takeover + Tension and Flirting + Reunion After Years Apart + Seductive Pursuit] [After He Wronged His Ex, the Big Shot Went Dark] Everyone knew the big shot was cool and dispassionate, but no one knew about the obsession hidden deep in his heart. After a carefully engineered reunion, he took the other man by force and made him move in. The darkened big shot's image crumbled: he turned wild and seductive, in 389Reads9.5Score847Shelves
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  7. 407 Prisoner of the Snowfall Palace 雪烬宫囚 Ancient Romance939k WordsCompleted [Historical Fantasy] [Romance] [Revenge] [Angst] [Plot Twists] [Redemption] [Mutual Firsts] [Happy Ending] I am the most beloved Ninth Princess of Liang. The day the capital fell, my father, who had doted on me beyond measure, shoved me off the Star-Viewing Tower, hoping to trade my life for his own escape. Qin Yi, the rebel leader, caught me below. Emotions I couldn't understand surged in his bloodshot eyes. "Tell me, who threw you down?" I fainted in his arms, which reeked of blood. The man be 4.5kReads6.4Score274Shelves
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  8. 408 Rainlight Two Male Leads785k WordsOngoing The “restrained” dancer X the “short-tempered” CEO, Recommended: cheerful young-man voice. Two male leads, ballet, a coming-of-age romance, heartbreaking love, push and pull, street dance, and an architectural designer. Linlin, I’ll spoil you. Don’t you dare doubt it! Don’t believe me? Just try me. CEO Ye. Warning ⚠️ Infidelity‼️ The top has an ex! Anyone looking for a wholesome romance, stay away. Physical abuse! ⚠️ Stay away from NPD; do not imitate. Volume Five enters the secondary couple’s 572Reads—Score—Shelves
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  9. 409 Where the Hills Are Green, the General Has a Heart 山有扶苏,将军有情 Marriage & Romance7k WordsCompleted There Are Fusu Trees on the Mountain, and a General with a Heart 95Reads—Score—Shelves
  10. 410 The Crown Princess Again 再为太子妃 11k WordsCompleted Become the Crown Princess Again 132Reads—Score—Shelves
  11. 411 Pagoda: The Lord Steals His Minister’s Wife 浮屠:君夺臣妻 Historical15k WordsCompleted Futu: The Lord Takes His Minister's Wife 927Reads—Score—Shelves
  12. 412 Forced to Marry the Ninth Prince 迫嫁九王妃 Ancient Romance49k WordsCompleted Forced to Marry the Ninth Prince 65Reads—Score—Shelves
  13. 413 A Reunion on the Wrong Track 错轨的重逢 Two Male Leads235k WordsCompleted This work has an absurd plot, terrible writing, and bizarre ideas. The author may well be made of paper. I won't accept people telling me how to write, but friendly feedback is welcome. If you don't want to read it, don't just leave, run, and run fast. Let me lay down the rules of the game first: If you're an extreme top/bottom fan, or a top/bottom self-insert fan, I don't recommend reading this. Otherwise, a mouthful of spit from each of you could drown me. Sickly, gentle, sensitive top × shar 113Reads8.1Score—Shelves
  14. 414 Reunited in the Seventh Year 第七年重逢 Two Male Leads578k WordsCompleted [What do you do when your doctor at the hospital is your ex-boyfriend?] Jiang Ke’s slow journey to win her man back  ̄ ̄ Jiang Ke never imagined that when she saw Fu Jingbai again after seven years, it would be in a hospital consultation room. The lover who had once been gentle and considerate was now the frosty Dr. Fu, even the medicine box he handed her seeming to keep its distance. “Paroxetine hydrochloride,” an antidepressant. Jiang Ke gave a wry smile as she held the medicine box. A corner of 1.1kReads8.4Score126Shelves
  15. 415 Kept as a Fox Concubine, I Ran Away 囚狐为妾,我直接逃了 Ancient Romance40k WordsCompleted I Was Kept as a Fox Concubine, So I Ran Away 369Reads—Score—Shelves
  16. 416 Warm Sunlight Shines on the Cold River 暖阳照寒江 Two Male Leads366k WordsCompleted Content warning: two male leads, with a nine-year age gap. The professor is frail throughout and frequently ends up in the hospital. He's deeply insecure, even to the point of being self-conscious. Official synopsis: Jiang Han is a professor of information engineering at Capital University. He's also the university's youngest professor, having earned the title at the age of 32. Jiang Han is handsome, highly educated, and a good person, but he's always been alone. Every day, he deals with all ki 985Reads8.7Score106Shelves
  17. 417 He Slaughtered My Entire Family, So I Stabbed Him Through the Heart 他屠戮我满门,我给他穿心一剑 37k WordsCompleted He Slaughtered My Entire Family, So I Stabbed Him Through the Heart 620Reads—Score—Shelves
  18. 418 Reborn: Mr. Ling, Love Me One More Time 重生之凌总再爱我一次 Two Male Leads103k WordsCompleted “Ling Xiaoyi, can you hear me?” “Hang on, just a little longer. The ambulance will be here soon, I promise! Please, don't leave me. I'm sorry.” “Just wake up, and I'll do whatever you say, okay?” “I'm your Niannian! Don't go to sleep. Open your eyes and look at me. I should be the one dying, not you!” Yu Jinnian held the person in his arms, who had already stopped breathing, and wept hysterically... 161Reads8.3Score—Shelves
  19. 419 Nine Lifetimes of Reincarnation, A Love Begun and Lost 九世轮回,缘起缘灭 11k WordsCompleted Nine Lifetimes of Reincarnation, Fate Begins and Ends 590Reads—Score—Shelves
  20. 420 Soul Transmigration into the Regent’s White Moonlight 魂穿摄政王的白月光 Two Male Leads699k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + equally powerful leads + tragic romance + older top + heart-wrenching + chasing his wife to the crematorium + white moonlight romance + toxic love + depressing + happy ending] Emergency room doctor Shen Shi'an died suddenly before the operating table. When he opened his eyes again, he was lying on an unfamiliar jade bed. The man before him held power over the entire court. He gently stroked Shen Shi'an's cheek, but in his eyes was the reflection of someone else. “Jinghe,” Xie 794Reads8.2Score162Shelves
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  21. 421 The Treacherous Minister 佞臣 Two Male Leads358k WordsCompleted The early chapters bring devastating physical and emotional torment. Later, the emperor chases his wife to the crematorium, and the sweetness will bring you to tears. Zhou Nan: A loyal, stoic, battle-hardened general, a beautiful male lead. Shen Xiuyu: A brutal, twisted emperor, consumed by hatred, the domineering male lead. Zhou Nan is a general of the Lin Dynasty. Shen Xiuyu is its emperor. They should have been childhood sweethearts, but Shen Xiuyu's imperial father fell in love with Zhou Nan 392Reads6.5Score109Shelves
  22. 422 He Doted on His Concubine and Neglected His Wife, So I Divorced the General 宠妾灭妻,我把将军给休了 26k WordsCompleted He Dotes on His Concubine and Neglects His Wife, So I Divorced the General 540Reads—Score—Shelves
  23. 423 Good Heavens, the Handsome Imperial Tutor Is Coughing Up Blood Again 惊,美人太傅他又吐血了 Two Male Leads200k WordsCompleted [Reborn + two male leads + sickly gong + ten-year age gap + a little chasing-the-husband] Beautiful, sickly, gentle tutor gong X pampered, reborn crown prince shou, full of regret The stupidest thing Yun Changqing ever did was personally hand Shi Yan, who had traded the use of his right hand and half his life to save him, a cup of poisoned wine. Ten years later, kneeling by Shi Yan’s grave and drinking the same poison, he finally understood: “So this is how much it hurt him.” As he closed his ey 937Reads—Score120Shelves
  24. 424 An Assassin’s Love and Revenge, Beyond Romance 暗卫情仇,无关风月 Ancient Romance38k WordsCompleted A Dark Guard's Love and Grudge, Beyond Romance 127Reads—Score—Shelves
  25. 425 Chi Chenjin 迟尘烬 Two Male Leads77k WordsOngoing Top (Pei Jingchen, a jianghu assassin): ruthless and hard-hearted, sharp-tongued and blind to others’ feelings. Bottom (Shen Chixi, a eunuch): seemingly aloof, stoic, and perceptive, with little desire to live. No clean romance, irregular updates, average writing, and the author’s brain isn’t much bigger. Suggestions welcome. A fictional dynasty, mostly everyday life, with 40% angst and a bad ending. An assassin is ordered to kill a powerful eunuch, only to reunite with someone from his past. On —Reads—Score—Shelves
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  26. 426 After the Long-Suffering One Faked His Death and Disappeared 当受气包死遁后 Two Male Leads274k WordsCompleted “The person who treated me so badly suddenly said I was the one he loved most.” [Two male leads + ABO + both virgins + a messy stew of angst + groveling redemption] [Cold, ruthless, sharp-tongued top VS honest, simple, pitiful bottom] Chi Song thinks Gu Linting is the most irritating and bizarre person in the world. He insults him to his face, yet won’t let him leave his side for even a moment. At last, Chi Song can’t take it anymore and fakes his death, fleeing to another city. He thinks he can 2kReads8.9Score181Shelves
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  27. 427 Sword Dance for the Demon-Subduing Consort 剑舞镇妖妃 Ancient Romance8k WordsCompleted The Sword-Dancing Demon Queen 24Reads—Score—Shelves
  28. 428 Forced Love: From Shadow Guard to the Prince’s Most Cherished One 强制索爱:从暗卫成为王爷的心尖宠 14k WordsCompleted Forced to Love: From Hidden Guard to the Prince's Cherished One 759Reads—Score—Shelves
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  29. 429 After Being Reborn, I Found Out My Sweet Boyfriend Is a Dark, Obsessive Yandere 重生后发现乖乖男友是阴湿病娇 Two Male Leads172k WordsOngoing [Two male leads + reborn + bottom protagonist + younger top + dark, obsessive yandere + hears inner thoughts + melodrama + 1v1 + happy ending] A dark, obsessive yandere top x a mature older bottom The thing Chen Shu regrets most in his life is the night he was 34, when he fought with Jiang Shixu and stormed out to a bar. He thought Jiang Shixu was clingy, suspicious, and possessive. After seven years together, he was tired of the relationship and had started thinking about breaking up. Then came 18Reads6.2Score—Shelves
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  30. 430 I Was His Blade, and He Shattered My Soul 我为他刃,他断我魂 Ancient Romance7k WordsCompleted I Became His Blade, and He Shattered My Soul 89Reads—Score—Shelves
  31. 431 The Young Lord Planted a Night-Pleasure Gu, and the General Wept 世子种下夜欢蛊后,将军哭了 17k WordsCompleted The Heir Apparent Wept After the General Planted the Night-Pleasure Gu 415Reads—Score—Shelves
  32. 432 The Diary of the Man Who Belongs to Him 属于他的先生日记 Two Male Leads35k WordsCompleted (This is a story about the secondary couple. The main couple’s story, Pretending to Be a Couple, Becoming True Love, has a bonus ending where everyone gets a happy ending.) Mo Lie x Bai Ren [Two male leads + unrequited love + tragic ending + angst] Mo Jia x Mu Qingzhou To Mo Jia, falling for someone was a wonderful thing. But... The person he loved was a man. A man he was not allowed to love. If unrequited love was bitter, then for Mo Jia, it was something very, very sweet. What was the meaning 243Reads8.0Score100Shelves
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  33. 433 The Crown Prince Returned, but His Shadow Guard Never Came Back 太子归来,却再也等不回他的暗卫 21k WordsCompleted The Crown Prince returns, but can never again wait for his secret guard 193Reads—Score—Shelves
  34. 434 Diary of a Love Delusion 被爱臆想症日记 Two Male Leads20k WordsCompleted I'm Bian Liye. On April 30, my eighteenth birthday, I was sent to a conversion therapy center. They say there's something wrong with me for liking boys, but I don't think so. Everyone keeps fishing for the name of the person I like, but I won't tell them. It's my secret. 9Reads—Score—Shelves
  35. 435 A Seven-Year Dream, Ending Here 七年一梦,到此为止 Marriage & Romance15k WordsCompleted Seven Years, a Dream, Now at an End 22Reads—Score—Shelves
  36. 436 The Final Hundred Days 最后一百天 Modern Romance255k WordsCompleted Please excuse the reused name. I’m a middle school student and don’t usually read novels. This book is complete, and you can choose between two endings. The story of the second heroine and the second hero: Will they end up together, or will they forget each other and go their separate ways? As long as you hold on to your conviction, the world of fiction can connect with the real world. Zhang Chengmu never backed down for Lin Ye. I hope you’ll become someone like that and meet someone like that, 274Reads—Score100Shelves
  37. 437 A Grudge Written in Broken Bones 断骨之怨 Ancient Romance48k WordsCompleted A Grudge Carved in Broken Bones 811Reads—Score—Shelves
  38. 438 After His Shadow Guard Betrayed Him, the Crown Prince Hated Me to the Bone 暗卫背叛之后:太子他恨我入骨 18k WordsCompleted After the Secret Guard’s Betrayal: The Crown Prince Hates Me to the Bone 553Reads—Score—Shelves
  39. 439 He Kept Summer Hidden 他藏了夏天 Modern Romance210k WordsCompleted That night, the young man slowly bent down, bracing his hands on his thighs so he could look her in the eye. It was as if he were declaring that they stood as equals in matters of the heart. Keeping his voice low, he asked, “Senior, I like you. Do you like me?” Ji An raised her hand to stroke Xu Linxi’s cheek and softly ordered him, “Close your eyes.” Xu Linxi trembled, then obediently lowered his lashes. Ji An’s lips curved into a smile. She placed both hands on either side of his face, rose on 8.7kReads9.1Score2.2kShelves
  40. 440 Shatter the Inverted Qilin 碎逆麟 Ancient Romance20k WordsCompleted Shattered Reversed Scale 192Reads—Score—Shelves
  41. 441 Only After I Died Did My Senior Brother Realize He Loved Me 我死后,师兄才知他爱我 20k WordsCompleted Only After I Died Did My Senior Brother Realize He Loved Me 768Reads—Score—Shelves
  42. 442 Crossing Autumn 渡秋天 Modern Romance324k WordsCompleted [Insecure, sensitive girl x gentle, gentlemanly golden boy] [Angst] There were two boldest things Lin Yan ever did in her life. The first was secretly loving Tang Jinxu for many years. On a drizzly evening, Lin Yan sat on the back of his bicycle, gazing at his broad back. Carefully, she reached out and lightly touched the hem of his shirt. She pulled away at once, her touch so slight it could easily go unnoticed. Blushing, Lin Yan suppressed the fierce excitement and joy surging inside her, pre 784Reads6.2Score253Shelves
  43. 443 The Price of Betrayal 背刺的代价 Marriage & Romance66k WordsCompleted The Price of Betrayal 51Reads—Score—Shelves
  44. 444 I Lost After Falling for My Enemy 爱上敌人后,我输了 Two Male Leads376k WordsOngoing Su Yu and Jason were enemies to begin with. After months of rivalry, they unexpectedly fell in love. Two young hearts, two loving souls, growing ever closer. Each carried their own mission, while secretly building a happy life together. Three years later, Jason suddenly disappeared. Su Yu could never find him again. Rumor had it Jason had gone missing after being caught in the crossfire of a battle. When Su Yu finally traveled to Country B and found him, he angrily shouted, “You bastard, why is 185Reads—Score—Shelves
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  45. 445 No One Came to Save Her from the Deep 无人救她于深海 Modern Romance135k WordsCompleted [Signed for publication] [Youthful unrequited love + prodigal son turns over a new leaf + bittersweet romance + plenty of unresolved heartbreak + tragic ending (The male lead is hard to like at first. It's not exactly a tearjerker, but sensitive readers should proceed with caution.)] Youth is a foolish thing: foolishly falling for someone. At the beginning of the story, Xu Nuo falls in love with Zhou Yiming at first sight, as if sinking into the deep sea. At the end, Xu Nuo holds the box contai 19.2kReads8.9Score3.8kShelves
  46. 446 My Husband’s So Stubborn: Two Kisses and He Melts 老公的嘴太硬?亲两次就软了 Two Male Leads338k WordsCompleted [One-on-one romance + both leads are each other's first and only + happy ending + mutual salvation] Pei Yunqiao somehow ended up saving someone. Before dawn, the man had already fled far away. At the recording of the first round of the audition show, he clutched his sore waist and stared from afar at the aloof, ascetic man seated among the judges. His vision went black, then black again. After the performance, Producer Shen pulled him into a corner and gave him three warnings in a row. - Put awa 10kReads8.7Score1.2kShelves
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  47. 447 Go Find Your White Moonlight. I Don't Want You Anymore 去找你的白月光吧,我不要你了 7k WordsCompleted Go Find Your Moonlight, I Don't Want You Anymore 12Reads—Score—Shelves
  48. 448 Meeting Summer 见夏天 Modern Romance254k WordsCompleted Xia Linxi x Tang Yu Xia Linxi is a sophomore with excellent grades and impeccable conduct. Tang Yu is a carefree bar singer. They’re worlds apart, with nothing in common. No one could have imagined that one day the two of them would end up together. In a dark alley, Xia Linxi saw Tang Yu locked in an intimate embrace with a strange woman, but she simply left in silence. She believed the man before her was nothing like the womanizing facade he showed the world. She saw right through him at a glan 1.6kReads8.5Score291Shelves
  49. 449 Forbidden Treatment 禁忌治疗 Two Male Leads237k WordsCompleted (Two male leads, both powerful · Transmigrate into a book · Coercive love · Unhinged · Yandere · Brooding and obsessive · Play the pig to eat the tiger · Winning over the villain · Love grows over time · Devoted love · Powerful families · Mutual redemption · Happy ending) Transmigrate into a book and find yourself facing an unhinged, yandere big shot? Everyone else runs, but I’m going to get closer. Lin Jian (the psychologist and recipient): “Lu Yanning, you’re not crazy. You’re ill, and I’m he 498Reads—Score—Shelves
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  50. 450 Having Died Once, I Am Reborn 死过一次,便是重生 24k WordsCompleted Having died once means being reborn. 18Reads—Score—Shelves

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