Angst BE Story Set in a Conversion Camp 戒同所be虐文

1. 51 冷 After the Cold War, When He Finally Thought of Me, I Was Already Married 冷战之后，当他想起我时，我已经结婚了 Hong Ao弘骜7k WordsCompleted After the Cold War, by the time he thought of me, I was already married. 897Reads—Score—Shelves
2. 52 小 The Foolish Boy Died, and He Went Mad 小傻子死了，他疯了 Hong Ao弘骜Marriage & Romance8k WordsCompleted The Little Fool Died, and He Went Mad 6kReads—Score101Shelves
3. 53 春 A Spring Breeze Brings Beauty 春风渡佳人 Jin Wuming of the Celestial Secrets Institute天机院的金无铭7k WordsCompleted Spring Breeze Carries a Beauty Across 1.5kReads—Score—Shelves
4. 54 大 The Great Sage Returns: I Just Sealed the Demon Ancestor, and the Jade Emperor Made Me Emperor 大圣归：我刚镇魔祖，玉帝就封禅 Jin Wuming of the Celestial Secrets Institute天机院的金无铭Eastern Fantasy127k WordsCompleted Sun Wukong shattered his own divine bones to forge a lock, sealing the Demon Ancestor Rahu as he tried to break through the Chaos. The Jade Emperor descended with the gods and Buddhas of the heavens. Facing Pangu’s remnant soul, returned from the void, and Nuwa’s sacred statue, he claimed to have slain the Demon Ancestor with the Haotian Mirror. In his previous life, Wukong exposed the truth in anger, only for Heaven to accuse him of “slandering the Supreme One.” They locked him in the Golden He 142Reads—Score—Shelves
5. 55 重 Reborn, I’m No Longer My Twin Brother’s Stepping Stone 重生后，我不再是双胞胎弟弟的垫脚石 Hong Ao弘骜8k WordsCompleted After being reborn, I will no longer be the stepping stone for my twin brother 241Reads—Score—Shelves
6. 56 我 My Silly Girlfriend, Little Rabbit 我的傻子女友小兔 Jin Wuming of the Celestial Secrets Institute天机院的金无铭Modern Romance175k WordsCompleted My Girlfriend Is a Sweet, Naive Fool… 279Reads—Score—Shelves
7. 57 限 Eight Years to Make Good 限期八年 Wenye's Cat问也的猫Two Male Leads31k WordsCompleted “I’m sorry. I love you very much.” “I hope that in your next life, you can treat me right.” Their eight-year affair, hidden in the shadows, was riddled with misunderstanding and hurt. Ji Nan thought they would spend the rest of their lives together, only to hear Zhang Hui say, “I can’t go on anymore.” 125Reads6.2Score—Shelves

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   The first book is really good; it's written by Jinse (also the author of *The Diary of a Convict*). Books 2, 6, and 7 are also very heart-wrenching and good. The third book is a comic, and it's super angsty! [Winking face][winking face]

8. 58 哭 The Weepy Minister Fakes His Death, and the Emperor Goes Mad 哭包尚书死遁，皇帝疯了 Hong Ao弘骜7k WordsCompleted The Weepy Minister Faked His Death, and the Emperor Went Mad 568Reads—Score—Shelves
9. 59 奴 Just a Slave. So What If He Dies? Why Are You Crying? 奴隶而已，死就死了，为什么哭 Hong Ao弘骜15k WordsCompleted Just a Slave. So What If They Die? Why Are You Crying? 2.4kReads—Score—Shelves
10. 60 天 Heavenly Profound Venerable Beyond the Heavens: Every Disciple I Take Is Supreme in the Three Realms 天外玄尊：我收的徒弟都是三界至尊 Jin Wuming of the Celestial Secrets Institute天机院的金无铭8k WordsCompleted Mystic Exalt from Beyond the Heavens: My Disciples Are All Supreme Beings of the Three Realms 65Reads—Score—Shelves
11. 61 相 A Shattered Longing 相思碎 Green Ink青墨Two Male Leads49k WordsCompleted One meeting, and they were fated to be entangled for life. Jiang Lingyu never imagined that the person he loved most would destroy everything he treasured with his own hands. “If you ever betray me, I'll make you wish you were dead!” His dignity, his body, and his shattered heart were trampled underfoot and ground into dust. He had obeyed, begged for mercy, and fought back... but in the end, he could only surrender to fate. Who can truly see through love and hate entwined? When all was settled a 704Reads8.6Score101Shelves
12. 62 被 After He Threw Me Off a Cliff, I Became the Progenitor Vampire He Could Never Have 被他扔下悬崖后，我成了他求而不得的始祖血族 Hong Ao弘骜8k WordsCompleted After he threw me off a cliff, I became the Progenitor Vampire he could never have 783Reads—Score—Shelves
13. 63 等 Waiting for You to Turn Around and Say You Love Me 等你回头说爱我 Bi Lian碧恋Two Male Leads151k WordsCompleted [Boys' love + emotional torment + physical torment + a perfect deception + innocent on the outside, dark within + obsessive and twisted + bad ending + strong characters + yandere] No one is simple. Please don't look at people too naively, especially those who seem harmless. Shen Yan is the child of a wealthy family. In other people's eyes, he's nothing but a commodity with a price tag, something to be passed around and bullied at will. He tries with all his might to learn how to love others and 854Reads9.2Score114Shelves

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    I cried while watching it.

14. 64 我 I Died, and He Held My Corpse, Begging Me to Speak 我死了，他抱着我的尸体求我说话 Hong Ao弘骜9k WordsCompleted I died, and he held my corpse, begging me to speak 1.4kReads—Score—Shelves
15. 65 全 After Everyone Got a Bad Ending, the Worlds Merged 全员be后，世界融合了 Courtyard of Still Water止水之庭Two Male Leads463k WordsCompleted The Ex-Wife-Chasing Crematorium Blurb: Yan Mo, an ordinary young man, is whisked away by a conquest System and somehow becomes someone else's beloved wife. A complete novice who has never been in love, he diligently learns how to love someone. Other people rely on their acting skills to win someone over. He relies on sincerity. All his efforts and sacrifices, all his waiting and affection, earn him nothing but ruthless abandonment. At last, utterly disillusioned, Yan Mo loses his temper. He's do 3.3kReads8.1Score501Shelves

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    🌟🌟🌟Two male leads: a domineering older man, childhood sweethearts, a metaphysical master, a top celebrity, a gaming prodigy, a twisted psychologist, and a firm owner (the seme).🌰🌰🌰The uke is inexplicably taken away by a strategy system to become someone else's wife. He diligently learns how to do it, giving his all, working hard, and waiting patiently, only to be ruthlessly abandoned in the end. 🔥🔥🔥Slowly, the uke comes to his senses, stops doing the tasks, and abandons the scumbag. As he prepares to go home, he discovers that the final world is beginning to merge.

16. 66 他 He Said Elves with Pointed Ears Are Selfish and Unfaithful, So I Deserve to Die? 他说精灵耳自私多情，所以我该死？ Hong Ao弘骜Marriage & Romance9k WordsCompleted He Said Elf Ears Were Selfish and Promiscuous, So I Deserve to Die? 1.4kReads—Score—Shelves
17. 67 重 Reborn: I Don't Want You This Time, So Why Are You Panicking? 重生，这次我不要你了，你急什么 Hong Ao弘骜9k WordsCompleted Reborn: This Time, I Don't Want You Anymore. Why Are You in Such a Hurry? 1.4kReads—Score—Shelves
18. 68 我 I Don't Know. He's Dead 我不知道，他死了 Hong Ao弘骜Two Male Leads187k WordsCompleted [Calm and composed top]+ [A timid little bunny at first, then a dark, unhinged, smiling tiger]+ [Angst]+ [Ghosts and lovers beyond death]+ [Supernatural]+ [Reborn]+ [Workplace]+ [Business rivalry]+ [Xuanhuan]+ [Mutually devoted]+ [Rekindled romance] When he dumped me, he said he was tired of playing with me. He deleted every message we’d shared, sold our home, and erased all our memories. It took me two years to find out that he’d spent four years preparing that villa. One entire wall was line 326Reads—Score—Shelves
19. 69 小 After the Little Fool Was Reborn, I Became His Dog 小傻子重生后，我成了他的狗 Hong Ao弘骜8k WordsCompleted After the Little Fool Was Reborn, I Became His Dog 1.5kReads—Score—Shelves
20. 70 我 My Name Is Zhaomei, and I Don't Have a Golden Finger 我叫招妹，没有金手指 Hong Ao弘骜12k WordsCompleted My name is Zhaomei, and I have no golden finger. 144Reads—Score—Shelves
21. 71 春 A Secret Crush Hidden in Spring 春日藏欢喜 Wen Daidai文黛黛Two Male Leads233k WordsCompleted [Reunion after a long separation + slow-burn romance + sweet little moments + entirely fictional + a story within a story within a story + pure fiction, with no real-life inspiration] Aloof, taciturn, and sexually frigid (gong) ☆ Lu Xingheng × emotionally steady and always cold (shou) ☆ Jiang Wan This story is set in a fictional world, and every chapter is entirely made up and unrelated to real life. It is a work of pure fiction based on hearsay, written in an irrational state and containing 238.3kReads8.0Score5.4kShelves

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    Look, it's super sweet!

22. 72 偏 But When He Left, the Whole Garden Was in Spring 偏他去时春满园 Flying Peacock会飞的孔雀Two Male Leads100k WordsCompleted When Gu Lan heard he had only ten months left to live, he was unexpectedly calm and accepting. Looking back on his life, it had been a complete mess. In this world, he was nothing more than a pathetic nobody whom no one cared about... Perhaps no one would cry for him when his life finally came to an end... Gu Lan accepted the outcome without resistance. After all, ever since he returned to this family, he had never received anything. If that was the case, why should he be afraid of losing anythi 89Reads8.4Score—Shelves

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    I won't mention the first book: I read it when I was in school, it's been so long, and I still haven't gotten over it. The second book: I wish Gu Lan peace and health in his next life, and that he can be with his beloved Lin Nan forever. The third book: I hope I can meet him again in my next life.

23. 73 重 Reborn, the Villain's Older Brother Is Doted on Like a King 重生后反派哥哥被宠上天 Wood and Grass, No Human木草非人Two Male Leads518k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + CEO + everyone reborn + atypical everyone’s least favorite becomes everyone’s darling + redemption arc + sweet, loving daily life + happy ending] (Main story complete, bonus chapters updating slowly) [The gong seems like a scumbag but isn’t really one. 1v1 redemption arc, no replacing the gong. Please mind the tags and don’t read if this isn’t for you. Don’t leave bad reviews to threaten me.] Jiang Mingsheng believed he was a failure at everything. Because of the way his parent 28.4kReads9.3Score3.3kShelves

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    This feels pretty good.

24. 74 与 Wither Them, Let Them Bloom 与之枯萎，予之盛放 Fu Fuer福福儿Two Male Leads507k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + older man/younger man + devoted to each other + regret and pursuit] [Cold, strict, ruthless scheming top × frail, disillusioned bottom] Ruan Hanlin once thought Ruan Yushu was a lonely weed growing in the wilderness. Only after he left did he suddenly realize that Ruan Yushu was a tree, a tree that bloomed in the sunlight. The years they spent tangled together had nearly buried him. Ruan Hanlin was willing to wither alongside him, and let him bloom. 3.2kReads8.7Score249Shelves
25. 75 戒 After Successfully Quitting Homosexuality, My Ex Went Crazy 戒同成功后，前任急疯了 Monster Little Lock怪物小锁Two Male Leads440k WordsCompleted Fu Liangsheng bet his buddies that even if Zhou Chuxi were sent to a conversion camp, he would still be hopelessly devoted to him. But when Zhou Chuxi came out, he discovered that he was straight. That sent Fu Liangsheng into a panic. 12.2kReads8.1Score1.3kShelves

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    Super Knife 🔪

26. 76 戒 Conversion Camp: Tamed by Love 戒同所：以爱驯服 Huai Jin Mianyang淮今绵阳Two Male Leads272k WordsCompleted Just started getting ratings; the main story is complete [No CP + Slight Ensemble Cast + Conversion Therapy + Mind Control + In the Name of Love] [If you like angst, come on in.] I'm required to write at least 50 characters, but I think every extra word would be a spoiler. So, happy New Year's Eve, everyone. Tang Tang, happy New Year's Eve to you too. Welcome to my world. 514Reads8.5Score100Shelves
27. 77 吴 Wu Wang's Hope 吴望的希望 Zhimu Baibai枝木白柏Two Male Leads32k WordsCompleted December 24, a day worth celebrating twice over. My husband's mother sent me to a conversion therapy center. My only hope of staying alive was to get out and see my husband again. But it hurts so much. Can I even make it out alive? “Who are you? Why are you inside my body?” “My name is Hope. This is my body, too.” Wu Wang and Hope: just one character apart, yet worlds away. “Do you want to get out?” “Yes!” “Then I'll help you.” Later, Hope disappeared... My husband got married, too... In the cra 31Reads—Score—Shelves

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    On December 24th, I was sent to a rehabilitation center by my husband's mother. My only hope for survival was to see him, but I was in excruciating pain and didn't know if I would make it out alive. A being called "Hope" appeared within me; the name Wu Wang (吴望) differed from "Hope" by only one character, yet they were worlds apart. "Hope" asked me if I wanted to leave, and I answered yes. "Hope" then said it would help me. Later, "Hope" disappeared, and my husband got married. In my despair, I could find no hope left. [Crying][crying][crying]

28. 78 快 Quick Transmigration: After Faking My Death, the Scumbags Regretted Everything! 快穿：死遁后，渣男们后悔莫及！ Zhu Zhi竹吱Two Male Leads997k WordsCompleted [Dual male leads. A groveling ex tries to win him back? Sorry, I’ll die first! Follows the original storyline, entirely fictional, so don’t apply it to real life. All the background details serve the story. There’s more romance than plot. No original characters; half-immersive missions. Content warning: lots of potentially upsetting plot points that may leave you reeling. Don’t read if that’s not your thing!] (I’m really bad at writing blurbs ಥ_ಥ) After Lu Suixin died, a System told him it could 191Reads8.9Score—Shelves

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    The first three quick transmigration novels feature tragic endings and angst, while the rest are all short, angst-filled stories.

29. 79 快 Quick Transmigration: Back Off, You’re Asking for Trouble 快穿：别过来，你在找虐 A Little Morning and Evening一只朝夕Two Male Leads900k WordsCompleted [Dual Male Leads + Fake Coercion + Frail Health + Faking His Death + A Melodramatic Grab Bag] The small worlds all end badly. As a member of the Torture Fiction Team with exceptional professional skills, Xu Bai travels with the System, Xiao Liu, conquering one challenge after another until they reach a Grade B world. He is determined to max out the affection ratings, reach Grade A as soon as possible, and get promoted with a pay raise! There are two targets to win over in each world. The title h 6.5kReads9.1Score565Shelves
30. 80 第 The Twelfth Love Letter 第十二封情书 371Two Male Leads78k WordsCompleted [Top-quality novel + two male leads + unrequited love + short story + coming of age + tragic ending + school life + letters] [What am I? A grain of sand among ten thousand generations, A stone this big. I can love this version of myself too., “I,” Leslie Cheung] A story of unrequited love: no getting close, no confession, and certainly no mutual affection. It's silence, a secret, a treasure. It's the wild madness of youth, with no regrets. 1.2kReads9.0Score257Shelves

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    It was incredibly heart-wrenching, especially the first one. I'm usually quite sensitive to tears, but I cried while reading it. [Crying][crying][crying]

31. 81 每 I Die Young in Every World 每个世界我都英年早逝 Wu Lanzi Ye无斓孜叶Two Male Leads566k WordsCompleted Mo Yinglan happened to read an old-school, melodramatic tragic romance novel and watched helplessly as the various male leads who ticked all his boxes were brutally tormented from start to finish. Most infuriating of all, it ended with a brainless happy ending for everyone. “...” “What kind of century-old joke is this?” “Is this guy right in the head? No, wait, he doesn't have a brain at all!” “If it were me, I'd absolutely die the moment that scumbag surnamed Jiang ‘came to his senses.’ If I co 1.9kReads8.5Score106Shelves
32. 82 迟 Love Came Too Late and Too Strong, but I Can Never Have It Again 迟来的爱太深重，可惜再也要不了 Bright and Spirited意气明绕Two Male Leads115k WordsCompleted (Two male leads + angsty story + heartbreaking + urban) How could you fall in love with me? “I tried to hold myself back.” (It wasn't that I fell in love with you. You were the one who put an end to my reason.) When I realized you loved me, it was already too late. I could no longer accept it. The person you love most is right beside you, yet you can't feel his love for you. What you thought was devotion is actually separated by an intangible, impassable chasm. 571Reads—Score101Shelves
33. 83 禁 Forbidden Zone Expedition: Hei Xiazi, You’re Not Getting Away 禁地探险：黑瞎子你别想跑 Huang Niu凰妞Two Male Leads383k WordsCompleted After thousands of years of development, humanity's habitable regions have grown smaller and smaller. Seventy percent of the world's land has been designated off-limits to humans. Countries have gathered countless experts to explore these forbidden zones, all in search of more space to survive. She Yinan, a snake demon who had cultivated for a thousand years, was suppressed beneath Mount Kunlun by the Heavenly Dao for several millennia just as he was about to transform into a jiao. At long last, 745Reads9.0Score139Shelves

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    Excellent, these are all my favorites to watch.

34. 84 愿 May the Bright Moon Shine Upon Us 愿明月高照 Thinking of the Rising Storm思风云起Two Male Leads217k WordsCompleted A love triangle, a heartbreaking romance: two people fighting over one person's love. One wants to preserve everything about him, while the other wants to possess him completely. Will he choose his lover or his childhood friend? One is He Bai, a genius painter. The other is Fu Yan, a business tycoon. He Bai gives up his life for Lian Yiran, while Fu Yan is driven mad for him. Lian Yiran, meanwhile, lies in a hospital bed, reduced to a vegetative state. The love and hate entangling the three of t 19Reads—Score—Shelves

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    I'm here to push, I'm here!

35. 85 爱 Loving You Until Thirty 爱你爱到三十岁 Mu Jiangyu穆将愉Two Male Leads287k WordsCompleted Lin Muran never imagined that, in the end, things would turn out so bleakly. If she had known, she would never have gone home with Luo Chen, no matter what. Five years may not seem long, but they're enough to leave a sincere heart shattered and a person so utterly destroyed that not even their ashes can be found. For the rest of her life, all she will see is herself. 105Reads8.7Score—Shelves
36. 86 某 One Day, My Doll Told Me It Loved Me 某天我的娃娃说爱我 The Jackal Who Listens to Rain on Flower Stone听雨花石的豺Two Male Leads200k WordsCompleted [Complete] [Dark and obsessive + locked away + doll + past life + green tea scheming + calculating + winning back his lover] In a nutshell: If you love him, deceive him, kiss him, sleep with him, and manipulate him. Beautiful, obsessive doll top * lonely, adorable, oblivious bottom I love you, so I want to give you my surname. The doll's consciousness gradually grew clearer, and its possessiveness and longing for Qiu Ming became ever more outrageous. Surrounded by love, it was filled with flesh 27Reads8.1Score—Shelves
37. 87 高 My Senior Brother Takes Me Flying to Immortal Ascension 高阶师兄带我仙门飞升 Thinking of the Rising Storm思风云起Eastern Fantasy240k WordsCompleted [Two male leads * cultivation * good-for-nothing * underdog comeback * no female lead] "Lian Yiran! You little brat, slacking off again!" What's going on? I hunched my shoulders and hurriedly stuffed the Annals of Shaoxing Prefecture into the drawer. As soon as I straightened up, I got smacked on the back of the head. I'm Lian Yiran, the young shopkeeper of Yongxing Pawnshop. The one hitting me is my aunt. The pawnshop used to be pretty big, too. As for why it keeps getting smaller... I'll tell —Reads—Score—Shelves
38. 88 笼 The Canary in the Cage Turns Forty 笼中金丝雀他年满四十 Uncle Pink Bunny Head粉色兔头大叔Two Male Leads382k WordsCompleted (The rating was just posted, so it’ll go up later) [Emotionally detached, possessive younger man (26) x wrongfully imprisoned, broken-hearted older man (40)] [Dual male leads + both devoted + forced love + younger man + father’s friend + 14-year age gap + 1v1 + happy ending] [A wealthy heir with emotional detachment, who doesn’t know what love is, turns a handsome forty-year-old man into a caged bird, while gradually thawing his own emotionless heart.] “Uncle He, be good and come home with me.” 13.7kReads9.1Score1.8kShelves
39. 89 何 What Brings Joy to Life 何生欢喜 Iron Fist Lin Daiyu铁拳林黛玉Two Male Leads136k WordsCompleted Two male leads + body-double romance + BE aesthetic “So, Xu Linxun, what am I to you? A tool you summon whenever you want and discard whenever you're done?” “Say something!” Xu Linxun's eyes were just as cold, their depths impossible to fathom, as if the feelings they had shared over the past three years had never meant a thing to him. “Say something... Tell me, even if you have to lie...” Yu Chensheng dug his fingernails into his palms, the pain cutting to the bone. Still, he forced a smile and 608Reads8.8Score100Shelves
40. 90 接 Guide: Temping in the Underworld 接引人之我在冥界当临时工 Thinking of the Rising Storm思风云起Two Male Leads101k WordsCompleted Rules for Surviving the Underworld 1. The living must watch their words: Speaking in the underworld will “leak your yang energy.” The more you say, the faster it drains away. Speak more than three sentences, and the ghost officials will be able to see you. 2. Don’t eat underworld fare: The scent of red spider lilies will cause hallucinations if you smell it for too long. Anything sold in the underworld is tainted with yin energy. Eat even a bite, and you’ll lose ten years of your life. 3. The ro —Reads—Score—Shelves
41. 91 得 After Getting a Terminal Diagnosis, I Lay Flat and Waited to Die. Then My Ex-Boyfriend Panicked 得绝症躺平等死后，前男友他慌了 Lu Jiuxing鹿久星Two Male Leads432k WordsCompleted This is actually a silly comedy. When Gu Huaijin learns at the hospital that he has only three months to live, Qin Zhan breaks up with him. Qin Zhan’s first love is back. Gu Huaijin quietly agrees to the breakup. He plans to lie in the rocking chair on the balcony, eyes closed, gently rocking until his life comes to an end. But after the breakup, Qin Zhan clings to him every day and refuses to leave, no matter how many times he’s driven away. [As for why Qin Zhan didn’t chase after his first lov 8.7kReads8.4Score817Shelves
42. 92 这 This Is a Forced-Love Story 这是一篇强制爱文 Cold Embroidered Spring Blade绣春刀寒Two Male Leads409k WordsCompleted [The rating just came out, so it'll gradually rise] The appeal of forced-love stories lies in seeing those who hold high status in society bow down to those beneath them. Even the most powerful person becomes lowly when they fall in love. The cold, composed Emperor Zhu Zaiji never imagined that one day he would bow down and submit to a little eunuch. 17.1kReads9.1Score1.8kShelves
43. 93 留 The Warmth That Lingers 留恋的温度 Thinking of the Rising Storm思风云起Two Male Leads88k WordsCompleted I met a genius in the art studio. He was handsome and a great artist, but I found out he was antisocial and being bullied. I treated him like a brother, stood up for him, stayed by his side when he had a fever, and even chose the same major as him in college… Until he asked me to move in with him… I started to sense he had ulterior motives… Is he messing with me…? —Reads—Score—Shelves
44. 94 春 Prisoner of Spring 春日俘虏 Li Huaisha李怀沙Two Male Leads242k WordsCompleted How do you ask an aloof heartthrob for a divorce? Marriage before love + HE + Mutual secret crushes + Bittersweet push and pull + Both pure + Taking what you want by force Scheming, doting, fiercely possessive husband-type seme x Sweet, naturally airheaded celebrity uke Rumor has it that Qin Yanqing married into the Qu family for money. After marrying into the family, he seized its fortune, locked up Young Master Qu, and tormented him day and night. Then Qin Yanqing publicly boosted a young 3.6kReads9.3Score501Shelves
45. 95 E E's Golden Cage: A Love Prison for a Broken Old Beta E的黄金笼囚爱老Beta残鸟 Shuizezhou水泽州Two Male Leads614k WordsCompleted [Complete] The groveling pursuit begins in earnest from Chapter 61 [Entertainment industry | EABO | Younger man | Status gap | Rivals in love | Raising a child] Main story, EB | Qin Jian × Mu Yansheng (amnesiac, cold-hearted, crazy, controlling top-tier star enigma seme | honest, domestic older beta uke, disfigured) At nineteen, Mu Yansheng was disfigured in a fire while saving Qin Jian. His dream of becoming an actor was shattered, so he could only do odd jobs and work as a script supervisor on 3kReads—Score200Shelves

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    A bittersweet and angsty story, with both tragic and happy endings.

46. 96 予 You Gave Me Deep Love and Turned My Life Upside Down 予你情深，乱我一生 Su Ziyao苏子遥Two Male Leads50k WordsCompleted Eighteen years ago, Wen Ziyu was the person He Jingyang promised to stay with forever. Eighteen years later, Wen Ziyu was locked in an attic by He Jingyang and cruelly abused. He Jingyang always said Wen Ziyu owed him and that he'd make him pay little by little. But in the end, it was He Jingyang who owed Wen Ziyu a pair of eyes, a life, and a lifetime of love and devotion. 287Reads6.8Score100Shelves
47. 97 欲 Wild Desire 欲野 Silver Fir银杉Two Male Leads335k WordsCompleted [Two childhood friends + ruffian, bad-boy seme x refined, orchid-like uke + Book 2 in a trilogy] Danggui is a Chinese medicinal herb. It is warm in nature and sweet, pungent, and bitter in taste. There is a Chinese medicine clinic in Yuncheng called Danggui. Its owner, Mu Zelan, is named after a medicinal herb. Tall and elegant, he's as refined and otherworldly as an orchid, one of the Four Gentlemen of Chinese art. He is strikingly handsome and has turned down countless admirers. No one knows t 1.9kReads9.3Score218Shelves
48. 98 被 Delusion of Being Loved 被爱妄想 Li Huaisha李怀沙Two Male Leads233k WordsCompleted [Signed for print publication] Sister-in-law, open the door. It’s your brother-in-law Powerful coercion + unconventional happy ending + ultimate love triangle drama + unhinged characters + groveling redemption + melodrama galore + substitute romance A cruel, unhinged, sickly scumbag top VS a cool, ruthless bottom who delusionally believes he’s loved I catered to his every whim and granted his every request. He mocked and tormented me at every turn. But I stayed by his side, never leaving no 5.4kReads9.4Score699Shelves
49. 99 掏 I Gave You My Heart, and You Left Me with Empty Joy 掏心于你，赠我一场空欢喜 Nan Jin南靳Two Male Leads49k WordsCompleted When Shi Yi was by his side, Huo Zhanting spent every day wondering when that wicked man would die. Later, Shi Yi really did die, and Qiao Ran returned to his side. Yet Huo Zhanting spent every day wondering when Shi Yi would come back. 85Reads6.2Score—Shelves
50. 100 银 When the Ginkgo Leaves Fall 银杏落下时 Wanyan Yuning完颜雨凝Two Male Leads62k WordsCompleted [If you enjoy this, please leave lots of comments and ratings. Love you!] #BoysLove #Angst #Tragedy #BEAesthetic #Realistic #MutualDevotion #UnforgettableRegret #ConversionTherapy #DoubleDeath At nineteen, Cheng Ye and Lu Ming thought love could conquer everything. A ginkgo-leaf bookmark, two handmade rings, and a promise to go south. They ran away together on a rainy night and kissed beneath a bridge, believing that if they went far enough, they could reach a future of their own. But their pa 358Reads—Score—Shelves

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