After I Was Diagnosed With a Terminal Illness, My White Moonlight Held Me and Wept
得绝症后，白月光抱着我哭
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- Two Male Leads
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A sickly protagonist, stomach pain, vomiting, weakness; born into the world from the womb, childhood friends, a little angst, male-male romance
A Frail Hero: Any Illness Will Do, the Worse His Health the Better
I want a sickly character, with things like stomach problems, back injuries, coughing up blood, or poisoning. The kind where they're physically weak, miserable, and in pain. Male-male leads only, and one of them has to be sickly. I really love this kind of story.
A Sickly Hero! Plagued by Serious Illness, Constantly Coughing Blood and Fainting!!!
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Looking for a Modern Male-Male Romance with a Groveling Male Lead and a Crematorium Ending, Please!
The Kind of Angst That Keeps You Up at Night! It Has to Make You Cry Your Eyes Out!
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Two Male Leads, Rekindled Love, Angsty at First but Very Sweet Later
Please, I Want Bittersweet Angst Stories with Two Male Leads
Two Male Leads! Angsty Stories!
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Angst-heavy stories.
#Dual Male Leads, Sickly Protagonist, You Get It?
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Why Is Nobody Recommending Anything? BL, Reborn, Angst First Then Sweetness, with the Hero Chasing His Wife to the Crematorium
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I’m a Human with Tear Ducts so Tough Even 188 Can’t Break Me. Please, Your Divine Sadist, Torment Me Until I Crack!
I’m the kind of reader who can’t even be taken down by 188, so bring me a deeply tragic, heartbreaking BE that will haunt me for life.
Two Male Leads! One Is Sickly! Something Like This 👇
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Looking for Stories with a Frail or Injured Male Lead Whose Old Wounds Often Flare Up
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... Baby, do you know how frustrating it was for me, a mutual-pampering, top-leaning reader, to read the beginning? 😄😄 I was so angry... I even started swearing... What was that all about? The bottom was either mocking me, giving me the cold shoulder, or even hitting me, even though it only happened once.
It's well-written, but there's no angst for the protagonist, no "chasing after the husband" trope 😢😢, it's so frustrating to read. I'm begging for a different side story for the protagonist! 🥰🥰 I was wrong, Tomato tricked me again. This is just a story disguised as a mutual pampering romance, designed to lure me in and kill me. No wonder it felt so disjointed 😢😢
It's good, Xiao Lan is so pitiful, Xiao Che is so bad, so tragic, it's good, it's heartbreaking.
✨🌷💗Shen Tinglan🌷💗🌷Jiang Che💗🌷 ❤️Rating: ✨✨✨✨✨ 🎄 [Modern]+ [Double Male Leads]+ [Entertainment Industry]+ [Older Man/Younger Woman]+ [Strong Couple]+ [Both Pure]+ [Both First Love]+ [Alternate Universe]+ [Homemade Settings]+ [Ambiguous Relationships]+ [Arranged Marriage]+ [Early on, the Top Pampers the Bottom; After They Understand Each Other, They Pamper Each Other]+ [The Top Has Been Planning…
It's great, especially since it's such a genre I love—a angst-filled story with a protagonist chasing after his love interest; I adore this kind of thing! (⑉°з°)-♡ Everyone should read it; it's super good. I'd give this book a perfect 100. Although I haven't finished it yet, I'm really looking forward to the rest of the story.
It's a really good movie, though the beginning is quite heart-wrenching. The later parts are mostly physical abuse, but the emotional development is very nuanced. Highly recommended!
After reading it and the whole thing, I don't think there's anything like what others have said in the comments about switching the bottom (the protagonist) or the bottom being abused. (This is just my opinion.) Let's start with Lanbao. The person she loves doesn't love her back. They've been married for so many years, and he still wants a divorce. She's heartbroken. Why doesn't he love her?
The beginning was very angsty for the seme. When he saw the uke fall in front of him to save him, he regretted it and hated himself for not believing him and for not daring to face his own love. I feel so sorry for the seme. He's clearly pampered like a treasure by his parents and brothers, yet the uke treats him so badly 😠🤦😢 I feel so sorry for him and can't help but cry 😭
I hope Shoubao can pursue her husband for a long time 🤭
The author writes very well. The following is just my personal opinion and only applies to the first 43 chapters. My personal understanding of the uke's distrust of the seme stems from the absence of his parents, his father's critical condition, and the ridicule from others. He needs an outlet to vent his emotions, to numb his mind and lessen his guilt.