Looking for a Tragic BL Story That Feels Despairing and Suffocating from Beginning to End 想要双男虐文 就是全文都透露着绝望和窒息的那种

1. 501 疯 The Deranged CEO’s Prisoner in the Palm of His Hand 疯批总裁的掌心囚 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Modern Romance234k WordsCompleted [The most extreme possessive love | The craziest male lead on the whole internet | A heartbreaking, suffocating read] Warning: Major scenes include a medical examination of injuries | shaving her head | an ankle bracelet | a tracking necklace | a tattoo | injection of a symbiotic drug | faking her death | reunion at a flower shop | exposure on a livestream | kneeling in a rainstorm | a heart | sinking together in the deep sea | a first meeting in a parallel world Tags: possessive love | obsessiv 708Reads—Score—Shelves
2. 502 蝴 The Butterfly and the Moon 蝴蝶与月亮 Meng Zhiwan孟枝晚Modern Romance119k WordsCompleted [An Obsessive Male Lead with a Split Personality × A Gentle, Healing Academic Ace] + [Forced Romance] + [The Male Lead Is a Scheming Puppy] When you like someone, the first thing you remember is their eyes. When you forget someone, their eyes are the first thing you forget, too. When Lu Zeyan saw Xu An, he felt as if fate had played a cruel joke on him. The girl he'd searched for desperately for five years had agreed to someone else's confession. He was calculating and obsessive, yet gentle 401Reads—Score105Shelves
3. 503 会 I Can Sweet-Talk, But I Can't Stop 会哄，不会停 Hui Shi卉诗Two Male Leads384k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + charged push-and-pull + both devoted to each other + sworn enemies + melodrama + no moral compass] On his nineteenth birthday, Ran Ting makes a wish: he wants his nemesis, Jie Zhishen, to be captivated by his charm. It was just an offhand wish, but it actually comes true. Damn it! Except the wish-granting god clearly misunderstood what he meant! He meant for Jie Zhishen to worship him and admire him, to willingly kneel at his feet and become his lackey! Not, not... not to fall 45.2kReads9.0Score8.1kShelves

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   I think this is a mildly abusive HE book. I cried while holding the e-book in the middle of the night. I still recommend it o(￣▽￣)o

4. 504 非 The Illegal Transmigrator 非法穿书人 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Eastern Fantasy254k WordsCompleted Every world is a book. Some people are in charge of turning the pages, some harvest what lies within, and some erase disobedient characters from the chapters. On a stormy night, Chen Shu touched an ancient book with no writing in it and was pulled into the Heavenly Library, a place nestled between layers of the universe. He gained the highest level of access, at the cost of becoming an “illegal entity” the System could never acknowledge. From the prehistoric Ice Age to a world where martial ar 1Reads—Score—Shelves
5. 505 规 The Rule Game Invasion 规则游戏入侵 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Mystery273k WordsCompleted #SquadAssembles #EchoAbility #InternationalInstances #MythicTrials #ProtectTheWorld Chen Mo was just a night-shift worker at a 24-hour café, until one day at three in the morning, the cash register spat out a receipt that shouldn’t exist. It read: “Please serve Miss Air a black coffee, or she will sigh.” He didn’t do it. So his voice was taken, the colors drained away, and the warmth faded from his fingertips. In the absolute silence, an instinctive urge to question surged up from deep within h 18Reads—Score—Shelves
6. 506 潇 The Late Sound of Drizzling Rain 潇潇雨声迟 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance120k WordsCompleted Years after graduation, a gossip post begins circulating on the message board for City Experimental School. The school's 2011 beauty, Ye Xiao, and its most handsome boy from the same year, Ruan Yusheng, are a couple. Their classmates, who know them well, rush over to set the record straight: it's pure rumor. There was never any spark between the two of them. Ye Xiao's profile even says, “Person I hate most: Ruan Yusheng.” People in the know go so far as to say, “Ye Xiao feels nothing but hatred 89.5kReads9.7Score14.9kShelves
7. 507 阿 Auntie, I Love You! 阿姨，我爱你！ A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀10k WordsCompleted Auntie, I Love You! 1.2kReads—Score—Shelves
8. 508 你 You Broke Your Promise 你失信了 Shi Qingyao十清杳Modern Romance138k WordsCompleted The acclaimed signature work You Broke Your Promise by popular author Shi Qingyao, now with 40,000 new words of never-before-published content! Sensitive girl Xiang Yu VS golden boy Song Huaishi. I had to play out the whole secret-crush story, so I loved him year after year. It was an ordinary day. Just as she closed her eyes, Xiang Yu suddenly thought of Song Huaishi: Song Huaishi, neat in his clothes and radiating warmth. Song Huaishi at seventeen. Still in his school uniform, he leaned lazily 63.3kReads9.5Score12kShelves
9. 509 隐 [ABO] Secret Delight 【ABO】隐愉 A Fish Enters the Boat有鱼入舟Two Male Leads371k WordsCompleted [ABO] Two male leads x mutual pining fulfilled + mutual healing + melodrama + happy ending. [Scheming seductress] x [obsessive man] S-rank Alpha Ren Congshu was reborn in the body of Cao Ye, the rich kid who had killed him, right in front of his own corpse. In an instant, he became the murderer. From poverty and desperation to assets worth tens of billions. From a high-ranking Alpha to a defective Omega. From the bottom of society, forever unable to stand before Chen Youjin, to someone of equal 22.9kReads9.5Score4kShelves

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   "Biting Scales" 10 "After passing through the book, the world of immortals is plotting evil against me", the protagonist Song Xianyun, forced love in the early stage, but in the later stage, everyone stopped living, dared not read again, it was too painful, the author will cut out the mind, after reading it, even the author wanted to kill me, I don't even want my eyes, I wish I could hurt for him, why should I read it, the more I read, the more it hurts, and it hurts when I think about it.

10. 510 3 A Body Temperature of 39.5°C, Family Affection at 0°C! 《39.5℃的体温，0℃的亲情！》 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀8k WordsCompleted 39.5°C Body Temperature, 0°C Family Love! 198Reads—Score—Shelves
11. 511 我 I Became Empress Dowager by Making Empty Promises 我凭「画大饼」成为太后 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Ancient Romance9k WordsCompleted I Became the Empress Dowager by Making Empty Promises 6Reads—Score—Shelves
12. 512 疯 My Former Patient Is a Psycho Who Forces Me to Be Their Exclusive Caregiver 疯批前病患，强制锁我做专属护工 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀10k WordsCompleted My deranged former patient is forcing me to be their exclusive caregiver, keeping me under lock and key. 1.4kReads—Score—Shelves
13. 513 王 Your Highness, the Shadow Guard Knows His Mistake and Begs for Punishment 王爷，影卫知错了，主动求罚 No Class Is Beyond Corruption有腐无类Two Male Leads303k WordsCompleted [Two male leads; prince as the pursuer, shadow guard as the pursued; cold-blooded, scheming pursuer; stoic, loyal-dog pursued; physical angst but no emotional angst] Ji Hanfeng: A domineering, cold-blooded prince who is ruthless in his heart, words, and actions. Shen Yi: A loyal, stoic shadow guard who can become unhinged when pushed too far. An orphan of the late emperor, a prince fallen on hard times. Shen Yi was sent into the imperial palace three times and finally ended up at Prince Beiping’ 92Reads8.6Score—Shelves
14. 514 被 Day and Night Trapped in a Rental by a Yandere! 被病娇囚在出租屋的日与夜！ A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀9k WordsCompleted Days and nights imprisoned in a rental apartment by a yandere! 573Reads—Score—Shelves
15. 515 在 I Found a Beauty in the Trash 在垃圾桶里捡到尤物 Love Rain into Dew恋雨成露Two Male Leads250k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads + Yandere + Younger Top + Possessiveness + Captivity + Unhinged] On a rainy night, icy rain washed over the city’s concrete jungle, scrubbing at the filth hidden away in its dark corners. Lu Jiuyuan sat in the back of a warm, luxurious car, gazing indifferently at the neon lights streaming past the fogged-up window. The driver was steady at the wheel. Inside the car, only the lilting notes of classical music and the low hum of the air conditioner could be heard. Flawless appearan 11Reads6.9Score—Shelves

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    Very pretty 😍

16. 516 她 After She Lost Her Memory, She Thought I Was Her Husband 她失忆后，以为我是她老公 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Marriage & Romance8k WordsCompleted After She Lost Her Memory, She Thought I Was Her Husband 1.3kReads—Score—Shelves
17. 517 祖 Ancestor, Your Grandson Burned a Real Car for You 祖宗在上，孙儿给您烧了辆真车 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Marriage & Romance10k WordsCompleted Ancestor, Your Grandson Has Burned a Real Car for You 390Reads—Score—Shelves
18. 518 我 Only After I Died Did I Learn My Whole Family Had Transmigrated 我死后才知，全家都是穿越者 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Historical6k WordsCompleted Only After I Died Did I Learn That My Whole Family Had Transmigrated 143Reads—Score—Shelves
19. 519 抽 After His Bones Were Torn Out, My Wayward Disciple Went Mad 抽筋剥骨后，逆徒他疯了 Chat a Sprig of Spring聊增一枝春Two Male Leads149k WordsCompleted [Master and disciple + two male leads + angst + younger male lead + both leads inexperienced + a groveling redemption arc] Master Feng Binglan foresaw that his disciple, Fu Lingtian, would die at twenty, so he made up a fake System to make the boy hate him. He had his tendons torn out, his bones stripped away, and his heart cut open. His dragon body was shattered as he took the full force of the heavenly tribulation for his disciple. When Feng Binglan's soul was finally scattered, Fu Lingtian 411Reads—Score—Shelves

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    This is quite cruel, after all, the opening chapter begins with flying knives.

20. 520 锁 Locked Away in Beauty: The Mad King’s Possessive Love! 锁朱颜：疯王的强制爱！ A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀10k WordsCompleted Locked Beauty: The Mad King's Forced Love! 136Reads—Score—Shelves
21. 521 重 Reborn, I Report My Princess’s Consort as a Spy Every Day 重生后我每天举报驸马是细作 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Ancient Romance9k WordsCompleted Reborn, I Report the Prince Consort as a Spy Every Day 20Reads—Score—Shelves
22. 522 恶 A Materialist Makeover for the Vicious Female Supporting Character 恶毒女配的唯物主义改造 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀16k WordsCompleted The Materialist Makeover of a Vicious Supporting Female Character 6Reads—Score—Shelves
23. 523 重 Reborn in 1988: Keep the Devil Out 重生1988：不让恶魔进门 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Modern Romance6k WordsCompleted Reborn in 1988: Don't Let the Devil Through the Door 4Reads—Score—Shelves
24. 524 恶 The Wicked Mother-in-Law Is Actually My Mom 恶婆婆竟是我亲妈 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀7k WordsCompleted My Evil Mother-in-Law Is Actually My Biological Mom 86Reads—Score—Shelves
25. 525 妈 Mom’s Thirty-Eight Letters! 妈妈的三十八封信！ A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Marriage & Romance8k WordsCompleted Thirty-Eight Letters from Mom! 13Reads—Score—Shelves
26. 526 1 1985: I Married a “Good-for-Nothing” 1985，我嫁了个“窝囊废” A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Modern Romance10k WordsCompleted 1985: I Married a “Good-for-Nothing” 13Reads—Score—Shelves
27. 527 宁 Mr. Ning Begs Me to Put Our Broken Relationship Back Together 宁总求我破镜重圆 Ceramic Punk Boy陶瓷朋克少年Two Male Leads993k WordsCompleted “Lin Lu, you'll always be my plaything. Don't delude yourself into thinking I'll ever love you!” Because of one misunderstanding, Lin Lu's beloved personally clipped his wings. For six long years, he was forced to kneel at that man's feet, going from an admired dance prodigy to a plaything anyone could torment at will. Until one day, Ning Zhiyuan put an arm around his alluring new lover and shoved Lin Lu aside. “I can't believe I put up with you for six years. Get lost, and don't ever show yo 315Reads—Score—Shelves
28. 528 诛 The Crime of Breaking Hearts 诛心之罪 Ceramic Punk Boy陶瓷朋克少年Two Male Leads755k WordsCompleted They had loved each other desperately, only to become sworn enemies. When they meet again ten years later, he has risen from an unknown nobody to a ruthless general with power over the entire court, while the other has fallen from the exalted position of crown prince to the lowest of slaves in a conquered nation. Only after nearly losing his life at that man's hands does Bai Qingyan finally understand: this Ji Ning is no longer the person he once knew... A tangled affair ten years ago changed Ji 338Reads—Score—Shelves
29. 529 代 Married Off to the Enemy General 代嫁敌将 One Little Meow喵一声Two Male Leads424k WordsCompleted Please add my new book, Shadow Guard in Chains, to your reading list! “Turning a general with such overwhelming pride into one of my people would be a pleasure in itself. It would be the greatest humiliation I could inflict on you…” Su Qinghan, a great general, is forced to take his country's princess's place in a political marriage and become the enemy kingdom's crown prince consort, enduring one humiliation after another. The crown prince initially treats Su Qinghan as nothing more than a play 1.1kReads8.4Score150Shelves
30. 530 影 The Shadow Guard Becomes a Slave 影卫为奴 One Little Meow喵一声Two Male Leads579k WordsCompleted New chapters every day! [Coercive love / confinement / everyone’s favorite / unhinged characters / physical and emotional torment / regret after losing them forever / devoted couple, happy ending] “You don’t deserve to call yourself my master, and you have no right to die.” Feixue was once Yan Ling’s shadow guard. He loved Yan Ling, but betrayed him and brought about the extermination of the Yan clan. Five years later, after his kingdom fell and his family was destroyed, Yan Ling dragged him bac 2kReads6.8Score238Shelves
31. 531 敌 The Enemy General Becomes a Slave 敌将为奴 One Little Meow喵一声Two Male Leads1.4M WordsCompleted “As long as you beg me, I'll spend the money to buy you. From now on, you'll belong to me alone. But... if you refuse, I won't be the only one you'll have to answer to...” “I choose them... Duanmu Li, let me make this perfectly clear: I choose them. I'd rather die than choose you!” A story of love and hate, sweetness and heartbreak. Now for the serious introduction: Zhan Tianbai was the Red Flame General of the Yao Kingdom, but the Southern Chu prince Duanmu Li orchestrated his execution by poi 1.4kReads8.2Score259Shelves
32. 532 爱 I Can't Bear the Price of Loving You 爱上你的代价让我承受不起 Herb of the Apricot Grove杏林之草Two Male Leads1.2M WordsCompleted Su Yichen, courtesy name Youxian and childhood nickname Mo'er, is called Su Mo by his family. Ever since he was little, he has loved the older boy who once saved him, Prince De, Xiao Yixuan. When he grows up, he uses his own abilities to help Xiao Yixuan ascend the throne, only to see his mother forced off a cliff. Left crippled, he throws himself into the moat... 436Reads8.8Score—Shelves

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    I was beaten at the beginning, my martial arts was useless, my bones were broken, it was too cruel

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