
Sinking with Eyes Wide Open
清醒着沉沦
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- 1y ago
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It's great to watch. I've followed it all the way from "Who Messing Who?" The writing is concise and the plot is compact. It's amazing.
I had read the author's "Who Provoked Who" and liked it very much. Then I searched for other works and discovered the story of the male protagonists' good brothers "Master Lu and Brother Mo". The strange thing is that the rating of this book is very low. I read the whole book with a trial reading attitude, and the rating was still low. Then I read it a second time and found that the book is cleverly conceived and the plot is outstanding. The two male protagonists grow up independently. After encountering each other 10 years later, they gradually change their mentality in the entanglement, and then move towards a happy story of the heart. The regret of this book is that there are few chapters and no extended narrative. The content of the later chapters is fast-paced and lacks content. I understand the author because "the entire book was banned". This is my first book review by an amateur. I regret it due to objective reasons. It's a very good story. I still have more to say. Five-star praise⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️, cheers for the author😊
I followed the author's last book and I didn't want to put it down after reading it. It is a modern theme with conflicts, foreshadowing, entanglements, and divine assistance. True love is regardless of age, gender, and background. I look forward to a good ending. If you like reading modern themes, you must read it. I read it in the right order, and the author's writing is excellent. As soon as I started reading the story, I couldn't stop. It kept going from link to link. I didn't get enough of this book. I'm looking forward to the sequel. Getting ready to start the third part
Just because there are few people and narrow roads doesn't mean they are wrong. It's great that family members can understand and support them. The writing is quite good, not cruel or bloody. After watching Xiao Lingzi chasing Mo Mo, now I want to see grandpa and his bodyguard.
I can only say that the story is really beautiful. Lu Yanming obviously liked Shang Mo but kept rejecting him, going against his will, and tortured him to death [crying] But after seeing what happened to Lu Yanming's mother when she was a child, I understood that this kind of childhood trauma is really difficult to heal. Fortunately, in the end, Lu Yanming firmly chose Shang Mo, and finally, with the help of Grandpa Lu, Lu's mother slowly accepted the relationship between them. The happy ending was really happy [laughs]
Lu Yanming is really different now that he has the aura of the protagonist here. He is smart, calm and steady, and has laid the groundwork for Mo Mo. I feel sorry for Mo Mo who has suffered so much over the years. Fortunately, Lu Yanming will use his whole life to make up for it! Very nice
The rating is a bit low for such a good-looking movie. The love between Shang Mo and Lu Yanming is perfectly portrayed. They missed each other for ten years due to misunderstanding, and they decided that they would not care about each other's hardships. I really like this setting. It is worth reading.
I read it offline and it was very well written. I also read another book by the author and liked it very much. There are not many books that can write such a good modern Shuangnan romance. The characters are very vivid and reasonable. It is not like some books that are all in the same routine and get boring after reading a few chapters.
It's very good. I read this one from the author's other book Who Provoked Who? It's very good-looking, with lots of cars but no details. It's a pity that I won't write about it. In the end, my parents agreed, which was great.
It's so beautiful and wonderful. I read the book by Ling Ershao. The author's writing is very good and the story is wonderful. I won't say more, just read it. My grandpa's story made me cry to death. I'm going to read grandpa's book about this life.