Desperately Seeking Heart-Wrenching Male-Male Angst!!! 跪求双楠虐文，要能心绞痛的那种！！！

1. 501 平 An Ordinary Person Transmigrates into a Cultivation World 平凡人穿书修真世界 Extra-Spicy Potato-Braised Chicken土豆焖鸡爆辣Two Male Leads695k WordsCompleted [Dual male leads + transmigrate into a book + cultivation + insecure, timid, ordinary, and looks-obsessed Yang Fan x cold, manipulative, and awkward Song Xinluo + slow burn + younger male lead + not a power fantasy (the romance and plot both move slowly)] Yang Fan felt that his transmigration into a book had been an accident. There were no prompts, no golden finger, and no encounters with the story's plot. He came to this unfamiliar and dangerous world and spent ten years as an outer sect discip 5.8kReads8.6Score790Shelves
2. 502 摄 The Regent Seems to Have a Serious Problem 摄政王他好像有那个大病 Young Master Cuttlefish乌贼公子Two Male Leads1.2M WordsCompleted After transmigrating and being reborn in the Rui Kingdom, Shen Anyan has to lower his status and put on the act of a vulgar, contemptible scoundrel just to survive. He plans to latch onto some powerful patron and coast through life, but his shocking remarks leave quite an impression on a certain regent. After an accident, the two disguise their identities, each with their own agenda, and begin to draw closer to one another. He plans to take the silver and leave, but the regent refuses to let him 3.2kReads9.0Score365Shelves
3. 503 和 After Swapping Souls with the Top Student, He Died 和学霸灵魂互换后他死了 Four Hundred and Fifty Thousand肆亿伍Two Male Leads292k WordsCompleted “Lu Hengzhi”: “Who are you?” “I am Lu Hengzhi.” “Lu Hengzhi”: “Then who am I?” “You are Shen Shian.” “Lu Hengzhi”: “No, I'm not Shen Shian! I'm Lu Hengzhi!” “If you're Lu Hengzhi, then who am I?” 23Reads—Score—Shelves
4. 504 两 Two Branches 两枝桠头 Lychee Sweet Without a Branch荔不枝甜Two Male Leads101k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + salvation + tragic romance + tragic ending] Before meeting Li Chu, Jiang Ge planned to live until he was twenty, then end his own life. They were each other's only reason to keep living. From a narrow crack, they fought desperately to catch a glimpse of the light. But just as their lives were getting back on track, the arrival of their adoptive father shattered their fragile peace. The night Jiang Ge was struck in a vital spot, he whispered in Li Chu's right ear, “Chuchu, I 134Reads8.0Score100Shelves
5. 505 无 Rootless Strategy 无根攻略 Joy Before the Throne殿前欢Mystery244k WordsCompleted The case of the young man’s brain, the Yongchang silver robbery, the man struck by heavenly lightning… One bizarre case after another comes before the Dali Court. With a dazzling smile and unruffled ease, the investigator uncovers the truth. Who could have guessed that following these clues would lead to a plot capable of turning the world upside down? What is right, what is wrong? Ruan Shaoqing is indeed a man of exquisite insight, while the Marquis of Splendid Garments is a true paragon of int 305Reads9.3Score101Shelves

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   I haven't read that one, it might be different.

6. 506 花 The Flowers Bloomed 花，开了 AhriiiTwo Male Leads55k WordsCompleted If not for that glass of “Glacier,” he would never have inexplicably walked toward him. If he had never met Chen Ji, he would probably still be shrouded in darkness, unable to believe that anyone in this world could truly love him. An Yi is the top seller in this part of town, a butterfly dancing on the edge of taboo, dazzling yet elusive. Chen Ji, a spotless top student, is like a little deer lost in forbidden territory. He has stepped into more than this absurd place: he has also entered An Y —Reads—Score—Shelves
7. 507 猪 Zhu Bajie Carries His Bride 猪八戒背媳妇儿 Jin Jiuheng金久恒Two Male Leads172k WordsCompleted BE Secret love + mutual pining + bittersweet youth Fair-skinned, pretty, fierce, and only tough at home uke × manly, handsome, goofy, and smooth-talking seme Bai Chi and Lu Shuo first met as children by fighting, and forged a bond that would last a lifetime. Lu Shuo teased Bai Chi for looking like a girl, so Bai Chi sat on one of his ribs and broke it. At college, the two gradually grew from naive boys into mature young men. Their love was like apricots ripening from green to yellow, tart and as 9Reads—Score—Shelves
8. 508 极 Aurora Memoirs 极光回忆录 Mu Shangqing木尚清Two Male Leads20k WordsCompleted Chi Yi x Qi Zhi “Next year, let’s go to Murmansk to see the northern lights.” “Next year, let’s go to Murmansk to see the northern lights again.” . Both die, lovers’ suicide . Happy ending . Short story . Written in first person 13Reads—Score—Shelves
9. 509 情 Our Love Was Deep, Yet Never Reached Forever 情深未可到白头 Pu Yang Su Sheng普杬蘇生Two Male Leads185k WordsCompleted [Two male leads | Bad ending] They met in the prime of their youth. Both hid their feelings, each thinking their love would last forever. It wasn't until Kong Huan met Lin Zhaonan that he believed the saying: “The first person you fall for is the one you'll love for your whole life!” He did just that. Sadly, his whole life lasted only a couple of decades... Lin Zhaonan cried as he told Kong Huan, “You have to come on my wedding day, promise me! I can only feel safe if you're there!” Kong Huan pl 75Reads8.4Score—Shelves
10. 510 罪 I Would Break My Sinful Bones for You 罪骨为君折 Yuandan Realm, Who Loves Dried Vegetables and Bitter Melon爱吃干菜苦瓜的元丹境Two Male Leads157k WordsCompleted He was Shen Mingzhao, the wicked prince cursed by all under heaven. At six, he murdered his elder brother. The rest of his life was spent atoning in the imperial palace, docile and enduring, letting anyone trample him. Everyone thought he was a useless shadow. Only Xiao Lin, heir to the Marquis of Zhenbei, cherished him above all else. Anyone who bullied him was beaten. Anyone who hurt him was killed. Even imperial authority could not lay a finger on him. “Shen Mingzhao, you don’t have to atone. 2Reads—Score—Shelves

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    This makes me feel sad when I see it, it's beautiful

11. 511 谁 Who Gets It? The Daddy-Type Top Always Thinks I’m Well-Behaved 谁懂，爹系攻总以为我很乖 Yan Ze颜泽Two Male Leads647k WordsCompleted [A gloomy, jealous, slightly mean and haughty bottom VS a stern, strict, fatherly top who accepts him unconditionally] In his previous life, Xie Ran was born in a tiny mountain village with no parents. He shot to fame on Metamorphosis, was adopted by a wealthy family and joined the upper class, then went on to make it big in the entertainment industry. He’d been thrilled to welcome his new life, but all he got was exclusion and oppression. His adoptive parents resented him for not knowing how t 39.9kReads9.0Score7kShelves
12. 512 完 Oh No! The Pretty Little Fool Has Upset the Gloomy Big Shot Again 完蛋！漂亮小傻子又气坏阴郁大佬 Towering Jia Wood参天甲木Two Male Leads727k WordsCompleted Completed. Originally titled The End! The Pretty Little Fool Has Made the Gloomy Big Shot Angry Again Pretty, stuttering little fool x gloomy, stern, powerful big shot [Two male leads + the bottom seems like a fool but is actually a genius + the top gets angry on the surface but is actually doting + both are each other's first + exclusive devotion + age gap + face-slapping] Jiang Mian spent all nineteen years of his life in the basement of the Jiang family home. He had never been exposed to the 16.1kReads9.1Score2.7kShelves
13. 513 霸 After the Domineering CEO Heard My Thoughts, He Started Craving Me 霸总读我心声后，馋上了我 Soft and Adorable Dumplings软萌饺子Two Male Leads512k WordsCompleted [Dual Male Leads + Mind Reading + Lighthearted Comedy + Awakening + 1v1 Romance + Sweet Everyday Moments + Both Pure] Song Shi'an had worked diligently as the CEO's assistant for five years when he suddenly awakened and realized he was inside an old-school CEO romance novel! In the first half, the CEO torments his wife over and over; in the second half, he chases her and suffers for it. And Song Shi'an, as the all-purpose assistant in the book, can do practically anything! But why has the plot g 26.8kReads9.1Score4.5kShelves
14. 514 反 The Villain Is Clinging to Life, but I'm Really Not Your Boyfriend 反派垂死挣扎，我真不是你男朋友 Lan Chun兰春Two Male Leads413k WordsCompleted Two male leads + Irreverent sweet romance + Quick Transmigration Adorable Lin Mu × Gu Lian, a lovesick fool who’s practically starving for him Lin Mu is a newly minted villain. Every day, he diligently causes trouble, stealing bricks and pulling tiles from the male lead’s path to success so he can hold on to his villain’s job. He bullies the male lead as a young master, betrays him as a sworn brother, deceives him as a canary... But whenever he tries to sneak away after doing something bad, some 3.7kReads9.3Score408Shelves

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    After reading it once, I can't help but read it a second and third time. The author Gide wants to hide the foreshadowing in every word in the book. Due to time constraints, I cannot explain them one by one. Friends who have read it can discuss it together in the comment area [Compare Hearts]

15. 515 W WYLM Miao Aoo苗嗷嗷Two Male Leads505k WordsCompleted Boy Band / Everyday Life / ABO / AA Romance / Idols / Friendship / Healing / Gender Swap / Happy Ending Synopsis: If love can't keep me alive, then hate can. But later, there was love, too. “Linlin, your big brother loves you.” “Jinglin, Tongtong will protect you.” “Cheng Jinglin! Look at me! Only look at me!” “Linlin is so pretty. I like you so much~” Ten years of protection, a warm embrace, a blazing fire, and a gentle deception. Do they love Cheng Jinglin, or just this beautiful body? On the 441Reads—Score—Shelves

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    ₍⑅ᐢ..ᐢ₎

16. 516 我 With Top-Tier Green Tea Skills, I Poached the Protagonist's Partner 我靠顶级茶艺，挖了主角墙角 Grapefruit葡萄柚Two Male Leads420k WordsCompleted [A roguish, wild, two-faced tea-loving lunatic x a ruthless, complex, wealthy heir] [Two male leads + two powerful leads + mutually devoted + mind-reading] Jiang Qiao transmigrated into a bizarre harem novel, becoming a nameless male side character. He was the bodyguard of the protagonist's officially matched boyfriend, yet secretly worked against him and acted like the protagonist's devoted lapdog. The protagonist gets the meat, I get the scraps. The protagonist's broke, I pay. The protagonist 16kReads9.5Score2.2kShelves
17. 517 梅 Plum Blossom Transformation 梅变 Herb of the Apricot Grove杏林之草Two Male Leads344k WordsCompleted The lifelong love story of Emperor Si Muchen, the mighty ruler who became emperor after the former empress of Great Xia, King Rui, ascended the throne, and Mei Youning, Great Xia’s prime minister: from falling in love, to misunderstandings, to finally clearing them up. 239Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Not bad [like][smirk][laugh]

18. 518 爱 I Can't Bear the Price of Loving You 爱上你的代价让我承受不起 Herb of the Apricot Grove杏林之草Two Male Leads1.2M WordsCompleted Su Yichen, courtesy name Youxian and childhood nickname Mo'er, is called Su Mo by his family. Ever since he was little, he has loved the older boy who once saved him, Prince De, Xiao Yixuan. When he grows up, he uses his own abilities to help Xiao Yixuan ascend the throne, only to see his mother forced off a cliff. Left crippled, he throws himself into the moat... 476Reads8.8Score—Shelves
19. 519 我 I Want to Marry a Second Wife 我想娶小老婆 Cold Plum, Ink Fragrance寒梅墨香Two Male Leads719k WordsCompleted The first time Nan Du said he wanted to take a concubine, Zhan Yuehua pinned him to the floor and slapped him hard ten times. The second time Nan Du said he wanted to take a concubine, Zhan Yuehua stripped him of a large share of his stocks and properties. When Nan Du was itching to bring up taking a concubine for the third time, Zhan Yuehua warned him, “You may enjoy abusing your wife today, but one day I’ll dance on your grave until dawn.” 125Reads9.3Score—Shelves
20. 520 和 The Easy Life After Signing a Stand-In Contract with a CEO 和霸总签订替身条约后的咸鱼生活 Yao Bai Rao Mu幺白绕木Two Male Leads217k WordsCompleted [1v1, both leads are tops, sweet romance, healing, obsessive love, jealous type] [Blunt, money-loving beauty vs. a sharp-tongued but soft-hearted, vigorous, wealthy CEO] After being forced to sign a contract to act as the CEO’s stand-in, Chi Ze throws himself into working day and night to earn money, fueled by the indomitable spirit of a wage slave! Then, out of nowhere, the CEO’s family goes bankrupt. Chi Ze digs out his savings book and silently hands it over. “When you make a comeback, give m 35Reads8.8Score—Shelves
21. 521 一 I Accidentally Became the Tsundere Employer's White Moonlight 一不小心成了傲娇雇主的白月光 Little Words, No Worries小字无忧Two Male Leads602k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + tragic romance + the one who was left behind pursues his lover through hell + equally matched leads] [Two male leads + warmth] [Dark imprisonment, brutal torture, memory control, stealing someone's lover] Volume One: First Meeting in the Jungle focuses on daily life as they struggle to survive in the jungle, with scenes of being shot, poisoned, treated for injuries, and fed. It's a bittersweet but lighthearted read. Volume Two: The Ordeal of Captivity includes deception, dark i 1.6kReads8.1Score140Shelves

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    When nothing goes wrong, Li Yin feels that Wei Yihang is the most important. Once something happens, Wei Yihang becomes untrustworthy and expendable. In the jungle, in order to preserve his own reputation, he would not hesitate to wrongfully accuse him; after he came out, in order to ensure the family's situation, he would not hesitate to trick him out and sell him to our Sang people, leaving him tortured until he was covered with bruises and his life was hanging by a thread; in the manor, for the sake of his own face, he would not hesitate to sacrifice him and let He was humiliated by those people until he was in pain; he believed what others said and punished him by drowning in the water until he lost his breath; in other secret rooms, he was stimulated to the point of insanity without explanation... Later, Li Yin finally lost his baby, and he finally felt heartbroken and regretted...

22. 522 蓝 The Handsome Hostage Prince 蓝颜质子 Cheng Tan Meixuan橙檀美萱Historical16k WordsCompleted The Blue-Eyed Young Hostage 877Reads—Score—Shelves

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    [Love][love][love]

23. 523 不 Abyss of the Undying: You Can't Escape 不死深渊：你逃不掉的 Little Jiuhong小九红Two Male Leads615k WordsCompleted [Imprisonment + two male leads + one-on-one + obsessive + pathological + forced love + mutual amnesia + prison + winning back the husband + physical and emotional torment] [Devoted, love-struck top + hot-tempered, irritable bottom] Mu Yan has been kidnapped, more than once. He's always believed Jiang Yuanyu is his nemesis, the culprit who ruined everything. He hates Jiang Yuanyu for destroying his life, and tries to destroy him in turn through abuse, games, torture, and suicide. But does he real 85Reads8.1Score—Shelves

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    Highly recommended!!!

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