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Looking for Stories with a Protagonist Who Has Depression, Doesn't Want to Live, and Has Lost Hope in Life

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GPT-6 Luna

Romance is fine, but no harem-of-admirers setup. The protagonist can be adored by the whole group. Redemption, two strong leads.

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1 Pretty Darling, You’re Too Good at Flirting! Are You Trying to Get Yourself Killed? Cai Cai Wants to Get Rich546k WordsCompleted 45.1kReads9.5Score7.3kShelves
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In one book, the boy has bipolar disorder, in one the female protagonist is severely depressed, and even committed suicide in front of the male protagonist. In the first book, after being reborn, she has been taking revenge on those who hurt them before, and in the second book, the female protagonist was forced by her original family.
2 Indulge in Sweet Dreams with Her Light Comes InModern Romance392k WordsCompleted 6.8kReads8.4Score509Shelves
3 Does the Straight-Laced Dragon-Pride Hero Really Have to Be Subdued by a Delicate White Lotus?! Chicken Stewed with Fries559k WordsCompleted 36.5kReads9.0Score7.9kShelves
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This is good. The scenes where the disease occurred are very interesting.
4 After the Young Master Was Reborn, He Just Wanted to Die Frightened Bird into Dream485k WordsCompleted 24.3kReads9.0Score2kShelves
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The world is nice, but they never want to come here again
5 A Clever Trick Every Day to Seduce the Sinister Boss! Boundary Sparse ForestModern Romance361k WordsCompleted 12.6kReads9.3Score2.3kShelves
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🌸One is the male protagonist. He did not give up his ideas even at the last moment. In the end, he found that he needed to live well to protect the female protagonist, and then chased his wife in the crematorium. As a father, he taught the female protagonist the survival rules step by step. 🌸2. It was the female protagonist. It was caused by a long illness. The original male and female protagonist was also a little sun. The male protagonist: Baby, I will teach you, look at me. Yun Nuan, be more attached to this world, love me more, don't give up
6 The Depressed, Wicked, Sickly Villainess Gives Up Lousy Idle FishModern Romance339k WordsCompleted 11.3kReads9.3Score1kShelves
7 She Accidentally Walked into the Tianjia Boss and Reported to Mrs. Li That She Wanted to Escape from the Marriage. Tangerine Sand13k WordsCompleted 62Reads8.5Score—Shelves
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The female protagonist suffered from depression and did not want to live. In the early stage, the female protagonist committed suicide and was saved by the male protagonist who fell in love at first sight. She was brought home and was hit and lost her memory. She wanted to get married. After regaining her memory, she ran away from the marriage and broke up. He chased his wife at the crematorium and only wanted to redeem her. Will she be happy?
8 Every Day People Worry That I Will Commit Suicide Alice's Forest HouseModern Romance334k WordsCompleted 5.7kReads9.0Score403Shelves
9 The Frail Beauty of Showbiz Becomes a Hit After Marrying the Male Lead Tianyue Zhou367k WordsCompleted 17kReads9.4Score2.1kShelves
10 Livestream Post Goes Viral! The Refined Scoundrel Is Losing Control Sui Wang470k WordsCompleted 7.6kReads9.5Score1.3kShelves
11 Drowningcute Contrast of Depressed Boyfriend Three Flying Birds170k WordsCompleted 2.2kReads9.1Score278Shelves
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You can see if there is anything you like, fake depression, hehe
12 Pain at Minus 7 Degrees Celsius Crane Dance Clear Shadow257k WordsCompleted 938Reads8.9Score101Shelves
13 Atonement Honey Grapefruit Iced TeaModern Romance587k WordsOngoing 161Reads—Score—Shelves
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The heroine's father is a murderer, and she lives in her father's shadow. She suffers from post-traumatic stress disorder and suffers from temporary blindness when seeing bloody scenes. Her way of relieving the pain is to use a blade to cut scars on her hands or bury her head in the water to feel suffocated. She does not want to die, but to wake herself up. Only by feeling death can she understand the feeling of living...
14 After I Left, the Prince Was in Grief Rabbit Miaomiao589k WordsCompleted 1.9kReads7.1Score209Shelves
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The protagonist is not depressed, but he doesn't want to live, has hope in life, and is a bit sadistic
15 Dr. He Was Abstinent in Public, but He Only Lost Control of Her Later in Life. Jiuye Neural FrogModern Romance314k WordsCompleted 307Reads5.8Score—Shelves
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This book is really super beautiful! The female protagonist is depressed and manic, and the male protagonist is her doctor! Highly recommended, no meal replacement, just this one! [Praise]
16 Zhu Ma Wanted to Die, so I Said It Was Time to Eat and Kissed Him Flowers Fall in Admiration715k WordsOngoing 21.9kReads8.9Score2.6kShelves
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[Bookshelf plus one][Bookshelf plus one] This book is really good [Blowing a kiss]
17 When His Wife’s Depression Strikes, He Holds Her Gently and Soothes Her Muzi YingbaoModern Romance305k WordsCompleted 11.1kReads8.8Score899Shelves
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In the first book, the female protagonist suffered from depression and later committed suicide by jumping into the sea. In the second book, the female protagonist was mute and the male protagonist loved her so much.
18 My Darling! The Dominant Gu Dotes on His Sweetheart Day and Night May BlossomsModern Romance242k WordsCompleted 6.8kReads8.8Score504Shelves
19 So Sweet! She's Sweet and Flirty, and the Big Shot Would Give His Life for Her Su QianqianModern Romance228k WordsCompleted 57.5kReads9.2Score9.7kShelves
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[Already planted] The female protagonist is depressed, the male protagonist is depressed + mania
20 Ming Ke: Broken Zai Zai, We Need the Five Policemen to Fight Well. Fox and Fox Learn to Cook415k WordsCompleted 1.8kReads9.2Score224Shelves
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From the beginning to the end, the psychological description is super detailed and realistic. The beautiful and dedicated personality experiment subject + the famous police academy team + he. Friends all want to redeem him. The male protagonist is the undercover police officer Jing Ling's young tameran, a child who will not grow up. He was captured by a criminal organization and used as an experimental subject, a miserable experimental subject. Because he was dissected alive every day, he suffered from smile depression. The protagonist Goldfinger has an out-of-body experience. When he leaves his body, he goes to the police academy to find a group of five friends and attend the police academy together. In order to prevent the Five from pursuing the criminal organization, he lied that he was dead. As a result, one of the friends in the first chapter, Hagiwara, died and became a ghost. He floated to the organization and found that the protagonist was being experimented on alive, and his mentality exploded. In the first chapter, he fell off his horse immediately, and his friend was heartbroken and suffocated to the point of being unable to breathe.
21 She Doesn't Owe Him Anymore I Just Want to Eat SweetsModern Romance57k WordsOngoing 10Reads—Score—Shelves
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The heroine suffers from depression and is bullied by her classmates.
22 Fall Corpse SisterModern Romance59k WordsCompleted 80kReads9.6Score9.8kShelves
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Neither the male or female protagonist wants to live, but they both live for each other.
23 After Bringing Home My Amnesiac Nemesis Xp Supremacy380k WordsOngoing 7.6kReads6.5Score1kShelves
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[Bookshelf plus one][bookshelf plus one][bookshelf plus one]
24 A Sea of Tears Tutu Who Loves Little Scoundrels237k WordsCompleted 4.9kReads9.2Score603Shelves
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It's nice to watch [laughs] It's a little sad to make you happy, but a big sad to hurt you, but it's really good
25 The Little Mermaid Baby Doesn’t Believe He’s Everyone’s Crush Little Cat in the Woods347k WordsCompleted 24Reads6.1Score—Shelves
26 Genshin Impact: the Eye of God Shines Again What Do You Call a Story?1.0M WordsCompleted 5kReads8.8Score455Shelves
27 Humiliate and Imprison Love Maomaozi Is Black and Autumn236k WordsCompleted 752Reads8.8Score103Shelves
28 Little Painter Is Not Sad Stars Are Not Swans1.4M WordsCompleted 175Reads8.4Score—Shelves
29 Famous Detective: the Darkness Where the Sun Cannot Shine Yi Mengyan770k WordsOngoing 699Reads8.7Score101Shelves
30 After I Cultivated the Ruthless Dao, My Master Regretted It Feng Xun Ziyan258k WordsCompleted 3.2kReads8.6Score292Shelves
31 The Loneliest Race in the Universe Remembering the Fading Lights1.2M WordsCompleted 101Reads5.8Score—Shelves
32 Genshin Impact: I'm Not a Knife Expert Chi Mu207k WordsOngoing 9Reads5.8Score—Shelves
33 The Affliction of Silence Li Huaisha287k WordsCompleted 15.8kReads9.5Score2.4kShelves
34 Waiting for You to Turn Around and Say You Love Me Bi Lian151k WordsCompleted 1.5kReads9.2Score170Shelves
35 Quick Transmigration: Every Lifetime Ends in a Crematorium Listening to the Evening's Song in the Breeze566k WordsCompleted 4.5kReads9.4Score341Shelves
36 They All Regretted It After Thousands of People Thought They Were Dead and Escaped. East Cloud in September300k WordsCompleted 3.2kReads8.6Score174Shelves
37 Genshin Impact: From the Start, I Reincarnate as Greater Lord Rukkhadevata and Reclaim the Throne Vow Through the Seasons1.3M WordsCompleted 8.3kReads9.5Score945Shelves
38 Kuaipuan: Do You Know What Sadistic Writing Is? An XiaodeAncient Romance1.2M WordsCompleted 346Reads5.8Score—Shelves
39 Journey Without End Fatty Zhang471k WordsCompleted 255Reads8.4Score—Shelves
40 Long Night Walk Ge ZhaoMystery299k WordsCompleted 247Reads5.8Score—Shelves
41 Bend Down His Thoughts50k WordsCompleted 33Reads5.8Score—Shelves
42 Quick Travel: Every World Is so Tiring That I Vomit Blood The Bird Is Really Beautiful769k WordsCompleted 4.5kReads9.4Score361Shelves
43 His Rose Heart Beats Meet HanxiModern Romance116k WordsCompleted 932Reads6.3Score—Shelves
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This this +
44 Sleeping Beside the Night Dai in Her BoudoirModern Romance366k WordsCompleted 22.2kReads9.3Score3.4kShelves
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The strong female protagonist who suffers from depression but never gives up VS the superb male protagonist who bows down for love. They are two strong characters who redeem each other. The plot does not drag on and the twist at the end is really surprising! The female protagonist is cold and self-reliant, suffering from depression, but she really doesn't take advantage of the opportunity to save herself. The male protagonist is paranoid, but surrenders to love. The growth line of the heroine and the emotional lines of the male and female protagonists are both great. There are amnesia episodes in the book, but they are really not cliche. They are a must-pass point for the heroine's growth and the development of this book. Don't let this put you off. Having said that, I can only say that it is really highly recommended and it is really beautiful!
45 After the Little Author Escaped, Zhenxiang Gong Regretted It Fairy Garden116k WordsCompleted 1.1kReads—Score—Shelves
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This, this
46 Stars Whisper Deer Deer Fish FishModern Romance239k WordsOngoing 98Reads—Score—Shelves
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The heroine of this book has depression and makes her cry very easily
47 No Chicken Soup: Practical Notes on Healing Psychological Trauma Zhu EnxingModern Romance158k WordsCompleted 3Reads—Score—Shelves
48 No Real-Name Relationship 33RdModern Romance349k WordsCompleted 13.4kReads8.1Score1.3kShelves
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This is a heroine who is depressed and sickly
49 I Called You After We Broke Up Moss Blossoms, Silken Threads130k WordsOngoing 17.5kReads—Score4.1kShelves
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Beautiful, reunited after a long absence
50 After Returning to China, My Ex-Boyfriend Cried and Begged Me to Get Back Together. Yiyunyyy53k WordsOngoing 4Reads—Score—Shelves
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If you don't come here in vain, you don't come in vain.