Looking for a Tragic BL Story That Feels Despairing and Suffocating from Beginning to End 想要双男虐文 就是全文都透露着绝望和窒息的那种

1. 51 永 Eternal Captivity: After Losing My Memory, I Had Eight Children 永恒囚禁：失忆后我有八个孩子 Little Girl Playing in the Mud玩泥巴的小女孩Two Male Leads352k WordsCompleted [Dual Male Leads + Handsome and Beautiful + Coercive Love + Amnesia + HE + Angsty + Cyberpunk + Over-the-Top Drama + Utterly Dark] Shao Xifeng, the racing team’s most promising driver, woke up one morning to discover that he had transmigrated twenty years into the future. An unfamiliar future, a frail body he didn’t recognize, and a twenty-year-old son. The people in the mansion looked at him as if he were a ghost. Everyone online called him a “cheater,” and all he could remember was being ni 9.5kReads7.3Score939Shelves

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   This is the only one, it's so heart-wrenching it hurts, I can't breathe.

2. 52 渣 Has the Scumbag Gong Been Burned at the Crematorium Yet? 渣攻今天火葬场了吗 Green Underwear裤衩子增绿Two Male Leads250k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + regret and redemption + villainous bottom] A refined scoundrel who finally sees the light, top x a sharp-tongued, vindictive villainous bottom Qi Xu hated his sanctimonious younger brother, Qi Yun. Just because Qi Yun was born out of wedlock, he was always framing Qi Xu, openly and behind his back. One time, when no one was looking, Qi Xu shoved him down the stairs. The very next day, Shen Zichi showed up with his men and broke Qi Xu’s leg. Every time Qi Xu caused trouble for Q 2.8kReads6.4Score151Shelves
3. 53 情 After His Lover Was Abandoned, the Mad Mr. Lu Pursues His Wife by Force 情人被抛弃后，疯批陆总强制追妻 Nineteen Ninety-Seven一九九七Two Male Leads362k WordsCompleted [Double male leads, the scum pursues his wife to the crematorium, mad scum seme, mildly coercive, mildly adored by everyone, one-on-one] Lu Jin whispered into Qi Zhan's right ear, “I love you.” Qi Zhan couldn't hear him. Lu Jin's tears suddenly began to fall... Qi Zhan was a B-list celebrity. When he was young, he became Lu Jin's lover to make a name for himself. He was with Lu Jin for four years and loved him for four years, but in the end, he couldn't compete with the arrival of Lu Jin's “firs 7kReads8.4Score570Shelves
4. 54 糟 Oh No! I've Been Targeted by That Gloomy Ghost Again 糟糕！又被阴湿男鬼盯上了 Xiaoxiao Rain Clears筱绡雨歇Two Male Leads358k WordsOngoing (The male lead is straight, no fixed pairing. Male-lead fans, enter with caution!! The writing features extreme mutual torment and the male lead suffers! Slightly frightening! Strong horror vibes! Sorry if it makes you uncomfortable.) The womanizing Lin Su has his debauched, freewheeling life brought to an end by his sixty-sixth girlfriend on a dark and stormy night. As he mourns his own untimely death, a vicious female side character System finds him and asks him to follow the side character's 112Reads8.1Score112Shelves

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   You might want to check out "The Dark Granny," it's a little scary. It's a tale of love and hate, the selfishness of saints and the true hearts of scoundrels, where love and hate are intertwined and torment each other.

5. 55 说 Wasn’t This Supposed to Be a Cliché? Why Are You Taking It Seriously? 说好的套路呢，你怎么还当真了！ Looking South Toward the Road to Chang'an南望长安道Two Male Leads415k WordsCompleted A sunny, cheerful CEO who’s completely smitten with his wife A clever, scheming, ruthless, beautiful, strong yet tragic, sickly protagonist Redemption + Revenge that leaves no one standing + False affection that turns true + Devotion to one person + Wealthy family feuds + Both are each other’s first and only Sweet romance + No angst in the relationship Fu Xiao fell for Gu Fanqing at first sight, drawn in by his looks, and naturally ended up playing the beauty in the honey trap planned by his old 371Reads—Score103Shelves
6. 56 囚 Imprisoned in the Eastern Palace: My Darkened Childhood Friend Is Unhinged 囚东宫，黑化竹马太疯批 Moon Between the Clouds渺渺云间月Two Male Leads315k WordsCompleted Because their love runs skin-deep, their hatred cuts to the bone. From childhood sweethearts to lovers who destroy each other, they bring about each other’s ruin. [Younger, devoted husband: doting, loyal, corrupted, and gone mad] [The untouchable beauty falls from the altar and becomes a prisoner] Qi Ying: “I went mad the day you gave up on me!” “We belong together in this hell, tangled up until we die!” Shen Xingyan: “I told you I’d never leave you in this life, but I’m tired. Let’s end it here 3.1kReads9.0Score311Shelves

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   I honestly still don't dare to reread it. My beloved Xingyan is so tragic! He's separated from his lover by a blood feud, and to make matters worse, the male lead is... Well, it's not entirely his fault. Anyone would be blinded by hatred. I'd probably be even more horrified than him. But my Xingyan does good deeds anonymously. He saved my life, and in the end, he's covered in wounds. It really broke my heart to read the later parts. My god, it's so heartbreaking! After reading this, I feel like my heart has hardened again. Time to exercise my heart, okay? Improve your stress tolerance! It's really a great book. It portrays hatred so vividly. It's been written for many years, but it doesn't seem like many people read it. Sometimes it's just fate. I found this book on Douyin (TikTok). Almost two years later, I found it again on Tomato (a Chinese video-sharing website). I clicked on it and started reading. By then, I had uninstalled Douyin and started watching Kuaishou (another Chinese video-sharing website). I have to say, it's amazing!

7. 57 死 The One Thing I Wanted to Record Before I Died 死前，我唯一想记录的 He Yuyi鹤羽依Two Male Leads25k WordsCompleted I fell in love with my non-blood-related older brother, but he found me disgusting and sent me to a conversion therapy center. After I got out, my mental state deteriorated day by day, and in the end, before I died, I wrote this 3.1kReads8.1Score647Shelves

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   Both of these books are quite heart-wrenching, and both are exceptionally good.

8. 58 戒 Diary from a Conversion Therapy Center 戒同所日记 Youthful Years, Thinking of the Brocade Zither华年思锦瑟Two Male Leads29k WordsCompleted A diary recording the final two months of my life... Maybe I'm just not meant to be loved. Otherwise, why would everyone who loved me leave? 12.6kReads8.2Score2.4kShelves

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   I personally found these dozen or so books quite heart-wrenching; they made me cry buckets. I highly recommend books 5, 7, 9, 10, and 11.

9. 59 滚 Get Lost! The School Heartthrob Forces Me to Get a Marriage Certificate 滚呐！开学校草竟强拉我领结婚证 Guangwu Anwen光武暗文Two Male Leads109k WordsOngoing [One Pursuer, Zero Escape] [Coercive Love] [Extreme Contrast] Same-sex marriage is legal in this world. School bully Bai Ze loses a game of truth or dare and is forced to register his marriage to the aloof campus heartthrob Xiang Nian. He thinks Xiang Nian will refuse, but Xiang Nian agrees that very day. What's more, this school bully is registered as the wife! There's a three-month cooling-off period for divorce, but Xiang Nian has no intention of cooling off for even a day. "Get lost! Who wan 2kReads—Score395Shelves

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   They're all great, especially the first one.

10. 60 快 Quick Transmigration: Ding! Your Crematorium Has Arrived. Please Pick It Up 快穿，叮，火葬场到货请查收 Just Ink就墨Two Male Leads1.1M WordsCompleted [Two male leads + Quick Transmigration + Putting scumbags in their place + Feel-good story + Regret and redemption] After finally avenging his great grudge, Gu Yao is left all alone. Cancer takes him naturally, and he becomes bound to a System. To keep the world's storylines running, he conscientiously fulfills his role as a supporting character. But why has he become the white moonlight of every Child of Fortune?! The emperor he admired as a boy uses him as a stepping stone to the throne. G 5.7kReads9.3Score532Shelves

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    A dual male lead angst novel!!! The second book, though short, is filled with a subtle despair. The protagonist, having the will to live, dies saving someone; without hope, there is no despair. The last book is a quick transmigration story spanning multiple dimensions; you can choose whichever you like. It's definitely worth reading.

11. 61 捡 I Picked Up a Puppy, and He Immediately Called Me His Husband 捡到一只小狗，他竟直接叫我老公 Guangwu Anwen光武暗文Two Male Leads60k WordsCompleted [Male Leads + Forced Love + Extreme Contrast] Luo Sheng’s greatest wish is to save enough money to marry a wife. One day, while hunting, he brings home a little black dog covered in wounds. Once the dog recovers, it transforms right before his eyes into a peerlessly handsome man wearing no clothes! The handsome man gazes at Luo Sheng with clear, innocent eyes and calls him, “Husband.” Luo Sheng: “??? He wants to be my wife?!” Only later does he learn that the man is the legendary domineering pri 373Reads—Score102Shelves
12. 62 左 Go Left at the Light, Right at the Crossing 左灯右行 Young Master of the Zhu Family竹家少爷Two Male Leads330k WordsCompleted “Who are you in my eyes? Who do you want me to stand in for? We trade each other’s joys and sorrows, and the one who loves more is always the first to cry.” “Embracing you wears you out. The one who loves more is always the first to turn false.” Liao Juntao, “Who” “I love you, and it’s like driving against the lights.” Tanya Chua, “Red High Heels” So, if two people aren’t right for each other, they shouldn’t get together in the first place. You agree, Gu Xiangbei? Character setup: A street-c 1.7kReads9.2Score254Shelves

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    In short: "I finished reading it. I cried XX. Every book has a chapter that makes me cry halfway through. I can only say that books that can make me cry are good books." I only read the ones with the tragic love story of Shuang Nan. No spoilers. Read it yourself. These are all books I treasure and find enjoyable.

13. 63 周 Dr. Zhou's White Moonlight Is Dying 周医生的白月光快死了 Ten-Line Que十行阙Two Male Leads219k WordsCompleted [Fragile, ill bottom VS cold, aloof top] [Heart-wrenching angst + mutually exclusive devotion, 1v1 + bad ending + extreme bottom fans, beware] Wen Ci had terminal stomach cancer. The doctor said he had at most thirty days left, and Wen Ci could live those thirty days for Zhou Ying. But Wen Ci died on the twenty-seventh day. After his death, Wen Ci left behind twenty-seven unread letters, a rabbit, a book, and a crushed red maple leaf. 19.8kReads9.3Score3kShelves

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    I'm crying so hard my heart aches. Do you dare watch this?

14. 64 情 A Guide to Sweet Talk 情话指南 Li Huaisha李怀沙Two Male Leads302k WordsCompleted A flirtatious green-tea beauty who barely speaks vs. a slightly dim-witted, spoiled puppy The serious blurb: My beloved is perfect in every way. His only flaw is that he doesn’t love me. As a veteran simp, I spent ten thousand yuan to bring my beloved home and keep him. I have to pamper him and give him his allowance on time, or he’ll stage a dramatic runaway. One day, I really ran out of money and couldn’t give him his allowance. Would he still stay by my side? As it turned out, he had more mo 7.6kReads9.2Score809Shelves
15. 65 谁EN Who Says I Have It All? Forced to Love a Top E from the Start 谁有哥带派！开局就被顶E强制爱 Glutinous Rice and Pineapple Rice糯米菠萝饭Two Male Leads360k WordsCompleted [Male-male romance / Enigma-Alpha romance / forced love / both leads are devoted and powerful] [Wild, fiery, stuttering beauty of an Alpha ✖️ cruel, hard-of-hearing rich Enigma with a bad-dog streak] [Content warning: The receiving partner stutters; the pursuing partner has hearing loss and wears hearing aids every day] [No moral compass! No moral compass! No moral compass! Don't apply real-world values to this story. Readers with strong moral convictions should proceed with caution] Li Mao wil 27.2kReads9.5Score4.1kShelves

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    The first book in the "Super Invincible Cosmic Explosion Thunder" series is a bad ending.

16. 66 小 The Little Troublemaker Doesn't Have Long to Live 小坏蛋他命不久矣 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads273k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + rekindled love + the pursuit of a former lover + happy ending] School bully, sickly bottom Academic superstar, top On Xiao Yu's birthday, his father locked him up in a conversion camp. From that day on, he lost Fu Zechen, the person who loved him most. By the time he escaped that living hell, battered and bruised, Fu Zechen had discarded him without a moment's hesitation. When they met again, his eyes held no trace of affection, only indifference and estrangement. “You're not w 16kReads9.2Score1.2kShelves
17. 67 小 The Crumbling Shack 小破屋 Shark Overlord鲨鱼霸主Two Male Leads315k WordsCompleted Lu Lingchuan says nothing. He just keeps finding his wife a job, standing up for her, making her life better, and buying her delicious food. When his father asks why he treats Zhou Sui'an so well, Lu Lingchuan says, “I feel sorry for him.” There's a ramshackle hut on the back hill of Taoyun Village. A disabled man with a limp lives there. He's handsome and refined, but because of his family background, the villagers ostracize him. Even the children bully him. With no one to stand up for him, he' 262Reads8.7Score111Shelves
18. 68 小 Has the Little Troublemaker Made Up with Her Ex Today? 小作精今天哄好前男友了吗 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads368k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + rekindled romance + chasing his husband + some angst + melodrama] The thing Pei Heng regretted most in his life was taking Shi Jin's drunken words seriously. Shi Jin said they should break up, and Pei Heng left without a second thought. Shi Jin wanted to get back together, but Pei Heng blocked him, deleted him, and cut off every way back. Shi Jin wouldn't stop pursuing him, but Pei Heng ignored him and rejected him time and again. Only when the Pei family announced his engageme 10.8kReads8.4Score744Shelves
19. 69 你 You're Too Blunt 你太直白了 Shark Overlord鲨鱼霸主Two Male Leads143k WordsCompleted “Arrogant, aloof seme x sincere, straightforward uke” The seme is not a virgin!!! The story took a different turn halfway through, and I can't change the tags. #NonVirginSeme #HalfSweetHalfAngsty #DepressedUkeWithAnEyeCondition While on a business trip in Nancheng, He Zhengyuan runs into Chen Sui. He hears that when Chen Sui first came to Nancheng, he had nowhere to sleep, and asks why he didn't use the money he'd saved. Chen Sui says, “That was the money I wanted to give you as a betrothal gift 36Reads—Score—Shelves
20. 70 阉 The Eunuch 阉人 So It Is Said笑之曰Two Male Leads193k WordsCompleted Shuangjiang stood by Li Yue’s side as he went from a prince walking on thin ice to the throne, watching him marry one beautiful woman after another. Ten years ago, Shuangjiang said to the powerless Li Yue, “I’m only a eunuch. I wouldn’t dare eat this osmanthus cake.” Li Yue said, “Shuangjiang is my favorite person. From now on, I’ll bring you as much osmanthus cake as you want.” Ten years later, Shuangjiang was frail and ill, longing for a piece of osmanthus cake. Li Yue said, “You’re only a eun 2.8kReads8.4Score265Shelves
21. 71 无 The Affliction of Silence 无言之症 Li Huaisha李怀沙Two Male Leads287k WordsCompleted [Signed for print publication] His Love Is Deafening Dual rebirth + mutual salvation + realism + happy ending + extreme madness Antisocial, cold and aloof heartthrob vs. beautiful, quirky little troublemaker After being imprisoned for three months, Xu Mi was killed by Chen Huangnian over a single breakup. Only in his final moments did he realize that the boyfriend he had spent every day with had an antisocial personality. When he opened his eyes again, he was back ten years ago, at the time whe 14.4kReads9.5Score2.4kShelves
22. 72 快 Quick Transmigration: I Faked My Death After Fulfilling Their Wishes 快穿：完成心愿后我死遁了 Zhu Zhi竹吱Two Male Leads341k WordsCompleted Luo Ning struggled to make his way in show business and finally became a double-crown Best Actor, reaching the top before he was even thirty. Years of staying up late triggered a heart attack that killed him suddenly. Luo Ning was devastated: he hadn’t even had a chance to enjoy life before life beat him. Strangely, something calling itself a System told him that if he bonded with it, completed missions, and accumulated enough points, he could come back to life. Luo Ning: “Let’s do it!” Simply p 3.6kReads9.2Score356Shelves
23. 73 爆 An Upset Victory: A Top-Tier Star Gets Swept Away by a Nobody 爆冷：顶流被小糊咖拐跑了 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads369k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + rekindled love + showbiz + happy ending] A doting, top-tier-star seme, A little-known, sickly uke. Lu Qing lost Gu Zhiyan, the person who loved him most, so he nearly gave his life for another chance to meet him. But the Gu Zhiyan he meets again is no longer the poor kid he was a year ago. He has transformed into a top-tier star with tens of millions of fans and the sole heir to the Gu family, the foremost clan in Beijing’s elite circles. Gu Zhiyan shuts Lu Qing out completely. 8.9kReads9.3Score757Shelves
24. 74 绝 After I Gave Up Hope of Surviving My Terminal Illness, They Begged Me to Live 绝症死心后，他们求我活下去 A Gentle Breeze from the South南方有清风Two Male Leads297k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + angst + groveling pursuit + ancient-style ABO] A love-starved, suspicious scum gong vs. a cold, heartbroken, frail shou The Chu family had two sons: the elder was stunningly handsome, while the younger knew both the past and the present. Rong Yong once thought he would grow old hand in hand with the elder Chu son, and become a peerless ruler and subject with the younger. But a marriage substitution shattered everything. The one he loved most became his younger brother’s fiancée 2.3kReads8.5Score263Shelves
25. 75 谁 Who Still Cares Whether Their Ex Lives or Dies After a Breakup? 谁家分手后还管前男友死活啊 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads360k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + seductive, treacherous shou + devoted, fatherly gong + rekindled romance + a groveling pursuit] The biggest mistakes Song Qingyan ever made were acting on his own, making the first move, exposing their relationship, breaking up, and then trying to get back together without asking! He successfully drove himself to the brink of death over and over. The first time, his heart stopped for five minutes. The second time, his heart stopped for ten minutes. The third time, he nearly die 8.6kReads9.3Score674Shelves
26. 76 欲 Wild Desires 欲野肆望 Li Huaisha李怀沙Two Male Leads222k WordsCompleted Already signed for print publication: The Handsome Neighbor and the Dark Pervert Are the Same Person An extremely twisted story! Extremely twisted! Coercive love + confinement + one-on-one romance + intense push and pull + yandere + time-space displacement Original title: Tonight, the Deity Kneels to Kiss Him A beautiful, dark, unhinged schemer with a sweet, innocent facade VS a gorgeous, depressed radio host who only pretends to be proper Chen Sizhuo had been stalked by a pervert for three m 26.7kReads9.5Score3.9kShelves

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    The first one is from Jinjiang Literature City, and it's quite famous outside the platform. The second one is about one person having many relationships, and each one is very angsty. 345 Is about Li Huaisha, and 4 has the highest overall rating.

27. 77 得 Out of Reach 得不到 Soy Milk Auntie豆浆大妈Two Male Leads221k WordsCompleted “He’s just a sickly weakling. Wouldn’t it be better if he died? Was I, Yuchi Mu, born to donate bone marrow to some sickly weakling? Why should I give you what you want?” “You deserved to die young. Even if you died, I wouldn’t cry at your funeral.” “The living can’t compete with the dead? What a joke!” Yuchi Mu had waited so long for the news of Lin Xi’s death to finally arrive. But before he could feel any happiness, Xiao An’s attitude toward him grew even harsher. “Yuchi Mu, you’re the one wh 530Reads8.6Score—Shelves

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    It's a classic melodramatic story; none of the characters are good people, they're all selfish, and what they can't have is always the best. The whole thing is heartbreaking.

28. 78 傲 Proud Little Cat, See You Tomorrow 傲娇猫，明天见 Li Huaisha李怀沙Two Male Leads457k WordsCompleted [The print edition of Tsundere Cat, See You Tomorrow is now available on all platforms] What should you do when an abandoned tsundere cat becomes clingy? Sweet romance + one-on-one couple + happy ending + transmigration + mutual devotion + healing fairy-tale vibes Tsundere, sharp-tongued beauty cat top VS gentle, cheerful hero bottom Ling Qingjue was just like his name: aloof and solitary, taciturn, and so gifted that he stood above all things. He looked at everyone as if they were dogs. His 44.5kReads9.5Score8.8kShelves
29. 79 三 A Third-Rate Agent 三流经纪人 So It Is Said笑之曰Two Male Leads190k WordsCompleted Completed sweet romance: Reborn to Claim You Completed angsty romance: Later, the Ruthless CEO Chased Me Instead. Stop by and check them out! Ongoing historical angst: The Eunuch. A carefree, coldhearted rich playboy top vs. a miserable but optimistic third-rate agent bottom As a dedicated agent, Xu Duo’s first priority was protecting his own young star from being snatched up by a wolf. In the end, he couldn’t even protect his own heart. Covered in bloody wounds, 282Reads8.9Score—Shelves
30. 80 他 How Could He Ever Escape When He’s This Well-Behaved? 他乖成这样怎么逃得掉 Young General of the Tang Dynasty唐朝小将Two Male Leads634k WordsCompleted [Mad, Possessive Powerhouse × Beautiful, Strong but Tragic, Broken Beauty | Intensely Angsty Romance · The Groveling Ex’s Redemption Arc Ahead] He crushed his legs bone by bone with his own hands, yet when he learned that Han Bei had jumped off a cliff, he brought the whole city of Haicheng to its knees. Everyone in Haicheng knew Zuo Hang was a rabid dog. To avenge his younger brother’s brutal death, he dragged Han Bei, once the golden boy admired by all, down to hell and locked him in a dark c 7.6kReads8.7Score846Shelves

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    I'll never find another book like yours. You'll see once you read it—it's incredibly angsty, a love-hate relationship.

31. 81 劣 Defective Omega 劣质omgea Sleepy Tangerine困桔了Two Male Leads246k WordsCompleted Their marriage was in name only, and it lasted four years. “Your pheromones disgust me.” Four years together couldn’t melt the ice between them. What was the point of desperately trying to save the relationship? The seeds of their separation had taken root long ago. Correction: The novel’s actual title is “Inferior Omega.” It can’t be changed after signing the contract, but feel free to dive into the story! 5.7kReads8.2Score554Shelves
32. 82 把 Giving Up Depression Along With Love 把抑郁症和爱一起戒掉 Among Half a Cup of Clouds半盏云里Two Male Leads148k WordsCompleted Tags: BE | Tragic Romance | Two Male Leads | Campus | Mutual Salvation Note: The main story is about 20 chapters, with the rest consisting of extras. [Cold and aloof Lu Yu] x [Insecure Lin Qi] Lin Qi's world is a deep blue that cannot be mixed away on a painter's palette. Lu Yu's world is a desolate place, forever weightless between the lines. Two boys, trapped for years in the depths of their emotions, secretly build a spiritual utopia just for each other in a glass room in an old building. 260Reads8.8Score182Shelves

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    It has a very novel plot. Of all the angst-filled novels I've read, this is the only one that made me want to cry just from reading the synopsis.

33. 83 最 The Last Diary Entry 最后一篇日记 Sui Ying随楹Modern Romance13k WordsCompleted [Simplified Chinese edition signed for publication] I only used looking at the flowers as an excuse. All I really wanted was to see you once. 27.1kReads9.1Score4.8kShelves

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    The first book is very angsty but has a happy ending; the others all have tragic endings. In short, they are all very angsty and will easily make you cry [crying]. The aftertaste is very strong, so proceed with caution.

34. 84 谁 Who Taught You to Be a Brother Like That? 谁教你这么当兄弟的 Peachy Oolong, Regular Sugar桃气乌龙正常糖Two Male Leads544k WordsCompleted [The print edition is now available, published under the title Planetary Effect] Chen Zhijuan is the top surgeon in the orthopedics department at Beicheng People's Hospital. He's usually cold and taciturn. Dr. Chen is strikingly handsome, and his crisp, slender figure in a white coat gives off an air of restraint. The girls chasing after him could circle the hospital three times. Too bad his heart belongs to someone else. He's been secretly in love with his best friend for nearly ten years. The 85kReads9.3Score12.7kShelves
35. 85 我 I Request Permanent Account Deletion 我申请永久注销账号 Ming Yuxin明玉心Modern Romance22k WordsCompleted There isn't much of a synopsis. This is simply the story of a life born on the wrong track, reset to zero... Shen Shi'an: "The world is so vast, yet when I look around, there's not a single person who loves me!" There are bonus chapters, so check out the author's notes in Chapter One! #The tags don't match the story. The author didn't choose them (breaks down)# My new work is here! Welcome to read my story. I hope you'll enjoy it. Your support motivates me to write, and I'll do my best to tell 2.9kReads8.1Score400Shelves
36. 86 被 The Imprisoned Immortal Lord, Captured in War 被囚禁的战俘仙君 Falling in a Frenzy疯疯疯落Two Male Leads300k WordsCompleted The story of an imprisoned captive Immortal Lord, held by his archenemy Demon Lord for the sake of all living beings. “Two male leads / forced hatred / imprisonment / humiliation / abuse / coercion / draw-a-bead game” The Immortal Lord and the Demon Lord fought each other for ten thousand years. In their final battle, the Immortal Lord was captured. His archenemy brought the captive Immortal Lord back to the Demon Palace and locked him up. “Kill you?” The Demon Lord gave him a half-smile. “That 7.1kReads8.5Score750Shelves
37. 87 下 Next Chapter 下一章 Wan Fusu畹扶苏Two Female Leads32k WordsCompleted [Two female leads + short story + final rally before death + mutual salvation + not a rebirth story + based on real events + tragic ending] Ni Sisi: “I don’t care what other people think. I only care how you feel.” Zuo Qingshu: “I’ve always been happy, and it’s all because of you.” Those who don’t love each other torment one another, while those who do are separated by life and death. They overcame every obstacle and should have made it to the altar. But on the eve of their wedding, a mentally 1.1kReads8.8Score276Shelves
38. 88 李 Li Nezha, I Hate You So Much 李哪吒，我恨死你了 Kangkang love Every Year康康love岁岁年年Two Male Leads121k WordsCompleted My new work is out! You can read it on Tomato Novel. I hope you’ll enjoy it. Your support motivates me to write, and I’ll do my best to tell every story well! 706Reads8.2Score107Shelves
39. 89 他 Where He Belongs 他的归处 Worried Unicorn操心的独角兽Two Male Leads22k WordsCompleted The internet was flooded with stories of Song Qing’s heroic deeds. I saw a video someone had taken: Song Qing leapt gracefully into the lake like a carp, then slowly disappeared, as if that had always been where he belonged. 4.1kReads8.1Score657Shelves
40. 90 陆 A Gentle Scolding from Mr. Lu: The Poor Little Thing Doesn't Have Long to Live 陆先生轻虐，小可怜他命不久矣 Taro Paste with Everything芋泥加一切Two Male Leads366k WordsCompleted [Two male leads, both sexually inexperienced, sickly, rekindled love, groveling pursuit of his lover, angst before sweetness.] Lin Ran and Lu Qingzhou were once lovers who understood and loved each other. When they graduated, Lin Ran’s mother suddenly fell gravely ill. The enormous medical bills left him at a loss. Just then, Lu Qingzhou’s father, Lu Xingzhi, approached Lin Ran. Taking advantage of the situation, he offered him a huge sum of money and forced him to leave Lu Qingzhou. To save 13.6kReads7.4Score1.6kShelves
41. 91 不 Didn’t You Hate Me? Why Are You Crying Now That I’m Dead? 不是厌恶吗？我死了你哭什么？ Taro Paste with Everything芋泥加一切Two Male Leads300k WordsCompleted [Two male leads, monogamous romance, childhood crush, frail protagonist, sweet romance, bittersweet angst, showbiz, ensemble variety show, livestream, scrolling comments.] At the height of his career, popular star Ye Xinghui is betrayed by someone close to him. His reputation is ruined, endorsements are canceled, roles are recast, and he is left drowning in debt. After the entire internet turns against him, Ye Xinghui buckles under the pressure and takes his own life by swallowing pills in his a 491Reads6.1Score100Shelves
42. 92 万 The Most Hated Guy Is Seriously Fierce 万人嫌他超凶的 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads379k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + rekindled romance + everyone faces their comeuppance + happy ending] A sickly, universally disliked bottom, a top who’s an esports superstar. After receiving a diagnosis, Shen Ning cruelly abandoned Qin Jiu, the only person he had to rely on. Two years later, they met again. The penniless boy from back then had become a rising esports superstar. Shen Ning tried to explain, but a single stab ended all hope. Dragging his battered body along, he watched his beloved take the stage 8kReads9.2Score632Shelves
43. 93 前 My Ex Is a Top-Tier Star, So I’ll Ride His Coattails, Hard! 前男友是顶流，我蹭，我硬蹭！ Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads267k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + rebirth + entertainment industry + rekindled romance] A beautiful, strong, tragic, sickly bottom-tier actor. A superstar idol top. The day Lin Ran was diagnosed with cancer, he held his final livestream. He thought it was goodbye, but never expected to receive an invitation to appear on a variety show. When they meet again, his ex-boyfriend has become a top-tier star with tens of millions of followers. He says, “Lin Ran, you're so shameless!” He says, “Lin Ran, are you sick?” H 11.7kReads9.2Score1.4kShelves
44. 94 段 Mr. Duan, Stop Tormenting Him. He Doesn't Have Long to Live 段先生别虐了，他命不久矣 Mr. Cheese奶酪先森Two Male Leads750k WordsCompleted [One-on-one, both sexually inexperienced + male-male romance + second chance love + devoted and ruthless x frail and pitiful + happy ending] Duan Lin hated Wen Yu'an with all his heart. He hated him for turning against him when he had nowhere left to go, and for exposing his whereabouts, nearly costing him his life. He swore to make the traitor pay, never knowing that the earth-shattering betrayal had been a life-for-life gambit from beginning to end. When they met again after years apart, the s 11.4kReads7.4Score1.4kShelves
45. 95 万 Everyone Hated Her, Then She Showed Her Face and Took the Internet by Storm 万人嫌露脸后全网爆火 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads448k WordsCompleted [Dual male leads] A sickly, universally despised bottom; A seemingly cold and heartless top who has fallen deeply in love. A year ago, Xu Mian was rumored to have thrown matches, and was boycotted by the entire internet. He retired early. With his mother seriously ill and his right hand partially disabled, he became the target of abuse from everyone in the esports scene, like a rat crossing the street, and endured it for an entire year. Caught between life and death, he struggled to stay alive: 12.5kReads8.3Score1.1kShelves
46. 96 我 I'm Frail, but I'm Tough as Nails 我病弱，但命硬 Luo Muchuan洛木川Two Male Leads320k WordsCompleted In his previous life, Fang Jin dies unexpectedly. Just as his soul is about to leave his body, a System unexpectedly pulls him into a novel called The Sickly Young Master of a Wealthy Family Becomes Everyone’s Favorite, where he becomes a delicate, sickly young master. He wants to leave the world as soon as possible, but as his family grows more and more concerned about him, he starts to hesitate. His body in the real world is already dead. Where could he go? In the end, will he stay or leave? 1.1kReads—Score103Shelves
47. 97 周 Zhou Jingchuan, You're Too Late 周敬川，你来迟了 A Li Le阿黎勒Two Male Leads112k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + terminal illness + chasing your husband back + angsty romance] The thing Pei You regretted most in his life was following someone into an alley that night. He lost the prayer beads his older brother had given him, saved a girl, and then caught the attention of her brother, Zhou Jingchuan. Zhou Jingchuan was gentle and considerate, maneuvering closer one step at a time. Pei You thought it was love, until he saw the prayer beads bearing his own name fall from Zhou Jingchuan. 7.2kReads8.3Score583Shelves
48. 98 被 After They Called Him a Faker, the Sickly Boy Pulled Out His Life Support 被骂装病后，小病秧子他拔管了 Croak Croak, Gourd Gourd咕呱咕瓜Two Male Leads398k WordsCompleted [Two male couples + Pure love + Reconciliation after a breakup + Happy endings for both couples] [Cold, determined, action-oriented pursuer & Broken, self-destructive assault team member] [Earnest, conspicuous techie pursuer & Gentle, heartbroken doctor pursued] The night their campsite came under attack, Shen Zhiyan took a knife meant for Lu Xing. Blood soaked through his jacket, and pain radiated from his abdomen and lower back, but he refused medical attention, saying it was “just a small wou 5kReads8.6Score414Shelves
49. 99 我 Traveling Through Touken Ranbu 我在刀乱旅行 Kong Xi箜溪Anime Fanfiction1.1M WordsCompleted System 333 had just unbound itself from its previous Host when, the very next second, it ran into a little one. After binding itself to the child, 333 eagerly set off on a journey to raise it. But no matter which world they visited, those swords from Heian-kyo always tried to whisk its child away. 333 was furious. “Get away from them!!!” During the Heian-kyo period, there was a special sword spirit named Xiao Wu, the only sword in Heian-kyo to have grown from a tiny little ball. So the swords of 2.1kReads8.6Score147Shelves
50. 100 假 After Faking My Death as an Undercover Agent, the Enigma Went Mad 假死卧底后，Enigma他疯了 Qu Chuan渠川Two Male Leads522k WordsCompleted [Completed] Undercover mission + post-apocalypse + younger love interest + rekindled romance + lovers turned enemies + ABO (EA) Chu Shen, an undercover agent forcibly mutated over ten years, x Qu Zhuqing, a devoted human commander In the post-apocalyptic world, Chu Shen, the highest-ranking law enforcer on the dark web, is gravely wounded during a mission, awakening the bloodline of the mutated. From a decorated law enforcer, he falls to become one of the mutated, hated by everyone. · He eventu 3.1kReads8.8Score613Shelves

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