The Heroine Has Depression and Is Suicidal… An Angsty, Tearjerking Story That’ll Make You Lose 10 Jin 女主抑郁症，轻生…虐文，催泪，暴瘦10斤的那种

1. 101 她 She Isn't Coming Back 她不再回来了 Naughty Little Deer小鹿不乖Modern Romance226k WordsCompleted [Secret crush # campus angst # reunion after years apart # both are virgins # modern romance # tragic ending] [Animated comic coming soon] At the start of the school year that autumn, Lu Zhixia’s bright, starry eyes landed on him, and she froze. Was she really going to share a desk with Jiang Chiye, her longtime nemesis? And that wasn’t all. They were living under the same roof, too. She expected them to fight until the whole world shook, but instead, Lu Zhixia found that her nemesis seemed to d 5.1kReads8.7Score59814d adds
2. 102 是 Even a Bad Seed Heiress Must Be Punished Severely 是坏种大小姐也要狠狠惩戒 Fermented Rice Wine Sprite酒酿小妖Modern Romance262k WordsCompleted (The rating just came out) [Mutual hatred turning to love + mild coercion + coming-of-age romance + both pure] [Villainess] [No moral standards] A revenge-seeking, ruthless older brother × a spoiled, vicious young lady born bad The spoiled young lady who had tormented him from her lofty perch since childhood has finally fallen into her older brother’s hands. “Duan Qingye, you wouldn’t dare!” The next second, “Waaah, brother, I was wrong.” She kneels on the ground, her chin forced up as she 4kReads6.3Score24414d adds

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   It's alright, it's alright, it's alright.

3. 103 风 The Feng Family’s Treasured Mother and Daughter 风家的宝贝母女 The Later Generation Clan后人一族Two Male Leads232k WordsCompleted A novel about love, marriage, and redemption. If I don’t wear the golden headband, how can I save you? If I put on the golden headband, how can I still love you? A love story about the mother and daughter of the Feng family! 1.1kReads6.5Score—14d adds

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   I recommend this novel about a mother and daughter, a female-oriented story.

4. 104 情 The Lover’s Desperate Exchange 情人绝望的交换 The Later Generation Clan后人一族Urban314k WordsCompleted In his previous life, Lin Xi watched his wife leave for a faraway place with their daughter, then saw his mistress jump off a bridge with her child in her arms. In utter despair, he jumped too. When he awoke, he had returned to the time just before starting university. Could he save both daughters this time? 571Reads8.1Score—14d adds
5. 105 背 Betrayal: This Is the Last Time I'll Love You 背叛：是我最后一次爱你 The Later Generation Clan后人一族Modern Romance8k WordsCompleted Betrayal: This Is the Last Time I'll Love You 288Reads—Score—14d adds
6. 106 她 She, the Gloomy Madwoman, Was Read Like a Book 她，阴郁疯批被读心 Hui Li绘栗Modern Romance635k WordsCompleted The animated drama "Just Met, Platycodon" is now streaming. [Everyone's Favorite + Unpredictable Heroine + Mind Reading + Wealthy Families + Groveling Arc + No Fixed Couple + Otome Leaning] [Complete. We recommend turning off the comments while reading.] She was Lan Yetan, a mentally ill girl with no desire to survive. After dying, she inexplicably transmigrated into "The Sweet and Soft Green Tea Darling Is at It Again." At first, she figured she would just drift aimlessly as a lonely ghost. How 11.2kReads8.9Score90314d adds

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   The beginning was quite angsty, but the ending was okay, and the epilogue was a bit sweet.

7. 107 暖 A Warm Encounter with Sheng 暖笙肆遇 Cloud Brocade Wise Treasure云锦慧宝Modern Romance458k WordsCompleted Zhao Nuansheng never imagined she'd run into Qi Yu in such a frantic situation. In her haste, she heard someone say, “Uncle, you're in such a hurry to leave. Are you going to see Auntie Xitang?” The cup of boiling water, a hundred degrees Celsius, on her desk spilled onto her fingertips, the pain cutting through the seven years of secret, hurried, unspoken love she had carried. A faint ache filled her chest. Bitter and excited, she replied, “Hello, I'm Zhao Nuansheng, Qi Siyi's homeroom teacher. 1.4kReads6.8Score13014d adds

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   A bittersweet story of redemption. The female protagonist suffers greatly. Later, she develops severe depression. She saves herself entirely. Her life is incredibly difficult. [Crying][crying][crying][crying][crying]

8. 108 宝 Baby, You’re So Seductive, I Want to Kiss You: The Fake Heiress Is Forced to Fall in Love! 宝宝好欲想亲，假千金被强制爱！ A Wandering Little Cat辗转小猫Modern Romance207k WordsCompleted Fake heiress vs. possessive, unhinged brother | 1v1 forced romance | Love and hate intertwined She was the Zhou family’s fake heiress, raised by them for eighteen years, and she’d called him “Big Brother” countless times. He exposed her true identity and cast her into the abyss, then forcibly kept her by his side when she had nowhere else to turn, swearing he would lock her there for the rest of her life. Love was obsession, possession, and the stubborn resolve to never let go, even if she hat 1.1kReads—Score—14d adds

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   This was so bad, I could barely breathe after reading the ending. I thought it was going to be a sweet romance novel at the beginning!

9. 109 放 Dare to Love 放肆去爱 Tong, Just One Tong桐一个桐Modern Romance500k WordsCompleted [One-on-one, both leads are virgins, reunion after a long separation, rekindled love, mutual devotion, happy ending] [Hot-tempered, jealous, secretly soft-hearted, healing, loyal puppy x gentle and sweet, inwardly insecure, severe depression, little bunny] In high school, Chi Pei was a troublemaking menace with dyed blond hair who would fight without caring if he got hurt. Ye Qing was the only person among the students and teachers who dared to drag him aside and lecture him. Speaking slowly an 14.6kReads8.8Score1.1k14d adds

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   This one!!! [Sending a heart]

10. 110 我 Did I Get the Wrong Terminal Illness Script? 我的绝症剧本是不是拿错了？ Desk Sighing桌唉ingTwo Female Leads241k WordsCompleted (Yuri) + (Slice of Life) + (Angst) + (Depressing) + (Not Both Strong) Mostly daily life, mostly daily life, mostly daily life! Important things must be said three times. “Tell me, why are you clinging to someone who’s about to die?” “Because I’ve changed. I’ve developed some abnormal feelings for you.” “I’ve changed too. I’ve become more aggressive than before... I’ll kill you.” “Mm, I know.” Her voice paused, like a bow suspended above the strings. “But until then, I’ll keep you under control 890Reads8.3Score10014d adds

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    I guess so. [Thinking]

11. 111 学 Behave Yourself! 学乖！ Bu Xue'er步雪儿Modern Romance236k WordsCompleted School Life | Healing | Family of Origin | Bittersweet Romance | BE “That person stumbled into your lightless corner and stood before you, backlit, holding out a hand. It was salvation, and it was a god.” Gentle and sensitive × Cold on the outside, warm within He had always been the center of attention, born into a prominent family and exceptional in every way. She was as insignificant as a speck of dust. To everyone else, they were like parallel lines that could never meet, destined never to cr 1.6kReads8.9Score29314d adds

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    It's really beautiful, but also a pity.

12. 112 藏 Hidden Jasmine 藏茉莉 Jian Qingzi见清子Modern Romance273k WordsCompleted The rating just went up. It’ll rise more later~ [Lin Mosheng × Zhou Yu] On a stormy day, the air was damp and oppressive. An old tune drifted from the music box on the table, and through her hazy consciousness, she returned to her first year of high school. “Shengsheng, what are you standing there for?” The woman smiled and urged her. “Hurry up and call him big brother.” Lin Mosheng looked at the boy in front of her, her eyes instantly turning red. Choking back tears, she said, “Zhou Yu?” The bo 519Reads8.3Score10214d adds

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    He died on her eighteenth birthday. She couldn't accept it and attempted suicide twice to join him. [Crying][crying]

13. 113 他 His Bite Marks 他的咬痕 Mi Xiaoxi咪小汐Modern Romance281k WordsCompleted [Print edition signed and awaiting release] [Short drama now streaming] [Rekindled Romance + Reunion After Years Apart + Mutual Devotion + Mutual Salvation + Sweet Youthful Romance] In high school, Wen Shumiao had a passionate romance that ended in the most humiliating way possible. They meet again six years later. He's the owner of a tattoo shop, and she's become his employee. He treats her with the cold indifference of a stranger. But when Xie Jin sees Wen Shumiao carrying a suitcase, he final 61.6kReads9.5Score5.5k14d adds

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    All of them feature female protagonists with depression, which is really heartbreaking. The fourth to last book features a female protagonist with stomach cancer who dies on the day the male protagonist takes his college entrance exam [crying][crying][crying]. These books all have very high ratings for me, someone who is very picky about books.

14. 114 灰 The Gray Lotus 灰莲花 Clouds of Rough Noodles Again又见糙面云Modern Romance819k WordsCompleted [A textbook case of realist business warfare + a deeply romantic, top-tier intellectual romance] The world has gone mad. A top-tier rich, handsome young heir is forced to compete with his wealthy wife for a lover... “If she likes me and I like her too, then we’ll each have to prove ourselves.” The male lead is loaded with resources and comes with every advantage, while the female lead has brains and beauty and rises from humble beginnings. A textbook case of realist business warfare, arranged fa 37.7kReads9.4Score4.5k14d adds

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    Not suitable for young children or those with a "feel-good" mentality; this is absolutely textbook-level contemporary romance. The business intrigue and romance are both sophisticated, every character is incredibly captivating, the male lead is extremely devoted, and the female lead is quite compelling. The premise is unique and exceptionally well-developed.

15. 115 听 I Heard You've Liked Me for a Long Time 听说你喜欢我很久了 Qing Wuyu青梧鱼Modern Romance426k WordsCompleted [Campus | Redemption | Unrequited Love from the Male Lead | Open Communication | Pure Romance, 1v1 | Happy Ending] [Resilient, Frail Girl × Gentle, Guiding Boy] * To Chang Queyin, he was the moon in the sky. Bold and dazzling, he was the adored pride of everyone around him. She was the river below, reflecting the moon's image, beautiful from afar but never to be approached. An endless rainstorm raged in her heart. She was afraid conversations might touch on her family, wrapped herself up tight, 1.6kReads8.3Score32614d adds

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    This was originally a story about family ties, but the romance between the male and female leads wasn't overly dramatic or melodramatic. There were no misunderstandings or clichés, and the male lead helped the female lead overcome her difficulties.

16. 116 暗 Requiem in the Dark 暗夜重奏 Drizzling Evening Rain暮雨潇潇Modern Romance160k WordsCompleted [One-on-one romance + Everyone is a psycho + Everyone’s favorite + The second male lead takes the lead] When the whole world is full of psychos, Yu An spends every day either dying or on her way to die… Walking alone at night, she catches the eye of a serial killer. Passing by, a perverted boxer becomes interested in her looks and follows her home. Living alone, a smiling, sinister neighbor knocks on her door. At work, a cold, ruthless boss who’s just been transferred in sets his sights on her. 5Reads—Score114d adds

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    Based on the synopsis, I thought this was some kind of perverted story, but it ended up luring me in to kill people. The female lead died of depression, and the male lead, in an attempt to save her, reincarnated countless times, dying in the process. In the end, it was all for the second male lead.

17. 117 她 She Was Buried When the Jasmine Bloomed 她葬在茉莉花期 Waiting for Our Hearts to Resonate等待心脏共鸣Two Female Leads219k WordsCompleted Dual female leads · Ultimate bittersweet tragedy · Tortured romance and suspense A fatal tenderness about obsession and redemption. When the jasmine blooms, she sleeps forever. She leaves behind an unsent letter, a promise unfulfilled, and another woman searching for the truth for the rest of her life. If we can’t live together, then let’s leave together. She coughs up blood while brewing medicine for me, fills my bedside with jasmine, yet keeps me imprisoned. As the truth emerges with that unse 23Reads—Score—14d adds

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    This perfectly fits the parallel world scenario where two female protagonists are pretending to be experiments and undergoing drug treatment, torturing and pulling each other, with one threatening suicide while the other...

18. 118 渡 I Saved Him, but No One Saved Me 渡他，无人渡我 Listening to the Wind, Finding Joy听风拾悦11k WordsCompleted I’ll save you, though no one will save me. 1.7kReads—Score—14d adds

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    Extreme angst + tragic ending + wife-chasing frenzy, this is for those who enjoy angst-filled stories.

19. 119 离 The Sun Will Shine When I Leave You 离开你，天才会晴 Listening to the Wind, Finding Joy听风拾悦11k WordsCompleted Once I leave you, the skies will clear. 560Reads—Score—14d adds
20. 120 半 Half-Mountain Ferry: No Shore Beyond, So I Make a Way 半山渡：彼岸无岸，我开路 Get Me得我Modern Romance700k WordsCompleted A boy’s pursuit of pleasure turns into a youth filled with the bittersweet aches of growing up. [Depressed, frail, adored-by-all campus beauty × a battlefield of love rivals | 1990s school days | bittersweet youth, tragic ending | push and pull | dissociative identity | based on a true story] Who can save her shattered soul? ① The domineering class monitor: “Even if I can’t win your heart, I’ll have you.” Du Qinghuan bit her lower lip. “You wouldn’t dare!” His desire got the better of him. “Gues 102Reads8.9Score—14d adds

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    The female lead suffers from depression and split personality; perhaps no one can save her, perhaps only she can save herself… Everyone's story ends tragically; it's even more heartbreaking than a tragic river of sorrow, guaranteed to make you cry.

21. 121 他 He Lives in the Moonlight 他住在月光里 Wan'er Jiujiu莞尔啾啾Urban216k WordsCompleted A moving story about a young woman with depression who gradually finds the courage to confront it and fight back. 209Reads9.4Score—14d adds
22. 122 晚 Dusk Comes Late 晚晚辞暮 Nan Hua楠婳Modern Romance204k WordsCompleted [A girl with depression and a lonely boy] Bad ending It was both salvation and an abyss. Step by step, she fell into the dust. “They trampled on my dignity as they pleased. Only he stayed by my side.” He said, “Most people who love each other in this world can’t be together.” So that year, one person celebrated a happy new marriage, while another lay in eternal rest. I thought we would always be together, but I forgot about the mountain birds and the road... Years passed, and we never met again 11Reads—Score—14d adds
23. 123 星 Stars Were Always Romantic 星星本就浪漫 Zhi Xia Yuan栀夏鸢Modern Romance358k WordsCompleted A beautiful, soft-spoken girl transferred to Kunbei No. 2 High School. Within just a few weeks, a classmate had already confessed to her. But then a medical record posted on the school forum suddenly became public, making everyone curious about why its owner was ill. As her classmates gradually began to distance themselves, Lin Yuxuan still had a group of friends who never abandoned her. Lu Ye, a boy with a cold face and a colder heart, would sternly defend her against the rumors. He would also 3.1kReads9.3Score48214d adds
24. 124 皇 The Empress Leaped to Her Death, and the Mad Tyrant Wept Until His Eyes Were Red 皇后纵身一跃，疯批暴君哭红了眼 Huang Dandan黄蛋蛋Ancient Romance635k WordsCompleted [One-on-one romance, devoted couple + palace intrigue + regretful pursuit, clear-headed heroine, everyone's unattainable ideal] Meng Tang is a gracious, gentle empress who never competes for favor. Everyone thinks she is a true white lotus standing tall in the harem, and even the tyrant believes it. He takes a new concubine, and she smiles, congratulates him, and arranges for the newcomer to spend the night with him. He sends her restorative medicine, and she obediently takes it, knowing full we 21.5kReads9.3Score2k14d adds

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    Empress Meng Tang is gentle and unassuming, seen as a "true white lotus" by everyone, including the tyrant. When he takes a concubine, she congratulates and makes arrangements; when he sends her contraceptives, she takes them; when he falls ill, she uses her heart's blood to relieve his pain. He asks her why she is so kind, but in reality, this is a 1v1, virgin palace intrigue story. The female lead is clear-headed, and there's a "wife-chasing-after-the-cremation" plot to follow.

25. 125 失 Misbehaving 失乖 Bu Fan fan步繁fanModern Romance251k WordsCompleted [Proud boy × rebellious girl] [Mutual salvation | Sweet first, then angst | Youthful heartbreak | Bad ending] The September wind carried unfamiliar scents as the unruly Xu Fan was forced by her mother to attend school in the distant city of Huandu. She put on a sweet, well-behaved mask, hoping only to get through her final year of high school in peace. Her mother's strict rules were like shackles, forbidding her from getting involved with anyone or anything “disobedient.” But fate had other pla 248Reads—Score—14d adds

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    This book is very good; the sentences are very poetic. It's just that the male and female leads were supposed to reunite, but the male lead died protecting the female lead, and the female lead later committed suicide for love. I cried so much! [Crying][crying] The supporting characters are also great. I highly recommend reading it.

26. 126 我 I Designed Your Bride's Wedding Dress with My Own Hands 我亲手为你的新娘设计了婚纱 Sui Wei岁微Modern Romance20k WordsCompleted Cover image source: XHS, Snowy Day Originally titled “Out of Focus” A secret crush is one person out of focus; loving someone you can’t have is two people on parallel lines. When you appeared, the whole world went out of focus. The first time we met, I tripped in front of you. From then on, I’ve always stumbled right where you are. Jian Lushun, goodbye forever. 20Reads—Score—14d adds

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    Nice...

27. 127 等 Waiting to Meet You Again 等待与你重逢 Wang Fei忘非Modern Romance109k WordsCompleted Bai Qianying has loved her childhood friend Mu Lingyu for as long as she can remember, but he has always seen her as a little sister. She decides to move on, and while healing from heartbreak, she meets Xu Yuchen, who brings warmth into her life. But then Mu Lingyu realizes he has fallen deeply in love with her. What should Bai Qianying do? [I’m a new writer, so I hope you’ll show your support! My writing may not be great, so please bear with me. Feel free to offer suggestions, and I’ll keep imp 3Reads—Score—14d adds
28. 128 傅 Mr. Fu, Your Shadow Lover Has Run Away Again 傅先生，你的影子情人又跑了 Lu Lu碌禄Modern Romance346k WordsCompleted A pharmaceutical tycoon brought down from his pedestal VS a female doctor who seems cool and composed but is actually a depressed, unhinged patient with a mental illness. Everyone in the world says Mrs. Fu is mentally ill and has never loved him, but Mr. Fu says, “So what if she’s mentally ill? It’s fine. This is love.” 155Reads—Score—14d adds

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    A pharmaceutical tycoon brought down from his pedestal versus a seemingly aloof doctor who is actually depressed, insane, and mentally ill. Everyone in the world says Mrs. Fu is mentally ill and has never loved him, but Mr. Fu says that although she is mentally ill, it doesn't matter, it's love. But she still stubbornly jumps off the cliff...

29. 129 星 Across the Stars and Moon, I Send My Love 星月渡相思 Breeze for a Pillow, Clouds for a Blanket挽风枕云Modern Romance161k WordsCompleted [Amnesiac innocent heroine] VS [possessive love] VS [devoted couple] Years ago, the Luo family was framed and ruined overnight. Unwilling to let Luo Mingyu be dragged down with her, Tang Xi cruelly dumped him and turned around to marry his sworn enemy. She said, “If I ever think of you, an old acquaintance, I’ll burn some spirit money for you during the holidays. Just remember to come collect it, Mr. Luo.” He replied, “There’s no need to trouble yourself, Miss Tang. I find what you burn filthy. 159Reads8.1Score—14d adds

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    The female lead attempted suicide three times, succeeding on the last attempt; the male lead then faced a grueling chase to win her back.

30. 130 遗 The Will Goes Public, and Bai Lu Breaks Down in Tears After Learning the Truth! 遗嘱曝光，得知真相后白露泪崩！ Carefree Wandering Dust逍遥逸尘Urban641k WordsCompleted [Feel-good revenge fantasy, no System + one heroine + delicate emotions + a few tearjerking moments] After transmigrating, Chen Chen amasses an unprecedented fortune! He also meets the light of his life, Bai Mengyan. Keeping his identity secret, Chen Chen shares an ordinary, happy life with Bai Mengyan... But fate has other plans: Chen Chen is diagnosed with a terminal illness and has little time left. For the sake of the woman he loves, he leaves without saying goodbye. Yet during the five year —Reads—Score—14d adds
31. 131 蘑 Back to Field: Ten Suicide Notes Revealed, Leaving the Entire Internet in Tears 蘑菇屋：十封遗书曝光，泪崩全网 I Am Ten Yuan吾乃十元钱Male-Channel Fanfiction179k WordsCompleted Season 6 of Yearning for Life premiered. As soon as everyone arrived, they were stunned by the beautiful scenery. Before long, they discovered a strange little cabin. Inside, they found ten letters. The first read: “Nuan Nuan, the flowers on the island have bloomed. That means I’ve come to see you…” Lin Feng The whole internet buzzed: Had Lin Feng come to the island to pursue Nuan Nuan? Who was this Lin Feng? They read the second letter, then the third… all the way to the tenth. Only then did th 2.7kReads9.1Score31814d adds
32. 132 她 She’s Not Easy to Win Over 她不好哄 Qing Mu Zhi Qiu Ya青木知湫呀Modern Romance246k WordsCompleted The elegant young gentleman, gentle as jade: Qiao Shuyu The true “go-with-the-flow girl,” single-minded Xiao Qingqing Childhood sweethearts + mutual unrequited love + both devoted only to each other + one-on-one romance + older woman, younger man Their story began as childhood sweethearts, innocent and carefree. She would make a fuss while he laughed. She would call him “Monk Qiao” in her fierce little voice, and he would ask again and again, “Qingqing, when are you going to marry me?” Their sto 2.7kReads8.9Score10814d adds

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    The female lead experienced some unpleasant things in her childhood, so she always rejected the male lead's confession. Just when the two were about to get married, the female lead encountered the person who had hurt her, and her depression relapsed. When the male lead found the female lead on the hospital rooftop, she cried and told him, "I don't want to marry you anymore."

33. 133 夜 Young Master Ye, Stop Tormenting Me. Your Wife Is Already Gone 夜少别虐了，夫人已尸骨无存 Autumn Unseen不见秋Modern Romance189k WordsCompleted [Elite Family Tragedy | Obsessive Love | CEO’s Regretful Pursuit | Faked Death and Rebirth]“Su Yan, a wicked woman like you might as well be dead.” Su Yan had loved Ye Xiaohan for twelve years, but Ye Xiaohan despised her in every way. Su Yan thought that one day, Ye Xiaohan would realize how good she was, but he continued to hurt her without restraint. After suffering endless humiliation and abuse, and even having the child they shared taken away from her... Su Yan finally understood that Ye Xi 1.6kReads8.3Score15814d adds

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    Please, this book is absolutely amazing! [Licking screen]

34. 134 我EN I'm Not a God of Theater 我不是戏神 Three Nine Sound Domain三九音域Urban4.0M WordsCompleted The brand-new masterpiece by San Jiu Yin Yu, author of Slay the Gods | Winner of the Best Science-Fiction Web Novel Award at the Macau International Science Fiction Awards | A Chinese grotesque epic that turns the tide of an era After a scarlet meteor streaked across the sky, human civilization ground to a halt. From that day onward, humanity could no longer build a rocket, a nuclear bomb, an airplane, a car... The pyramid of civilization built upon modern science collapsed with a thunderous roa 1.7MReads9.9Score178.8k14d adds

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    Both are quite heartbreaking.

35. 135 十EN Ten Days to the End 十日终焉 Pest Control Team Member杀虫队队员Mystery3.2M WordsCompleted 2024 Tomato Novel Annual Peak Rankings TOP 1 | 2024 China Online Literature Influence List | 2024 China Good Novel Award | Over 2 million copies sold (No harem, no formulaic tropes, no invincibility, no System, no mindless antics, no wish fulfillment. Read with caution if these bother you.) Just when I thought it was an ordinary day, I discovered I had been captured and taken to the End. Just when I thought I could escape by continually taking part in death games, people began awakening supernat 1.7MReads9.9Score206.4k14d adds
36. 136 还 I Have Three Months Left to Live, So Let Me Die in Peace 还剩三个月命，请让我从容赴死 Reclining in the North高卧北Urban169k WordsCompleted From childhood onward, Zhuang Zi'ang was the kind of kid everyone called “the child other parents wish they had”: a model student every year and always first in his class. But after his parents divorced and his father started a new family, he became a child neither parent loved. At just eighteen, Zhuang Zi'ang is diagnosed with a terminal illness and given only three months to live. With his final three months, he decides to let out his rebellious, wild side and be truly himself for once. While 168.8kReads9.8Score19.3k14d adds

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    I've watched it three times, and I feel like crying every time.

37. 137 穿 Transmigrated as the Villain: Give the Heroine Happiness, Then Destroy It 穿成反派，给女主幸福，再毁掉 Xia Lu夏路Two Female Leads263k WordsCompleted (Yandere development) + (reincarnation) + (tragic love and hatred) + (two heroines) + (lots of cuddling) + (just got its rating) On the first day after transmigrating into a book, Yu An gains a reincarnation skill that lets her be reborn after death. But she didn’t expect that death would trap her in a loop. Every time she dies, she transmigrates back to the moment when You Wan is about to kill her. And whenever she returns to that moment, she’s destined to die... With each death, Yu An’s hatred 2.1kReads8.7Score11814d adds

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    🉑…

38. 138 厉 President Li, Your Wife Doesn’t Deserve to Die 厉总，夫人她罪不至死 The Music Never Ceases笙笙不息Modern Romance3.4M WordsCompleted Shen Zhichu had given him her whole heart for sixteen years, only to be told to leave with nothing, just so he could make room for the woman he had always loved. Li Jingshen thought he would be happy once that woman was gone, until he received her diagnosis... He rushed over in a panic, only to find her holding someone else’s hand. “Why didn’t you tell me you had stomach cancer?” “Weren’t you hoping I’d die sooner?” Shen Zhichu laughed scornfully. “Li Jingshen, I don’t want to spend the last of 8.9kReads8.7Score1.8k14d adds

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    Mr. Li, it's a rather serious illness.

39. 139 来 The Bad Woman from Prison 来自监狱的坏女人 Who Could Be My Match谁与为偶Mystery1.0M WordsCompleted Original title: The Chaste Police Commissioner: I've Locked Away Your Heart Workplace romance + suspenseful romance + soul swapping + unhinged villainess forces her love + forbidden cop-and-criminal romance + the queen returns I'm Su Yu. The “Goddess of Finance” admired by everyone in the business world. A meticulously planned car accident sent me tumbling from the clouds into the mud. I became the “suspect” everyone cursed and was personally delivered to a detention center. My best friend betra 830Reads9.2Score11414d adds

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    The female protagonist suffers from schizophrenia due to a traumatic past, mistakenly believing herself to be a female criminal and desperately seeking death. She meets a seemingly aloof and unapproachable male police officer, who initially views her as a criminal. However, as they fall in love, he tries to pull her back from the brink of darkness. A healing love story ❤️

40. 140 惊 Jing Yu Xun Jin 惊予浔槿 The Rabbit's Corner兔子的角落Modern Romance1.1M WordsOngoing [Marriage first, love later | Older man | Sweet romance | 1v1, both leads are each other's only partner | Slow burn] [The rating just came out, but it'll go up later] In Beijing's elite circles, everyone said the eldest daughter of the Luo family was cold and indifferent. Luo Jin thought so too, and figured she was perfectly suited to being a pawn in a marriage alliance. So when the “smiling King of Hell” proposed to her in front of everyone at a banquet, she asked only six words: “When are we r 11.8kReads8.4Score1.1k14d adds

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    I cried so much when I saw the ending. [Crying][crying]

41. 141 杨 Willow, Sway Gently 杨柳，轻轻摇 Years in Books书中年月Modern Romance120k WordsCompleted I often ask myself how I can die meaningfully, but that’s only something I want to do, something I need to do. Now I want to ask this world: What meaning does death have? What meaning does life have? My mother passed away… She was my last remaining family… After that… Doctors from the hospital kept coming by... every few days, disturbing my life… I’m grateful that someone cares about me... but when it happens so often... it gets annoying… I’m not sic 5Reads—Score—14d adds

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    I don't know if this counts... I probably won't be able to keep going...

42. 142 与 Spend the Summer with You 与你共赴夏 Shu You书呦Modern Romance239k WordsCompleted [Both leads are romantically inexperienced + school life + sweet romance] [Adorable sweet girl + pretends to be aloof, but secretly cares] Lin Chuyi and Jiang Zhan have known each other since birth. They have never been mortal enemies, but they have certainly argued plenty over the years. In other people’s eyes, Jiang Zhan is unruly and wildly popular. But to Lin Chuyi, he’s suddenly nothing special at all. One day, a friend challenged Lin Chuyi: With a childhood friend like him always hanging a 2kReads9.2Score23914d adds
43. 143 他 His Kiss, an Addiction I Can't Break 他的吻，戒不掉 Radiant Smile笑欢颜Modern Romance318k WordsCompleted [Reunion after years apart + rekindled love + mutual devotion + both virgins + healing] Roguish, arrogant CEO ✘ cool, alluring beauty That year, he was like a ray of light shining into her dark life. But she could only force herself to push him away and leave with another man. It poured on the day they broke up. “Jiang Yin, if you leave today, disappear for good. Never show your face in front of me again, or I’ll strangle you with my own hands!” His voice was as cold and sharp as a knife, cuttin 6kReads9.0Score51514d adds
44. 144 我 I'm in Love with the Moon 我恋月亮 Ning Yuchen宁雨沉Modern Romance368k WordsCompleted [Print edition now available] Wen Yan, a cello prodigy who had fallen from grace, returned to Lianyi City and reunited with her childhood friend, Jiang Tinghan. Jiang Tinghan was always picking on her, resenting her and blaming her for leaving without a word all those years ago. Yet just to see her again, he threw himself into track and field, transforming from an arrogant little troublemaker into a sports star who brought glory to his country. - Wen Yan's world had once been utterly dark, with 779Reads9.3Score10814d adds
45. 145 臣 Surrender to the Rose 臣服于玫瑰 Thin Persimmon Tea薄柿茶茶Modern Romance402k WordsCompleted [Gentle, Cool-Headed Girl vs. Free-Spirited, Edgy Rapper] The young master of the Chen family had been rapping and forming bands overseas, making a name for himself, when his father suddenly dragged him back to China to attend school. Then he was sent off to live in a teahouse against his will. His father wanted him to settle down and study in that quiet, old-fashioned place, and hoped it would smooth out his unruly streak. But Chen Mu was the kind of person who drew attention wherever he went. 20.4kReads9.5Score2.6k14d adds
46. 146 风 When the Wind Rises, I’ll Come to You 风起向你 Thin Persimmon Tea薄柿茶茶Modern Romance300k WordsCompleted [Reunion after years apart + second chance at love + mutual healing + childhood sweethearts] Xie Zhixun was every bit the golden boy. His looks, grades, and family background all made him stand out. Proud and dazzling, he was hard to approach. He had every reason to look down on the world, and his youthful confidence seemed boundless. Yet one evening, after the final study session, this very boy stopped the girl with the worst reputation at school. “Wen Nanwan.” “I can keep letting you have your 4.6kReads9.2Score52214d adds
47. 147 怎 How Can I Resist His Deliberate Flirting and Kisses? 怎抵他蓄意撩吻 A Poisonous Strawberry一颗毒草莓Modern Romance498k WordsCompleted Sweet romance + reunion after a long separation + rekindled love + mutual devotion + school life On the first day that Chi Yanbei, a famous figure from his old military high school, transfers to the school, a post appears on the school forum: “I've got my taunts ready for when Chi Yanbei crushes the ‘Queen Jingxu’ Ji Chutang in every way.” But what everyone sees is After every exam, the honor roll goes up, with Ji Chutang still at the top and Chi Yanbei right behind her. Chi Yanbei's motorcycle 2.7kReads9.4Score33414d adds
48. 148 斯 Sheesh! A Romance Show Gets Steamy! The Rebellious Top-Tier Star Wraps an Arm Around Her Waist and Kisses Her 斯哈！恋综撩爆！桀骜顶流揽腰吻 Song on the Eaves檐上歌Modern Romance307k WordsCompleted [Rekindled romance | He pursues her | Entertainment industry showbiz story] [Cool, gloomy little princess X rebellious top-tier star] When Jiang Ning returns to the country, a rumor spreads through their circle: “The young master of the capital's elite, Xi Yue, hid his identity and dated her, but she thought he was a poor guy and dumped him.” On the first day after returning, she politely turns down the blind date her father had forced on her. After a meal with the man, she is about to leave whe 8.1kReads9.1Score63414d adds
49. 149 同 My Deskmate Brings Me Light 同桌予你光亮 Qi Cheng栖橙Modern Romance190k WordsCompleted The physical book is now available under the published title Moonlight Comes for Me [The author's debut work. The writing is still immature, so readers, please proceed with caution] [School Life + Devoted Couple + Sweet Romance + Healing] Gloomy, cool, and gorgeous Orange Darling × Arrogant Young Master Mu “Brother Chen, the new transfer student is as beautiful as a fairy!” “Not interested. Leave me alone!” Later, Young Master Mu corners the little fairy in an alley and whines, “Baby, I'm sorry. 5kReads9.5Score70314d adds
50. 150 原 It Turns Out There’s No Light in the Deep Sea 原来深海没有光 Pian Qian翩浅Modern Romance233k WordsCompleted Girls from the south, most of them love the romance of snow drifting through a northern winter night. But what they don't know is that once the snow has fallen, howling winds soon follow. In an instant, they sweep away all the romance, exposing the bone-chilling cold beneath. 184Reads8.5Score—14d adds

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