I’m a Human with Tear Ducts so Tough Even 188 Can’t Break Me. Please, Your Divine Sadist, Torment Me Until I Crack! 188都拿不下的高泪点人类，求本神虐来收了我

1. 51 重 Reborn, I Married the Scumbag’s Second Uncle 重生后我嫁给了渣男他二叔 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Modern Romance154k WordsCompleted Lin Qingqing died, drowned by her own fiancé and her half sister, who had the same father! But she closed her eyes, opened them again, and she was alive. Lin Qingqing: “...” This was just like some kind of dream! Lin Qingqing was reborn on the day her reputation had been ruined in her previous life, at the same familiar banquet, with the same familiar screen. Only this time, the stars of the show were those two cheating snakes... At the club, two women whispered together: Friend: “That petty man 122Reads6.5Score—14d adds
2. 52 假 After Faking My Death as an Undercover Agent, the Enigma Went Mad 假死卧底后，Enigma他疯了 Qu Chuan渠川Two Male Leads522k WordsCompleted [Completed] Undercover mission + post-apocalypse + younger love interest + rekindled romance + lovers turned enemies + ABO (EA) Chu Shen, an undercover agent forcibly mutated over ten years, x Qu Zhuqing, a devoted human commander In the post-apocalyptic world, Chu Shen, the highest-ranking law enforcer on the dark web, is gravely wounded during a mission, awakening the bloodline of the mutated. From a decorated law enforcer, he falls to become one of the mutated, hated by everyone. · He eventu 3.3kReads8.8Score64214d adds
3. 53 求 A Guide to Getting Your Husband Killed 求丈夫去世教程 Poisoned by a Devil Mushroom魔鬼蘑菇中毒Two Male Leads416k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + tragic love and bitter hatred + adversaries turned lovers + happy ending + imprisonment and coercion + both reborn + both villains + both devoted to each other] Original title: The Barren Sea of Happiness In the year when their hatred was at its fiercest, Li Quegui floored the accelerator and sent his husband and sworn enemy to his death, then took his own life. When he opened his eyes again, Lin Xianqiu was sitting by the bed, looking at him with concern. He was seven years y 10kReads9.5Score1.5k14d adds

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   Well, it's not the kind of heart-wrenching drama that makes you cry buckets. Both characters have their own troubles, both feel sorry for each other, yet neither can afford to feel sorry for the other.

4. 54 得 After I Was Diagnosed With a Terminal Illness, My White Moonlight Held Me and Wept 得绝症后，白月光抱着我哭 Yun Xiaohuang cc云小晃ccTwo Male Leads449k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads + Sickly Top + Pursuing His Husband (The Top Loves Him Too Much for Much Pursuit) + Entertainment Industry + Bittersweet Romance + Both Leads Have No Past Relationships + Happy Ending] [A Crazy, Sickly Beauty Top Who’s Sweet-Talking and Gentle Only to One Person & A Loyal Actor Bottom Who Makes Bad Decisions at First, Then Pursues His Husband] Shen Tinglan has loved someone since childhood. He’s loved him for years, with a deep, consuming desire to make him his own... He’s always 4.3kReads8.7Score46414d adds
5. 55 清 The Aloof, Autistic Boy Kisses the Gloomy, Socially Anxious One Silly at Midnight 清冷自闭症少年半夜亲懵阴郁社恐 Hero A Fu大侠阿福Two Male Leads1.1M WordsCompleted [Complete on July 1] [Spoiler-filled comments + aloof, reclusive top + socially anxious shut-in bottom] Qing Jiu is a wicked brother-obsessed villain who has done countless evil deeds. According to the plot, he will go mad with love and become a stepping stone on the leads’ path to romance. But before the story begins, Qing Jiu sees the comments. [Ahhh! Baby, don’t fall for that scumbag! He’s involved with the green tea!] [Look at the antagonist! He misses you so much he’s practically falling ap 13.2kReads9.3Score2k14d adds

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   I feel like the beginning of the story was the most heart-wrenching, especially with Xiaoyu saying "I don't like you," and there were tons of angst later on. It was probably the mid-to-late stages; the beginning was much sweeter.

6. 56 被 Twenty Years in Captivity 被囚禁的二十年 A Lucky Lop-Eared Rabbit一只发财的垂耳兔Two Male Leads1.2M WordsOngoing Lin Yang was an ordinary teacher. Seven years ago, Song Tianqi seized him outside a convenience store, making him the family's secret wife. He thought that was as bad as things could get. Then, the year before last, Song Tianqi took him to the old Song family home for New Year. That's when he discovered the kind of place he'd walked into: locked in the attic was a man who had been imprisoned for forty-five years. He had lost all his memories and didn't even remember his name. In the room next d 22.3kReads8.4Score1.5k14d adds
7. 57 王 Your Highness, Keep Being Stubborn and You’ll End Up Without a Wife 王爷，你再嘴硬就没有媳妇了 Strange Rice Cake陌生的年糕Two Male Leads344k WordsCompleted Just started getting ratings Warning: Lots of physical abuse. Don’t read if that’s not for you! A little angst 1v1 Both pure HE Tsundere prince top × lowly shadow guard bottom After Xiao Beichen was drugged one day, a shadow guard climbed into his bed. He was furious, but then he was told that the head of the shadow guards couldn’t be executed unless he betrayed his master. Seriously? He climbed into his master’s bed, and he still can’t be executed? Xiao Beichen wanted to argue with someone, but 6.3kReads8.3Score82314d adds

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   They're all very heart-wrenching, and the writing is superb! [Heart emoji]

8. 58 误 Imprisoned by a Mistaken Favor 误恩囚 The Deer and the Rabbit鹿与兔Two Male Leads1.1M WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads + Mutual Devotion + Angsty Romance + Physical Abuse + Alternate World + Unequal Status + Happy Ending] [Not for Bottom-Leading Fans] Synopsis: After an accident, Ning Huairu, the young lady of Wangyue Manor, saves Wen Jinchuan, who has been poisoned. When he wakes, however, he mistakenly believes that Shiqi (Ning Huaizhi) saved him. And so he begins to indulge and favor Shiqi. He forgives Shiqi's methods, his cruelty, and his selfishness. Having never received such affection befo 4.7kReads9.1Score32014d adds
9. 59 与 Wither Them, Let Them Bloom 与之枯萎，予之盛放 Fu Fuer福福儿Two Male Leads507k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + older man/younger man + devoted to each other + regret and pursuit] [Cold, strict, ruthless scheming top × frail, disillusioned bottom] Ruan Hanlin once thought Ruan Yushu was a lonely weed growing in the wilderness. Only after he left did he suddenly realize that Ruan Yushu was a tree, a tree that bloomed in the sunlight. The years they spent tangled together had nearly buried him. Ruan Hanlin was willing to wither alongside him, and let him bloom. 3.2kReads8.7Score24914d adds

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   Both are very angsty, and the writing is superb 💕

10. 60 执 Stubborn to the End, I'd Rather Die of Pain Than Leave 执迷不悟，疼死也不走 Lord Jiehuo劫火大人Two Male Leads261k WordsCompleted Two male leads + wealthy family + determined underdog + emotional and physical torment + tragic romance + devoted, melodramatic love Powerful, influential top × gentle, patient, humble bottom who sinks into despair Yan Chi'an loved Pei Zhou. He had loved him for many, many years. He was obedient and docile, always ready to come when called and leave when dismissed. But Pei Zhou loathed him: he hated his advances and the way he meekly endured everything. So he used every means at his disposal to 3.6kReads5.9Score18114d adds

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    Yan Chi'an, I feel so sorry for you. How could you be so silly? Even though the score is low, you're still very good-looking.

11. 61 愿 May My Life Be Free of Trouble and Calamity 愿我一世无清无灾 Xiao Cheng Loves Rainy Days小橙爱雨天Two Male Leads130k WordsCompleted Wu Zai was branded a “harbinger of disaster” from birth. Everyone hated and bullied him. He thought meeting Mu Qing would save him, but it turned out to be an even deeper abyss. “Y-you really never loved me?” “Someone like you, a ‘harbinger of disaster,’ doesn’t deserve my love.” In the end, he put an end to his painful life. 118Reads—Score—14d adds

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    Want to read some angst? Okay!!! These books are guaranteed to be angst-filled, and every single one of them made me cry [crying][crying] ① Your name is Wu Zai, which means a peaceful and smooth life, but why is there so much suffering in your life?! ⑧ Little fish, little fish, swim quickly, free in all directions!

12. 62 顾 Sleeping Peacefully Beneath the Sophora Tree 顾枕槐安 Autumn Soul of a Thousand Years千岁秋魄Two Male Leads63k WordsCompleted Younger man + substitute + love grows over time + regretful pursuit of the ex + putting scumbags in their place + angst, angst, and more angst!!! Before he turned eighteen, Du Huai’an had no father in his life. The year he turned eighteen, his mother, who had raised him alone, was diagnosed with stomach cancer. So she took him to meet the man who was supposedly his father. That was when he learned his father was the head of the prestigious Zhu family in Jingyuan. He entered the Zhu family as the 1.5kReads8.4Score14014d adds

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    Want to read some angst? Okay!!! These books are guaranteed to be angsty, and every single one of them made me cry 😢😢 ① Your name is Wu Zai, which means a peaceful and smooth life, but why is there so much suffering in your life?! ⑧ Little fish, little fish, swim quickly, free in all directions!

13. 63 许 I Promise You a Love as Deep as the Sea 许你深情深似海 The Years Since We Parted此去经年Two Male Leads51k WordsCompleted Luo Ji was a ray of light in Shen Yi’s dark childhood. But after Shen Ge ruthlessly stole that light away, it became the arrow that wounded him most deeply. One misunderstanding, three years of torment, and everyone took their turn trampling him until he was utterly ruined. When Luo Ji finally learned the truth, he held his battered heart close and stopped believing in love. Shen Yi: “Once you’re dead, I won’t love you anymore.” 404Reads8.4Score10414d adds
14. 64 死 The One Thing I Wanted to Record Before I Died 死前，我唯一想记录的 He Yuyi鹤羽依Two Male Leads25k WordsCompleted I fell in love with my non-blood-related older brother, but he found me disgusting and sent me to a conversion therapy center. After I got out, my mental state deteriorated day by day, and in the end, before I died, I wrote this 3.1kReads8.1Score65614d adds
15. 65 命 He Was Never in My Destiny 命中无他 Green Ink青墨Two Male Leads49k WordsCompleted He hated the other person’s betrayal and hated how they kept running away from him, again and again. But he also loved them to the bone. He gave them his whole heart, only to have everything taken from him by the person he respected and cared about most. Everyone thinks a lifetime is long, but sometimes it’s too short to grasp. If I could live again, I hope I’d never have met you. 256Reads7.2Score—14d adds
16. 66 被 The Little Emperor Imprisoned by the Left and Right Chancellors 被左相右相囚禁的小皇帝 Liang Wang两汪Two Male Leads523k WordsCompleted After the Beijing Rebellion, the imperial family of the Yu Dynasty was handed over to the Northern Barbarians, who subjected them to every kind of humiliation. The only survivor was a ten-year-old prince. The capital was moved to Nanjing, and the boy ascended the throne at ten, with the two chief ministers doing their utmost to support him. But the young emperor was unable to have children. Little by little, he fell into another abyss. He said he loved him deeply, yet their struggle was a fight 9.4kReads6.4Score61714d adds
17. 67 七 Seven Years of Old Wounds 七年陈伤 One Pen Conquers the World一支笔打天下Two Male Leads289k WordsCompleted Devoted, brilliant, and tragic academic bottom x CEO who must grovel to win him back Two strong leads + love at first sight + deeply painful romance + groveling pursuit + reunion after a long separation + a broken relationship that cannot be mended + healing pets + self-redemption Chu Ye Han gave his whole heart to the favored son of heaven, Han Yu, and saw him as the light that would save him. He loved him devotedly for seven whole years! He thought he would receive love and promises in return 731Reads—Score—14d adds

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    It was so heartbreaking, I cried. It was so good.

18. 68 暗 The Sad Little Thing Called Unrequited Love 暗恋这件难过的小事 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance122k WordsCompleted Lin Xu has a crush on the popular boy Ye Feng, and she remembers countless little details about him. Every day, Lin Xu times her departure down to the second, getting dressed and putting on her shoes in a hurry, all for the chance to catch a fleeting glimpse of his back. The music playing during the long break outside her classroom is Xu Song’s “Moon over Luzhou.” Lin Xu knows it’s the favorite song of Ye Feng, the school radio station’s announcer. Lin Xu has even stayed up all night organizing 79.3kReads9.7Score13.8k14d adds

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    These books are so incredibly heart-wrenching, waaaaaahhhhhh! [Crying][crying][crying][crying]

19. 69 最 The Last Diary Entry 最后一篇日记 Sui Ying随楹Modern Romance13k WordsCompleted [Simplified Chinese edition signed for publication] I only used looking at the flowers as an excuse. All I really wanted was to see you once. 26.4kReads9.1Score4.7k14d adds

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    I think it's alright, I don't know why ❓ I just don't feel a single tear when reading angst-filled stories.

20. 70 父 My Father’s Inheritance Is My Archrival 父亲的遗产，是我的死对头 Red Bull Sweet Potato红牛地瓜Two Male Leads296k WordsCompleted [Publication rights signed] The inheritance my father left me was a man - [Powerful-family romance + rekindled love + bittersweet happy ending + inheritance + high-stakes twists + younger man] [Loyal athlete top x cool-headed elite bottom, and the bottom is the inheritance] [Fox meets dog] A major scandal shakes the capital: the head of the Zhou family has died, leaving his inheritance to the illegitimate son of the rival family, Li Bo. Li Bo shows up uninvited at the Zhou family funeral. Zhou Y 16.8kReads9.3Score2.6k14d adds
21. 71 一 Drunk for a Hundred Years 一醉经年 Shui Qiancheng水千丞Two Male Leads349k WordsCompleted A secret crush is like a flask of strong liquor. You know that drinking it will leave you dizzy, make you lose control, and bring you pain, yet you still throw yourself into it like a moth to a flame, all too happy to suffer. You only take a sip, while I drink until I’m drunk. But everyone who drinks has to sober up one day. A calm, aloof engineer bottom VS a selfish, cold-hearted celebrity top 20.4kReads9.4Score6.3k14d adds

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    You didn't cry while watching episode 188, so I'll reward you by letting you watch it again [laughs].

22. 72 下 Inferior Overflow 下等泛滥 The Deer and the Rabbit鹿与兔Two Male Leads368k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads] [Heavy Angst] [Not for Bottom-Lovers] Content warning: The top isn't faithful. Huo Wenqing * Gu Yunzhi At eighteen, after an upheaval, Gu Yunzhi is brought back to the Shen family. His father then treats him like a pawn, using him to secure benefits for the family. Seven years of beatings teach him that obedience is the only way to get by. Long years of repression lead him to meet Huo Wenqing. Thinking at last that he has found love, Gu Yunzhi feels light enter his pitch-black 5.7kReads8.7Score38614d adds
23. 73 老 Honey, Won't You Pay Me a Little Attention? 老公，你理一理我嘛 It's Erliang是二两吖Two Male Leads286k WordsCompleted [Two male leads, both reborn, groveling chase, intense push and pull, bittersweet, both virgins, happy ending, reunited after a breakup] [A spoiled young master who’s outrageously demanding at first but becomes a master flirt later X a patient, gentle older man with a fatherly touch] - Shi Yi was spoiled from childhood, a young master treasured by everyone. Then, at the age of twenty-five, he suddenly fell into hell. The Shi family went bankrupt, and a former classmate he had once helped join a 7.4kReads8.3Score55814d adds
24. 74 烦 My Annoying Assistant Has a Secret Crush on Me 烦人助理竟然暗恋我 The Deer and the Rabbit鹿与兔Two Male Leads486k WordsCompleted [Bittersweet + unrequited love comes true + both are each other’s first + happy ending] Main couple: [Fu Chenzhou × Shen Yan] Side couple: [Wen Muye × Shen Ci] Potential trigger: [The bottom is hopelessly lovesick. Read with caution] Shen Yan had loved Fu Chenzhou for fifteen whole years. But Fu Chenzhou didn’t even know he existed. Shen Yan worked for a very long time to get the chance to stand before Fu Chenzhou. When he finally managed to stay by Fu Chenzhou’s side as his assistant, Fu Chenzh 10.6kReads9.0Score1.5k14d adds
25. 75 痴 My Devoted Puppy Ran Away, Young Master Wu, Hurry and Win Your Husband Back 痴心小狼狗跑了，后悔吴少快追夫 What Else Can I Do还能怎么办呢Two Male Leads325k WordsCompleted [Two male leads] [Showbiz + wealthy families] [Pursuing his husband to the crematorium] [Rekindled love] [Two powerful leads] [Younger seme] [One-on-one, both virgins, happy ending] [Sweet and angsty] [Mutual devotion] A heartbroken, younger, wolfish superstar seme x a regretful, wealthy, flirtatious, scummy uke Wu Qi, second young master of the Wu family, had just been dumped. In a fit of impulsiveness, he did the most reckless thing of his twenty-five years. In the end, a love game built on li 2.7kReads8.8Score19114d adds
26. 76 离 After the Divorce, I Fell in Love with My Foolish Ex-Husband 离婚后，我爱上了痴傻前夫 Pear Blossom White zz梨花白zzTwo Male Leads444k WordsCompleted After five years of struggling, Qi Yu finally managed to break free of Shen Nanzhou and could say goodbye to him once and for all. But before he had time to celebrate, disaster struck. Shen Nanzhou had gone stupid saving his life. With no other choice, Qi Yu had to take home the man he’d only just escaped from less than half a day earlier. Qi Yu once said he could never bring himself to like Shen Nanzhou, not in this lifetime. He never expected to get such a brutal taste of his own words. 1.3kReads9.3Score14314d adds

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    They all look good and leave a deep impression.

27. 77 渣 After the Scumbag’s Crematorium, I Found My Happy Ending with the Real One 渣受火葬场后，我和正牌受he了 Jasmine Porcelain茉莉瓷Two Male Leads1.1M WordsCompleted The score is a little low right after launch, but it’ll rise over time. [Two male leads + top who pursues + episodic stories + changing partners + regret and redemption] This is a top-pursuer story, so don’t pick the wrong one, okay? (Heart) The theme: leave a terrible bottom behind and find true love. There are people in novels who protect someone with all their hearts, only to be betrayed. Once their hearts are broken, they choose to leave, never expecting to stumble into real happiness. [Worl 4.8kReads8.8Score35214d adds
28. 78 卑 Wretched Pleasure 卑劣为欢 The Deer and the Rabbit鹿与兔Two Male Leads377k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + misunderstanding + sweet and angsty + melodrama + devoted to each other + happy ending] Li Qiaonan can’t stand Xu Huai’an. He hates how Xu throws his weight around, relying on his status as the Xu family’s second young master. So Li always looks on coldly. But when they meet again five years later, Li discovers that the person before him is nothing like the bold, carefree boy he remembers. He approaches out of curiosity, intending to have a little fun. But as they spend more ti 3.5kReads8.6Score33614d adds
29. 79 撕 After Tearing Off the Pathetic Label, the Tycoon Loves Me Even More 撕掉卑微标签后，大佬他更爱了 Watching the Stars and Singing看繁星吟游Two Male Leads232k WordsCompleted [Secret crush + bittersweet romance + insecurity + unrequited love fulfilled + difference in status + doting older-boyfriend type + political-family romance] Long-haired, beautiful, gloomy and seductive bottom VS powerful, domineering, doting and calculating top He was an illegitimate son hidden in the shadows, never allowed into the light. He was the prince everyone adored, high above them all. A desperate touch in childhood had pulled him out of the abyss. From then on, looking up to him becam 5.9kReads8.9Score87214d adds
30. 80 薄 Thin Snow Over Farewell 薄雪覆辞 TeerpTwo Male Leads283k WordsCompleted Also known as: Snow Over the Farewell [A CEO with alexithymia × a beautiful, depressed man with a disability]| [Devoted couple · Marriage first, love later · A little groveling · Bitter before sweet · Angsty romance] [*There will be angst in the early and middle parts. The characters’ personalities make it unavoidable.] A business marriage binds them together. With a lame leg and a heart as lifeless as a grave, Fu Ci marries the lofty Bo Jinyan. On their wedding night, Bo Jinyan warns him coldly 6.6kReads9.0Score84214d adds
31. 81 最 For the Ten Years I Loved You Most, You Didn't Love Me 最爱你的那十年，你却不爱我 Mistaken Crow误鸦Two Male Leads475k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads + The Pursuit After Losing Him + Over-the-Top Drama + Angst] The top is not faithful early on, so please be aware. (The story mainly focuses on their relationship.) (It’s a little melodramatic, so if that’s not your thing, please take note. Not everyone will like it, sorry.) (Please don’t obsess over the details; this story doesn’t have much of a moral compass.) Note: Don’t read this with your usual standards of right and wrong. Ten years have worn away the burning passion of th 583Reads—Score—14d adds
32. 82 你 Do You Even Want Me to Stay? 你到底要不要我留下 Luo Ziyan洛紫湮Two Male Leads512k WordsCompleted Lu Jingxi has always thought that Mo Chen treats him as a plaything and doesn’t love him. That gloomy, short-tempered man only loves himself. So four years ago, Lu Jingxi left without a second thought, even taking part of the Mo family’s business with him and leaving Mo Chen in a crisis, unable to chase after him. But when they reunite four years later, the powerful man who once swept him off his feet appears before him again, covered in injuries and illness. Lu Jingxi sees a side of him he has 1.7kReads8.8Score10914d adds
33. 83 不 Don't You Hate Me? Why Are You Crying Now That I'm Leaving? 不是讨厌我吗？我走了你哭什么 Xia Chu Shi Jiu夏初十九Two Male Leads704k WordsCompleted 54,000 words for the main story, with 16,000 words of extras. Thank you for reading. [Two male leads + the regretful pursuit of a wife + forced love + bittersweet angst + devoted to each other + happy ending + rating slowly climbing...] [A possessive bottom who becomes very much a domestic spouse later on, and a scumbag top who eventually falls deeply in love but remains shameless] * In college, Jiang Zhi had a secret no one knew: he was in love with his friend Lu Huaibei. He had hoped to stay b 2.4kReads8.4Score22914d adds
34. 84 玫 Roses Can't Hold a Candle to Sweet Williams 玫瑰不如月季 Qing Si E青丝额Two Male Leads289k WordsCompleted (The rating just came out, so it will rise.) Angst for the top, sickly top, long buildup HAPPY ENDING, HAPPY ENDING, HAPPY ENDING; chaste leads, chaste leads, chaste leads (repeating it three times because it matters) No switching bottoms, no switching bottoms, no switching bottoms Please, I'm begging you, can extreme shippers stay away? (The synopsis is here for your benefit, not mine.) I'll write both endings. The plot is outrageous, and the author may be made of paper. There may be typos. Goo 2.3kReads8.4Score16914d adds
35. 85 疯 The Unhinged Heartthrob Goes Wild in a World of Straight Men 疯批万人迷在直男的世界里杀疯了 A Fish with a Saber刀一条鱼Two Male Leads393k WordsCompleted My new work is here! You can read it on Fanqie Novel. I hope you’ll enjoy it. Your support motivates me to write, and I’ll do my best to tell every story well! 3kReads6.7Score25414d adds

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    This book gets more and more heart-wrenching as you read on, it's really good.

36. 86 小 Young President Pei Regrets It 小裴总他后悔了 Sauce Village酱之里Two Male Leads350k WordsOngoing [Two male leads + groveling redemption + forced love + younger man + unhinged pursuer] [Happy ending in the main story, tragic ending in the extras] Because of a misunderstanding, Pei Qi tormented Pei Wang and sent him to a conversion therapy center. Three years later, Pei Qi accidentally learned the truth. He wanted to make amends, but his Wangwang no longer wanted to love him. When his wife tried to escape, he locked him inside a villa. Pei Wang, you're as tenacious as wild grass. Pei Qi, you 420Reads8.1Score—14d adds

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    Abuse...

37. 87 他 He Doesn't Want to Die 他不想死 Every Family Has a Treasure家家有个宝Two Male Leads447k WordsCompleted Wen Yan transmigrated into a comic full of scummy tops and became a cannon-fodder character who committed every kind of evil before being tortured to death. To survive, Wen Yan did everything he could to leave the protagonist's group and avoid meeting the original character's fate. At the beginning of the story, everyone looked down on him and treated him like dirt. Tang Beichen: “He's just a disobedient dog. Bring him back, break his spine and teeth, and he'll be trained in no time.” So he crip 2.5kReads8.7Score—14d adds
38. 88 哑 The Mute’s Diary (Bad Ending) 哑巴日记（be） Autumn Grasses Drunk on Spring Colors秋芜醉春色8k WordsCompleted (Author's note: Two male leads) Dear reader, if you're reading this diary, it means I've gone to another world. Thank you for wanting to read my ramblings. I wish you happiness. (I hope the little blind boy can see this diary, through my eyes... The things I could never tell him in person in this lifetime, let him see them with his own eyes.) (October 21, 2023, overcast) I am mute. I always have been. I have no friends because I'm withdrawn and selfish. I was often sick as a child, and people al 1.1kReads—Score11014d adds
39. 89 何 What Brings Joy to Life 何生欢喜 Iron Fist Lin Daiyu铁拳林黛玉Two Male Leads136k WordsCompleted Two male leads + body-double romance + BE aesthetic “So, Xu Linxun, what am I to you? A tool you summon whenever you want and discard whenever you're done?” “Say something!” Xu Linxun's eyes were just as cold, their depths impossible to fathom, as if the feelings they had shared over the past three years had never meant a thing to him. “Say something... Tell me, even if you have to lie...” Yu Chensheng dug his fingernails into his palms, the pain cutting to the bone. Still, he forced a smile and 608Reads8.8Score10014d adds

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    Mu Ze, if I were seventeen, at that age brimming with passion, I would have followed you without hesitation, even through thorns and brambles. But now I'm twenty-seven. I have to consider your future, and my short ten-odd years. You have a long road ahead of you, and I can't hold you back. You'll meet someone better, and that person will never be me. He didn't turn back. The bouquet of sparkling water in the boy's hand was clumsy, yet it held all his love. The smile on his face was gentle and beautiful, and the "long time no see" he uttered was clear and melodious in the noisy airport, surpassing all the sweet words in the world. With tears in his eyes, he waved to that illusory figure, smiling as he said a goodbye that went unanswered. The message on his phone screen lit up with a humble plea: "Can we still be friends?" Memories surged back. On the small note handed to him by that short, chubby boy, there was a line of crooked handwriting: "Can we still be friends?" His face flushed at their first meeting, but his eyes reddened at their parting. The cold countdown to boarding sounded in his ears. His trembling fingertips erased the last remaining connections between them. Falling into the abyss with no way back, he was ultimately alone, choosing to leave forever. Better to cherish the memory than to meet again. No looking back, no coming back. He bowed his head and kissed the smiling face in the photo, murmuring, "Goodbye, my dear Mr. Chi." This was the most regrettable ending, yet also the best ending for both of them.

40. 90 刺 After 99 Attempts to Kill My Master, I Finally Learned to Behave 刺杀主人99次后，终于被打乖 Inside and Out里外里外Two Male Leads263k WordsCompleted [Ruthless, calculating master gong × beautiful, defiant, sickly-sweet shou] Coercion / equally matched leads / two male leads / coming of age / comeback “If you can kill me, I’ll gladly die. If you can’t, then the story only gets more interesting.” Ke Luo was born into a family of physicians and has extraordinary talent for making medicine. But his family has fallen into decline, and he has neither power nor influence, so Sun Yusi forcibly takes him to Qianmeng Island. He becomes Sun Yusi’s prop 7.9kReads7.4Score1.2k14d adds

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    I think it looks pretty good.

41. 91 针 Locked in a Deadly Match 针锋对决 Shui Qiancheng水千丞Two Male Leads319k WordsCompleted Yuan Yang is forced by his father to learn business management under Gu Qingpei, a newly hired commercial star. One is a wild, unruly rich young master, while the other is a cautious, shrewd industry leader. They take an instant dislike to each other, and whenever they meet, sparks fly as neither is willing to back down. By chance, Yuan Yang discovers Gu Qingpei’s secret and sets a scheme in motion against him. He never expects strange feelings to gradually take root in his heart. With their cla 33.6kReads9.5Score9.8k14d adds
42. 92 甜 Sweet Seduction! The Foolish Beauty Is Kissed into a Daze Again 甜诱！笨蛋美人又被亲懵了 Jizheng即正Two Male Leads208k WordsCompleted [Both untouched, 1v1, love at first sight, sweet romance, size difference, age gap] Cute, innocent cross-dressing model bottom VS refined but wicked, scheming CEO top [Blurb One] A new neighbor moved in next door. He was handsome, tall, and had especially long hands… Bai Shu started dreaming, dreaming that the man was kissing him. Later, he realized it wasn’t a dream, so he took the initiative and welcomed the kisses. [Blurb Two] The boy across the hall was gay. He came into his apartment, undre 5.2kReads8.8Score80914d adds
43. 93 说 Weren’t You Supposed to Hate Gays? So Why Do You Lose Control the Moment I Flirt? 说好的恐同呢？怎么一撩就失控 Lu Yin鹿吟Two Male Leads342k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + reborn + mutual devotion + mutual secret crush + flirtatious tension + bittersweet romance + both pure in body and heart] A naughty puppy of a bottom × a restrained, patient CEO top Chi Yanxing died in the season when dead trees bloom again. Jiang Shiwei carried a promise and hid his deep love for years. When his beloved died, he followed him in death. “Every time you misbehaved, smiled at someone else, or avoided me, I wanted to make you cry.” Their secret love became real aft 7.1kReads9.2Score1.1k14d adds
44. 94 甘 Willing to Fall 甘心沉沦 Ying Mufeng应沐风Two Male Leads262k WordsCompleted [Blunt bottom x devoted top] [Two male leads + mutual exclusivity + sweet romance + unrequited love turns mutual + both pursue each other] Lin Xuran is the overlooked second son of the Lin family. Frail and sickly since childhood, he is quiet and reserved. The first time he sees the refined, distinguished Huo Qichen, he is captivated and finds himself longing for someone for the first time. Later, Lin Xuran works up the courage to get closer to Huo Qichen, only to be driven away by the man’s off 56.4kReads9.5Score7.4k14d adds

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    I read the whole book myself, and I personally thought it was good. I like books with a bit of angst.

45. 95 病 Sickly Obsession 病态诱捕 Meizi Went Blind梅子瞎了Two Male Leads262k WordsCompleted Transmigrating into a book + proceed with caution: possessive, unstable love interest. Manga adaptation and publication rights have been signed; the print edition is now available. Other people who transmigrate into a book get a golden finger, a powerful System, and a huge protagonist halo. Li Dezhuang transmigrates into a book as a minor character: a disposable side character who’s good for nothing but his looks, with a ridiculously old-fashioned name to boot. To survive, Li Dezhuang resolves t 26.4kReads9.5Score4.5k14d adds

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    These are all good books; some aren't tragic but are still heart-wrenching 😋

46. 96 眼 Eye Sacrifice 眼祭 Little Fortune Cat发财猫崽12k WordsCompleted Eye Sacrifice 93Reads—Score—14d adds

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    [Stunned][Stunned][Stunned]

47. 97 重 Reunited Three Years Later 重逢在三年之后 Little Fortune Cat发财猫崽8k WordsCompleted Reunited Three Years Later 3.3kReads—Score—14d adds
48. 98 清 Sinking with Eyes Wide Open 清醒着沉沦 Er Dongge珥冬歌Two Male Leads208k WordsCompleted [Book 2 in the series, complete] [Younger man + neither lead is inexperienced + each other's first love + rekindled romance] Lu Yanming, a fickle playboy, has one great humiliation in life: when he was young and foolish, he mistook a beautiful young man in women's clothes for a girl and fell hopelessly in love with him. Ten years later, just as Lu Yanming was ready to leave his playboy days behind and get married, he ran into his first love again. Because of his looks and sexual orientation, Sha 3.1kReads9.3Score29514d adds
49. 99 本 Even Today, This Prince Just Wants to Slack Off 本王今天也只想摸鱼 Little Fortune Cat发财猫崽10k WordsCompleted All I Want to Do Today Is Slack Off, Your Majesty 410Reads—Score—14d adds
50. 100 主 My Lord, Don't Be Difficult... 主上，别闹…… Little Fortune Cat发财猫崽14k WordsCompleted My Lord, don't mess around... 2.1kReads—Score—14d adds

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