After I Gave Up Hope of Surviving My Terminal Illness, They Begged Me to Live

When I saw Ah Qing's name at first, I almost quit, thinking that some pretentious author had chosen the name of pain literature, but I didn't expect that the word "sadness" was Ah Qing's whole life! Such a person who was so brilliant and resourceful was dragged into the mud by the people closest to him. He clearly had a father, a mother and a lover, but in the end he was left with only a pair of sick bones. The little warmth in his life was destroyed by the one he loved most. The person who wanted to live so much before was determined to rush to death. It was really painful! This is the first time I read an ABO novel. At first I thought it was another weak mother-in-law, but Ah Qing broke my inherent impression. He is very strong, and he really longs to be loved, but he has no mercy at all in his revenge on those who hurt him. After years of laying the groundwork, he finally avenged himself while eradicating the traitors. If such a strategist stands in the court, it will be a blessing for the family and the country! I was very lucky to meet an author with good writing skills and a protagonist like Ah Qing when I read this type of article for the first time. Zha Di said that he hates Ah Qing because Ah Qing is so similar to him. When he sees Ah Qing, he will see his former self. But he was wrong. Ah Qing was nothing like him. Ah Qing was the sunshine, but he was the mouse in the gutter. The sunshine burned itself, trying to give the mouse warmth, but it was darkened by his own hands and could no longer shine on him. When I watch this kind of "mistaken recognition of Bai Yueguang" drama, I often have a question: does Zha Di love Bai Yueguang in his heart or the "fake moonlight" who has been with him for so many years? Putting aside the charm of Bai Yueguang, he really fell in love with fake moonlight, right? Otherwise, it is really difficult to understand what he did. Between two people, he always chose to sacrifice Ah Qing without hesitation. Even before Fuguang's poem appeared, he was still thinking of using Ah Qing as bait to lure his younger brother to appear. I can't feel his love for Ah Qing. Now I just look forward to what he will do with the fake one when he is free.

The author has an amazing talent. Everything in this article is good, only the relationship between the two male protagonists is not well written. Gong is so cruel yet incomprehensibly stupid. He is also different from ordinary people and is despicable. He is deceived by others and deceives himself. He handled his personal feelings in a mess, which made it difficult for people to believe that he would be a wise king. Instead, he left the impression of "the most greedy, tyrannical and well-dressed beast in the world". I really don't know what kind of love he has for Shou, and I don't know if his love has even a little value. The only thing that is certain is that he consumes Shou's feelings for him with peace of mind. The author might as well try writing a "single male protagonist" type of novel or a biographical novel in his next work. Shou is more outstanding, but Gong is really not worthy of being one of the "male protagonists". His identity is not a "human being", but a "source of human suffering".

The writing is very good, but it pissed me off that there is no ending. It's a bit sadistic for the sake of being sadistic, but it's not the kind of vulgar sadistic novels on the market, which makes me feel frustrated throughout. . . . . This article is also a bit frustrating. It really has no merit at all, so I can continue to read this kind of torture for the sake of torture. Of course, this is also inseparable from the author's really good writing style. . I'm so annoyed that I didn't see the ending. I don't want to read it in one go and then be frustrated when it's over. Finally, those who want to read the article can just see the ending of be. It is a happy ending. I hope Da Yuer and Xiao Yuer will continue to have a good life [sending my heart] [sending my heart]

Author: This is too cruel. Chu Qingqi just longed to be loved. As a result, he suffered all the pain. In the end, the truth was revealed and everyone just regretted. Why did he suffer so much? In the end, the person who caused him to misunderstand him was just heartbroken and blamed himself. They didn't deserve forgiveness at all. They should be allowed to suffer a hundred times.

I touched it with my fingers and accidentally clicked on this book. It feels quite fateful. I used to only read abuse stories, but it's been a long time since I've read such authentic abuse stories. The author's writing style is quite smooth. I didn't want to read it when I saw the anger at the beginning. Really, it's been a long time since I encountered an abusive article that made me cry within ten chapters. But I thought about it, let's go through the calamity, adjust my breathing, and practice breathing downwards, ah! A great book for emotional training! It was indeed quite a fate that we happened to be at the crematorium of Chuibai Zhuanzhui. I just feel that the following is a bit difficult to write. The author of this book is good in writing, but the plot is currently in a situation where I am aiming for personal fulfillment. I feel that I have not let go? Hmm, maybe I feel wrong. The author's current chapter layout is quite logical and clear, which is pretty good. Come on, ma'am! Looking forward to today's double update!

I went and was convinced. How did I find the book "Baby" among the many endings (╥ω╥`). You know the pain of crying in the dormitory in the middle of the night and not being able to cry as much as you want! It's so nice and I love watching it. Please update more. I hope you won't stop updating. (ಥ_ಥ)

The rating is too low. The author's writing is super good. I cried so much in the first few chapters. I personally like the be ending, especially the ghost king and Qingwen. Hahaha. The plot is very consistent with the aesthetics of be that I like. Everyone is pushed by fate. In the end, I can't let go of my obsession and can't go back to the past. Qingqing is really too bitter, too sober and too smart. My favorite part is the young Qingqing and the 19-year-old Qingqing. All living beings are suffering and can only survive by themselves. The ending of be is very good. Qingqing said that he is very happy. This is enough I wish you happiness every day!

All the foreshadowing in the past only highlights that Qingqi's life in this world is not worth it. No matter what happens later, it will not be able to make up for it. Otherwise, it would be too unfair.

I accidentally opened this book and read it for an hour and a half. . When I was waiting for the update, I took a look at the author and realized where this familiar feeling came from. . I really like Shou's style, which is so distinct and unique. I hope everyone can understand this wonderful character who once was perfect, even if he went crazy, he would make everyone suffer together before he died. .

Gu Dan is a very bitchy character. Although he has an abo setting, he doesn't focus too much on it. The plot is coherent and logical, and the writing is also very good! The author is very suitable for writing ancient texts, hahaha The writing is really good. I feel sorry for Dayu'er but also feel happy for his revenge. Our Dayu'er is such a self-improving person🥰🥰 The author wrote two endings. To be honest, I prefer the be ending. This is also the ending I expected. As long as Chu lives a happy life in the underworld, anyone who has hurt our little Chu should get out of here😡 In comparison, He's writing is not that good. It feels like he is being forced. The two people who are in love are actually separated by life and death. It really doesn't count as He. I suggest you just watch the ending of be. After watching the ending of he, I feel like it doesn't deserve five stars [face covering]