Desperately Seeking Heart-Wrenching Male-Male Angst!!! 跪求双楠虐文，要能心绞痛的那种！！！

1. 251 戒 Conversion Camp: Tamed by Love 戒同所：以爱驯服 Huai Jin Mianyang淮今绵阳Two Male Leads272k WordsCompleted Just started getting ratings; the main story is complete [No CP + Slight Ensemble Cast + Conversion Therapy + Mind Control + In the Name of Love] [If you like angst, come on in.] I'm required to write at least 50 characters, but I think every extra word would be a spoiler. So, happy New Year's Eve, everyone. Tang Tang, happy New Year's Eve to you too. Welcome to my world. 514Reads8.5Score10014d adds

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2. 252 小 The CEO Panicked When the Little Tyrant Became Critically Ill 小霸王病危后总裁他慌了 Yu Zi萸籽Two Male Leads283k WordsCompleted [Dual male leads, reconciliation after a breakup, sickly, regret and pursuit, happy ending!] Cool CEO gong × depressed, sickly shou Mu Ning was once the most doted-on young master of the wealthy Mu family, as well as a notorious little tyrant in their social circle. But falling in love with Gu Yanchu changed the course of his life forever. His own father personally sent him to hell. After that, he became insecure and sensitive, burdened with injuries and illness. When he finally fought his way o 2.7kReads8.2Score17814d adds
3. 253 临 I Cleared My Name One Second Before I Died 临死前一秒我洗白了 Little Li Fish小黎鱼Two Male Leads243k WordsCompleted [Initially uncaring, later devoted attack × socially savvy, checked-out receiver; one-on-one, equally matched, both chaste] [The first dozen or so chapters focus on the plot, but at heart this is a groveling romance; Jian Huai is the attack] As the last descendant of the Vermilion Bird divine clan, Gu Yi'an's duty is to protect the Fallen Spirit. But in this life, the Fallen Spirit has not only gained sentience, it has also taken human form and become Jian Huai. Gu Yi'an: “...” How am I supposed 4.5kReads9.4Score59014d adds

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   This one is very heart-wrenching.

4. 254 破 After My Bankruptcy, My Ex-Boyfriend Became My Boss 破产后前男友成了我老板 Little Future Predictor预言小未来Two Male Leads625k WordsCompleted [Alternate Universe | Two Male Leads | Reunited After a Breakup | Redemption, Sweet and Angsty] The day Cheng Xi went bankrupt, he finally learned what it meant to have everyone turn against him. His parents and older brother fled overseas overnight and vanished without a trace. His fair-weather friends blocked him. And Gu Yun, the poor student he had once “forced” to live with him, was laughing and chatting at a café with a younger schoolmate. Cheng Xi quietly left the city. Three years later, 3kReads6.5Score20314d adds

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   Extremely grueling! Both physically and emotionally tortured!

5. 255 前 My Ex-Husband Wants to Remarry Me Again and Again 前夫又又又想复婚了 Sugar Cake Is So Sweet糖糕很甜Two Male Leads824k WordsCompleted The comic adaptation of the same name is now available on Kuaikan. [One-on-one romance, both leads have no past relationships; the top is awful at first but becomes devoted later] “Don’t you love me? If you love me, you have to change for me!” With just those words from Ye Linghan, Ji Ran went from an Alpha to an Omega. Ji Ran endured the rejection his changed body brought, as well as Ye Linghan hurting him again and again. After Ye Linghan divorced him, heartbroken Ji Ran turned and walked away 3.3kReads8.7Score66014d adds

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   These few books alone are so heartbreaking.

6. 256 以 A Life Offered in Sacrifice 以身唯祭 Raise a Toast from Afar遥敬一杯酒Two Male Leads314k WordsCompleted Severe physical torment | Severe heartbreak | Possessive love | Happy ending | A love born of hatred | He’ll regret losing him | One-on-one | True love | Love rekindled after heartbreak | Political scheming and misunderstandings | Both leads are each other’s first Only then did Xiao Jingyan finally understand: he had taught Jing Heng the art of war, but Jing Heng had learned how to offer himself as a sacrifice for love. Xiao Jingyan had once believed that Jing Heng’s betrayal was the greatest sh 7.5kReads8.5Score72114d adds

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   It tortured me so badly I felt like I was going to die.

7. 257 囚 Prisoner Slave: Your Highness, Please Go Easy on the Punishment 囚奴：求殿下轻点罚 Only Wushan唯巫山Two Male Leads422k WordsCompleted (Just rated, no negative reviews so far) [Physical Abuse + Emotional Abuse + Every Kind of Suffering + Two Male Leads + Both Pure + Two Powerful Leads + Happy Ending] There will be sweet moments, but there's more suffering. Their statuses are worlds apart, and the bottom is very lowly. [Suspicious, Sadistic, and Ruthless Top × Unhinged, Scheming, and Humble Bottom] The empress sends the spy A Yan (the bottom) to the residence of the third prince, Xiao Jue. Suspicious by nature, Xiao Jue (the t 2.2kReads8.8Score21014d adds

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   The first book is about a regent who raises a seme (the male lead). The seme becomes emperor, and the two have a misunderstanding. The seme thinks the regent is controlling the court and wants to kill him, while the regent thinks the seme is a little fool who needs to be cared for (the seme's brain was damaged when he was young). The seme imprisons and tortures the regent. The regent's legs are broken, his tendons are severed, and his eyesight is blurred. There are also jade stones involved. After the two torture each other, the seme realizes there was a misunderstanding. The regent fakes his death and escapes, but is captured by the enemy country and made into a puppet. The person who captured the regent has a connection with the regent's father, but that person doesn't know it. The empire's person wants to make the regent into a puppet to see if there is a way to keep him conscious, because the regent's father, who is also his lover, has become a puppet, so they use the regent as an experiment. The second book is modern. The protagonist, an undercover agent, infiltrates the antagonist's inner circle for his mother's sake. Later, the antagonist tries to escape but is captured. His cronies come up with a plan: if they heat a metal ring containing a tracking device and an electric shock device until it's red-hot and wrap it around the antagonist's leg, he won't be able to escape. Then begins the agonizing chase after the antagonist. 😋😋 The third book is extremely, extremely, extremely, extremely angsty. It's like drinking strong liquor on wounds; it's painful to read. The antagonist is also an undercover agent.

8. 258 我 I Have Never Truly Lived 我从未真正的活过 Xiaohu Who Likes Cats and Dogs喜欢猫狗的晓虎Modern Romance118k WordsCompleted [Pure despair | Ultimate tragedy | No redemption | Suffocating from beginning to end | No twists, no rebirth, no coming to terms] Diagnosed with moderate depression and bipolar disorder at the age of twelve, a boy spends ten years learning one thing: how to hide his own death perfectly in the middle of a crowd. This is not a story about fighting back. There is no comeback, no redemption, and no one opening the door at the last moment. It is a story about “not existing.” When no one has ever tru 5.8kReads6.9Score1.1k14d adds

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9. 259 把 Giving Up Depression Along With Love 把抑郁症和爱一起戒掉 Among Half a Cup of Clouds半盏云里Two Male Leads148k WordsCompleted Tags: BE | Tragic Romance | Two Male Leads | Campus | Mutual Salvation Note: The main story is about 20 chapters, with the rest consisting of extras. [Cold and aloof Lu Yu] x [Insecure Lin Qi] Lin Qi's world is a deep blue that cannot be mixed away on a painter's palette. Lu Yu's world is a desolate place, forever weightless between the lines. Two boys, trapped for years in the depths of their emotions, secretly build a spiritual utopia just for each other in a glass room in an old building. 270Reads8.8Score18214d adds
10. 260 妆 A Thousand Dead Bones Beneath Her Makeup 妆成万骨枯 Your Little Monster你家妖啊Two Male Leads209k WordsCompleted When Feng Lichen first met Jun Huai, he was merely a prince being used by others. When they met again, Feng Lichen had become an emperor who ruled the world. Whenever Feng Lichen saw Jun Huai, he called him “Huaihuai” and could hardly resist throwing himself into his arms. But Jun Huai despised him. Whenever Feng Lichen offered him his sincere affection, all he received in return was a cold stare and scorn. Jun Huai's innate loyalty made Feng Lichen love and hate him at once. He couldn't bear to 257Reads6.6Score—14d adds
11. 261 影 The Hard Life of a Shadow Guard 影卫难当 Cloud Crane Locks Down the Court云鹤锁朝堂Two Male Leads309k WordsCompleted *The comic adaptation of the same name is now available on Bilibili Comics.* [Cruel, cold-hearted prince gong x devoted, lovestruck shadow guard shou] These days, shadow guards have to know how to kill and warm the bed. And if they anger their master, they risk being given away to someone else. Xuanying isn't afraid of punishment. He's only afraid his master will cast him off for good. But he never imagined that something could be worse than rejection: the despair of sharing a bed while being at 1.8kReads8.6Score21614d adds
12. 262 被 After the Enemy Crown Prince Tricked Me Into Becoming His Substitute 被敌国太子骗做替身之后 Tea for You予茶Two Male Leads467k WordsCompleted [Devoted couple, angst, serious angst!!! Frail, sickly beauty of a divine physician and prince bottom × initially deranged, later puppy-like crown prince who pursues his love top] (The rating is low because the novel just came out, but it will rise.) The Ninth Prince of Linzhao, Ji Yuxuan, is handsome, brilliant, and exceptionally capable. In court, he wields influence at will, leaving the ministers lamenting. Among the noble families, he wins the secret affections of official's daughters and t 300Reads7.3Score10314d adds
13. 263 怯 After the Cowardly Hu Slave Is Reborn, the Regent Gets a Brutal Beating 怯懦胡奴重生后，摄政王被虐惨了 The Immortals Never Return神仙不归Two Male Leads287k WordsCompleted [Dual male leads + reborn twice + 1v1] [Western Regions slave boy x Prince Regent of Jing] [Cool and aloof heartthrob bottom x Gentle, scheming, devoted top] [Sweet and angsty + a long road to winning back his love + love and hate + rekindled romance + political intrigue + foreshadowing and twists] In his previous life, Nian Li, a Hu slave from the Western Regions, believed he had won the Prince Regent’s heart. After giving him everything, body and soul, he learned that to the Prince Reg 127Reads—Score—14d adds
14. 264 认 After Winning My Wife Back, I Started Desperately Making It Up to Her 认回老婆后开始疯狂找补 Writing a Date into Being落笔成期Two Male Leads203k WordsCompleted Dual male leads, ABO angst, mutually exclusive first loves, a groveling chase to win back his spouse, a business marriage, and a happy ending Content warning: Old-school melodramatic angst. The leads were kidnapped as children, and the top has poor eyesight, so he mistakes someone else for his beloved early on. He treats his spouse terribly and is a real jerk, but later enters a groveling chase to win him back. If you can't handle old-school melodrama and a terrible top, don't read this. Cruel, 37Reads8.0Score—14d adds
15. 265 成 After Becoming the CEO’s Canary, His Obsessive Love Turned Possessive 成为霸总金丝雀后疯批他强取豪夺 One Pen Conquers the World一支笔打天下Two Male Leads123k WordsOngoing Don’t read this book. It’s going to be hidden and completely rewritten after updates stop. Come back at the end of the month for the new version!!!! I’m working on a new book now. Please follow me in the meantime, thank you!!!!! —Reads—Score—14d adds
16. 266 恰 A Lamp in the Dark Room 恰暗室逢灯 Zhi Xin夂心Modern Romance20k WordsCompleted "For ten years, the living and the dead have been lost to each other, two worlds apart. I try not to think of you, yet I cannot forget. Your lonely grave lies a thousand miles away. There is nowhere I can speak of this sorrow." Gu Changsheng once felt happy about his name. But later, why was he left all alone in this busy world? "Gu Changsheng, I want to be with you for the rest of my life!" Xia Baizhou shouted recklessly into the darkness. "Baizhou, I love you too." The two young men laughed w 22Reads—Score—14d adds
17. 267 他 He Went to Bury Him 他去葬他 Eating History Until It Sticks to Your Teeth吃史粘牙Two Male Leads29k WordsCompleted He wanted to leave with his beloved, but they only smiled and brushed their nose against his. When he opened his eyes again, he had hit his head against his beloved's gravestone. Letters lay scattered across the ground in front of it. He gazed at the white snow and the yellowed tombstone. Afraid his beloved would be too lonely on the journey, he brought a vast sweep of periwinkles to bury them. [The romance is mutual, with neither side being coy] [Chapters 1 and 2 are terrible. I'll come back an 204Reads—Score—14d adds
18. 268 他 He Didn't Comfort Him 他没哄他 Nine Leaves九叶叶叶Two Male Leads50k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + campus + lighthearted + unrequited love + a touch of bittersweetness + BE + short story] (Soothing someone = comforting them = deceiving them) Gloomy top student [Mu Qi] × doomed delinquent [Ling Shu] Every relationship needs someone to make the first move. That's inevitable. So Ling Shu spent two years preparing before stepping back into Mu Qi's life. Liking someone doesn't guarantee you'll end up together, and love doesn't have to be earth-shattering. So Mu Qi kept watch ove 181Reads—Score—14d adds
19. 269 愿 May You Know Peace for All Your Days 愿汝长安 Jin Yu TL瑾瑜TLTwo Male Leads46k WordsCompleted [Male-male romance] [Emperor shou] [Both leads are each other’s first and only] Jiang Hongyu never expected to accomplish anything during his reign. Just staying alive would be enough; even being a puppet emperor would be fine. But things rarely go as planned. Kidnapping, the death of a friend, and the turmoil of war leave him struggling to breathe. But He Chang’an is like a ray of light, keeping him going. As long as they’re together, Jiang Hongyu feels he can do anything. But what will he d 8Reads—Score—14d adds
20. 270 请 Heaven, Please Give Me a Way Out 请上天给我生路 Qin Yuan沁远Two Male Leads38k WordsCompleted At seventeen, my mother sold me to Northern Myanmar for 400 yuan... I picked up a fruit knife and slashed my wrist. The blade was ice-cold, just like my heart. As I slipped toward unconsciousness, someone picked me up. Warm liquid dripped onto my face, and I heard a familiar voice speak beside me, at once near and far: “Since you’re in so much pain, I won’t save you...” Angst be 125Reads—Score—14d adds
21. 271 用 I’d Rather Die So You Can Follow Me in Death 用死换你殉情也好 I, the Emperor, Don't Like Sweet Potatoes朕不爱吃番薯Two Male Leads27k WordsCompleted He was once the Supreme Emperor, yet he personally killed the only person he ever loved. There were no bones left at the mass grave. In the inner palace, he dreamed of her more than two thousand times over six years. His empire fell, and all its splendor came to nothing. He gave his life to atone, hoping only to reunite with her in another life. Dynasties changed and years passed. The world had long since become a different place. On a bustling street, two little children came hand in hand. The 779Reads—Score10214d adds
22. 272 会 I Can Sweet-Talk, But I Can't Stop 会哄，不会停 Hui Shi卉诗Two Male Leads384k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + charged push-and-pull + both devoted to each other + sworn enemies + melodrama + no moral compass] On his nineteenth birthday, Ran Ting makes a wish: he wants his nemesis, Jie Zhishen, to be captivated by his charm. It was just an offhand wish, but it actually comes true. Damn it! Except the wish-granting god clearly misunderstood what he meant! He meant for Jie Zhishen to worship him and admire him, to willingly kneel at his feet and become his lackey! Not, not... not to fall 50kReads9.0Score8.3k14d adds

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    It's so good! [I'm almost crying][I'm almost crying][I'm almost crying]

23. 273 顶 The Top-Ranked E-Type Alpha Is Both Sweet and Wild 顶级E的Alpha又娇又野 Red Bull Sweet Potato红牛地瓜Two Male Leads346k WordsCompleted [ABOE + equally powerful leads + mutually faithful couple + win-her-back arc + rekindled romance] Aloof, refined, secretly passionate Enigma VS a scheming, haughty, hypocritical Alpha Lu Yubai, Jiangcheng's number-one rich playboy and an S-rank Alpha, is back in the country. Rumors say he's been through something traumatic and changed completely. And that's not all: even the principles he's held to for twenty-eight years have been shattered! He used to insist he wanted an orange-scented Omega. N 10.2kReads9.4Score1.1k14d adds
24. 274 再 If I Ever Like You Again, I’ll Change My Name! 再喜欢你我就不姓黎！ Mouren Temple谋人寺Two Male Leads372k WordsCompleted Two Male Leads + Reborn + The Ex Chases His Wife to the Crematorium + Younger Love Interest + Substitute + Soapy Drama Li Xi was an undefeated legend in the legal world, dignified and unassailable. But beneath his formidable exterior lay a stress disorder left by a car accident on a rainy night: whenever it rained, his head would throb with unbearable pain. He kept this “shameful weakness” locked deep inside. Then, at a bar, one dazzling glimpse of a bright, radiant young man set his dormant h 943Reads8.3Score2614d adds

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    Was this sinister-looking man really the boy who used to fawn over him and sweetly call him "Uncle Li"? Why had he become so unfamiliar, so terrifying...? Then it dawned on him—they'd only known each other for a few months. Perhaps, from beginning to end, he'd never truly understood this man. That fleeting warmth was nothing more than a carefully woven lie.

25. 275 被 The Little Emperor Imprisoned by the Left and Right Chancellors 被左相右相囚禁的小皇帝 Liang Wang两汪Two Male Leads523k WordsCompleted After the Beijing Rebellion, the imperial family of the Yu Dynasty was handed over to the Northern Barbarians, who subjected them to every kind of humiliation. The only survivor was a ten-year-old prince. The capital was moved to Nanjing, and the boy ascended the throne at ten, with the two chief ministers doing their utmost to support him. But the young emperor was unable to have children. Little by little, he fell into another abyss. He said he loved him deeply, yet their struggle was a fight 9.4kReads6.4Score61714d adds

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    As long as Your Majesty is here, I'll go to hell...

26. 276 被 I Was Imprisoned by the Male Lead I Wrote 被自己写的男主囚禁了 Loves Crispy Fried Prawns爱吃大虾酥Two Male Leads290k WordsCompleted The rating just went live [Two Male Leads + Master and Disciple + Both Powerful + Younger Pursuer + Cultivation + Both Pure] A delusion-prone, obsessive disciple who pursues x a master who talks nonstop in his head Luo Huaiyu: Doesn't matter if it's black or white, I'll imagine it as something dirty. (My master slapped me. He must think I'm not working hard enough.) Yun Qizhou: I wrote the male lead. How could I not understand him? (Being pinned down by my own disciple? Damn, I really don't u 337Reads8.2Score11214d adds

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    Pei Yunqiao was deeply hurt, but he still obediently took the handsome older brother's warning to heart. [Crying][crying][crying] From then on, he never mentioned his past with PD Shen again, even though he had saved PD Shen's life when they were children. He worked harder than anyone else on stage every time, even at the cost of getting himself injured. [Crying][crying][crying][crying][crying] He finally succeeded in sending away the handsome older brother who had lived in his heart for more than ten years.

27. 277 顶 The Top Assassin Is Too Pitiful, So the Arrogant Young Master Risks His Life to Cheer Her Up 顶级杀手太可怜，嚣张京少用命哄 Fruit-Flavored Orange果味橙子Two Male Leads236k WordsOngoing [Two Male Leads] [A Story of Redemption] [Secret Identity] [Two Powerful Leads] [Younger Love Interest] Jiang Zhan is a top assassin in the Temple, an organization of killers. His codename is "Lucifer." When he was six, his mother killed her husband and son, then burned the entire Jiang family to the ground. She took the Jiang family's vast fortune and married someone else, then had another son, living in luxury atop the bones of the Jiang family. Meanwhile, Jiang Zhan could only take his father 5.9kReads6.9Score71014d adds

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    The main characters are an assassin and a mercenary, both powerful, but the assassin had an unhappy childhood, and there should be a major heart-wrenching moment later on. It might not reach the level of angina, but overall, the story is pretty good except for the fact that it's still being updated, and the author is consistently updating daily.

28. 278 江 Young Master Jiang, Your Live-In Tutor Husband Has Been Kissed Again 江少，你的家教老公又被亲跑啦 Yunduan Qiqi云端七七Two Male Leads645k WordsCompleted (Complete. The rating just came out, so it’ll go up later, everyone!) [Arrogant, affection-starved young master seme x Rational, restrained tutor uke] [Two male leads + Pure love + Equally matched + Younger man/older man + Rekindled love + Ex’s redemption + Both virgins + Happy ending] It began as a game of making someone submit, sparked by a bet. He lost his heart, fell in love, and cruelly walked away at the height of their happiness, only for them to save each other from the depths of despair 11.5kReads8.8Score1.2k14d adds

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    These two books! Completed! Super good! Broken mirror mended! Captivating! Highly recommended!! Sweet and romantic!! Check out the reviews!! Two protagonists! Fast-paced plot!!! Super sweet!! Strong protagonists! Captivating! Both protagonists are virgins! Mutual attraction! Engaging story! Excellent writing! High quality! You won't get tired of reading! A must-read! Two strong protagonists! Both protagonists are virgins! Meets your requirements! You won't regret reading this!! Buy with confidence! Happy ending! Hope you like it~~

29. 279 黎 Boss Li, You Can't Open the Door to My Secret Crush 黎大佬，我的暗恋大门你打不开 Yunduan Qiqi云端七七Two Male Leads289k WordsCompleted (The score was just posted. It’ll go up later~~) [Two male leads + equally matched + secret crush becomes mutual + mutual flirtation + intense push and pull + sweet romance + groveling redemption + devoted to each other + happy ending] A seemingly cold and ruthless, suspicious, haughty, flirtatious heir × a seemingly mild-mannered bodyguard who is actually a battle-crazed powerhouse Li Zhaoting, the entertainment industry’s top power broker × Lu Yun, a humble bodyguard who rose from humble begin 9.4kReads8.8Score1.3k14d adds
30. 280 病 The Frail Little One Is Spoiled Rotten 病弱崽崽超受宠的 Berry Meow莓莉喵Two Male Leads1.0M WordsCompleted [Quick transmigration, raising-kids story, two male leads, adored by everyone and everyone's heartthrob! The little one gets doted on early in each world, with a romance between the two male leads developing later! The little one is just the cutest!] [Because of his poor health, the little one gets a disease buff in every world and dies young, becoming everyone's white moonlight. The ending is guaranteed to be happy!] As he lay dying, Qian Yuan was chosen by a System and tasked with winning peop 25.2kReads9.1Score2.7k14d adds

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    If you can handle angina, come and read this. It will give you heartache. The first book features a white moonlight who dies young in every world, full of illness and anxiety about separation.

31. 281 笼 The Crane in the Cage: Torture in the Name of Love 笼中鹤：以爱为名的凌迟 A Lazy Little Taba一只懒塔塔Two Male Leads100k WordsCompleted [A tragic romance + a chase to win back his wife + love that imprisons and destroys] A deranged tycoon keeps a crane captive; a cool, aloof singer’s wings are clipped. To pay for his grandfather’s surgery, Shen He enters Longchao and becomes the club’s top star, cherished by its owner, Jin Yu. That is, until one night, when Xie Zhi singles him out: “Three months. Be with me.” From then on, snow falls around them, and the crane is trapped in a cage. Xie Zhi only wants to keep him as his own priva 113Reads—Score714d adds
32. 282 替 The Substitute’s Acting Is Explosive, and Mr. Song Stumbles into a Trap 替身演技炸裂，宋总阴沟里翻船 Frosty Maples in Late Autumn霜枫晚秋Two Male Leads530k WordsCompleted The person Mr. Song loved went abroad, so he kept a poor student, Chu Yanyi, by his side as a stand-in for two whole years. Mr. Song knew Chu Yanyi was hopelessly in love with him. Those eyes full of affection alone gave him away. When the real thing returned, Mr. Song prepared to send the stand-in away, but the stand-in killed himself. Just as Mr. Song thought Chu Yanyi was dead, he discovered that the man’s parents had been paid to pretend to be his parents, and the urn supposedly holding his 8.5kReads9.2Score98714d adds

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    The story of Shuangnan is so heart-wrenching! [I also highly recommend it] In the first book, every world features a white moonlight who dies young, and they all have a sickly buff, with all sorts of illnesses, blindness, muteness, separation anxiety, and more~

33. 283 病 The Frail Beauty Pants After Three Steps, and Her Childhood Friend Carries Her Home 病美人三步一喘！竹马摇尾抱回家 Sui Wang随望Two Male Leads539k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + childhood friends growing up together + brotherly affection turns into something more + wooing a big puppy] [Cool, aloof, long-haired beauty with a sickly constitution who knows how to reel them in × silver-haired, handsome, wolfish athlete who turns into a loyal puppy; genius painter × archer; sweet romance, one-on-one!] Yun Wulian had been sickly since childhood. He was out of breath after three steps and coughing after five, and would suddenly faint or come down with a fever 33.7kReads9.5Score5.1k14d adds
34. 284 梦 The Ephemeral Blossoms in My Dreams, A Tribute to You 梦里昙花奠与卿 Green as Snow青青如雪Two Male Leads101k WordsCompleted [A devoted, mute opera performer on the bottom × a short-tempered warlord with a possessive streak on top] Republican-era China / Tragedy / Male-Male Romance / Monogamous, devoted relationship / Happy ending (Love knows no gender; all that matters is whether two people understand each other. But in the end, they lose because they do not.) Shen Qing is a renowned opera performer. For the sake of a promise of deep love, he willingly takes off his costume and marries the warlord Nie Mingze. But 275Reads—Score—14d adds

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    This book is so heartbreaking! [Crying]

35. 285 霸 Possessive Love Addiction: Mr. Fu's Prisoner in the Palm of His Hand 霸爱成瘾，傅总的掌心囚 Brush in Hand, Blushing Gently执笔染轻颜Modern Romance6.2M WordsOngoing After a car accident, she was declared the culprit, and Fu Yanchen personally sent her to prison. Three years behind bars left her timid and insecure, but Fu Yanchen still wouldn't let her go. He kept her imprisoned by his side and subjected her to endless torment. Eventually, she vanished without a trace. Only then did the man panic. 5.7kReads7.5Score38514d adds

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    Forced acquisition, agonizing at the beginning, sweet at the end.

36. 286 斯 The Butler's Chronicles at Steffelly Manor 斯特菲尔利庄园男仆记事 My Desk Has Drawers我的桌子有抽屉13k WordsCompleted A Butler’s Chronicle at the Steffelily Estate 911Reads—Score12814d adds

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    Unlike most BL (Boys' Love) angst novels, here comes a new and intense angst experience!

37. 287 偏 The Possessive Tycoon's Beloved: Madam, You Can't Escape 偏执大佬的心尖宠，夫人你逃不掉 Brush in Hand, Blushing Gently执笔染轻颜Modern Romance273k WordsCompleted In her previous life, Su Muchen was blind to the truth and cast aside Huo Jingchuan, the man who loved her most. Then the man she loved most and the sister she trusted most betrayed her, leaving her to die at the hands of a cheating scumbag and his cruel mistress. Given a second life, she opens her eyes, tears apart the scheming woman, takes on the scumbag, and even flirts a little with her future husband. 104Reads6.6Score—14d adds
38. 288 堕 Fallen from the Azure Heavens 堕青云 My Desk Has Drawers我的桌子有抽屉6k WordsCompleted Falling from the Azure Heavens 438Reads—Score1114d adds
39. 289 兰 Duke Lancaster's Sick Game 兰斯特公爵的恶心游戏 My Desk Has Drawers我的桌子有抽屉10k WordsCompleted The Duke of Lancer's Disgusting Game 174Reads—Score—14d adds
40. 290 南 Old Tales of Nancy Manor 南希庄园旧事 My Desk Has Drawers我的桌子有抽屉13k WordsCompleted Old Stories of Nancy Manor 63Reads—Score—14d adds
41. 291 无 The Sparrow Without a Blessing 无佑之雀 My Desk Has Drawers我的桌子有抽屉6k WordsCompleted A Sparrow Without Blessings 525Reads—Score—14d adds
42. 292 和 Reborn with My Husband, I Refuse to Marry Him 和老伴一起重生后，我拒绝结婚 Cuttlefish Bean墨鱼豆丁Two Male Leads336k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + from the start, a crematorium of regret + both reborn + two strong leads + a hell-level pursuit of the wife] When Han Ting was young, he gave Lin Su his whole heart. They loved each other passionately, but in the end, all he got in return was Lin Su saying they weren't right for each other. He let time heal a heart that had long since been shattered. Years later, when a small space finally opened up in his heart, he met the most important person in his life: Jiang Huaizhou. Han 1.7kReads6.7Score10014d adds

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    Reborn three times, all for the sake of a peaceful end with him.

43. 293 假 A Fake Young Master? He's Clearly the Wife I Raised Myself 假少爷？这分明是给我养大的老婆 Sui Wang随望Two Male Leads367k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + obsessive love + rekindled romance + bittersweet romance + love and hate + both pure] [Beautiful, spoiled celebrity fake young master + cold, twisted director real young master] You Qinghe was the pampered darling of the You family, brash and spoiled. His handsome face made him a sensation online, and his fans kept coming despite his robotic acting. Even his haters cursed him while admitting the pretty-boy was damn good-looking. He'd become a celebrity to make money, for a mel 4.6kReads8.9Score67914d adds

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    Just you wait and see.

44. 294 拳 The Boxer and the Golden Retriever 拳手与金毛 Clear Broth清水锅Two Male Leads531k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads + Handsome and Strong + Forced Love + The Bottom Suffers Early, the Top Suffers Later + A Long Road to Winning Back His Wife] [Main Couple: Cool, Fierce Boxer Bottom + Flirtatious Mixed-Race Beauty Top] [Secondary Couple: Domineering, Gangster Boss Bottom + Innocent, Scheming Student Top] When Xiang Kai’s younger brother is kidnapped by a crime boss, Xiang Kai enters an underground boxing ring to raise the ransom, only for the butterfly-like owner of the place to take a liking to 1.8kReads8.7Score20314d adds

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    Shuangnan, a melodramatic tale of revenge against scumbags, and a wife-chasing tragedy [almost crying]

45. 295 恶 The Vicious Bad Boy Is Imprisoned by His Nemesis and Forced to Raise a Child 恶毒酷哥被死对头囚禁带娃 Clear Broth清水锅Two Male Leads233k WordsCompleted [Audio drama now available, come give it a listen] [Two male leads + equally matched + vicious, wicked, handsome bottom + younger, handsome, trashy top + both are virgins + plenty of melodrama + satisfying face-slapping] [Side couple + beautiful and strong + refined older top + straightforward, loyal bottom + see extra chapters] To avenge his mother, Qin Xibei personally sends his own father to prison. Then, just as he is about to wipe out the son his father had with his mistress, his younger br 8.7kReads8.6Score67814d adds
46. 296 我 After I Died, My Ex-Boyfriend Turned Me Into a Vampire 我死后，被前男友变成了吸血鬼 Shi Yi Onze拾一Onze28k WordsCompleted After I Died, My Ex-Boyfriend Turned Me into a Vampire 2.5kReads—Score—14d adds

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    It was angsty, but had a happy ending. The male lead had a good personality. The pacing was quite tight.

47. 297 哥 My Older Brother Is a Mad Dog, and His Younger Lover Regrets Chasing Him 哥哥是疯狗，年下弟弟后悔追夫 Clear Broth清水锅Two Male Leads442k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + beautiful and powerful + main couple: aloof, cool bottom and older, flirtatious top + side couple: arrogant, domineering bottom and older, icy top + unrequited love + face-slapping and punishing scumbags + the bottom suffers first, then the top + a long road to winning back his love] Shan Ye has a crush on his older brother’s childhood friend, a notorious playboy. He’s pursued him for years, but the man has never been interested, thinking he’s a dull, clueless young master. Aft 4.3kReads8.1Score33114d adds
48. 298 穿 Those Years I Used the Male Lead as a Stand-In After I Transmigrated into a Book 穿书后把男主攻当替身那些年 Forget It算球子Two Male Leads274k WordsCompleted [Looks like a 1v2, actually 1v1 | Two stand-ins | Scumbag finds true love → clear-eyed surrender | Winning him back at any cost | Face-slapping] [Clear-headed Omega Ji Yanshu × overbearing Alpha Fu Yantang] [The actor who knows he's acting × the audience who gets swept into the role] Ji Yanshu transmigrated into a melodramatic ABO novel as the stand-in for an overbearing Alpha's unattainable first love. The mission: Be his devoted doormat for four years, then take his own life at the wedding, a 3.4kReads8.3Score61014d adds

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    Will Ji Yanshu and Gu Ye be happy forever?

49. 299 皇 Your Majesty, Are You a Bottom? 皇帝，你是给啊 May Fortune Be at Hand发财就手Two Male Leads147k WordsCompleted A beautiful, formidable younger man who trains his emperor like a dog × a ruthless, devoted emperor on top; an older, beautiful, capable prime minister and wife beneath I was the prime minister of the realm. Born a commoner, I rose to noble rank and basked in glory, only to be poisoned to death by the former crown prince, who loved me but could never have me. I died young. I can't accept that! Even more outrageous, I saw with my own eyes the young emperor I had personally raised and supported 52Reads—Score—14d adds

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    It's the kind of torment where everything is beyond our control, we are powerless to do as we please, and we feel utterly helpless.

50. 300 被 The Emperor Imprisoned by a Mad Former Emperor 被疯批上皇囚禁的帝王 Liang Wang两汪Two Male Leads259k WordsOngoing [Two emperors, older man/younger man, coercion, both are bottoms] After a rebellion in Beijing, the Yu Dynasty retreated south to survive. Yet a ruler who would restore the dynasty emerged. Emperor Zhao Jingyun had no interest in women and no heirs. After being shot by an arrow during a northern campaign, the restoration emperor abdicated in his prime, intending to pass the throne to the successor he favored. By day, the handsome young emperor Zhao Yunzheng knelt before by the court officials wa 17kReads—Score1.4k14d adds

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    However, in a single sentence, he mistakenly entered the imperial palace.

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