
After I Was Diagnosed With a Terminal Illness, My White Moonlight Held Me and Wept
得绝症后,白月光抱着我哭
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. . Baozi, do you know how devastated I was when I looked at each other in front of you? [Laughs] [laughs] I'm going to be so angry. . . . . All cursed. . What is that in the front? I was either ridiculed, not given a good look, or even beaten directly, even though it was just once. When I saw Gong Bao being taken back to China by his family, I cried when I saw so many people pampering Gong Bao. . Nothing in the front is human. It's all because of the author's words that he chases his husband very much in the back, so I can persevere. . The latter part is okay. Shou actually doesn't chase him too much. Gong also responds to him. He still subconsciously softens his heart or something, but he does take good care of him. Gong Bao is also quite cute. My control is also quite shallow. It's quite enjoyable to watch. Another point is that it is not suitable for offensive and control reading, and it is not suitable for favoring each other and being partial to the offensive (of course, if you can tolerate what I said, it is fine after all, I enjoyed reading it). The author's subconscious is still a common two-male protagonist novel routine. He will describe the cute girl and want a kitten. The same goes for several pairs of deputy CPs. It can actually be seen from the front that Gong Bao was sick at first and felt like he would be hospitalized in the next second. Then he suddenly started to be inexplicably domineering. He kissed Shou. Please, Shou is a normal man, but he couldn't resist him. He was sick. If it was Shou, his subconscious didn't want to resist at all. Why did he slap him in the face later? He was bleeding and he jumped into the sea to save people soon. I didn't mean to say it. I can relate to these, but I wanted to laugh a little when I saw it🌚 The comment section is quite friendly, at least they feel sorry for Gong Bao. . But every time I call my wife, someone will say it's my husband. The author will also reply to him. Talking about what I thought Shou Zi 1 meant, I thought the offense and control would care about it, so I brought it up. If you have nothing to do and want to torture yourself, you can start watching from the front or jump directly to solve their misunderstanding. I still like the back part.
It's well written, but it's not sadistic. There's no crematorium for chasing husbands [crying] [crying]. It's so frustrating to watch. Please give me a little extra [Adoration] [Adoration] I was wrong, Tomato tricked me again, this is a controlled article disguised as mutual favor, tricking me into killing me, I said why are we so divided [crying] [crying]
Good-looking, Xiaolan is miserable, Xiaoche is bad, miserable, good-looking, sadistic
✨🌷💗Shen Tinglan🌷💗🌷Jiang Che💗🌷 ❤️Recommended stars: ✨✨✨✨✨ 🎄Modern+Double Nanzhu+Entertainment Circle+New Year+Double Strong+Double Cleanliness+Double First Love+Imagine+Private Design+Ambiguous Pull+Marriage First, Love Later+Attack Favoring and Favoring in the Early Stage, and Favoring Each Other After Compliance. +Gung has been planning for a long time🧡ྀིSecret love has come true💛ྀིLove has been in love for a long time❤️ྀིBut the temptation is also super fast+Running in both directions+Healing System+Redemption+Daily+Sweet Pet Article+Gong is the family pet/little treasure 🎄The president of LC Group (who is a little sick, but will be cured in the future, loves to be coquettish, jealous, clingy, possessive, and dotes on his wife) VS star actor, two hard-core love brains, two contrasts, both are super straight, and love each other super, (the two should be about two years apart in age, 26/24) 🎄(Sick and weak theme), although the setting is not very novel, the writing style is delicate and smooth, the plot is compact and not procrastinating, the rhythm is fast, the conception is clever, the logic is rigorous, the thinking is clear, the characters are vivid and full, the content is exciting, and the brain is It has big holes, foreshadowing🖊️🖊️🖊️, twists and turns, and a bit of a bit of nonsense🩸🩸🩸The plot is sincere and emotional, and it was super sadistic in the early stage, both physically and mentally (of course, he was torturing us throughout the whole process), and also in the middle and later stages. There is no plot about chasing her husband. After all, Gong really loves him so much (but he still abuses her for many chapters), and they are connected and sweet. There was a misunderstanding in the early stage, and no matter how Gong explains it, Shou neither listens nor believes what he says to him, and is also The villain is blindfolded, which is very distressing. The characters of the two protagonists are also very touching. (After the reconciliation), they are super sweet, super doting, and easy to get along with. The atmosphere between family and friends is also very warm and heartwarming. The ending is HE, and the lovers finally get married. 🌸((☀️⥎☀️))🌸 🎄Gathered because of love, with the heart as home, where you are is your destination... Life and death are a bond that will never change for life. 🎄There is an if line in the extra story. Shen Tinglan failed to save her (in Chapter 34) and Jiang Che lost his love. Then Jiang Che was reborn and returned to high school and fell in love with Brother Lan. 🎄❤️Deputy CP①: Pei Xuan❤️Ji Qiujin, HE. 🎄❤️Deputy CP②: Gu Beiye❤️At the beginning of the year, HE. 🎄❤️Deputy CP③: Chu Qingrang❤️Xia Yu, HE. 🎄❤️Deputy CP④: Shen Tingyu❤️Song Shuyun, HE. 🎄It's a short story, but I haven't finished it yet (I skipped some of the plots that were too sad, hahaha), and this is also the second Shuangnan main story I've read by this author. Overall, it's very, very good. It's a must-have sweet story before going to bed (in the middle and late stages). I'll just give it a five-star rating (*≧∪≦)👍🏻. Brothers and sisters who like this type of writing can read it! Highly recommended! 🌹🌹🌹 🎄🎄🎄Chapter 119 Eating Meat🥩🥩🥩
It's beautiful, especially the subject matter that I like, about abuse + husband chasing, I just love this one (⑉°з°)-♡, I'll read it all, it's super beautiful, I can give this book 100 points. Although I haven't finished reading it yet, I'm looking forward to the rest of the story
It's super good-looking, but it's quite sadistic in the early stages, and most of it is physically sadistic in the later stages. The emotions in the later stages are very delicate. Highly recommended.
After reading it and reading the whole article, I don't think there are any comments like others said about changing the subject, etc., And there is no need to torture the subject, etc. (My own opinion) Let's talk about Lanbao first. The person I like doesn't love me. I have been married to him for so many years and still want to divorce. I am very sad. Why doesn't he love me? But I just love him very much. No matter how he hurts me, as long as he coaxes me slightly, I will be coaxed. Why does he come when I have already made up my mind to die? Why do you have to love me after me? (For Lanbao, what he feels is all the current situation and feelings in front of him and what he knows. He doesn't know what Chebao did in the future? What happened? He can only rely on his own feelings, so it is okay for him to blame Chebao here. Hating and hating is just wondering why he doesn't love himself, and he doesn't know that Chebao was in the emergency room that day) Let's talk about Che Bao again. I fell in love with him, and I started writing a diary to record every bit of my crush on him. I found that he seemed to have a very close boy, and I didn't know who it was. He wasn't that close except to me. I couldn't help but suspect that it was his boyfriend, but I knew I couldn't say that. Something happened to my dad, and everyone was telling me. I didn't want to believe what he did, but everyone said that, after my father's accident, my head couldn't allow me to think about anything else. When I was writing this diary, I was bleeding. I wanted to die, but my mother seemed to want to accompany my father, so I could only go to the hospital to visit them. That medical hospital was willing to accept my request. My father was sent there, and my mother also went to accompany him. I finally couldn't hold on and fell to the ground. I went to the emergency room. I didn't know what was wrong with him or whether he had misunderstood. Later I found out that I had hurt him deeply, but I was also in pain. Later I chased him, and I was glad that he gave me a chance. (Chebao said that Lanbao did what happened to his father in the presence of so many people. At that time, his father had just been in a car accident and he was very confused. It's normal to be confused and not allowed to think about anything else. I'm sure those who said make sure, wait, misunderstood him, and it's not very good, I'm sure, if something happened to your parents like that, would you be able to keep your wits about you and find out what happened? He would make up for it later, and he would also know his mistake) In my own understanding. Maybe in the eyes of others, I am excusing Che Bao and thinking that I am not. For me, I may just be objectively stating the facts. I don't know what everyone thinks. For me, I think Lanbao and Chebao have a kind of mutual redemption feeling. After reading the whole article, I feel like this, The two of them have their own way of walking. We have God's perspective, but not theirs, so the evaluations we make are useless. We can only see clearly who we feel sorry for from God's perspective. From their perspective, we don't know whether we can understand the facts. I don't know if I have any sense or not, I can only say let nature take its course. Okay, okay, let's not talk about it anymore. I wish all the young lovers a long and prosperous life. A few more words. I think the kind of crematorium that people say is not enough is not necessary, as long as people love each other, it is enough. After torturing one person and then torturing another, this kind of equal abuse is too common, and there is no meaning in reading it. We read the article to see everyone's love, not to feel physically and mentally happy watching who is being tortured. As readers, we don't need to evaluate them from a God's perspective, we just express our own opinions. My own words, when you forgive yourself, there is no need to say that the other person is not worthy or has not abused you enough, etc. To be honest, the person who falls in love first will lose. This sentence is also true, but he will also win. There is no need to comment on the subsequent events because of an objective or too biased view. Okay, okay, wish the young couple a long life
I was very sadistic in the early stage and regretted it when I saw him fall in front of him trying to save him. I hated myself to death for not believing in him and not daring to face my love. I feel so sad for Gong, he is so pampered in front of his parents, brothers and sisters, yet Shou treats him so [angry][covers face][crying] I feel so sad that I can't help but cry😭
I hope Shoubao will pursue her husband for a longer time [laughing]
The author's writing is very good. The following are just personal feelings, only for the first 43 chapters. My personal understanding of Shou's distrust is that her parents are not around, her father is dying, and others are ridiculing her. At this time, Shou needs a vehicle to vent his emotions to numb his thoughts and reduce his guilt. In the early stage, the emotions between the two were unequal. Gong was in love, and Shou was in love. Shou was trying to avoid being the culprit that caused his parents' accident, and would hate someone based only on other people's words, instead of looking up and hearing Gong's explanation himself. Maybe he wanted to use this hatred to dilute his father's accident. Gong means doing good deeds without leaving a name, but if you don't say anything about what you do, who can see it? No one has a God's perspective. I didn't understand why Gong had such deep feelings for Shou. Gong had a brother and parents who loved him, so he should not lack love. However, Gong's behavior made me feel that his family was unhappy and he lacked the care and attention of others. Do you love her so much just because of a life-saving grace? In fact, there is a sentence in Gong that particularly touched me: "You are no longer the boy who saved me when I was a child." Maybe in this ending, that's enough.