Desperately Seeking Heart-Wrenching Male-Male Angst!!! 跪求双楠虐文，要能心绞痛的那种！！！

1. 451 人 Human Shape 人样 Little Pickled Garlic 425小糖蒜425Two Male Leads337k WordsCompleted Everyone knows that Meng Chengxian is just a dog raised by the Meng family. If anyone dares touch Meng Yancheng, he becomes a wild dog. When Meng Yancheng no longer wants him, he becomes a stray. When faced with a blood feud, he becomes a mad dog. When all is said and done, he's a dead dog left to rot in the wilderness. In the end, he never managed to live like a real person. 24Reads8.9Score—14d adds

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   Book 1: Zhou Qi loves Qi Tingyao. Zhou Qi's father, for some reason (I forgot what the reason was), mortgaged his son Zhou Qi to Qi Tingyao. Zhou Qi followed Qi Tingyao all the way, but unexpectedly fell in love with him. "How much did he love Qi Tingyao? Probably until he finally hardened his heart and let go before he died." [Crying] Book 2: Meng Cheng was initially a dog raised by the Meng family, and he never lived a decent life until his death. [Crying] Book 3: The protagonist initially approached the other protagonist with ulterior motives, but later he fell into the trap called love woven for him by the other protagonist. He willingly jumped in and was shattered to pieces. Books 1 and 3 are already completed, while book 2 is still being serialized. Books 1 and 3 are bad endings, and the situation with book 2 is currently unknown. (I think all three books are quite good. If you really can't find them, you can click on my profile picture to go to my homepage to read them.)

2. 452 枉 A Love Wasted 枉惜 Ten Tides十汐Two Male Leads130k WordsCompleted [One-on-one, both devoted only to each other + physical and emotional angst + heartbreak from start to finish + everyone gets a bad ending] A scheming top who keeps his talents hidden × a beautiful bottom who plays dumb to outwit others (This story puts the bottom through anguish from start to finish and is extremely unfriendly to fans of bottoms. Enter with caution!) Everyone knew that the apple of Prince Jing'an's eye was a blind zither player named Liu Xi. Even Liu Xi himself believed it. B 116Reads8.4Score—14d adds
3. 453 世 The Young Lord Planted a Night-Pleasure Gu, and the General Wept 世子种下夜欢蛊后，将军哭了 Floating Life in the Mountains山居浮生17k WordsCompleted The Heir Apparent Wept After the General Planted the Night-Pleasure Gu 275Reads—Score914d adds
4. 454 强 Taken by Force: Everyone Hates Him, Yet He’s Bad and Irresistible 强占，万人嫌他又坏又惹人爱 myCheesemy奶酪Two Male Leads154k WordsOngoing After the Most Hated Man Faked His Death, the Entire Sect Held a Funeral Pyre for Him [Two male leads + cultivation + master and disciple + faked death + two equally powerful leads + forced love + System] Xu Bai was forced to bind himself to the Most Hated System: [You must max out your master’s hatred of you, or your soul will be destroyed]. So he did everything he could to humiliate his master and fellow disciples, thoroughly offending every one of them. The entire sect was outraged: “How da 3Reads—Score214d adds
5. 455 我 Only After I Died Did My Senior Brother Realize He Loved Me 我死后，师兄才知他爱我 Floating Life in the Mountains山居浮生20k WordsCompleted Only After I Died Did My Senior Brother Realize He Loved Me 775Reads—Score—14d adds
6. 456 清 The Cool Beauty Wants to Escape, but Gets a Gold Anklet Lock 清冷美人他想逃，喜提脚踝金锁 Tangtang's Little Fish唐唐的小鱼儿Two Male Leads242k WordsCompleted Synopsis: [Two male leads + both virgins + ABO + obsessive coercive love + groveling chase + original settings] (Main story complete, bonus chapters currently updating!!!) Reader advisory: This is a deranged, melodramatic, obsessive-love story. If you’re not good at handling heavy themes, stay away! Stay away! Stay away!!! It’s crazy, twisted, and a little heartbreaking. Sometimes it might hurt so much you’ll feel it in your gut!!! [A beautiful madman driven crazy by love VS a cold beauty broug 1.4kReads8.9Score13014d adds

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   I can't take it anymore, I'm going crazy! Aaaaaaah! Let me cry for a bit.

7. 457 太 The Crown Prince Returned, but His Shadow Guard Never Came Back 太子归来，却再也等不回他的暗卫 Floating Life in the Mountains山居浮生21k WordsCompleted The Crown Prince returns, but can never again wait for his secret guard 207Reads—Score—14d adds
8. 458 暗 After His Shadow Guard Betrayed Him, the Crown Prince Hated Me to the Bone 暗卫背叛之后：太子他恨我入骨 Floating Life in the Mountains山居浮生18k WordsCompleted After the Secret Guard’s Betrayal: The Crown Prince Hates Me to the Bone 551Reads—Score1314d adds
9. 459 在 I Found Myself a Husband in the World of Cultivation 在修仙世界给自己找了个老公 Liang Yueqian凉月千Two Male Leads100k WordsCompleted [Upright, funny, straight-laced bottom x seemingly gentle but secretly ruthless top, past and present lives, reincarnation, System villain, fake transmigration, three lifetimes, long-form] The early part is comedic, the middle has a confinement arc, and the later part focuses on memories of their former lives in the immortal realm, explaining how everything came to be. The later chapters get very angsty. P.S. The author likes writing angsty stories. This isn’t traditional cultivation fiction, bu 2Reads—Score—14d adds

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   It's a story with two male leads and is quite angsty. I'm a new writer, so I hope you all enjoy it. [Please follow me][crying][crying][crying][crying][crying]

10. 460 我 My Love Story with Four Men 我与四个男人的爱情故事 Liang Yueqian凉月千Modern Romance106k WordsCompleted 16Reads—Score—14d adds
11. 461 千 A Thousand Years of Waiting: I'd Become a Tree for You 千年守候，我愿为你化作一棵树 Floating Life in the Mountains山居浮生21k WordsCompleted After a thousand years of waiting, I would become a tree for you. 88Reads—Score—14d adds
12. 462 民 The Unfinished Romance of a Republican-Era Major General and an Opera Singer Who Transmigrated Through Time 民国少将与戏子穿越时光的未了情缘 Floating Life in the Mountains山居浮生13k WordsCompleted An Unfinished Romance Across Time Between a Republic-Era Major General and an Opera Performer 177Reads—Score—14d adds
13. 463 假 Fake Smile Diary 假笑日记 Bad Brain坏脑袋Two Male Leads298k WordsCompleted I'm Xu Yiwen. Just as I was about to enter the world, I met Chang Jiayou. He took me in, though he said that wasn't what he was doing. I have no family, and he said he could be my family. So he loved me in the name of family. But love can't be hidden. I discovered that his feelings for me were more than ordinary. Countless times, he wanted to come closer, but in the end he never did. So I decided to confess. I wanted to be his lover. I don't understand what kind of feeling this is. I only know i 30Reads9.4Score—14d adds

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    It breaks my heart to see this; even after being together for so long, I still can't get over it.

14. 464 他 His Deadly Tenderness Trapped Me in an Endless Cycle of Reincarnation 他的致命温柔，把我困在无尽轮回里 Floating Life in the Mountains山居浮生21k WordsCompleted His Lethal Tenderness Trapped Me in an Endless Cycle of Reincarnation 27Reads—Score314d adds
15. 465 别 Reunited After Parting, the Sickly Beauty Is Coughing Up Blood Again 别后再逢，病美人他又吐血了 Long En Who Loves Red-Braised Chicken Wings爱吃红卤鸡翅的隆恩Two Male Leads1.1M WordsCompleted “Over a million words and plenty to binge. Dive in without hesitation.” Shen Yanxing, thirty-two, is the true power behind the Shen family. The world calls him ruthless, cold-faced, and cold-hearted. But no one knows that when he was young, doctors had already handed down his death sentence: a rare congenital cardiomyopathy, and no chance of living past thirty. Through sheer stubborn determination, he made it to thirty-two, and carved the Shen family out of its old-money roots and onto the globa 3.4kReads6.7Score29314d adds

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    Shuangnan, bittersweet, sickly yet beautiful and tragic big boss [sending heart] sickly beauty, my heart aches for her.

16. 466 罪 I Would Break My Sinful Bones for You 罪骨为君折 Yuandan Realm, Who Loves Dried Vegetables and Bitter Melon爱吃干菜苦瓜的元丹境Two Male Leads157k WordsCompleted He was Shen Mingzhao, the wicked prince cursed by all under heaven. At six, he murdered his elder brother. The rest of his life was spent atoning in the imperial palace, docile and enduring, letting anyone trample him. Everyone thought he was a useless shadow. Only Xiao Lin, heir to the Marquis of Zhenbei, cherished him above all else. Anyone who bullied him was beaten. Anyone who hurt him was killed. Even imperial authority could not lay a finger on him. “Shen Mingzhao, you don’t have to atone. —Reads—Score—14d adds

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    This makes my heart ache just looking at it, it's so beautiful.

17. 467 重 The Emperor Regrets It After I Am Reborn, but the Phoenix Lord Has Given His Heart to Another 重生后帝悔，可凤君他已心有所属 A Psyduck一只可达嘎13k WordsCompleted After being reborn, the emperor regrets it, but the Phoenix Lord has already given his heart to someone else. 255Reads—Score—14d adds
18. 468 追 The Ex-Wife Chase: Too Late, I’m Almost Dead 追妻火葬场？晚了，我快死了 A Psyduck一只可达嘎Marriage & Romance27k WordsCompleted Groveling to Win Back My “Wife”? Too Late, I’m About to Die 779Reads—Score—14d adds
19. 469 你 Your Heart Says, I Love You 你的心在说我爱你 A Psyduck一只可达嘎17k WordsCompleted Your heart is saying, “I love you.” 116Reads—Score—14d adds
20. 470 他 Before He Died, He Took the Poison Called 他死前，服下了那味叫不得好死的药 A Psyduck一只可达嘎19k WordsCompleted Before he died, he took the drug called You Deserve a Horrible Death 889Reads—Score—14d adds
21. 471 你 Your Heart Says I Love You 2 你的心在说我爱你2 A Psyduck一只可达嘎21k WordsCompleted Your Heart Says I Love You 2 45Reads—Score—14d adds
22. 472 谁 Who Falls for Whom? 谁为谁心动 White Lop-Eared Rabbit白毛垂耳兔Two Male Leads400k WordsOngoing (Main story and alternate IF storyline complete; parallel-world worldbuilding in progress) [Coercive relationship + win-her-back-after-the-breakup + clashing personalities + sharp tongues + hypnosis + secret identity used to get close on purpose + a broken mirror that cannot be mended / both die in the ending] "Who promised you heaven on earth, then shared with you a love as deep as the sea of hate?" Seven years ago, a misunderstanding led to Meng Qi being confined by his lover. After enduring t 42Reads—Score—14d adds

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    It's angsty, but not frustrating to watch; everyone's plotting against each other.

23. 473 偏 A Handbook for Taming the Possessive CEO: Unhinged Young Master, Please Sign Here 偏执霸总驯养手册疯批少爷请签收 Jing Mingjiuqian景明九千Two Male Leads254k WordsCompleted [Reunion after years apart + rekindled love + wealthy CEO + taking love by force + flirtatious push and pull + mutual salvation + vast difference in status + growing together] A seemingly sweet and humble, but actually fiercely resilient, obsessive revenge-seeking bottom VS a seemingly possessive and scheming, but actually lonely, soft-hearted, and humble top Jiang Feng is a famously aloof rising star in the business world, with no scandals ever attached to his name. What no one knows is that on 5Reads—Score—14d adds

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    Tortured to the point of madness, rolling on the ground in agony, a love story of mutual torment and hatred intertwined.

24. 474 种 Growing Fruit, Reaping Nothing 种果无瓜 He Writes of the Tianshan Mountains, He Writes of Cangzhou他写天山他写沧州Two Male Leads222k WordsOngoing [Two male leads + sweet and angsty romance + faux brothers + mutual unrequited love + wealthy-family power struggles + happy ending] The restrained, long-suffering elder brother who is like a father (Yan Yifang) × the cool, stubborn younger brother who grows into a lone wolf (Yan Heng) In a household ruled by strict family laws and the pursuit of family interests above all else, live two “brothers” with an unusually close bond. Yan Heng has been scorned, ostracized, and locked in the attic sinc —Reads—Score—14d adds

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    [Crying] This is a story meant to be cherished while it lasts, and it's impossible for it not to be heart-wrenching... Damn it, I haven't gotten any sweet moments yet!!! The author is so heartless!!

25. 475 银 When the Ginkgo Leaves Fall 银杏落下时 Wanyan Yuning完颜雨凝Two Male Leads62k WordsCompleted [If you enjoy this, please leave lots of comments and ratings. Love you!] #BoysLove #Angst #Tragedy #BEAesthetic #Realistic #MutualDevotion #UnforgettableRegret #ConversionTherapy #DoubleDeath At nineteen, Cheng Ye and Lu Ming thought love could conquer everything. A ginkgo-leaf bookmark, two handmade rings, and a promise to go south. They ran away together on a rainy night and kissed beneath a bridge, believing that if they went far enough, they could reach a future of their own. But their pa 358Reads—Score—14d adds

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    Two male leads! Bad ending! Short and angsty story! It gets more and more angsty as it goes on!

26. 476 一 I Accidentally Became the Tsundere Employer's White Moonlight 一不小心成了傲娇雇主的白月光 Little Words, No Worries小字无忧Two Male Leads602k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + tragic romance + the one who was left behind pursues his lover through hell + equally matched leads] [Two male leads + warmth] [Dark imprisonment, brutal torture, memory control, stealing someone's lover] Volume One: First Meeting in the Jungle focuses on daily life as they struggle to survive in the jungle, with scenes of being shot, poisoned, treated for injuries, and fed. It's a bittersweet but lighthearted read. Volume Two: The Ordeal of Captivity includes deception, dark i 1.5kReads8.1Score11014d adds

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    When things were peaceful, Li Yin considered Wei Yihang the most important person. But in times of trouble, Wei Yihang became untrustworthy and sacrificial. In the jungle, to protect his own reputation, he wouldn't hesitate to frame him; after they came out, to safeguard the family's position, he wouldn't hesitate to lure him out and sell him to the Sang people, letting him be tortured until he was covered in wounds and on the verge of death; in the manor, for his own face, he wouldn't hesitate to sacrifice him, letting him be humiliated to the point of unbearable pain; believing what others said, he punished him by drowning him until he stopped breathing; in other secret rooms, without explanation, he drove people to insanity… Later, when Li Yin finally lost his precious Wei Yihang, he finally felt heartache and regret…

27. 477 我 I Forgot You, and Learned to Let Myself Go 我忘了你，也放过我自己 Jin Xi Is He Xi金兮是何夕6k WordsCompleted I forgot you, and let myself move on. 654Reads—Score1314d adds

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    Short story, featuring two men, seven years of unrequited love, ending with the protagonist dying of illness.

28. 478 我 I Still Love You Here in This World 我仍在人间爱你 Floating Life in the Mountains山居浮生Two Male Leads243k WordsCompleted Pure love # Dark # Ghost Judge # Devoted Until Death # Mutual Salvation At last, I saw him at the mouth of an alley on a rainy night. The rain passed through his translucent body, yet he smiled at me, just like every evening he used to come home. “Gao Jin, I can’t go back.” I reached out to touch his fading silhouette. It was all right. So what if he couldn’t come back? If you become the wind, I’ll love the wind. If you become the rain, I’ll love the rain. If you become a soul, I’ll stay in this 114Reads8.5Score—14d adds

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    I recommend you check this out.

29. 479 惩 Punishment! Forced Into the Mad Big Shot's Arms 惩罚！被疯批大佬按在怀里强制爱 Mu Xianing牧夏宁Two Male Leads359k WordsOngoing [Two Male Leads] [Coercive Love] [Age Gap] [Manor] [Devoted Couple] [Cold-Blooded, Ruthless Top x Naive, Stunningly Beautiful Bottom] Chi Ye falls in love with Song Ningchen at first sight. Even though the other man is already engaged, he still chooses to have him kidnapped and brought back to Jinyuan. Song Ningchen is terrified of Chi Ye's cruelty. For his family's sake, he willingly becomes a caged songbird in the manor. He puts away all his pride, tries hard to please him, and does everything 43.4kReads8.8Score4.7k14d adds
30. 480 当 After the Wimp Became the Villain 当窝囊废成为反派后 Yangchun Noodles阳春面Two Male Leads265k WordsOngoing [Quick transmigration | Angsty stories | Two male leads | The main couple are each other’s only partners] [Soft-hearted, spineless bottom vs. sharp-tongued, guiding top | 1v1] The missions revolve around the six senses, with six worlds in total, including the real world. Bad endings in the mission worlds, happy ending in the real world. The rating has only just been set, so it will rise. Content warning: The mission worlds contain heartbreak! This is not a power fantasy!] A father running from d 91Reads8.5Score11614d adds

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    Tears streamed down his face, his heart aching as if being torn apart. The protagonist's life was already tragic. He finally encountered a cheat system, but unexpectedly, the system tricked him into entering a book. He became a tortured villain.

31. 481 谁 Who Gets It? The Daddy-Type Top Always Thinks I’m Well-Behaved 谁懂，爹系攻总以为我很乖 Yan Ze颜泽Two Male Leads647k WordsCompleted [A gloomy, jealous, slightly mean and haughty bottom VS a stern, strict, fatherly top who accepts him unconditionally] In his previous life, Xie Ran was born in a tiny mountain village with no parents. He shot to fame on Metamorphosis, was adopted by a wealthy family and joined the upper class, then went on to make it big in the entertainment industry. He’d been thrilled to welcome his new life, but all he got was exclusion and oppression. His adoptive parents resented him for not knowing how t 34.7kReads9.0Score6.1k14d adds

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    These are some good books

32. 482 和 After Swapping Souls with the Top Student, He Died 和学霸灵魂互换后他死了 Four Hundred and Fifty Thousand肆亿伍Two Male Leads292k WordsCompleted “Lu Hengzhi”: “Who are you?” “I am Lu Hengzhi.” “Lu Hengzhi”: “Then who am I?” “You are Shen Shian.” “Lu Hengzhi”: “No, I'm not Shen Shian! I'm Lu Hengzhi!” “If you're Lu Hengzhi, then who am I?” 32Reads—Score—14d adds
33. 483 两 Two Branches 两枝桠头 Lychee Sweet Without a Branch荔不枝甜Two Male Leads101k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + salvation + tragic romance + tragic ending] Before meeting Li Chu, Jiang Ge planned to live until he was twenty, then end his own life. They were each other's only reason to keep living. From a narrow crack, they fought desperately to catch a glimpse of the light. But just as their lives were getting back on track, the arrival of their adoptive father shattered their fragile peace. The night Jiang Ge was struck in a vital spot, he whispered in Li Chu's right ear, “Chuchu, I 142Reads8.0Score10014d adds
34. 484 完 Oh No! The Pretty Little Fool Has Upset the Gloomy Big Shot Again 完蛋！漂亮小傻子又气坏阴郁大佬 Towering Jia Wood参天甲木Two Male Leads727k WordsCompleted Completed. Originally titled The End! The Pretty Little Fool Has Made the Gloomy Big Shot Angry Again Pretty, stuttering little fool x gloomy, stern, powerful big shot [Two male leads + the bottom seems like a fool but is actually a genius + the top gets angry on the surface but is actually doting + both are each other's first + exclusive devotion + age gap + face-slapping] Jiang Mian spent all nineteen years of his life in the basement of the Jiang family home. He had never been exposed to the 18kReads9.1Score2.9k14d adds
35. 485 雾 Deep in Mist Harbor 雾港深处 Wen Xia Crosses the Wilds闻夏渡野Two Male Leads317k WordsOngoing Genius, emotionally detached engineering student x Mad, beautiful military commander [Two Male Leads + Rekindled Love + Plot-Driven + Cyberpunk + Intense Push and Pull + Fated Connection] In a futuristic city, humanity has created astonishing technology, and the efficient services provided by androids are woven into everyday life. Xiao Li is a genius in bionic engineering. After graduating, he starts a studio specializing in mecha development. Even the pinnacle of success never made Xiao Li arro 42Reads—Score—14d adds

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    Top-tier dual-strength literature features a highly intelligent and aloof engineering student and a crazy, beautiful female commander. The story begins with a broken relationship mended, and the love and hate intertwine across time and space. It features sexual tension, a tragic love story, ensemble cast, a fast-paced plot, extreme tension, and immersive code deciphering.

36. 486 霸EN After the Domineering CEO Heard My Thoughts, He Started Craving Me 霸总读我心声后，馋上了我 Soft and Adorable Dumplings软萌饺子Two Male Leads512k WordsCompleted [Dual Male Leads + Mind Reading + Lighthearted Comedy + Awakening + 1v1 Romance + Sweet Everyday Moments + Both Pure] Song Shi'an had worked diligently as the CEO's assistant for five years when he suddenly awakened and realized he was inside an old-school CEO romance novel! In the first half, the CEO torments his wife over and over; in the second half, he chases her and suffers for it. And Song Shi'an, as the all-purpose assistant in the book, can do practically anything! But why has the plot g 34.5kReads9.1Score5.6k14d adds
37. 487 当 Where Does Angelica Return? 当归知何处 Above The Sea Of Clouds海云上Two Male Leads251k WordsCompleted [Transmigration | Push and Pull | Mutual Healing | False Replacement] [Transmigrated Impostor Physician vs. Cold-Faced General] A modern-day chef unexpectedly transmigrates and finds himself appointed by imperial decree as the physician to a great general in the northern frontier. With no System or golden finger to help him, he still manages to quietly win the cold-faced general's heart. But the court is in turmoil and danger lurks everywhere: spies sow discord, his achievements threaten the thr 42Reads—Score—14d adds

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    Extreme tension, bittersweet and slightly masochistic

38. 488 猪 Zhu Bajie Carries His Bride 猪八戒背媳妇儿 Jin Jiuheng金久恒Two Male Leads172k WordsCompleted BE Secret love + mutual pining + bittersweet youth Fair-skinned, pretty, fierce, and only tough at home uke × manly, handsome, goofy, and smooth-talking seme Bai Chi and Lu Shuo first met as children by fighting, and forged a bond that would last a lifetime. Lu Shuo teased Bai Chi for looking like a girl, so Bai Chi sat on one of his ribs and broke it. At college, the two gradually grew from naive boys into mature young men. Their love was like apricots ripening from green to yellow, tart and as 2Reads—Score—14d adds
39. 489 极 Aurora Memoirs 极光回忆录 Mu Shangqing木尚清Two Male Leads20k WordsCompleted Chi Yi x Qi Zhi “Next year, let’s go to Murmansk to see the northern lights.” “Next year, let’s go to Murmansk to see the northern lights again.” . Both die, lovers’ suicide . Happy ending . Short story . Written in first person 14Reads—Score—14d adds
40. 490 烬 Bones Turn to Frost 烬骨成霜 Lost in Drink酒後迷失Ancient Romance38k WordsCompleted A “misplaced redemption.” She thought he was hurting her, when in truth he was taking the fall for her. She thought he was deceiving her, when in truth he was staking his life to make the lie come true. A little sweetness in a bitter life, and also his final words. 5Reads—Score—14d adds

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    The sweetness amidst a bitter life, also a final testament, heart-wrenchingly poignant; this new book made it to the bestseller list, and I cried for three days straight after my second reading.

41. 491 君 Jun Lai Xi: His Highness's Shadow Guard 君来兮：本王的影卫大人 She Chui Xiao Xue Fei佘吹小雪飞Two Male Leads332k WordsCompleted A loyal, devoted, and incredibly powerful shadow guard A handsome, proud, and suspicious prince Prince He Junyan of Ye, barely clinging to life, has one person he can truly be proud of: his personal shadow guard. Whatever he orders, no matter how big or small or how closely it concerns him, the guard carries out flawlessly, often going above and beyond. His personal shadow guard is also a master of martial arts. There are only a handful of people in the world who could fight him to a draw. He i 61Reads6.7Score10014d adds

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    Two male leads. The protagonist (shou) was half-dead for many years in the early stages, and the other protagonist (gong) voluntarily became a medicine man to save him, though he didn't know this at the time... There is mpreg, please avoid if you are a fan. Sweet story of a prince and his shadow guard. The other protagonist (gong) loves the protagonist very much and is an exceptionally good man, but the difference in their social status makes him very insecure [smile]. A devoted shadow guard with explosive martial arts skills as the gong, and a proud, suspicious, and handsome prince as the shou [shy]. The half-dead Prince Ye, He Junyan, has someone he can be proud of by his side, his personal shadow guard. Whatever he orders, no matter how small, he can complete it excellently, even to an extreme degree. The personal shadow guard also has superb martial arts skills, and it can be said that only a few people in the world can fight him to a draw, making him the ceiling among shadow guards. However, what he doesn't know is that his personal shadow guard has special feelings for him, a homosexual relationship that is not allowed by the world. Years of close companionship, coupled with the Shadow Guard's exceptional talent, intensified He Junyan's possessiveness. He wanted to arrange the Shadow Guard's marriage because 'Achen' was his. However, recently he discovered something was wrong with the Shadow Guard; he had lied to him, more than once. This was unacceptable to He Junyan. But what he didn't expect was that the lie, once exposed, revealed a heart-wrenching identity: a 'medicine man'! Feelings surged within him, and he finally understood his own heart. "How can the person I cherish most, He Junyan, suffer such torment!" The love he dared not hope for had been reciprocated—something Ye Chen had never even dreamed of. However, bound by his status and societal norms, he knew this love wouldn't have a good ending, so he cherished the time spent with his master. But even the strongest feelings cannot withstand suspicion and hatred, so… [making a face][making a face]

42. 492 情 Our Love Was Deep, Yet Never Reached Forever 情深未可到白头 Pu Yang Su Sheng普杬蘇生Two Male Leads185k WordsCompleted [Two male leads | Bad ending] They met in the prime of their youth. Both hid their feelings, each thinking their love would last forever. It wasn't until Kong Huan met Lin Zhaonan that he believed the saying: “The first person you fall for is the one you'll love for your whole life!” He did just that. Sadly, his whole life lasted only a couple of decades... Lin Zhaonan cried as he told Kong Huan, “You have to come on my wedding day, promise me! I can only feel safe if you're there!” Kong Huan pl 55Reads8.4Score—14d adds
43. 493 欠 I Owe You an Apology 欠君句抱歉 Mo Wu默浯Urban39k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + one-on-one true love + heart-wrenching + mutual devotion + tragic ending] (Sorry, I used the wrong tags!) A Nian, two years ago, I promised to give you a sea of flowers. I opened a flower shop. When will you come by... It was my fault. I lost you. The call had lasted a full minute. Mu Chixing stared at it for a long time, as if making sure it was real. Then, with fingertips trembling slightly, he pressed answer. His voice was almost too hoarse to make a sound as he spoke: “ 87Reads—Score—14d adds

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    "A-Nian... My little hero"

44. 494 半 Half True, Half False: Qi’s Caged Bird 半真半假：齐大佬的笼中鸟 Nine Thoughts, Long Remembrance九思长念Two Male Leads230k WordsCompleted [Clear-eyed, broken beauty who falls hard x possessive, powerful top] Intense push and pull | Pretending turns real | Healing and growth, happy ending Angst first, sweetness later. If you love delicate, emotionally rich stories, come on in. That year, Mu Bai’s own mother sold him to Qi Yan. Qi Yan said, “Be obedient, stay clean, and be ready whenever I call.” Mu Bai swallowed what little dignity he had left in exchange for Qi Yan’s money and protection. Mu Bai thought he could wear the mask fo 76Reads7.2Score—14d adds

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    This person actually believes they can see angina! [Facepalm] The beginning is tragic, but the end is sweet.

45. 495 无 Rootless Strategy 无根攻略 Joy Before the Throne殿前欢Mystery244k WordsCompleted The case of the young man’s brain, the Yongchang silver robbery, the man struck by heavenly lightning… One bizarre case after another comes before the Dali Court. With a dazzling smile and unruffled ease, the investigator uncovers the truth. Who could have guessed that following these clues would lead to a plot capable of turning the world upside down? What is right, what is wrong? Ruan Shaoqing is indeed a man of exquisite insight, while the Marquis of Splendid Garments is a true paragon of int 347Reads9.3Score11814d adds

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    I haven't read that one; it might be different.

46. 496 惊 What? How Could Such a Beautiful Immortal Venerable Have Such Thoughts? 惊！貌美仙尊怎会有如此心思！ The Younger Generation Is China’s Future后生为华Two Male Leads153k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + mutual devotion + master and disciple + feelings go both ways + sweet romance + mutually exclusive devotion] When he sees the person he loves again, he discovers that the other man can’t see and thinks he is his cultivation partner. How can he resolve this situation? Of course, by seducing him relentlessly until everyone recognizes them as cultivation partners. Note: Everything in this world is subject to change. Only you and I are the one certainty in each other’s lives. [Gen 4Reads—Score—14d adds

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    The ending is happy.

47. 497 盛 Peace in a Flourishing Age 盛世有太平 Lord Ninghan凝寒君Two Male Leads435k WordsOngoing [Two Male Leads + Master and Disciple + Political Intrigue + Ensemble Cast + Mutual Healing] After losing his job, he takes in a boy. After he leaves, the scheming boy makes his mark on the world. The boy's life is the only move that can save this game from certain defeat. With only two years left to live, imperial physician Du Taiping wants nothing more than to pass away in peace. On the night he leaves the palace, he finds a boy who can see the colors of people's souls, and discovers the deepe 69Reads—Score—14d adds
48. 498 花 The Flowers Bloomed 花，开了 AhriiiTwo Male Leads55k WordsCompleted If not for that glass of “Glacier,” he would never have inexplicably walked toward him. If he had never met Chen Ji, he would probably still be shrouded in darkness, unable to believe that anyone in this world could truly love him. An Yi is the top seller in this part of town, a butterfly dancing on the edge of taboo, dazzling yet elusive. Chen Ji, a spotless top student, is like a little deer lost in forbidden territory. He has stepped into more than this absurd place: he has also entered An Y —Reads—Score—14d adds
49. 499 愿 May You Be Safe Year After Year. May We Never Meet Again, Alive or Dead 愿君岁岁平安，你我生死不见 Tea Tea the Little Salty Fish茶茶小咸鱼25k WordsCompleted May you be safe and sound year after year. May we never meet again, in life or death. 641Reads—Score4114d adds

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    "When his death became a fait accompli, my guilt reached its peak, and the remaining love rekindled." This short story made me cry so much.

50. 500 盛 Madness Reigns in This Golden Age, and I'm the Only One Saving People 盛世疯批，只有我在救人 Lord Ninghan凝寒君259k WordsOngoing [Everyone Is Unhinged | High-Quality Political Intrigue and Ensemble Cast | Intense Emotional Push and Pull] In a dynasty where the princes and the emperor are bound by a blood feud, I, Du Taiping, became the only normal person. The Crown Prince is a lone wolf bent on revenge, my senior brother is a madman devoted to order, and my disciple can see the colors of people's souls. I wanted nothing more than to die in peace, but was dragged into another high-stakes gamble over this so-called “golden 20Reads—Score—14d adds

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