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  1. 1 Diary from a Conversion Therapy Center 戒同所日记 Two Male Leads29k WordsCompleted A diary recording the final two months of my life... Maybe I'm just not meant to be loved. Otherwise, why would everyone who loved me leave? 12.6kReads8.2Score2.4kShelves
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  2. 2 Whale Fall into the Abyss 鲸落深渊 Two Male Leads39k WordsCompleted Little fish, little fish, may you swim out of the abyss soon. His younger brother, whom he had raised by hand despite no blood relation, sent him to a detention center for two years to “set him straight” and told him to come out once he was normal. Those two years were a nightmare that devoured him, one he could never wake from. His body and mind were tormented, his feelings worn away, and he was trained into numb, hopeless submission. “Knowing you raised me makes me sick. Why don’t you just die 23kReads8.1Score4kShelves
  3. 3 Dr. Zhou's White Moonlight Is Dying 周医生的白月光快死了 Two Male Leads219k WordsCompleted [Fragile, ill bottom VS cold, aloof top] [Heart-wrenching angst + mutually exclusive devotion, 1v1 + bad ending + extreme bottom fans, beware] Wen Ci had terminal stomach cancer. The doctor said he had at most thirty days left, and Wen Ci could live those thirty days for Zhou Ying. But Wen Ci died on the twenty-seventh day. After his death, Wen Ci left behind twenty-seven unread letters, a rabbit, a book, and a crushed red maple leaf. 19.7kReads9.3Score3kShelves
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  4. 4 The Little Troublemaker Doesn't Have Long to Live 小坏蛋他命不久矣 Two Male Leads273k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + rekindled love + the pursuit of a former lover + happy ending] School bully, sickly bottom Academic superstar, top On Xiao Yu's birthday, his father locked him up in a conversion camp. From that day on, he lost Fu Zechen, the person who loved him most. By the time he escaped that living hell, battered and bruised, Fu Zechen had discarded him without a moment's hesitation. When they met again, his eyes held no trace of affection, only indifference and estrangement. “You're not w 15.5kReads9.2Score1.2kShelves
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  5. 5 The One Who Never Came Home Turned Out to Be My Boyfriend 得不到的归人,竟是我的男友 8k WordsCompleted The Person I Could Never Have Turned Out to Be My Boyfriend 6Reads—Score—Shelves
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  6. 6 The Diary of the Man Who Belongs to Him 属于他的先生日记 Two Male Leads35k WordsCompleted (This is a story about the secondary couple. The main couple’s story, Pretending to Be a Couple, Becoming True Love, has a bonus ending where everyone gets a happy ending.) Mo Lie x Bai Ren [Two male leads + unrequited love + tragic ending + angst] Mo Jia x Mu Qingzhou To Mo Jia, falling for someone was a wonderful thing. But... The person he loved was a man. A man he was not allowed to love. If unrequited love was bitter, then for Mo Jia, it was something very, very sweet. What was the meaning 241Reads8.0Score100Shelves
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  7. 7 Your Highness, Crown Prince, Stop Hitting Me. Han Zhi Doesn’t Want to Love Anymore 太子殿下别打了,寒止不想爱了 Two Male Leads208k WordsCompleted Torture the shou! Torture the shou! Torture the shou! Shou fans, don’t read! [Two male leads + physical abuse + emotional abuse + both virgins + happy ending + the shou fakes his death] [Just started getting ratings] A foolish-dog beauty with a sadistic streak gong x a cool, resilient, lowly shou To save her younger sister, Han Zhi is given by his mother to Chang Yuan, the Crown Prince of Hanxu and son of the Water God. At first, because of Han Zhi’s parents, Chi Changyuan bullies him without re 4.7kReads8.2Score414Shelves
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  8. 8 The Rake Who Couldn’t Be Tamed 痞夫难驯 Two Male Leads417k WordsOngoing ★ A torture chamber in the name of love, a life-or-death game so cruel it makes your heart tremble ★ [Angst + melodrama + physical abuse + real and fake young masters + everyone gets a bad ending] Three years ago, Gong Mingyou was forced to marry Shen Zhiyu. Everyone said Shen Zhiyu had schemed to make that night happen. Once the rumor spread, Shen Zhiyu’s reputation was ruined. The Lin family’s stock, the company owned by Shen Zhiyu’s biological parents, plummeted. To save their company, Shen Z 1.5kReads7.1Score366Shelves
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  9. 9 Where He Belongs 他的归处 Two Male Leads22k WordsCompleted The internet was flooded with stories of Song Qing’s heroic deeds. I saw a video someone had taken: Song Qing leapt gracefully into the lake like a carp, then slowly disappeared, as if that had always been where he belonged. 3.9kReads8.1Score644Shelves
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  10. 10 Locked in a Deadly Match 针锋对决 Two Male Leads319k WordsCompleted Yuan Yang is forced by his father to learn business management under Gu Qingpei, a newly hired commercial star. One is a wild, unruly rich young master, while the other is a cautious, shrewd industry leader. They take an instant dislike to each other, and whenever they meet, sparks fly as neither is willing to back down. By chance, Yuan Yang discovers Gu Qingpei’s secret and sets a scheme in motion against him. He never expects strange feelings to gradually take root in his heart. With their cla 33.6kReads9.5Score9.8kShelves
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  11. 11 His Little Fool Doesn't Cry Anymore 他的小傻子不爱哭了 Two Male Leads1.2M WordsCompleted [BL + both pure + angst + just rated] In a corner of Shengying Noble High School, there was always a figure named Su Nian. As the illegitimate son the Su family kept hidden from the world, he had suffered a childhood accident that left him with a brain injury. He was always half a beat slower than everyone else, and his clear eyes were often filled with timid confusion. When classmates mocked and shoved him, all he could do was tear up, like a little beast nobody wanted. In the hallway, Su Nian 9.4kReads9.3Score703Shelves
  12. 12 Little White Poplar 小白杨 Modern Romance438k WordsCompleted Bai Xinyu, a rich second-generation kid, is thrown into the army by his family for "reform." Young Master Bai tearfully accepts his fate, and, as luck would have it, runs into Yu Fengcheng, who makes trouble for him at every turn. As Bai Xinyu struggles through army life alongside Yu Fengcheng, he gradually grows into a sturdy, resilient "little white poplar." 21.5kReads9.3Score4.8kShelves
  13. 13 So Love Has an Expiration Date 原来爱有期限 Two Male Leads26k WordsCompleted Shao Ning: Everyone says love can overcome any obstacle. It’s not that I don’t believe in love, but love can change in an instant. The only thing that lasts is... a 15-year limit... Maybe Mom, you and Dad were right. In the end, a man and a man just can’t be together. 1.8kReads—Score193Shelves
  14. 14 Who Can I Tell My Grudge To? 恨谁诉? Two Male Leads122k WordsCompleted Each chapter is a standalone tragic love story with an open ending, so use your imagination. Some stories are set in ancient times and others in the modern day, but they're all tragic. If that's not your thing, feel free to skip them. 676Reads8.7Score133Shelves
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  15. 15 Who Takes Whom Seriously? 谁把谁当真 Two Male Leads363k WordsCompleted One is a fickle playboy who lives life as he pleases. The other has been through countless trials and puts reason before emotion. A relationship that began with “living in the moment” gradually turned into a bloodless battle of wits, where each tried to win the other’s heart. They distrust each other, yet feel drawn to one another, constantly testing each other’s limits with suspicion and probing. They knowingly fall into the trap, surrendering to feelings in confusion, until they’re caught in a 38.6kReads9.5Score7.9kShelves
  16. 16 After I Was Sent to Conversion Therapy, the One Who Hated Me Went Mad 去了戒同所后,恨我的他却疯了 10k WordsCompleted After I was sent to a conversion camp, the man who hated me went mad 2.4kReads—Score112Shelves
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  17. 17 Yet You Love Someone Else 你却爱着一个他 Two Male Leads339k WordsCompleted Proud and self-assured, Jian Suiying loves fiercely and hates fiercely. He relentlessly pursues Li Yu, his younger brother Jian Suilin's classmate. But his arrogant, domineering attitude makes Li Yu feel deeply humiliated and provoked, awakening the beastly, frenzied side of this pampered young heir. Desire and affection become hopelessly entangled, impossible to separate. What seems to be nothing more than a pursuit and contest between the two gradually spirals out of control because of Jian Su 85.3kReads9.4Score15.8kShelves
  18. 18 Giving Up Depression Along With Love 把抑郁症和爱一起戒掉 Two Male Leads148k WordsCompleted Tags: BE | Tragic Romance | Two Male Leads | Campus | Mutual Salvation Note: The main story is about 20 chapters, with the rest consisting of extras. [Cold and aloof Lu Yu] x [Insecure Lin Qi] Lin Qi's world is a deep blue that cannot be mixed away on a painter's palette. Lu Yu's world is a desolate place, forever weightless between the lines. Two boys, trapped for years in the depths of their emotions, secretly build a spiritual utopia just for each other in a glass room in an old building. 270Reads8.8Score182Shelves
  19. 19 Additional Inheritance 附加遗产 Two Male Leads470k WordsCompleted Yaya was gone. She had killed herself. Though they weren't related by blood, she had been his older sister for over ten years. Now she had vanished just like that, leaving him a sizable inheritance and... a child. He was only nineteen that year, still a child himself, yet somehow he had to look after a teenager. The kid wasn't difficult to care for. The moodiness and rebelliousness of adolescence were nowhere to be seen. He was brilliant, far more mature and levelheaded than his age suggested, a 56.5kReads9.5Score16.7kShelves
  20. 20 Conversion Therapy! 戒同所! Two Female Leads72k WordsCompleted Two female leads ✖️ modern setting (two female leads!!!) After five years in a conversion therapy camp, Chen Yao has changed... What will become of the two who once loved each other? Will they reconcile, or will it end in tragedy? 85Reads—Score—Shelves
  21. 21 Drunk for a Hundred Years 一醉经年 Two Male Leads349k WordsCompleted A secret crush is like a flask of strong liquor. You know that drinking it will leave you dizzy, make you lose control, and bring you pain, yet you still throw yourself into it like a moth to a flame, all too happy to suffer. You only take a sip, while I drink until I’m drunk. But everyone who drinks has to sober up one day. A calm, aloof engineer bottom VS a selfish, cold-hearted celebrity top 20.4kReads9.4Score6.3kShelves
  22. 22 Faithful Hound 忠犬 Two Male Leads45k WordsCompleted Zhou Qi says he’ll be Qi Tingyao’s dog for the rest of his life, but he can’t bear to stop there. Through countless sleepless nights, he tears at his own soul and cries out with longing. The feelings he has buried deep in his heart for over a decade finally burst forth. Just how much does he love Qi Tingyao? Perhaps it’s shown in the way he finally finds the strength to let go as he lies dying. 3.6kReads8.6Score393Shelves
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  23. 23 The Sissy of the 188 Club 188男团娘娘腔 Two Male Leads365k WordsCompleted Li Chengxiu was timid and taciturn, and ostracized throughout his school years. Shao Qun’s passing whim gave him the only warmth he had ever known, but it also pushed him, while still young, into even deeper darkness. More than a decade later, they meet again. To Shao Qun, Li Chengxiu is a sweet treat he never dared taste back then, so he deliberately draws close. Will this be a chance to redeem the past, or the beginning of another disaster? 28.6kReads9.3Score5.5kShelves
  24. 24 The One Thing I Wanted to Record Before I Died 死前,我唯一想记录的 Two Male Leads25k WordsCompleted I fell in love with my non-blood-related older brother, but he found me disgusting and sent me to a conversion therapy center. After I got out, my mental state deteriorated day by day, and in the end, before I died, I wrote this 3.1kReads8.1Score656Shelves
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  25. 25 Mr. Fu, I'm Thirty-One This Year 傅先生我今年三十一了 Two Male Leads566k WordsCompleted Reader’s Guide. Some readers in the comments seem confused about who’s the top and who’s the bottom. Here’s the announcement. Mu Tinglan is the top, a total top! Fu Chenzhou is the bottom, an Alpha bottom! Since the top loves his wife, there isn’t much of a groveling arc, just a subtle one! If you’re a top or bottom fan who can’t accept a happy ending, feel free to drop this. There’s no need to leave nasty comments. We’re all adults here. This is an ABO world, and Alphas can be proud and arrogan 582Reads6.2Score104Shelves
  26. 26 Help! Whose Curly-Haired Hamster Got Kissed Senseless? 救命!谁家卷毛小仓鼠被亲懵了 Two Male Leads642k WordsCompleted [Curly-haired hamster bottom x crazed, possessive top] [Two male leads, ABO + chasing the husband after a breakup + bittersweet romance + intense push and pull] Bai Tang was a fluffy little evil hamster. On the day he died, he faintly heard the human who had been with him his whole life muttering, “Finally kicked the bucket,” and, “He bites everyone he sees.” Those cold words pierced Bai Tang’s heart. He wanted nothing more than to get up and bite the human twice. Suddenly, the world spun around 3.9kReads9.3Score511Shelves
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  27. 27 Be More Selfish in Our Next Lives: Could We Finally Be Together? 下辈子自私点:我们是不是就能在一起了 15k WordsCompleted Be a Little More Selfish in Our Next Life: Maybe Then We Can Be Together 185Reads—Score—Shelves
  28. 28 Zhu Bajie Carries His Bride 猪八戒背媳妇儿 Two Male Leads172k WordsCompleted BE Secret love + mutual pining + bittersweet youth Fair-skinned, pretty, fierce, and only tough at home uke × manly, handsome, goofy, and smooth-talking seme Bai Chi and Lu Shuo first met as children by fighting, and forged a bond that would last a lifetime. Lu Shuo teased Bai Chi for looking like a girl, so Bai Chi sat on one of his ribs and broke it. At college, the two gradually grew from naive boys into mature young men. Their love was like apricots ripening from green to yellow, tart and as 2Reads—Score—Shelves
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  29. 29 Who Taught You to Be a Brother Like That? 谁教你这么当兄弟的 Two Male Leads544k WordsCompleted [The print edition is now available, published under the title Planetary Effect] Chen Zhijuan is the top surgeon in the orthopedics department at Beicheng People's Hospital. He's usually cold and taciturn. Dr. Chen is strikingly handsome, and his crisp, slender figure in a white coat gives off an air of restraint. The girls chasing after him could circle the hospital three times. Too bad his heart belongs to someone else. He's been secretly in love with his best friend for nearly ten years. The 83.9kReads9.3Score12.4kShelves
  30. 30 The Cool, Scheming Secretary: The Commander Can’t Get Away 清冷侍郎芝麻馅,指挥使他跑不掉 Two Male Leads651k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + pure sweetness, no angst + happy ending + long-planned scheming + two strong leads + multiple couples + both are pure] In the eyes of the world, Wei Shuangge was the dreaded and despised commander of the Imperial Guard, while Gu Chibai, born into the Jiangnan Gu family, was an upright official with an unblemished reputation. The emperor decreed that Wei Shuangge and Gu Chibai should marry. Wei Shuangge immediately flopped onto the floor. “I refuse to marry!” He kicked his legs 16.2kReads9.4Score2.4kShelves
  31. 31 Since Ancient Times, Forbidden Affairs Have Ended in Death: A Fateful Bond 自古奸情出人命之孽缘锁 8k WordsCompleted A Fateful Bond: Where Forbidden Affairs Have Always Led to Bloodshed 8.7kReads—Score137Shelves
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  32. 32 This Alpha Won't Be My Archrival's Simp 我Alpha才不做死对头的舔狗 Two Male Leads177k WordsCompleted EABO + two equally strong leads + the top has been plotting this for a long time + childhood friends turned bitter rivals + getting back together after a breakup + sweet romance with a happy ending Sharp-tongued, proud, hot-tempered little chili alpha × refined, wicked enigma Chi Ye only discovers at twenty-two that he has an arranged marriage. And his betrothed is none other than his sworn enemy, Meng Yanci! Everyone in their wealthy circle knows that although Chi Ye and Meng Yanci grew up toge 7.1kReads9.4Score1.1kShelves
  33. 33 Classic of Mountains and Seas: A Bestiary of Strange Beasts 山海经.异兽录 Mystery6k WordsCompleted The Classic of Mountains and Seas: Record of Strange Beasts 1.1kReads—Score—Shelves
  34. 34 After the Socially Anxious Couch Potato Was Imprisoned by a Yandere 当社恐咸鱼被病娇囚禁后 Two Male Leads333k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads + Each Other's First Love + Socially Anxious Homebody vs. Yandere] 1. Lin Qiu is socially anxious. His dream is to never leave the house, never work, and never have to talk to strangers. He wants to be a happy little couch potato, nesting at home in bliss. Life is hard. The couch potato sighed, and Lin Qiu was forced to get back on his feet. 2. Maybe Heaven heard Lin Qiu's innermost wish. At last, when he was twenty-four, his own boss locked him up. His boss was also incredibly h 22.5kReads9.2Score3.3kShelves
  35. 35 Those Years I Spent in Dongguan 我在东莞那些年 6k WordsCompleted My Years in Dongguan 1.4kReads—Score—Shelves
  36. 36 Wait, What Kind of Royal Guard Would Dare Bully the Emperor? 不是,谁家暗卫敢欺皇上呀? Two Male Leads484k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + exclusive 1v1 romance + emperor and bodyguard + emperor switches from top to bottom, bodyguard switches from bottom to top + System + transmigration + sweet romance + light physical angst, no emotional angst! Both leads are powerful!] Two male leads, an emperor and his bodyguard, transmigration, a System, and missions. The emperor switches from top to bottom, while the bodyguard switches from bottom to top. One side couple has a crybaby top and a burly bottom, while another sid 20.8kReads9.5Score3kShelves
  37. 37 Ancient Legends 上古传说 13k WordsCompleted Ancient Legends 418Reads—Score—Shelves
  38. 38 Hidden in Late Winter 深藏晚冬 Modern Romance351k WordsCompleted [Signed for publication] [Two top students + love that grows over time + youth and school days + angst] Gentle, sweet girl × jealous, cocky boy * At sixteen, he said he wanted to become a police officer and protect the people. She said she wanted to become a doctor and save lives. * At seventeen, he said, “We met in winter, Wen Yu. We'll spend so many more winters together. Take care of this white camellia for me for now.” The wind lifted the hem of the boy's coat, and his eyes shone. So she rem 2.7kReads9.3Score546Shelves
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  39. 39 Bone Maiden of the Great Wilderness: I, a Mortal, Subdue Gods and Demons 大荒骨女:我以凡躯镇神魔 17k WordsCompleted Daughter of the Great Wilderness: I Hold the Gods and Demons at Bay with a Mortal Body 258Reads—Score—Shelves
  40. 40 Classic of Mountains and Seas: With a Mortal Heart, I Subdue Ten Thousand Demons 山海经:我以凡心镇万妖 16k WordsCompleted The Classic of Mountains and Seas: I Hold Back Ten Thousand Demons with a Mortal Heart 80Reads—Score—Shelves
  41. 41 My Eight-Year Crush Gave Me 11,000 as a Wedding Gift on My Wedding Day 八年暗恋对象,我结婚那天他上了一万一的礼金 6k WordsCompleted My Secret Crush of Eight Years Gave Me 11,000 Yuan as a Wedding Gift on My Wedding Day 1.2kReads—Score—Shelves
  42. 42 The Tiger Carries His Beloved Home! 虎驮良人归! 6k WordsCompleted A Tiger Carries the Good Man Home! 66Reads—Score—Shelves
  43. 43 Heartbroken to Pieces, I Smile as the Boyfriend I Searched for Ten Years Becomes My Brother-in-Law 心碎成渣,笑着看我找了十年的男友成了我姐夫 9k WordsCompleted My heart was shattered to pieces, yet I smiled as I watched the boyfriend I'd searched for for ten years become my brother-in-law. 248Reads—Score—Shelves
  44. 44 The Secret Records of Qingwu: A Feng Shui Master 青乌秘录之风水师 7k WordsCompleted The Secret Records of Qingwu: A Feng Shui Master 84Reads—Score—Shelves
  45. 45 I Am a Viper 吾为毒蛇 7k WordsCompleted I Am a Viper 196Reads—Score—Shelves
  46. 46 Fate Was Transferred, Yet He Thought I Was Heartless 气运转移,他却以为是我薄情 10k WordsCompleted My Luck Was Transferred, Yet He Thought I Was Heartless 1.2kReads—Score—Shelves
  47. 47 After Being Vilified Across the Internet, I Expose a Shocking Scam by a Top Tycoon Family 被全网唾骂后,我曝光了顶级豪门的惊天骗局 7k WordsCompleted After Being Vilified Across the Internet, I Exposed a Shocking Scam by a Top-Ranking Family 246Reads—Score—Shelves
  48. 48 My Overbearing Wife 我的老婆霸道大人 Marriage & Romance12k WordsCompleted My Wife, the Overbearing Lady 182Reads—Score—Shelves
  49. 49 A Heartbreak on an Autumn Night, the Words He Hid Until His Death 秋夜伤真情,他瞒到死的那句话 6k WordsCompleted On an autumn night, a wound to the heart revealed his true feelings: the words he kept hidden until he died. 221Reads—Score—Shelves
  50. 50 Classic of Mountains and Seas: Return to the Great Desolation 山海经·大荒归墟 Female-Channel Fanfiction16k WordsCompleted The Classic of Mountains and Seas: Return to the Great Desolation 118Reads—Score—Shelves

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