Desperately Seeking Heart-Wrenching Male-Male Angst!!! 跪求双楠虐文，要能心绞痛的那种！！！

1. 401 为 I'll Do Whatever It Takes to Survive 为了活我无所不用其极 Qin Yuan沁远Two Male Leads21k WordsCompleted Gentle, sweet-looking top student with a dark side VS self-serving man struggling at the bottom Sweet exterior, dark interior + soul redemption + possessiveness + troubled family background Shen Jin struggles to survive in the mire of the underclass, doing whatever it takes to stay alive. He is calculating and exploits people’s kindness. When he reveals all his shameful secrets and schemes to Xu Qinghe, he says, “Now we’re even more of a match. We really are a pair of born bad seeds.” —Reads—Score—14d adds

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   A short story of 20,000 words. Both characters are like bitter gourds, resorting to any means necessary to survive.

2. 402 同 Same-Sex Love Is Real, Part Two 同性有真爱二 Carefree from Carefree Mountain Villa逍遥山庄任逍遥Two Male Leads153k WordsCompleted After an unexpected encounter, our boss and a client also became involved in a same-sex relationship. Then my college classmate Zhang Hui came into the picture, and the three of us became a love triangle, but we all loved one another deeply! Later, a mishap during a trip led us to stay at the Rainbow Inn. That was when we realized there were far more people in same-sex relationships than just us! Six years later, Liu Hao’s parents found out about our relationship and begged me to let their son 18Reads—Score—14d adds
3. 403 疯 Are You Crazy, Young Master Yun? 疯了吧！云少 Two-Person Bun双人小面包Two Male Leads218k WordsCompleted This is a side pairing from my first long novel, spun off into a short story of its own. It mixes sweetness with angst. My writing used to be rough, and I wasn't good at controlling the pacing, so I recommend starting from Chapter Four and jumping straight into the main story. Shi Ziqing had been Yun Xuan's canary for three years. Yun Xuan had only meant to leave him alone for a while, just loosen his grip a little, but Shi Ziqing actually dared to fly away and pursue grand ambitions. How could 72Reads—Score—14d adds

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   Protect your heart! The ending is really tear-jerking. It's bittersweet. Check out the description yourself, and feel free to take it if you like!

4. 404 囚 Captive Heart: Your Love Is Madness and Poison 囚心：你的爱是疯魔，也是毒药 Tomato and Egg with Scallions番茄鸡蛋加葱Two Male Leads117k WordsOngoing Li Qiang vs. Zhang Yan [Two Male Leads + Modern Romance + Urban Romance + Mending a Broken Relationship + Realistic Life + No Idiotic Characters] They are thirteen years apart. One is honest and unassuming, the other sunny and handsome. One burns with passion and makes the first move, but doesn't cherish what he has. The other is swept along reluctantly, only to fall in deep. Truly letting go means meeting him again and realizing he's really nothing special. It was your love at the time that gil 6Reads—Score—14d adds

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   You can tell from the title that it's a tragic story.

5. 405 天 Love in Heaven: An Unforgettable Debt of Gratitude, Part Two 天堂的爱之恩情难忘二 Carefree from Carefree Mountain Villa逍遥山庄任逍遥Urban211k WordsCompleted When I was thirteen, my father passed away after a serious illness. Early the following year, when I was fourteen, I went out with my brother-in-law and accidentally got separated from him on a train. Lost and confused, I stumbled upon my foster father. With his wholehearted support, I was able to return to school once more! Later, I fell in love with his daughter, Chen Xi. We had a son, and I thought our two families would finally live happily together. But an accident during my sophomore year 33Reads—Score—14d adds
6. 406 死 Mr. Grim Reaper, Is It My Turn Today? 死神先生，今天轮到我了吗？ Shi Yi Onze拾一Onze24k WordsCompleted Mr. Reaper, is it my turn today? 96Reads—Score214d adds

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   Look at this book! [I'm about to cry][I'm about to cry][I'm about to cry][heart emoji]

7. 407 抽 After His Bones Were Torn Out, My Wayward Disciple Went Mad 抽筋剥骨后，逆徒他疯了 Chat a Sprig of Spring聊增一枝春Two Male Leads149k WordsCompleted [Master and disciple + two male leads + angst + younger male lead + both leads inexperienced + a groveling redemption arc] Master Feng Binglan foresaw that his disciple, Fu Lingtian, would die at twenty, so he made up a fake System to make the boy hate him. He had his tendons torn out, his bones stripped away, and his heart cut open. His dragon body was shattered as he took the full force of the heavenly tribulation for his disciple. When Feng Binglan's soul was finally scattered, Fu Lingtian 530Reads—Score—14d adds

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   The opening scene features a knife being handed to the protagonist.

8. 408 五 Haunted by the Five Hungry Ghosts 五鬼馋身 A Heng Yi阿珩懿Two Male Leads507k WordsCompleted #Unhinged #Forced Love #Supernatural #Multiple Male Leads #Love Triangle Mayhem Lin Qing, an ordinary office worker brimming with yang energy, suddenly discovers that she has become irresistible “Tang Monk flesh” to five top-tier malevolent spirits. 1.5kReads5.9Score18314d adds

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9. 409 爱 Loving You Was No Passing Fancy 爱你非一时兴起 Moonlight Overflow0月月盈0Two Male Leads402k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + vulnerable bottom + coercive love + unhinged + physical and emotional abuse] A mentally ill, unhinged top and a pitiful bottom University and the working world Some angst, second male lead gets the love interest [Hypocritical, cold, pretends to be dominant top; timid, insecure, obedient bottom] Coercion begins after chapter 100 Lu Yuanming's family was very wealthy, but his parents paid him no attention and sent him to school near his grandmother's home. Yun Zhou had seen Lu Yu 31Reads—Score—14d adds
10. 410 掉 I Fell into the Abyss and Met an Ancient Patriarch 掉下深渊遇老祖 Carefree from Carefree Mountain Villa逍遥山庄任逍遥Modern Romance185k WordsCompleted After an accident sent me plummeting into a bottomless abyss, I never expected to find the Old Ancestor cultivating in Carefree Valley. Ten years later, I returned with the Old Ancestor, only to discover that even centuries later, his Carefree Token could still shake the entire capital! 127Reads—Score—14d adds
11. 411 甜 Too Sweet: President Fu's Guide to Raising His Little Rascal 甜翻，傅总的小鬼喂养指南 A Fish Swimming Thirty Thousand Miles游鱼三万里Two Male Leads388k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + pure love + devoted to each other + age gap + domineering CEO + sweet romance + a touch of fantasy + a touch of past lives and present] Lin Yan, whose nature gradually changes × Fu Yuchen, mature and steady Adorable Yanbao early on, cool and dashing later × Fu Yuchen, who spoils him beyond measure When Lin Yan was thirteen, it was exposed that he was the Shen family’s fake young master. After returning to the Lin family, he was abused, and on his eighteenth birthday, he was fr 5.7kReads9.3Score91914d adds

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    The first book mainly focuses on the angst of the past life, but the whole book has a bittersweet feel to it 😢 Then the later ones are extremely angsty, trust me, they're very exciting, they'll really give you a heart-pounding experience.

12. 412 魂 Soul Transmigration into the Regent’s White Moonlight 魂穿摄政王的白月光 Spring Night Shan Nainai春夜山奈奈Two Male Leads699k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + equally powerful leads + tragic romance + older top + heart-wrenching + chasing his wife to the crematorium + white moonlight romance + toxic love + depressing + happy ending] Emergency room doctor Shen Shi'an died suddenly before the operating table. When he opened his eyes again, he was lying on an unfamiliar jade bed. The man before him held power over the entire court. He gently stroked Shen Shi'an's cheek, but in his eyes was the reflection of someone else. “Jinghe,” Xie 794Reads8.2Score16214d adds

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    This book is absolutely heart-wrenching; I don't know if you can handle it. I even read it while crying under the covers.

13. 413 救 Salvation in the Deep 救赎深陷 Moonlight Overflow0月月盈0Two Male Leads1.1M WordsCompleted [Anthology + BL + pure love + possessiveness + angst + mental illness + healing + protagonists with psychological disorders] An anthology of four stories Story One: A repressed, obsessive, manic puppy-like top VS a gentle, slow-to-realize bunny-like bottom (Li Zize and Shen Luochen). Complete. First the top suffers, then the bottom. A calculating man edges closer step by step, driving away everyone around him so he can keep his love all to himself. Story Two: A bottom with severe mental illness 52Reads—Score—14d adds
14. 414 穿 After I Transmigrated, I Gave Up, but My Target Started Pursuing Me Instead 穿越后摆烂我被攻略对象反攻略了 Jiang Li Jiang Li江黎姜离Two Male Leads1.4M WordsOngoing Dual male leads, everyone's favorite, cultivation, System, angst first and sweetness later, reincarnation, amnesia, twists. I transmigrated into a hidden extra, and not just any extra, but a crucial one! The original story never even mentioned me! The calamity that will destroy the world is fast approaching, yet the System's missions are utterly baffling. Am I supposed to form a friendship bond with the child of destiny? Or win over the world-ending villain? And there's more than one child of de 460Reads9.4Score11014d adds

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    The first book, only started publishing on New Year's Day! It's a female-transmigrated male-male dual-male cultivation novel, initially 1vN, later 1v1, angsty at first, sweet later, with many plot twists. The second book is a prequel to the first, also a female-transmigrated male-male dual-male cultivation novel, 1v1 pure angst, finding sweetness amidst the shards of glass. Don't worry about the tag details; male body, female soul—it's inherently difficult to define the exact gender. If you insist on being precise, I can't help it; you're absolutely right. [Kissing emojis]

15. 415 我 I Won’t Fall for You 我不会喜欢你 Falling Blossoms and Flying Rain落花飞雨Two Male Leads110k WordsCompleted Mo Qian spent six years trying to warm a cold, unyielding heart. But life is full of disappointments, and love is one of them. Even on the day he died, he never received the love he had yearned for. But he could never have imagined that after his death, the one he had loved in this world would finally awaken, overcome with grief. Day after day, they knelt before the tiny pile of ashes he had become, sobbing and weeping, until they died beneath those ashes. ***Content warnings: * A groveling ex a 953Reads8.8Score10314d adds
16. 416 十 Ten Lifetimes of Entanglement, All Ending in Tragedy 十世纠缠皆成殇 Jiang Li Jiang Li江黎姜离Two Male Leads300k WordsOngoing Dual male leads, one-on-one romance, a love full of hatred, cultivation, transmigration, reincarnation, and heartbreak. He transmigrates in a dream, taking over someone else's identity. The moment he opens his eyes, he finds the original owner's enemy standing before him. And that enemy is none other than the supreme ruler of the Demon Realm! At first, Jiang Li thinks it's all a dream. Carefree and sharp-tongued, he eventually enrages Shang Ying and gets a thorough beating. Only then does he rea 147Reads8.9Score10114d adds
17. 417 在 No Escape from Fate 在劫难逃 Green Ink青墨Two Male Leads50k WordsCompleted Yu Yang thinks Li Han is his destined calamity. He gave him everything, even his life. But with their memories missing, the sweetness they once shared has become ammunition for hurting each other! After betrayal, exploitation, misunderstanding, and reckless cruelty, how can a shattered heart find its former lover again? “Yu Yang, you were the one who came after me first! Leave? Don't even think about it. Even if you're rotten and reeking, you have to stay by my side!” I'll stay with you until I 39Reads8.4Score—14d adds
18. 418 腺 After His Glandectomy, President Pei Faces His Reckoning 腺体摘除后，裴总火葬场了 Villain Cathead反派猫头Two Male Leads239k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + ABO + getting back together after a breakup + S-class Alpha top who cries × cool, brilliant, elite bottom] Lu Ci had worked at Changrong for three years. Everyone knew him only as President Pei’s most capable chief secretary. Always impeccably dressed in a suit, he never forgot a figure once he’d seen it, and even after working past midnight, he kept his tie perfectly straight. No one knew he was an Omega. No one knew he bought his five-thousand-yuan-per-dose suppressants on th 3.2kReads6.1Score23714d adds
19. 419 城 The City Nomad and the Watcher in the Rye 城市自由者与麦田守望者 Mo Nan Seventh Uncle漠南七舅11k WordsCompleted The City Free Spirit and the Rye Field Watcher 15Reads—Score—14d adds

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    A short, slightly angsty story, with a sequel!!

20. 420 走 Go Away! This Perfect Omega Doesn't Want to Do This Anymore 走开！满分omega不想干了 Aa Sichuan Bao Pi LongAa四川宝批龙Two Male Leads274k WordsOngoing [Perfect Omega bottom × obsessive Alpha top + angsty romance + miscarriage + fake death + groveling chase + both virgins + 1v1 + happy ending] Chi Xiao, top × Song Zhimian, bottom Song Zhimian is an Omega whom the Song family has spent a fortune carefully raising. They treat him as a tool for climbing the social ladder, teaching him the so-called "Omega's Handbook". Under the Song family's “meticulous refinement,” he grows into a perfect Omega who meets every Alpha's standards of beauty. When he 618Reads6.5Score10614d adds
21. 421 胖 The Fat Bear Boss’s Belt Strangled My Soul 胖熊上司的皮带，勒住了我的魂 Love for Jin Dui喜欢金兑上的爱Urban581k WordsCompleted Lin City’s business world has two famous chubby bear CEOs, Zhou Zhengyuan and Fang Guodong. Outwardly, they’ve been bitter rivals for twenty years; in private, they’re each other’s only weakness. Beneath their double-breasted and single-breasted suits are two hearts weathered by business battles, yet burning only for one another. Then Xia Mingyuan, a refined new star in private equity, makes a forceful entrance. He openly declares his love, presses them at every turn, and vows to “take one of th 447Reads—Score—14d adds

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    These are some good books, I'd recommend them!

22. 422 并 Twin Demon Lotuses 并蒂妖莲 Northern Sacred Emperor北圣皇Ancient Romance215k WordsCompleted People say that deep in Lotus Lake grows a demonic lotus with twin blossoms, two flowers on one stem, sharing a single life. Qing Ning is gentle and serene as water, while Liu Hua is fierce and blazing as fire. One is good and one is evil, yet both are trapped by the curse of the twin lotus. He is Ying Zhaoli, the Heaven-appointed “Demon Slayer,” whose sword can end a demon’s life, but cannot sever the love in his heart. He is Mei Chi, king of the fox clan and master of bewitching hearts, who fa 13Reads—Score—14d adds

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    I recommend a Chinese-style romance novel featuring a tragic love story between a human and a demon. It tells the tale of twin sisters entangled in love and hate with a human cultivator and a fox demon king. The ending is tragic; both sisters die together. The two men are driven mad, one waiting obsessively. I recommend this book.

23. 423 胖 The Fat Bear’s Substitute Trap 胖熊的替身陷阱 Love for Jin Dui喜欢金兑上的爱37k WordsCompleted The Chubby Bear’s Replacement Trap 88Reads—Score—14d adds
24. 424 木 The Wooden Man's Tail 木头的尾巴 Du Zeyan杜则言Two Male Leads121k WordsCompleted “Mu Chen vs. Wei Yanwan” “Wherever you go from now on, I'll follow you. It doesn't matter where I am, anyway. I'll be your little shadow.” “I think... this is as far as I can go with you.” 135Reads—Score514d adds

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    Slightly angsty 🥲🥲｡°(°¯᷄◠¯᷅°)°｡

25. 425 禁 Forbidden Embrace 禁忌的拥抱 Love for Jin Dui喜欢金兑上的爱Urban587k WordsCompleted Forty-five-year-old Lu Zhenhai is the city’s quietest “giant”: weighing 320 jin, with a broad back and shoulders like a wall. Once a dockworker, he now runs an auto repair shop beside the secondhand market that nobody ever visits. His life is like a scrapped engine: heavy, greasy, and forgotten by everyone. Twenty-five-year-old Shen Du is the city’s brightest “lie.” A graduate of a prestigious university’s architecture program, he was disgraced by a plagiarism scandal and blacklisted by the enti 1.9kReads—Score10214d adds
26. 426 攻 The Attack's Substitute: An Illusion of the White Moonlight 攻替身：白月光幻象 Shuizezhou水泽州Two Male Leads291k WordsCompleted The top dotes on the bottom, and he loves him to pieces both before and after the groveling begins [Two male leads + size difference + eight-year age gap + younger man + secret crush becomes mutual + powerful, wealthy families in the capital + angsty push and pull + contract relationship + groveling to win back a lover + jealous, possessive love + getting back together + raising a child + both inexperienced + happy ending] A sci-fi ABO story about having a baby in an artificial womb. Pheromones 361Reads—Score—14d adds

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    It was heart-wrenching, but the bittersweet ending of the "wife-chasing-after-the-cremation

27. 427 硬 A Tough Man’s Weakness 硬汉的软肋 Love for Jin Dui喜欢金兑上的爱Urban369k WordsCompleted On the rainy night I was scammed while trying to rent a room, I had nowhere else to go. I was shoved into an old alley, an aging house, and the life of a strange man. Xiong Yue was thirty-eight, built like a mountain, quiet, and as punctual as a clock. I thought living under someone else’s roof would be hard to bear. But he left a light on when I came home late from overtime, came to pick me up with his umbrella tilted against the rain, and would sigh alone in the middle of the night, silentl 1.3kReads—Score11214d adds
28. 428 刃 Blade and Heart 刃与心 Faint Moonlight暗月微光Two Male Leads818k WordsOngoing An affection-starved, possessive young master × a long-suffering bodyguard and undercover spy Shen Yan is the eldest legitimate son of the Shen family. On the day he takes power, his father personally sends him an informant. Xie Xun, a handsome, stern personal bodyguard, is nothing but the old master’s most obedient dog in everyone else’s eyes. “I don’t keep dogs in my home.” He makes Xie Xun stand in the rain all night and sleep by the door, humiliating and tormenting him in every way, all to 752Reads8.4Score10314d adds

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    This one, the abuse is just too reasonable.

29. 429 择 Choosing a Worthy Match 择膏粱 Insomnia Sundae with Extra Crispy Coconut失眠圣代添加脆脆椰椰Two Male Leads1.0M WordsOngoing [Xianxia + Remarriage + Young Married Couple + Rekindled Love + Scumbag Chases His Wife to the Crematorium + Younger Pursuer] This is the story of a bad boy who tries every trick in the book to remarry his wife. Wei Zhi, the bad boy, looks down on the wife his parents “carefully chose” for him. Not only does she come from a poor family, she’s also delicate. The moment anyone picks on her, she bursts into tears. Just looking at her annoys him. Wei Zhi tries everything, from beating and berating h 603Reads8.1Score—14d adds

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    Orange slapped him once, and Old Deng slapped him twice.

30. 430 胖 The Fat Bear Emperor Wants to Be Fed 胖熊帝君求投喂 Love for Jin Dui喜欢金兑上的爱Two Male Leads89k WordsCompleted There are two famously chubby immortals in the celestial realm. One is Emperor Xuancheng, who governs the laws of the Nine Heavens: solemn and imposing, yet devoted to candied fruit and pastries. Built like a mountain, he is known throughout the Three Realms as the “Iron Tower” Immortal Lord. The other is the little immortal Qingfeng, who tends the celestial herbs in the Jade Pool. Fair, plump, and endearingly goofy, he is nicknamed “Dumpling” by the other immortals for his round belly and absen 86Reads—Score—14d adds
31. 431 我 My Unrequited Love Was Buried in Midsummer 我的暗恋葬于盛夏 Junior Sister123师妹12312k WordsCompleted My Unrequited Love Was Buried in Midsummer 460Reads—Score—14d adds

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    The first one is based on a true story!

32. 432 大 A Bromance in the Great Tang 大唐基友记 Love for Jin Dui喜欢金兑上的爱Historical459k WordsCompleted In the Tianbao era, Chang’an was a city of dazzling splendor, with undercurrents churning beneath the surface. Forty-year-old Pei Yuanshao was a renowned spice merchant in the Eastern Market. He was tall and powerfully built, with a resolute face, silver at his temples, and a pair of broad, strong hands. His whole bearing spoke of a steady, bold man who had seen much of the world. Thirty-eight-year-old Qin Huaiyuan was a constable in Chang’an County. Broad-backed and burly, he had a square face, 48Reads—Score10014d adds
33. 433 赌 A Gambling Dad, a Sick Mom, and a Broken Him 赌博的爹，生病的妈，破碎的他 Insomnia Sundae with Extra Crispy Coconut失眠圣代添加脆脆椰椰Two Male Leads810k WordsOngoing [Male-Male Romance]+ [The Pursuit After Losing Her]+ [Substitute Romance]+ [Substitute Marriage]+ [Love Triangle Showdown]+ [Age Gap]+ [Size Difference] A gambling father, a sick mother, a useless first love, a broken-hearted him, a husband who bullies him, and now he has to be the stepmother to a younger brat. Life for Li Yuanjin is a constant struggle: he can neither live nor die. Born after his father’s death, he moved with his mother into his stepfather’s home, where he endured years of beat 371Reads8.1Score—14d adds
34. 434 不 No More Than Four Seasons 不过四季 Shi Yi Onze拾一OnzeTwo Male Leads172k WordsCompleted On the night of the Hungry Ghost Festival, at Qili Ferry, an ugly black lantern drifting upstream shattered Lu Shi's centuries-old, still-as-dead-water heart. The lantern broke, and a man appeared. His eyes were blank as those of a newborn beast. The first thing he said was, "Mine." He was a lantern spirit with only a year to live. He had long since forgotten his obsession, yet he insisted on sticking by Lu Shi, the ferryman whose tongue was sharp but whose heart was softer than anyone's. But wh 28Reads—Score—14d adds

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    Hey, this story has a pretty interesting structure. It's a supernatural tale, both heart-wrenching and sweet.

35. 435 那 He Never Replied to That Message 那条消息，他永远没回 Junior Sister123师妹1238k WordsCompleted That message, he never replied to. 107Reads—Score314d adds
36. 436 堕 Fallen into the Abyss, Unaware of the Pain of Parting 堕渊不谙离恨苦 Luo Li Nan Wei洛璃楠微Eastern Fantasy161k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads] [Both Powerful] [Xianxia] [Some Angst] [Pursuing His Lover After Losing Him] [Reconciliation and a Happy Ending] An unpredictable, deranged Venerable Lord x a gentle, refined young master Mu Mianchen wanted to honor his engagement and help his junior sister, so he went to the Demon Realm, hoping to make his death seem justified. But Liu Cheny you did not kill him. Instead, he refined him into a puppet. Controlled in the Realm of Rebirth, Mu Mianchen was made to seize a sword. 706Reads—Score—14d adds

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    Hehehe, the little madman who's been tortured with knives.

37. 437 他 He Kisses Me from the Abyss 他从深渊吻我 Zheng Xiqi争希奇Two Male Leads213k WordsCompleted A cruelly tormented, breathtakingly beautiful little wretch × a domineering, unhinged savior Su An’s parents are both dead, and he scrapes by with his grandfather amid beatings and abuse. Bruised skin, a deaf left ear, and a severe stutter: he is the “jinx” despised by the whole village, the “little fool” curled up in the dark, until that man comes crashing up from the abyss. Jiang Lin is just like his name: cold and stern as a sheer wall of ice. The first time, he pulled Su An’s bloodied body 24Reads—Score—14d adds

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    This is quite angsty, both emotionally and physically, yet also somewhat sweet.

38. 438 穿 Transmigrating Through the Crowd, Gazing at You 穿越人群凝视你 Love for Jin Dui喜欢金兑上的爱12k WordsCompleted Gazing at You Through the Crowd 133Reads—Score—14d adds
39. 439 刺 After 99 Attempts to Kill My Master, I Finally Learned to Behave 刺杀主人99次后，终于被打乖 Inside and Out里外里外Two Male Leads263k WordsCompleted [Ruthless, calculating master gong × beautiful, defiant, sickly-sweet shou] Coercion / equally matched leads / two male leads / coming of age / comeback “If you can kill me, I’ll gladly die. If you can’t, then the story only gets more interesting.” Ke Luo was born into a family of physicians and has extraordinary talent for making medicine. But his family has fallen into decline, and he has neither power nor influence, so Sun Yusi forcibly takes him to Qianmeng Island. He becomes Sun Yusi’s prop 7.9kReads7.4Score1.2k14d adds

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    Beautiful, beautiful

40. 440 被 After I Was Bullied, the Gang Boss Treated Me Like His Own Child 被霸凌后黑社会大哥待我视如己出 Love for Jin Dui喜欢金兑上的爱Two Male Leads311k WordsCompleted My new work is out! You can read it on Tomato Novel. I hope you’ll enjoy it. Your support motivates me to write, and I’ll do my best to tell every story well! 4Reads—Score214d adds
41. 441 快 Quick Transmigration: Playing the Lovelorn Sidekick 快穿：痴情工具人扮演 Mountains and Rivers Send Their Regards山河寄君Two Male Leads997k WordsCompleted [Devoted Tool Character Roleplay / Slight Harem Protagonist Appeal / Quick Transmigration] [Bottom protagonist / Immersive roleplay / Stunning beauty / BE / Weak bottom] [Volume One: Tragic BE / Volume Two: Sweet HE] Qi Ran’s job is simple: in each world, he plays the role of a devoted tool character. Even though he knows his wholehearted love is nothing but a means for the “protagonist” to use him, he still loves them sincerely, only to be cruelly abandoned and left with a BE ending. Wor 10.2kReads8.8Score89614d adds

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    The Third Zerg World

42. 442 第 The Fifteenth Letter 第十五封笺 Xin, Not Xin是欣不是忻Two Male Leads114k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + both virgins + past and present lives + school life + ensemble cast] · Psychological healing through a guiding, loving partner, and belated salvation for a people-pleaser · Brilliant physics genius forced to become a businessman × quirky middle-school math teacher · A wistful sunflower × a bright little deer Synopsis: In late April in Beijing, Chen Huaishu died of stomach cancer, leaving behind only a cat, some money, and a house. Jiang Yaoqi, his ex-boyfriend of three yea 25Reads—Score—14d adds

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    Bring our little one up too! [Crying]

43. 443 心 The Scheming Adopted Son Is Raising a Puppy Again Today 心机义子今天也在养小狗 Tofu Pudding and Crucian Carp豆花鲫鱼Two Male Leads379k WordsCompleted [Complete] [Younger top, two male leads, one-on-one romance, ancient military setting, alternate history, happy ending] [Nameless orphan × (supposed) bandit's adopted son] [The young master is always right] × [I've worked hard for years and don't want to do this anymore. I need to find a sucker to take over my job.] Sincere, passionate gong × gentle, scheming shou Their tangled love and hatred twists and turns, until it all comes to nothing, like flowers reflected in a mirror and the moon in wat 113Reads—Score—14d adds

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    "False happiness, yet genuine love." That's a direct quote from the text! [Crying][crying][crying][crying] When I finally learned the truth, it was like a bolt from the blue. [Almost crying][almost crying]

44. 444 异 Psychic Sweethearts Are Meant to Save the World! 异能小情侣就是要拯救世界！ Rumors and Nonsense谰言谰语Two Male Leads314k WordsOngoing [Two male leads + 1v1 romance + Superpowers + Two equally powerful leads + Both have amnesia + Reunited after a long separation + A touch of ensemble cast] [A rambling, mercurial top × An innocent, black-bellied bottom with the ultimate combat power] One snowy day in a border town, in an unspecified year. An amnesiac test subject who had just been forced to flee fell in love at first sight with the Department of Anomalous Affairs' director, who was on a mission!!! Gu Fangzhou, head of the Operat 29Reads—Score—14d adds

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    He Ping's "Ping" is the "Ping" of peace. The line "Erimos is raining" made me burst into tears. [Almost crying][Almost crying]

45. 445 明 Knowing the Powerful One Won't Stay, I Still Lower My Eyes and Yearn for Him 明知大攻留不住，低眉仍做痴人慕 The Deer and the Rabbit鹿与兔Two Male Leads587k WordsOngoing [Power imbalance + revenge + angst before sweetness] [Content warning: Angsty story, and the bottom is love-brained. Bottom fans, stay away.] [Revenge-driven, ruthless top x obedient, insecure bottom] [Lu Jingyuan x Shen Yan] As the illegitimate son the Shen family looked down on, Shen Yan's days were spent either working or carrying out missions. Fail, and punishment was waiting for him. He thought he would rot in the mud until Lu Jingyuan forcefully entered his world. Not only did Lu Jingyua 13.1kReads8.9Score1.4k14d adds

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    It's really good, and it's almost finished!

46. 446 国 Though the Nation Has Fallen, the Mountains and Rivers Remain 国破尚山河 Qi Mu Xing弃慕星Historical262k WordsCompleted [Xiu Jueming x Sheng Pingzi; Jie Buhuo x Bo Ruye] [Excellent novel + two male leads + political intrigue + fictional setting + ancient times + tragic romance + equally matched leads + bad ending] After a thousand sails have passed, what remains when you look back? Where has the boy gone? Xiu Jueming was the young master of Linmuxia Gorge. He had lived carefree, devoting himself to martial arts, until he witnessed the most ominous celestial phenomenon in a century. Called upon in a time of crisis 56Reads8.8Score—14d adds
47. 447 E E's Golden Cage: A Love Prison for a Broken Old Beta E的黄金笼囚爱老Beta残鸟 Shuizezhou水泽州Two Male Leads614k WordsCompleted [Complete] The groveling pursuit begins in earnest from Chapter 61 [Entertainment industry | EABO | Younger man | Status gap | Rivals in love | Raising a child] Main story, EB | Qin Jian × Mu Yansheng (amnesiac, cold-hearted, crazy, controlling top-tier star enigma seme | honest, domestic older beta uke, disfigured) At nineteen, Mu Yansheng was disfigured in a fire while saving Qin Jian. His dream of becoming an actor was shattered, so he could only do odd jobs and work as a script supervisor on 3kReads—Score20014d adds

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    This book was so heartbreaking, I cried! [Crying emoji]

48. 448 良 The Worthy Minister Never Returns 良臣不归 Yicheng's Notes熠承随笔16k WordsCompleted A Worthy Minister Never Returns 38Reads—Score—14d adds

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    Tortured to the point of angina

49. 449 我 I Witness Your Wedding in the Name of Your Lawful Wife 我以正妻之名为你证婚 Qingqiu Nanzhu青丘南烛41k WordsCompleted I Bear Witness to Your Wedding in the Name of Your Legal Wife 5.9kReads—Score75.9k14d adds

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    My top recommendation is "I Witness Your Wedding in the Name of My Legal Wife," a BL (Boys' Love) angst story where two men risk their lives for a belated reunion. I was deeply moved after reading it; you should check it out for yourselves.

50. 450 强 Forced Love: From Shadow Guard to the Prince’s Most Cherished One 强制索爱：从暗卫成为王爷的心尖宠 Floating Life in the Mountains山居浮生14k WordsCompleted Forced to Love: From Hidden Guard to the Prince's Cherished One 455Reads—Score2014d adds

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    The ultimate move is here.

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