Looking for a Tragic BL Story That Feels Despairing and Suffocating from Beginning to End 想要双男虐文 就是全文都透露着绝望和窒息的那种
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Return to the Harbor 归·港
Return to the Harbor
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After the Breakup, the Boss Turns Dark and Obsessed: Wild Seduction and Spoiling 分手后大佬黑化变疯批,野撩诱宠
[Two Male Leads + Reuniting After a Breakup + Powerful CEO + Both Untouched + Possessive Takeover + Tension and Flirting + Reunion After Years Apart + Seductive Pursuit] [After He Wronged His Ex, the Big Shot Went Dark] Everyone knew the big shot was cool and dispassionate, but no one knew about the obsession hidden deep in his heart. After a carefully engineered reunion, he took the other man by force and made him move in. The darkened big shot's image crumbled: he turned wild and seductive, in
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Next Chapter 下一章
[Two female leads + short story + final rally before death + mutual salvation + not a rebirth story + based on real events + tragic ending] Ni Sisi: “I don’t care what other people think. I only care how you feel.” Zuo Qingshu: “I’ve always been happy, and it’s all because of you.” Those who don’t love each other torment one another, while those who do are separated by life and death. They overcame every obstacle and should have made it to the altar. But on the eve of their wedding, a mentally
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The Azure Mist Before Nightfall 青岚未晚
Qing Lan, Not Too Late
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My Husband’s So Stubborn: Two Kisses and He Melts 老公的嘴太硬?亲两次就软了
[One-on-one romance + both leads are each other's first and only + happy ending + mutual salvation] Pei Yunqiao somehow ended up saving someone. Before dawn, the man had already fled far away. At the recording of the first round of the audition show, he clutched his sore waist and stared from afar at the aloof, ascetic man seated among the judges. His vision went black, then black again. After the performance, Producer Shen pulled him into a corner and gave him three warnings in a row. - Put awa
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Li Nezha, I Hate You So Much 李哪吒,我恨死你了
My new work is out! You can read it on Tomato Novel. I hope you’ll enjoy it. Your support motivates me to write, and I’ll do my best to tell every story well!
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The Little Secrets of Mr. Gu's Staged Encounters 顾总制造偶遇的那些小秘密
The Little Secrets Behind Mr. Gu's Staged Encounters
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The Scorned Cannon-Fodder Wants to Save Herself, but Her Entire Sect Is in the Crematorium 万人嫌炮灰想自救,全师门火葬场
(Two male leads + cultivation + power progression + regret and redemption + bottom protagonist) One day, after an unexpected awakening, Lin Zhiyu discovers that he is the universally hated cannon fodder in a book, while his junior fellow disciple… is the universally adored protagonist?! His junior fellow disciple, Ji Chen, ascends to immortality, while Lin Zhiyu is driven to his death by the protagonist and his admirers, his body and soul destroyed. After seeing this ending, Lin Zhiyu says, “To
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After My Royal Brother Died, I Married His One True Love 皇兄死后,我娶了他的白月光
[Two male leads + regent + emperor + evenly matched + domineering pursuit] I am an emperor. My life's goal is to squander the empire my father left me. Don't get the wrong idea. I mean it. So I started favoring corrupt officials and treacherous ministers. But those corrupt officials became far too brazen, and when a little boy with his hair tied in buns tugged at my sleeve and said he was hungry, I realized this approach wouldn't work. I needed to try something else. I began building palaces and
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You Ordinary People 平凡的你们
Ordinary You
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Oh No! I've Been Targeted by That Gloomy Ghost Again 糟糕!又被阴湿男鬼盯上了
(The male lead is straight, no fixed pairing. Male-lead fans, enter with caution!! The writing features extreme mutual torment and the male lead suffers! Slightly frightening! Strong horror vibes! Sorry if it makes you uncomfortable.) The womanizing Lin Su has his debauched, freewheeling life brought to an end by his sixty-sixth girlfriend on a dark and stormy night. As he mourns his own untimely death, a vicious female side character System finds him and asks him to follow the side character's
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Deep Captivity 深囚
[Two male leads] [Historical romance] [Bad ending] [Possessive, domineering, devoted top × cool, gentle, scheming bottom] Ling Wang has nothing and no one. The only thing he wants is his senior brother, Baili Heng. He gives it everything he has and pours out his heart, yet still cannot win his love. Through endless cycles of reincarnation, this remains his sole goal. Ling Wang believes that if he keeps reviewing what happened and avoids every turning point, he’ll finally be able to have him.
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The Doctor and the Boxer 医生与拳手
The Doctor and the Boxer
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The Musclebound Gym Bro Fell First 他一个健身猛男先动心了
Yang Shuheng has lived for eighteen years and has never doubted that he is straight as an arrow. He has had girlfriends, is obsessed with working out, and has built a nicely defined body with a layer of soft muscle. His life has always been mapped out: Go to college, date, graduate, get a job, and follow the usual path through life. That is, until the first day of school. Outside the dorm building, he runs into Bao Yuhuai, wearing a white tank top. Sunlight falls across his firm, graceful muscle
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Daily Life at the Baozi Shop 包子铺的日常生活
Daily Life at the Baozi Shop
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A Reunion on the Wrong Track 错轨的重逢
This work has an absurd plot, terrible writing, and bizarre ideas. The author may well be made of paper. I won't accept people telling me how to write, but friendly feedback is welcome. If you don't want to read it, don't just leave, run, and run fast. Let me lay down the rules of the game first: If you're an extreme top/bottom fan, or a top/bottom self-insert fan, I don't recommend reading this. Otherwise, a mouthful of spit from each of you could drown me. Sickly, gentle, sensitive top × shar
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After Dumping My Ex, I Became His Canary 踹了前任后我成为他的金丝雀
[Beautiful, pampered canary × cruel, unhinged CEO] ✨ “Zhou Ning, if you want money, trade me yourself.” The once-spoiled young master of a wealthy family had fallen into the hands of capital, reduced to someone’s canary. “Ningning, if you ever leave my side again, I’ll break your legs, put a tracking device on you, and carve my mark into your body... You’ll never escape my grasp...” Ming Sihan kissed Zhou Ning’s forehead, murmuring as if whispering the most intimate words between lovers. Zhou Ni
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Reunited in the Seventh Year 第七年重逢
[What do you do when your doctor at the hospital is your ex-boyfriend?] Jiang Ke’s slow journey to win her man back  ̄ ̄ Jiang Ke never imagined that when she saw Fu Jingbai again after seven years, it would be in a hospital consultation room. The lover who had once been gentle and considerate was now the frosty Dr. Fu, even the medicine box he handed her seeming to keep its distance. “Paroxetine hydrochloride,” an antidepressant. Jiang Ke gave a wry smile as she held the medicine box. A corner of
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A Distant Place I Can't Reach, a Home I Can't Return To 到不了的远方,回不去的家
A Distant Place I Can Never Reach, a Home I Can Never Return To
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Yet You Love Someone Else 你却爱着一个他
Proud and self-assured, Jian Suiying loves fiercely and hates fiercely. He relentlessly pursues Li Yu, his younger brother Jian Suilin's classmate. But his arrogant, domineering attitude makes Li Yu feel deeply humiliated and provoked, awakening the beastly, frenzied side of this pampered young heir. Desire and affection become hopelessly entangled, impossible to separate. What seems to be nothing more than a pursuit and contest between the two gradually spirals out of control because of Jian Su
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Warm Sunlight Shines on the Cold River 暖阳照寒江
Content warning: two male leads, with a nine-year age gap. The professor is frail throughout and frequently ends up in the hospital. He's deeply insecure, even to the point of being self-conscious. Official synopsis: Jiang Han is a professor of information engineering at Capital University. He's also the university's youngest professor, having earned the title at the age of 32. Jiang Han is handsome, highly educated, and a good person, but he's always been alone. Every day, he deals with all ki
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The Xie Heir Humiliated Me for Three Years. After I Died, He Went Mad 谢家少主折辱我三年,我死后他疯
[Beautiful tragedy · regretful pursuit · angsty romance between two men] On the day Gu Huaoting was shoved into the bridal sedan, he was wearing the wedding dress his younger sister had left behind. His sister had believed a rumor that the young master of the Xie family was a homosexual, so she left a note and fled on the eve of her wedding. To preserve the marriage alliance with the Xie family, the Gu family shoved him into the bridal sedan that very night and sent him to the Xie residence as a
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The Rhythm of Morse Code 摩尔斯电码的节奏
The Rhythm of Morse Code
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Adopted by a Foreign Tycoon, the Frail Child is Cherished 被国外富豪认养,病弱崽受宠了
[Raising a Child + Rescued and Spoiled by an Old-Money American Family + Frail Child + Everyone’s Darling] [There will be a romance after the child comes of age. Two male leads. Proceed with caution if this bothers you.] Throughout his short twelve years of life, Wutu had always envied other people’s happiness. He couldn’t understand why his parents loved only his little brother and not him. His parents would rather drive for more than ten hours to take his brother to buy a limited-edition game
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Reborn: Mr. Ling, Love Me One More Time 重生之凌总再爱我一次
“Ling Xiaoyi, can you hear me?” “Hang on, just a little longer. The ambulance will be here soon, I promise! Please, don't leave me. I'm sorry.” “Just wake up, and I'll do whatever you say, okay?” “I'm your Niannian! Don't go to sleep. Open your eyes and look at me. I should be the one dying, not you!” Yu Jinnian held the person in his arms, who had already stopped breathing, and wept hysterically...
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After My Son Died by Suicide, I Transmigrated! 儿子自杀后,我穿越了!
After My Son Died by Suicide, I Transmigrated!
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Who Can I Tell My Grudge To? 恨谁诉?
Each chapter is a standalone tragic love story with an open ending, so use your imagination. Some stories are set in ancient times and others in the modern day, but they're all tragic. If that's not your thing, feel free to skip them.
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The Gray-Haired Uncle and the Mixed-Race Prince 灰大叔与混血王子
Ding Xiaowei is a single father who works himself to the bone to give his daughter a better life. One moment of greed leads him to bring home an injured, seemingly wealthy unlucky guy he found by the sea, hoping for a classic tale of a rich man falling on hard times and rewarding his rescuer with a fortune. Who knew the unlucky guy would be handsome, considerate, a great cook, and good with kids? Apart from not being a woman, he seems pretty much perfect. Their peaceful days look as though they
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Soul Transmigration into the Regent’s White Moonlight 魂穿摄政王的白月光
[Two male leads + equally powerful leads + tragic romance + older top + heart-wrenching + chasing his wife to the crematorium + white moonlight romance + toxic love + depressing + happy ending] Emergency room doctor Shen Shi'an died suddenly before the operating table. When he opened his eyes again, he was lying on an unfamiliar jade bed. The man before him held power over the entire court. He gently stroked Shen Shi'an's cheek, but in his eyes was the reflection of someone else. “Jinghe,” Xie
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The Treacherous Minister 佞臣
The early chapters bring devastating physical and emotional torment. Later, the emperor chases his wife to the crematorium, and the sweetness will bring you to tears. Zhou Nan: A loyal, stoic, battle-hardened general, a beautiful male lead. Shen Xiuyu: A brutal, twisted emperor, consumed by hatred, the domineering male lead. Zhou Nan is a general of the Lin Dynasty. Shen Xiuyu is its emperor. They should have been childhood sweethearts, but Shen Xiuyu's imperial father fell in love with Zhou Nan
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Thirty, and No Longer Confused 三十,不惑
“My name is Cheng Qian, Qian as in ‘a bright future’!” “Aren’t spoiled rich kids all supposed to be playboys? How did you end up like this?” Second Young Master Cheng rolls his eyes. “Rich kids like us are all about eating, drinking, and waiting to die.” A useless young master VS a roguishly handsome small-business owner Meng Qi: That useless duck soup guy seems to be loaded… Cheng Qian: How is this sharp-tongued brat my landlord? After accidentally coming out and getting kicked out of his home,
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A Friendship Between Gentlemen (Complete in Two Volumes) 君子之交(全二册)
A heart-wrenching masterpiece by bestselling author Lan Lin! Many years later, I finally understood that I should have hated him. But I didn’t know what I should hate him for. Maybe I just hated him for not lying to me for the rest of my life. For Qu Tongqiu, the proudest and happiest thing that ever happened to him was meeting Ren Ningyuan. Back then, he was nineteen, an ordinary nobody. He thought life was wonderful... Then one day, a voice suddenly whispered in his ear, “It was all a lie.” He
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The 188 Club’s Apex Predator 188男团顶级掠食者
An Alpha CEO top × a Grade B Omega engineer bottom A marriage contract: each gets what they need. A true apex predator takes the best resources for survival and hunts the most elite prey. Qu Moyu, Alpha. Pheromones: black ebony. Shen Dai, Omega. Pheromones: night-blooming cereus.
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Good Heavens, the Handsome Imperial Tutor Is Coughing Up Blood Again 惊,美人太傅他又吐血了
[Reborn + two male leads + sickly gong + ten-year age gap + a little chasing-the-husband] Beautiful, sickly, gentle tutor gong X pampered, reborn crown prince shou, full of regret The stupidest thing Yun Changqing ever did was personally hand Shi Yan, who had traded the use of his right hand and half his life to save him, a cup of poisoned wine. Ten years later, kneeling by Shi Yan’s grave and drinking the same poison, he finally understood: “So this is how much it hurt him.” As he closed his ey
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Sworn Younger Brother 契弟
A contract signed in ink, and as a boy, he was sold into servitude in the Jin household. Master and servant: as far apart as heaven and earth, clouds and mud. But somehow, the clouds became rain and soaked the mud. One roof, one bed…
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Chi Chenjin 迟尘烬
Top (Pei Jingchen, a jianghu assassin): ruthless and hard-hearted, sharp-tongued and blind to others’ feelings. Bottom (Shen Chixi, a eunuch): seemingly aloof, stoic, and perceptive, with little desire to live. No clean romance, irregular updates, average writing, and the author’s brain isn’t much bigger. Suggestions welcome. A fictional dynasty, mostly everyday life, with 40% angst and a bad ending. An assassin is ordered to kill a powerful eunuch, only to reunite with someone from his past. On
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After the Long-Suffering One Faked His Death and Disappeared 当受气包死遁后
“The person who treated me so badly suddenly said I was the one he loved most.” [Two male leads + ABO + both virgins + a messy stew of angst + groveling redemption] [Cold, ruthless, sharp-tongued top VS honest, simple, pitiful bottom] Chi Song thinks Gu Linting is the most irritating and bizarre person in the world. He insults him to his face, yet won’t let him leave his side for even a moment. At last, Chi Song can’t take it anymore and fakes his death, fleeing to another city. He thinks he can
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I Transmigrated into a Eunuch and Met a Prince in the Cold Palace 穿成真太监后遇到一个冷宫皇子
[Two Male Leads, No Female Lead!!! CP: Eunuch and Cold Palace Prince] Who would have thought my girlfriend's curse would actually come true? What do you do when you transmigrate into the body of a real eunuch? I feel like crying three times a day. But then I ran into a lame prince confined to the cold palace, and happened to witness this seemingly innocent but secretly ruthless kid in the middle of killing someone. Without even realizing it, I somehow flirted with him and got him acting strange.
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Chi Changqiu 池长秋
Two men, tragic ending A story about two people who love each other but refuse to love each other, only to love each other forever in the end. Tonight, the wind howls and the rain pours. There is no moonlight. A little flower by the roadside bends beneath the gale meant for it, its stem snapping as it is buried in the world around it. When it was born, it was colorful and bright. Then its edges were worn away, its values twisted, and its soul destroyed, along with its flesh and bones.
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The Man Everyone Hated Has Finally Let Go 万人嫌受他想开了
[A melodramatic story. The love interest is Gu.] No one loves me. Everyone despises me. Even my husband of seven years wants me dead. I'm the real young master of the Bian family, yet everyone loves the fake young master, including my husband. So I died by suicide. When I opened my eyes again, I was reborn as a boy. In this life, I've come to my senses. I no longer crave family or love. I just want to live my own life in peace. Strangely, everything around me is no longer unfolding the way it di
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After Being Reborn, I Found Out My Sweet Boyfriend Is a Dark, Obsessive Yandere 重生后发现乖乖男友是阴湿病娇
[Two male leads + reborn + bottom protagonist + younger top + dark, obsessive yandere + hears inner thoughts + melodrama + 1v1 + happy ending] A dark, obsessive yandere top x a mature older bottom The thing Chen Shu regrets most in his life is the night he was 34, when he fought with Jiang Shixu and stormed out to a bar. He thought Jiang Shixu was clingy, suspicious, and possessive. After seven years together, he was tired of the relationship and had started thinking about breaking up. Then came
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The Twelfth Love Letter 第十二封情书
[Top-quality novel + two male leads + unrequited love + short story + coming of age + tragic ending + school life + letters] [What am I? A grain of sand among ten thousand generations, A stone this big. I can love this version of myself too., “I,” Leslie Cheung] A story of unrequited love: no getting close, no confession, and certainly no mutual affection. It's silence, a secret, a treasure. It's the wild madness of youth, with no regrets.
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The Diary of the Man Who Belongs to Him 属于他的先生日记
(This is a story about the secondary couple. The main couple’s story, Pretending to Be a Couple, Becoming True Love, has a bonus ending where everyone gets a happy ending.) Mo Lie x Bai Ren [Two male leads + unrequited love + tragic ending + angst] Mo Jia x Mu Qingzhou To Mo Jia, falling for someone was a wonderful thing. But... The person he loved was a man. A man he was not allowed to love. If unrequited love was bitter, then for Mo Jia, it was something very, very sweet. What was the meaning
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Diary of a Love Delusion 被爱臆想症日记
I'm Bian Liye. On April 30, my eighteenth birthday, I was sent to a conversion therapy center. They say there's something wrong with me for liking boys, but I don't think so. Everyone keeps fishing for the name of the person I like, but I won't tell them. It's my secret.
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The Final Hundred Days 最后一百天
Please excuse the reused name. I’m a middle school student and don’t usually read novels. This book is complete, and you can choose between two endings. The story of the second heroine and the second hero: Will they end up together, or will they forget each other and go their separate ways? As long as you hold on to your conviction, the world of fiction can connect with the real world. Zhang Chengmu never backed down for Lin Ye. I hope you’ll become someone like that and meet someone like that,
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He Kept Summer Hidden 他藏了夏天
That night, the young man slowly bent down, bracing his hands on his thighs so he could look her in the eye. It was as if he were declaring that they stood as equals in matters of the heart. Keeping his voice low, he asked, “Senior, I like you. Do you like me?” Ji An raised her hand to stroke Xu Linxi’s cheek and softly ordered him, “Close your eyes.” Xu Linxi trembled, then obediently lowered his lashes. Ji An’s lips curved into a smile. She placed both hands on either side of his face, rose on
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Crossing Autumn 渡秋天
[Insecure, sensitive girl x gentle, gentlemanly golden boy] [Angst] There were two boldest things Lin Yan ever did in her life. The first was secretly loving Tang Jinxu for many years. On a drizzly evening, Lin Yan sat on the back of his bicycle, gazing at his broad back. Carefully, she reached out and lightly touched the hem of his shirt. She pulled away at once, her touch so slight it could easily go unnoticed. Blushing, Lin Yan suppressed the fierce excitement and joy surging inside her, pre
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No One Came to Save Her from the Deep 无人救她于深海
[Signed for publication] [Youthful unrequited love + prodigal son turns over a new leaf + bittersweet romance + plenty of unresolved heartbreak + tragic ending (The male lead is hard to like at first. It's not exactly a tearjerker, but sensitive readers should proceed with caution.)] Youth is a foolish thing: foolishly falling for someone. At the beginning of the story, Xu Nuo falls in love with Zhou Yiming at first sight, as if sinking into the deep sea. At the end, Xu Nuo holds the box contai
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Meeting Summer 见夏天
Xia Linxi x Tang Yu Xia Linxi is a sophomore with excellent grades and impeccable conduct. Tang Yu is a carefree bar singer. They’re worlds apart, with nothing in common. No one could have imagined that one day the two of them would end up together. In a dark alley, Xia Linxi saw Tang Yu locked in an intimate embrace with a strange woman, but she simply left in silence. She believed the man before her was nothing like the womanizing facade he showed the world. She saw right through him at a glan
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Forbidden Treatment 禁忌治疗
(Two male leads, both powerful · Transmigrate into a book · Coercive love · Unhinged · Yandere · Brooding and obsessive · Play the pig to eat the tiger · Winning over the villain · Love grows over time · Devoted love · Powerful families · Mutual redemption · Happy ending) Transmigrate into a book and find yourself facing an unhinged, yandere big shot? Everyone else runs, but I’m going to get closer. Lin Jian (the psychologist and recipient): “Lu Yanning, you’re not crazy. You’re ill, and I’m he
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