The Heroine Has Depression and Is Suicidal… An Angsty, Tearjerking Story That’ll Make You Lose 10 Jin 女主抑郁症，轻生…虐文，催泪，暴瘦10斤的那种

1. 51 死 The One Thing I Wanted to Record Before I Died 死前，我唯一想记录的 He Yuyi鹤羽依Two Male Leads25k WordsCompleted I fell in love with my non-blood-related older brother, but he found me disgusting and sent me to a conversion therapy center. After I got out, my mental state deteriorated day by day, and in the end, before I died, I wrote this 3.1kReads8.1Score65614d adds
2. 52 鲸 Whale Fall into the Abyss 鲸落深渊 The Evil Dragon Blows Bubbles恶龙吹泡泡Two Male Leads39k WordsCompleted Little fish, little fish, may you swim out of the abyss soon. His younger brother, whom he had raised by hand despite no blood relation, sent him to a detention center for two years to “set him straight” and told him to come out once he was normal. Those two years were a nightmare that devoured him, one he could never wake from. His body and mind were tormented, his feelings worn away, and he was trained into numb, hopeless submission. “Knowing you raised me makes me sick. Why don’t you just die 23kReads8.1Score4k14d adds
3. 53 我 I Have Never Truly Lived 我从未真正的活过 Xiaohu Who Likes Cats and Dogs喜欢猫狗的晓虎Modern Romance118k WordsCompleted [Pure despair | Ultimate tragedy | No redemption | Suffocating from beginning to end | No twists, no rebirth, no coming to terms] Diagnosed with moderate depression and bipolar disorder at the age of twelve, a boy spends ten years learning one thing: how to hide his own death perfectly in the middle of a crowd. This is not a story about fighting back. There is no comeback, no redemption, and no one opening the door at the last moment. It is a story about “not existing.” When no one has ever tru 5.8kReads6.9Score1.1k14d adds
4. 54 你 You Have the Wildest Tenderness in Me 你拥有我最放肆的温柔 Christmas Rose YY圣诞蔷薇YYModern Romance179k WordsCompleted They say childhood sweethearts can't compete with someone who appears out of nowhere. But to Mu Shaoming, Nan Youyou is the love of his life. At three years old, Mu Shaoming swore he'd marry Nan Youyou and no one else. At eighteen, Mu Shaoming went to prison for Nan Youyou. At twenty, Mu Shaoming became Nan Youyou's husband. At twenty-three, Nan Youyou lost their first child. At twenty-five, Nan Youyou smiled at Mu Shaoming and said, "Brother Mu, let's get a divorce." Only after Nan Youyou died 232Reads8.2Score—14d adds

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   This book is absolutely heart-wrenching; I cried so much. The female lead dies in the end, and the male lead lives a lonely life.

5. 55 穿 After Becoming a Terminally Ill Heiress, I Can’t Enjoy Life at All! 穿成绝症千金后，活不了一点！ Near Death, I Sat Up in Shock垂死病中惊坐起Modern Romance1.2M WordsCompleted Su Muran spent twenty years treading carefully, then died in an unusually frigid sea. Her birth had killed her mother, and both her father and brother resented her. “Dad, let me tidy that up for you.” Su's father irritably drove her out. “Big brother, I made this cake for you.” She eagerly hoped he would accept it. He threw the cake on the ground with a look of disgust. “Get lost!” The Su family disliked Su Muran, and the servants bullied her. She was tired. Because her mother had given her life 10.1kReads8.9Score74214d adds

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   The female lead suffers from depression and has lost hope. Yun Nuan, Shen Nian, Lin Du... I cried from beginning to end.

6. 56 病 Spring Returns to the Branches of a Sick Tree 病树枝头又逢春 Sweet Melon甜甜的瓜Ancient Romance476k WordsCompleted [Print edition now available] Sang Nian accidentally climbs into the world of cultivation and becomes the vicious supporting female character who meets a tragic end in the book. System: Your mission is to marry the male supporting character, Xie Chenzhou, abuse him, humiliate him, and then get killed by him. Sang Nian: OK (brandishes little whip) (hits herself) (collapses with a thud) System: (silence) (stares at the sky) System: Mission changed. Win him over, or go mine coal. Sang Nian: (smiles 183.4kReads9.5Score25.3k14d adds
7. 57 全 Everyone in the Sect Is Love-Brained, Except Me, a True Lunatic 全宗门都是恋爱脑，唯我是真疯批 Paper Tiger纸老虎Ancient Romance1.3M WordsCompleted The complete print edition of A Double Crossing is now available on all platforms. Relationship blogger Lin Du died of a broken heart after being driven crazy by hopeless romantics. After death, she transmigrated into a tragic romance cultivation novel, becoming the beautiful, powerful, yet doomed junior uncle who paved the way for the protagonists' great love with her own ashes. After reading the script, she slowly typed a question mark. “Have they dug up every wild vegetable on this sect's mou 234.9kReads9.7Score27.6k14d adds
8. 58 丧 The Depressed, Wicked, Sickly Villainess Gives Up 丧系恶毒病美人女配摆烂了 Lousy Idle Fish烂烂的闲鱼Modern Romance339k WordsCompleted 1v1. A sickly heroine who falls ill at the slightest provocation. The male lead supports her unconditionally. Neither the original male nor female lead is vilified. The heroine truly has little will to survive, so please proceed with caution if that bothers you. There are some showbiz elements, but not many. The male lead’s legs are fine; he won’t stay disabled, so don’t worry. Yun Nuan, who died after enduring a long illness, discovers that she has entered a book. In the story, she uses her su 9.4kReads9.3Score87914d adds

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   This should count, right?

9. 59 败 Decline 败落 Sweet Candy暖糖Modern Romance307k WordsCompleted Jiang Yan vs. Shen Luo (signed for publication) [Devoted to each other, happy ending + each other’s first love + cold, curt boy vs. cool, reserved girl + healing one another, little by little] The first time Jiang Yan ran into Shen Luo in an alley, he thought the girl was fascinating. She didn’t even blink when she threw a punch. One day, after Shen Luo had just dealt with some trouble, she glanced at the boy’s grim expression. A thought came to her, and she leaned closer, her eyes full of amuse 3.8kReads9.3Score58614d adds
10. 60 非 Irrational Love 非理性热恋 Er Shui i二水iModern Romance382k WordsCompleted [Print edition signed|Rebellious, sweet-faced girl who’s secretly a ruthless big shot VS former big shot who’s turned over a new leaf] [Mutual salvation + two strong leads + intense push and pull with a sweet payoff] Seems obedient, secretly a big shot On the podium by day, in a shady internet cafe by night. The sweet and innocent-looking girl huddles in front of a computer in the corner, ruthlessly killing in the world of games, her wild confidence on full display. The top scholar, number one f 13.7kReads9.5Score2.5k14d adds
11. 61 狐 Foxes Only Eat Grass in the Twelfth Lunar Month 狐狸只吃腊月草 Zhao ShibaDD赵十八DDModern Romance1.8M WordsCompleted Original title: As Ever as the Moon / Alternate title: The Fox Only Eats Twelfth-Month Grass [The Capital’s Young Master Gets Tamed by a Northeastern Country Girl + An Inspiring Ensemble of Women] Workplace rivalries in the hotel and convention industry, with pointed criticism of industry scandals, alongside real estate battles and restaurant startups. Friendships between besties put to the test, and lovers discovering the truth of their hearts over time, from everyday life to the feuds of the w 7.5kReads9.4Score92714d adds
12. 62 入 Entering the Imperial Court 入皇庭 Little Fruit Pear小果梨Ancient Romance686k WordsCompleted [Forced Marriage and Possession, Obsessive Pursuit, Compulsive Love] [The Scheming, Stunning Farm Girl Is Forced into Marriage by the Crown Prince and Made Empress] In her previous life, Lu Xiaotao was an orphan who couldn't read, couldn't tell right from wrong, and spent her days groveling and throwing her weight around. After seducing one of the Crown Prince's subordinates and being abandoned, she became the Crown Prince's woman by a twist of fate. From then on, she served as his consort, reli 10.7kReads6.9Score81514d adds

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    This book features a male protagonist who repeatedly abandons the female lead for his "white moonlight" (a term of endearment for a past love interest). The female lead, initially his subordinate (a young master from a prestigious family), is also abandoned because of the same "white moonlight." The male lead and the second male lead are both scumbags who abuse the female lead in the early stages, followed by a dramatic "wife-chasing" scenario (though the protagonist is the crown prince). The protagonist, seemingly gentle and refined, is actually ruthless and cruel. The female lead is an orphan, illiterate, from a poor background who struggles to even eat. She falls into the male lead's trap, suffering both physical and emotional abuse. To survive, she is forced to depend on him. While the male lead initially has a "white moonlight," he is primarily attracted to the female lead's body. Due to her pitiful family background, she is not reserved and is quite bold in order to survive. In the beginning, the male lead was already in love with someone else and repeatedly broke his promises to the female lead for the sake of the second female lead. Later, the female lead ran away, escaping many times, and died in a shipwreck. The male lead went insane and was reborn. The female lead was so incredibly pitiful, but so incredibly pitiful, I love her so much!

13. 63 我 I'm a Corporate Drone Who Transformed into a Broken Girl and Clung to My Brother 我，社畜，变身破碎少女赖上兄弟 Pisces' Sheep双鱼的羊Urban1.2M WordsOngoing [Gender transformation + pure romance + slight angst + healing + a broken girl + both leads' first love] “Gu Feng, I have nowhere else to go. Could you... take me in?” Late at night, Gu Feng opened the door. The person waiting outside wasn't his good friend Su Yu, but a beautiful girl in an oversized hoodie, her face as pale as paper and her frail body looking as if it might snap in two. The sunny young man who had once stood 179 centimeters tall had become a broken, sickly thin girl, just 167 c 81.9kReads9.4Score9.4k14d adds

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    Slightly angsty, mutual redemption

14. 64 回 I Came Back for Revenge, So How Did I End Up Pinned to the Bed and Turned into His Wife? 回来复仇怎么被压在床上变老婆了 Terminal Lazybones with a Cultivation Bent修仙系懒癌晚期患者Two Female Leads477k WordsOngoing A Decisive Business Queen with a Love-Sick Heart 1 x A Gentle, Resilient, Vengeful, and Patient Lover 0 Shen Zhihan, a ruthless and decisive business queen, gives her complete trust and love to Su Wantang, who is living under the assumed name Jiang Nianwei. But then her lover betrays her, and her company collapses overnight. After seven years in prison, an old case finally comes to light, revealing that their love began with a blood feud. The proud queen bows her head in atonement. Amid tangled 1.7kReads—Score11214d adds

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    Revenge, forced love in the later stages

15. 65 人 A Human Cage 人间囚笼 Yan Yizhi言一知Urban538k WordsCompleted [Not a wish-fulfillment story + extremely dark + oppressive and suffocating. Don’t read if you’re faint of heart.] When you’re nearing the end of your life, you can actually feel it coming. Just like right now. The closer that moment gets, the more you want to leave something behind in this world. But what should I leave? Assets lose value, and houses change hands. Nothing material can last forever. So perhaps I should tell everyone my story instead. I’m no good person. I just occasionally feel 116.7kReads9.5Score16.4k14d adds

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    I had that feeling, it was very oppressive.

16. 66 记 Memory Judgment: She Doesn't Want You Anymore 记忆审判：她不要你们了 Xing Yan66星衍66Modern Romance693k WordsCompleted [Everyone's redemption arc + lightning-fast face-slapping + no forgiveness + satisfying angst] After an attempted murder, Jiang Liuying goes viral across every major platform. In the end, everyone votes her onto the national list of the most evil people of the 22nd century. Rumor has it that when she was four, she abandoned her eldest brother, ran off, and left him in a kidnapper's car. After returning to the Jiang family, she framed the adoptive parents who had raised her for ten years and show 4.4kReads8.7Score57014d adds
17. 67 婚 The Fifth Year of Marriage 婚后第五年 Mist in the Deep Woods林深见雾Modern Romance327k WordsCompleted [Both are each other's first and only + groveling ex chases her + secret love + angst before a satisfying comeback] She had secretly loved Zhou Yanci for ten years. Then an accident led to Xu Daikui marrying him. But on their wedding night, Zhou Yanci never even entered the bridal chamber. He boarded a plane and left the country for five years. Xu Daikui stayed in their empty marriage, waiting desperately for him to come back. Instead, he returned with another woman, treating her with icy indiff 7.2kReads6.9Score42614d adds

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    The female lead really liked the male lead in the beginning, but was disappointed in the end. The plot was good, and I was very immersed in it. It's a lightly angsty story. There are misunderstandings.

18. 68 胖 The Fat Boy's Secret Crush 胖子的暗恋 Zheng Jianlin Who Loves Grilled Squid爱吃烤尤鱼的郑健林15k WordsCompleted The Fat Guy's Secret Crush 808Reads—Score—14d adds

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    It's a very angsty and tragic novel.

19. 69 其 I Was in Your Heart Once, Wasn't I? 其实我也在你心里存在过吧 Zheng Jianlin Who Loves Grilled Squid爱吃烤尤鱼的郑健林18k WordsCompleted I was part of your heart once too, wasn’t I? 432Reads—Score714d adds
20. 70 再 Farewell, Marquis. I Hope We Never Meet Again in the Next Life 再见了侯爷，下一辈子也不要见了 Zheng Jianlin Who Loves Grilled Squid爱吃烤尤鱼的郑健林Marriage & Romance36k WordsCompleted Goodbye, Marquis. I hope we never meet again in the next life. 1.4kReads—Score—14d adds
21. 71 她 She's So Sweet. She's Faking It 她好甜，她装的 You Qian尢浅Modern Romance209k WordsCompleted Synopsis: [Male lead is a fake playboy + Female lead has sunny-type depression] [Reborn + School life + Saving each other] Xu Li was reborn. In this life, she was still a fun-loving party girl who liked pretty young women and had a smile sweet enough to make your teeth ache. Liang Ji had never met anyone who smiled so sweetly and seemed so carefree. Before he knew it, he was drawn to her sunny aura. The more he got to know her, the more deeply he fell, until he was hopelessly in love with her. L 3.9kReads9.2Score43314d adds

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    The episode in the fourth book where the maid dies left a particularly deep impression on me.

22. 72 你 You Broke Your Promise 你失信了 Shi Qingyao十清杳Modern Romance138k WordsCompleted The acclaimed signature work You Broke Your Promise by popular author Shi Qingyao, now with 40,000 new words of never-before-published content! Sensitive girl Xiang Yu VS golden boy Song Huaishi. I had to play out the whole secret-crush story, so I loved him year after year. It was an ordinary day. Just as she closed her eyes, Xiang Yu suddenly thought of Song Huaishi: Song Huaishi, neat in his clothes and radiating warmth. Song Huaishi at seventeen. Still in his school uniform, he leaned lazily 68.9kReads9.5Score12.5k14d adds
23. 73 他 He Doesn’t Know the Hamster in His Arms Is His Late Wife 他不知怀里的仓鼠是他亡妻 Ni Feihong霓飞虹Modern Romance141k WordsCompleted “A world-weary, unhinged CEO & his little hamster savior” I’m a hamster who died from overeating, and an unreliable System bound me to it. My mission: get close to Qin Suo, the gloomy, world-weary CEO, and “win him over” until he dies. My reward: become a demon, live forever, and eat every delicacy in the world. I put on the performance of a lifetime: rolling onto his desk to look cute, stealing his cake, and tearing up his bedsheets. He picked me up and sneered. “Trying so hard to get my attent 1Reads—Score—14d adds
24. 74 穿 After Becoming the Villainess, I Ran Away for Six Years 穿成恶毒女配后，我逃了六年 Mo Rao沫扰Modern Romance380k WordsCompleted Transmigrate into a book + reunion after a long separation + second marriage + no getting back together after a breakup + mature adults caught in a push and pull Li Shuwan, worn down by illness to the point of death, opens her eyes to find herself inside a novel about wealthy family rivalries, as the villainous female character No. N who shares her name. - The original owner was spoiled and domineering. Right at the beginning of the story, she did something outrageous: she drugged the four power 11.9kReads8.2Score86614d adds
25. 75 献 Offering to the Abyss 献京渊 Qi Yi Zi七一子Ancient Romance528k WordsCompleted [Print edition releasing October 25] “He taught me to kill, seize power, and look after myself. I taught him what it means to have a weakness.” [Serious drama + political intrigue + the fate of the nation and its people + I’m terrible at writing blurbs] Jiang Qingyu was born into wealth, and her family’s love had made her naive and pampered. It wasn’t until the day the entire Jiang family was executed that she realized how foolish she had been! When she opened her eyes again, she was determined 24.3kReads9.5Score3.9k14d adds
26. 76 厌 Her Brothers Go Mad After Hearing the World-Weary Heiress's Thoughts 厌世千金被读心后，哥哥们疯魔了 Mo Han Jing Lan墨涵静澜Modern Romance2.9M WordsOngoing Reborn + world-weary + no romance + personal growth + powerful family + heiress Su Xiaoli jumped from the Su Group’s tower, ending her life at the age of twenty-four. When she opened her eyes again, she was back in the year her brothers saw her as their enemy. Weary of life, she only wanted to end her suffering again, unaware that her brothers had suddenly become able to hear her thoughts. “When thoughts of death surged through her heart...” Her eldest brother, Su Yutian, broke down the door wit 1kReads8.6Score13414d adds

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    The female protagonist is reborn. She's initially world-weary, but later undergoes a dark transformation; it's very good. It's even good for weight loss—I cried so much I lost weight!

27. 77 他 He Kept Summer Hidden 他藏了夏天 Shi Qingyao十清杳Modern Romance210k WordsCompleted That night, the young man slowly bent down, bracing his hands on his thighs so he could look her in the eye. It was as if he were declaring that they stood as equals in matters of the heart. Keeping his voice low, he asked, “Senior, I like you. Do you like me?” Ji An raised her hand to stroke Xu Linxi’s cheek and softly ordered him, “Close your eyes.” Xu Linxi trembled, then obediently lowered his lashes. Ji An’s lips curved into a smile. She placed both hands on either side of his face, rose on 8.7kReads9.1Score2.1k14d adds

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    I don't understand why no one recommends this book when it's so incredibly good. I practically cried throughout the middle half, especially the last few chapters. I used a whole pile of tissues; it was just so incredibly moving.

28. 78 重 Reborn a Hundred Times, I Tortured the Proud Phoenix Girl Until She Lost Her Mind 重生一百次，凤傲天被我虐傻了 Half a Palace Chief半只宫长Urban690k WordsCompleted Also known as "The Villainess Wants Me" [Two heroines, yuri, angsty story, nothing but heartbreak, the whole novel is heartbreaking. Love is only here to make the heartbreak worse. Please don't complain if it's not your thing.] Some parts early on may seem frustrating, so please bear with them. The loose ends will be tied up later. [Xia Qingchun's birth] Su Xiaojiu, a college student sent to another world by a car accident, unexpectedly meets a System. The System tells her that if she does her u 2kReads7.0Score19914d adds
29. 79 再 Smile When We Say Goodbye 再见也要微笑 Jiu Ziyue玖紫璃月Modern Romance870k WordsCompleted [Mutual healing + reunion after a long separation + both reaching for each other + revenge] [Xu Nuo: A seemingly fragile, beloved girl, but secretly a formidable woman bent on revenge. She has a secret identity as a gaming genius, Win.] [Cheng Xu: A seemingly frivolous playboy, but actually a devoted and loyal young tycoon.] No one knows whether an accident or tomorrow will come first… An accident six years ago changed Xu Nuo’s life beyond recognition. She went from being adored by everyone 302Reads—Score—14d adds

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    The female protagonist suffers from post-traumatic stress disorder. She has experienced both physical and psychological trauma.

30. 80 听 Listen to the South 听南 Parting Words诀别词Modern Romance196k WordsCompleted Ten years ago, Xia Tingnan was in her third year of middle school, while her next-door neighbor Xu Bingran was a sophomore in high school. Both the Xia and Xu parents were busy, so Xia Tingnan, who loved sleeping in, was put in Xu Bingran's care. Xu Bingran was disciplined, sensible, a good student with dreams, and known as “Xu Bingran of No. 1 High School.” Xia Tingnan was lazy, scatterbrained, a happy slacker with decent grades, and everyone's beloved “cutie.” And so began a four-year routine: 29.5kReads9.6Score4.4k14d adds

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    I highly recommend the first and second ones!!! They're definitely bereavement stories, I love them!

31. 81 潇 The Late Sound of Drizzling Rain 潇潇雨声迟 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance120k WordsCompleted Years after graduation, a gossip post begins circulating on the message board for City Experimental School. The school's 2011 beauty, Ye Xiao, and its most handsome boy from the same year, Ruan Yusheng, are a couple. Their classmates, who know them well, rush over to set the record straight: it's pure rumor. There was never any spark between the two of them. Ye Xiao's profile even says, “Person I hate most: Ruan Yusheng.” People in the know go so far as to say, “Ye Xiao feels nothing but hatred 80.8kReads9.7Score14.1k14d adds
32. 82 他 He Is in the South of the Clouds 他在云之南 Jing Xing景行Modern Romance209k WordsCompleted When they first met, he was shrouded in shadow, reeking of blood and violence. He asked her, “Who are you? Where are you from? What are you doing here?” It was a long time before she thought of the true answer: “I'm Shen Xun. I came from the far north to the south of the clouds, to meet the love of my life.” He was her Morpheus, giving her a poppy-like dream of love, bewitching and intoxicating. He captured her soul, clouded her mind, and made her addicted. Like a pawn crossing a river, she went 24.1kReads9.7Score4.6k14d adds
33. 83 我 I Only Sneaked a Glance at Him 我只偷看他一眼 Zhi Jiu枝玖Anime Fanfiction188k WordsCompleted During the speech by the freshman class representative, Chen Nan fell for Lu Xu at first sight, and for the rest of her life. The pink sunset beyond the window filled the entire sky, like a beautiful landscape painting. The clouds looked drunk, their cheeks flushed with color. Chen Nan held her breath and stole a sidelong glance at Lu Xu. His profile was youthful and striking, and he held his book with perfect posture. A ray of light fell on the yellowed pages, and touched him as well. The dayli 16.8kReads9.6Score3.8k14d adds
34. 84 梧 Wutong Lane 梧桐巷 Song Che Doesn't Eat Fish宋澈不吃鱼Modern Romance174k WordsCompleted [Bright and kind-hearted Ning Wan x gentle genius Song Qingyan] [Love at first sight + Secret love comes true + Youthful heartache + BE] When the innocent, sunny Ning Wan fell in love with Song Qingyan at first sight, he was the golden boy in everyone's eyes. She wrote her secret feelings in her diary, planning to keep them to herself. By a twist of fate, Song Qingyan became her temporary guardian. During the days when she was ostracized and bullied, he became the light in her life. She held on 27.6kReads9.6Score6.2k14d adds
35. 85 暗 This Grand, Silent Drama of Unrequited Love 暗恋这场声势浩大的哑剧 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance126k WordsCompleted A bittersweet youthful school romance about unrequited love from popular author Meng Zhiwan, and a companion novel to The Sad Little Thing Called a Secret Crush and The Late Sound of Drizzling Rain. This one-sided love story is a silent play with just one actor: me. Also known as The Moment I Speak, My Voice Disappears. Lonely girl Chen Ji VS sunny boy Lin Jingye. I carefully cherished you, and you became the only spring I ever had in my life. “Chen Ji, may you always be safe and well, overcome 20.9kReads9.6Score4.2k14d adds
36. 86 欲EN Boundless Utterance 欲言难止 What About the McChicken麦香鸡呢Two Male Leads363k WordsCompleted Just as life was starting to get better, Xu Ze and Lu Heyang faced a new challenge. After graduating, Xu Ze became a doctor who saved lives, while Lu Heyang became a well-known figure in the Interstellar Federation. But misfortune struck Lu Heyang, and he lost his memory. During a crucial period in his treatment, circumstances forced the two apart, and Lu Heyang completely forgot Xu Ze and the friendship they had shared. Their friendship faced an enormous test. When fate brought them together ag 71.3kReads9.7Score16.1k14d adds
37. 87 万 After the Hated Illegitimate Daughter Gave Up, She Became the One They Could Never Forget 万人嫌私生女死心后成了白月光 Yu Baishan Zhi余白山止Modern Romance852k WordsCompleted [Universally disliked + illegitimate daughter + phone-assigned tasks + wealthy family + the family regrets it too late + first love] [Starved for affection. Heiress vs. hard-working champion. Poor boy] Huo Chengyu’s first meeting with Mu Xinglan was downright bizarre. She wanted to kill herself, but he wouldn’t let her. He kept catching her in the act, and after several failed attempts, she obediently started doing the tasks her phone assigned her. Throw away all her mother’s jewelry, slash 1.8kReads7.4Score26914d adds

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    I cried buckets while reading this book yesterday.

38. 88 阴 Her Moods Are as Changeable as the Weather 阴晴不定的她 Dong Who Wants to Sleep想睡觉的东Two Female Leads190k WordsCompleted [Two female leads + rebirth + no male lead + depression + healing + everyday life] [The story switches to third person after chapter 24. The writing in the first few chapters may be a little rough, and some parts may not make much sense.] A depressed, cool beauty x a sunny ray of sunshine Gu Rutang is the piece of chewing gum stuck in Wei Zi’s heart: she can’t shake her off or throw her away… During the years Wei Zi has been ill, she never imagined she’d become what she is now: a madwoman wh 159Reads8.0Score—14d adds
39. 89 白 This White-Haired Little Girl Won't Let a Yandere Protagonist Do Whatever She Wants 白毛萝莉才不要任病娇女主宰割 Little Taro Cake OvO小芋糕OvOTwo Female Leads280k WordsCompleted [Pure] [Yandere VS White-Haired Loli] [Rebirth Illness System] [No Dumbed-Down Characters] [Hidden Antagonist] [Slow Burn] [1v1] When Wen Xiaoyu woke up, she found herself in complete darkness, bound from head to toe. Suddenly, a beautiful older girl walked in holding a sharp knife. Unable to struggle, Wen Xiaoyu could only let the other girl do as she pleased. After dying five times in a row, she finally awakened her System. "Conquer the heroine? With a System at my fingertips, it'll be a piece 1.2kReads7.1Score13514d adds

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    White-haired loli and yandere heroine, lots and sweet.

40. 90 惊 A Stunning Figure Appears in the Inkstone 惊鸿入砚来 Late Branches at Dawn杳杳枝晚Ancient Romance336k WordsCompleted *The comic adaptation of the same name, “Jinghong Enters the Inkstone,” is now available [The beloved little terror of the General’s Manor vs. the cool, gentle Seventh Prince] (Childhood sweethearts, older man, sweet at first then angsty, one-on-one romance, multiple perspectives) When they were childhood sweethearts, he promised her they would be together for life, each the other’s one and only. She believed him. With joy in her heart, she donned her wedding robes and married him. But on the da 2.6kReads8.1Score17014d adds

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    "She was my sun, yet I extinguished her light with my own hands." — A tragic ancient Chinese romance novel, featuring childhood sweethearts, a sweet beginning followed by heartbreak, with plot twists, told from three different perspectives, and all three main characters are pitiful figures.

41. 91 我 I'm Not the Original Host. It's Okay If I Leave, Right? 我不是原主，离开也没关系吧 Suoda's Wife索大的媳妇Modern Romance274k WordsCompleted [Content warning: The spirit realm is a fictional world; this is not a female-led power fantasy or a wish-fulfillment story. The heroine is like someone transported from ancient times to the modern day and is unfamiliar with the present] As the Lou family's illegitimate daughter, Lou Jiner was the most powerful being in the spirit realm. Yet after she sacrificed herself, the Lou family left her in a mass grave and took away her spirit tablet, the symbol of honor. “An illegitimate daughter has no 2.7kReads9.1Score20914d adds

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    Five-star recommendation, I really like it.

42. 92 小 A Little Cat Visited Me in a Dream: You Can’t Die! 小猫托梦：人，你不能死啊！ Sui An, a Cat Like a Mouse像老鼠的猫岁安7k WordsCompleted A kitten visits my dreams: Human, you can't die! —Reads—Score—14d adds

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    I really cried 😭

43. 93 我 My Family Only Started Loving Me After I Became Severely Depressed 我严重抑郁后，全家才开始爱我 Mu Jiufeng木九风10k WordsCompleted My whole family only started loving me after I fell into severe depression 1.6kReads—Score6614d adds
44. 94 后 After I Died, Why Did You Cry? 后来我死了，你怎么哭了 Pei Nan沛南Modern Romance8k WordsCompleted You cried after I died 760Reads—Score—14d adds
45. 95 我 I Once Promised You a Golden Age of Joy 我曾许你盛世欢颜 Flirtatious Little Bottle风流小瓶子Modern Romance44k WordsCompleted Ye Chen waits for his Mrs. Ye, from the days when youth was like a dream until her hair turns white as snow. But he will never know that his Mrs. Ye was buried long ago in that rotten, muddy grave... 1.6kReads6.6Score27214d adds
46. 96 屿 Island Mist at Dusk 屿沫夕晖 Warmth Hides in Tenderness温暖藏匿于温柔Modern Romance1.4M WordsOngoing They first met on a rainy night, when he collapsed in front of her. She took him to the hospital and became a fleeting ray of light in his dark world. His confession from inside a music box was drowned out by his family calling him home. She only said, “I’m going back to China,” and he thought it was a gentle rejection. From then on, they became strangers, each drifting through their own abyss. Years later, they met again. He was the cool-headed associate chief physician in cardiac surgery, an 974Reads—Score10114d adds

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    The male and female leads are mutually attracted to each other, but both come from troubled families, leading to low self-esteem and introverted personalities. The female lead misses the male lead's confession, causing him to believe she doesn't reciprocate his feelings. Years later, their reunion is marked by the male lead witnessing her being pushed in front of him in the emergency room. He initially tries to deny it, telling himself it's not real and that she shouldn't have lived such a life. After being rescued, the female lead becomes the male lead's father's patient, and the male lead silently accompanies and redeems her. The pacing is slow, and the story is quite long. The female lead is somewhat weak, and her mother is very controlling, which can be frustrating at times. The female lead's health isn't good after being rescued, and the relationship between the male and female leads develops slowly. The plot is good, and if you find these aspects acceptable, you can give it a try. However, if you're only attracted by the background settings, I wouldn't recommend it.

47. 97 我 The System Punished Me by Making Me Bleed. Why Are You Crying? 我被系统惩罚流血，你们哭什么 Jie Ni Bai杰尼白Modern Romance600k WordsCompleted The Villainess System had never encountered such a difficult tasker. Every time, she chose to reject the task and accept the punishment of bleeding. But can someone explain why this woman has maxed out the male lead’s affection by bleeding from all sorts of places? System: Host, please choose whether to accept the Level Two task: [Steal the original heroine’s scenes]. Failure will result in coughing up blood. Lin Zhumian: I choose to refuse. Then, while acting, she spat out a mouthful of blood. 10.8kReads9.4Score1.6k14d adds
48. 98 女 After Leaving the Wealthy Family, the Fake Heiress Became a Top-Tier Star 女配假千金离开豪门后成了顶流 Zhu Zhi茱枳Modern Romance1.1M WordsCompleted An Feng... an idol with a broken leg. After surviving in a hospital for years, just as she thought her time was up... She transmigrated... into a book?!! Before she could even get excited about landing in a wealthy family, she was horrified to discover... she'd become a fake heiress who had stolen someone else's place. Remembering the arrogant fake heiress in the book, who had no idea of her own shortcomings and met a terrible end, An Feng unhesitatingly left this cutthroat, ruthless wealthy fam 1.8kReads8.3Score15714d adds
49. 99 孟 Listening to Rain with Meng Zhong 孟中听雨 Fu Shang扶上Modern Romance513k WordsOngoing A low rating means low traffic, not bad writing [Sweet, seemingly innocent heiress with a dark side VS a powerful, disciplined gentleman VS a cool, refined business magnate] [Stealing your brother's girl / intense push and pull / the powerful fall hard] Years ago, Meng Xun brought a little girl back from Hong Kong City and raised her by his side, pampering her beyond measure. But he never imagined that his sweet, docile “little white rabbit” would be won over by his good friend, Wen Qinian. When 1.1kReads8.7Score12814d adds

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    The female lead's depression has progressed to the point of hallucinations! But there's a lot of love...

50. 100 辞 Words Fail Me 辞不达意 Don't Think of the Autumn Wind不念秋风Modern Romance248k WordsOngoing [Introverted, sensitive girl × straightforward, thoughtful boy | Mutual feelings | Healing campus romance | A partner who knows how to guide] Jiang Zhitong had always known that failing to find the right words was a universal affliction. Words could be misunderstood as bloodless blades, severing the shallow bonds between people. But Zhu He was frank and open, always expressing himself sincerely and accepting her sensitivity and tendency to retreat. “Being sad and crying aren’t things you need to 3Reads—Score—14d adds

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    It's so good, I highly recommend it!

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