Extremely Angsty, the Kind That Breaks Your Heart and Brings You to Tears 特虐，虐到心疼的那种，虐到流眼泪，看了就特难受

1. 251 绿 The Wild Little Tea-Green Psycho Can't Keep It Up Anymore 绿茶小疯子他野不动了 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads243k WordsCompleted [Dual Male Leads, Happy Ending] A handsome, bad-boy school bully as the pursuer, A sickly recipient who plays the pig to eat the tiger. When Wen Mo was nineteen, his parents brought him back home. His mother gave him his very first gift. He wore it with delight. A year later, a confirmed diagnosis made him realize it was his mother's death warrant for him! A genetic mutation, organ failure, and paralysis on one side of his body. In just two short months, he'd gone from full of life to nearly at 3.6kReads9.3Score317Shelves
2. 252 前 My Ex Is a Top-Tier Star, So I’ll Ride His Coattails, Hard! 前男友是顶流，我蹭，我硬蹭！ Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads267k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + rebirth + entertainment industry + rekindled romance] A beautiful, strong, tragic, sickly bottom-tier actor. A superstar idol top. The day Lin Ran was diagnosed with cancer, he held his final livestream. He thought it was goodbye, but never expected to receive an invitation to appear on a variety show. When they meet again, his ex-boyfriend has become a top-tier star with tens of millions of followers. He says, “Lin Ran, you're so shameless!” He says, “Lin Ran, are you sick?” H 11.7kReads9.2Score1.4kShelves
3. 253 闺 My Best Friend Badmouths Me to My Dog, But I Can Hear Dahuang's Thoughts 闺蜜跟我的狗说我坏话，但我能听见大黄心声 Fu Wang辐网8k WordsCompleted My best friend talks bad about me to my dog, but I can hear Dahuang's thoughts —Reads—Score—Shelves
4. 254 谁 Who Still Cares Whether Their Ex Lives or Dies After a Breakup? 谁家分手后还管前男友死活啊 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads360k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + seductive, treacherous shou + devoted, fatherly gong + rekindled romance + a groveling pursuit] The biggest mistakes Song Qingyan ever made were acting on his own, making the first move, exposing their relationship, breaking up, and then trying to get back together without asking! He successfully drove himself to the brink of death over and over. The first time, his heart stopped for five minutes. The second time, his heart stopped for ten minutes. The third time, he nearly die 8.6kReads9.3Score674Shelves
5. 255 偷 I Died After Getting Caught Stealing a Kiss From the Big Shot 偷亲大佬被发现后，我死了 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads329k WordsCompleted [Dual Male Leads, Extra Sweet!!] A ruthless, deadly bodyguard who can take on a hundred men, but sneaks kisses from his boss in private and gets incredibly jealous, as the bottom. A very rich, unbelievably rich, No. 1-ranked tycoon as the top. Jian Xingyi fell in love with Li Tingshen at first sight. He spent five years quietly working his way into the man's life, becoming his personal bodyguard and lifestyle assistant. Every night, while his boss slept, he would sneak through the window into hi 7.1kReads9.1Score701Shelves
6. 256 不 You Say You Hate Me? You'll Behave Once Your Master Dies 不是恨吗？师尊死了就老实了 Mu Yao Qian暮遥千Two Male Leads283k WordsCompleted The rating is low because it just came out. [Angst] [Imprisonment] [Regret and Redemption] [Faked Death] Wen Shiyan transmigrates into a book and becomes the villainous master in a BL harem novel. After he arrives, the System binds itself to him and orders him to reform the novel's sickly, possessive second male lead: his disciple, Ling Xianyuan. Ling Xianyuan was originally a gloomy, obsessive boy. In the original story, his unrequited love drives him to turn evil and become a Demon Lord. He im 6kReads6.9Score881Shelves

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   It's so beautiful!!

7. 257 电 Esports: Wild God, Your Marksman Has Jumped Off a Building Again 电竞：野神，你家射手他又跳楼了 a Sheng Never Restsa笙不息Two Male Leads403k WordsOngoing (The main story is complete, everyone, so enjoy without worry.) [Depressed beauty (bottom) x unruly loyal puppy (top)] [1v1 + redemption + esports + happy ending] Chi Yunshuo had planned to take a few jobs, pay off his debts, and then say goodbye to the world. But the second he stepped onto the rooftop, he received a message inviting him to join a team. Looking at the words "tryout" on the screen, he suddenly remembered that he had agreed to try out for Team AT not long ago. Chi Yunshuo: Maybe.. 39.3kReads9.0Score7.5kShelves

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   Except for the first book, all the others are completed works. Some are by the same author and all feature the "wife-chasing-after-the-wife" trope; personally, I found them all quite heart-wrenching.

8. 258 前 My Ex Is a Killer, Fierce, Ruthless, and Violent 前男友是杀手，又凶又狠还打人 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads461k WordsCompleted [Dual male leads + groveling pursuit + happy ending] A beautiful, strong, tragic assassin uke, A ruthless, cold-blooded CEO seme. Xiao You'en has died three times. The first time, he was seven and nearly beaten to death fighting over a steamed bun. The second time, he was locked up and nearly starved to death by the person he trusted most. The third time, he simply didn’t want to live anymore. The pain of bullets tearing through his body seemed to rip his soul to pieces. One shot, two shots, thr 5.7kReads8.9Score533Shelves
9. 259 小 After the Little Fool Ran Away, the Big Shot Went Mad 小傻子逃跑后，大佬他疯了 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads319k WordsCompleted [Two male leads, ultra-pampering] A silly bottom who thought he was pretending to be dumb, only to discover he really was dumb, and a fatherly CEO top who thought he was aloof but turned out to be hopelessly in love. Chi Tang died, and then Chi Tang came back to life! There was a pileup on the highway. Chi Tang’s last memory was being crushed between two cars and dying a gruesome death. He closed his eyes, opened them again, and discovered that he had been reborn in the body of a fool with the s 3.2kReads8.6Score328Shelves

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   Here are a few recommendations. The first one is a quick transmigration novel; I've read it many times, and each time it's heartbreakingly agonizing. Every arc is quite brutal. The second and third books are authoritative, no need to elaborate. The fourth one is slightly angsty, a bittersweet story; it's written by Lemon and Cola authors, so I almost don't need to say more. I suggest reading them in order. The fifth to the last one are all written by Lemon, and they're so angsty they make my heart ache, but they get very sweet later on. They all have two male leads! Please enjoy and savor them, fellow readers.

10. 260 予 You Gave Me Deep Love and Turned My Life Upside Down 予你情深，乱我一生 Su Ziyao苏子遥Two Male Leads50k WordsCompleted Eighteen years ago, Wen Ziyu was the person He Jingyang promised to stay with forever. Eighteen years later, Wen Ziyu was locked in an attic by He Jingyang and cruelly abused. He Jingyang always said Wen Ziyu owed him and that he'd make him pay little by little. But in the end, it was He Jingyang who owed Wen Ziyu a pair of eyes, a life, and a lifetime of love and devotion. 297Reads6.8Score100Shelves
11. 261 许 I Promise You a Love as Deep as the Sea 许你深情深似海 The Years Since We Parted此去经年Two Male Leads51k WordsCompleted Luo Ji was a ray of light in Shen Yi’s dark childhood. But after Shen Ge ruthlessly stole that light away, it became the arrow that wounded him most deeply. One misunderstanding, three years of torment, and everyone took their turn trampling him until he was utterly ruined. When Luo Ji finally learned the truth, he held his battered heart close and stopped believing in love. Shen Yi: “Once you’re dead, I won’t love you anymore.” 429Reads8.4Score104Shelves
12. 262 寄 Entrusted to the Wind 寄于风 Mu Shangqing木尚清Two Male Leads86k WordsCompleted Little sunshine Huai Zhi (bottom) and the human icebox Yan Zhuo (top) Huai Zhi and Yan Zhuo grew up together and were the pride of their generation, always taking first and second place in their grade. Huai Zhi was mischievous and always getting into trouble as a child, but he listened especially well to Yan Zhuo and was afraid of making him angry. Huai Zhi: “Mad again? Better cheer you up.” _ Huai Zhi: I'm sorry, don't be mad. When the wind blows, I'll be there to coax you. Many years later, 211Reads8.0Score108Shelves

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    These two are so heart-wrenching, I still don't dare to reread them [crying], especially the first one.

13. 263 他 He Got Together with His "Buddy," So I Chose to Walk Away 他跟“哥们”好上了，我选择退出 Eighteen Is My Cat十八是我的猫9k WordsCompleted He Got Together with His "Buddy," So I Chose to Walk Away 41Reads—Score—Shelves

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    It was so bad it almost gave me angina.

14. 264 踹 I Dumped My Ex-Husband, and Now He Won't Leave Me Alone 踹了前夫后，他开始死缠烂打 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads361k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads + Love After Marriage + Second Chance at Love] A sweet-faced but scheming bottom, and a fatherly top who's a little lovesick, but not too much. No one knew that Shang Jingchuan had carried a secret love for ten years. The moment he first saw his sister-in-law, he fell in love at first sight, and even went so far as to marry a stand-in who looked eighty percent like her. Chen Nuo was the illegitimate son of the Chen family. He carefully schemed his way into Shang Jingchuan's heart 13.4kReads8.9Score1.6kShelves
15. 265 鸩 A Cup of Poisoned Wine, and Drunk with You 鸩酒一杯与君醉 Flowing Wind流风Two Male Leads60k WordsCompleted Blurb: When they first met, he was a subject, and he risked his life to take a sword meant for the other man. Later, that man became emperor, wiped out his entire family, stripped away his pride, and forcibly kept him by his side. He waited, full of hope, for his elder brother to return victorious, but all he received was a cold corpse. In the end, he drank poison in front of everyone, smiling like a spring breeze. “Your Majesty, I offer my life as the price of regicide. May you live for all ete 1kReads8.0Score133Shelves
16. 266 我 I'm Dying, Yet the Paranoid Young Marshal Begs Every God and Buddha with Red Eyes 我快死了，偏执少帅红眼求遍神佛 A Sword Drawn, Wind Rises引剑风生Two Male Leads293k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads + Warlord + Devoted Love + Angsty and Satisfying + Regret and Redemption + Both Pure] [Obsessive, Violent, Devoted Warlord Top x Resilient, Gentle, Kind Beggar Bottom] Jiang Yushu was a fraud who had carefully plotted his way into the governor’s mansion in disguise. Shen Changye had always known that the fraud pretending to be his younger brother was a lowly beggar. At first, he treated the beggar like a puppet on strings, tormenting him at will. But when Jiang Yushu truly gave u 4.9kReads9.4Score556Shelves

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    The first book is about being forgotten twice, but still loving the other person [crying][crying]. The second book starts with knowing it's being used, but later involves praying to all the gods and Buddhas, just wanting him to get better [crying]. The third book shows how every time the other person is ignored and belittled before, it becomes a knife stuck in the heart later [crying][crying]. The fourth book is a substitute story.

17. 267 飞 The Canary That Flew Away 飞走的金丝雀 Eighteen Is My Cat十八是我的猫18k WordsCompleted The Canary That Flew Away 135Reads—Score—Shelves
18. 268 快 Quick Transmigration: Back Off, You’re Asking for Trouble 快穿：别过来，你在找虐 A Little Morning and Evening一只朝夕Two Male Leads900k WordsCompleted [Dual Male Leads + Fake Coercion + Frail Health + Faking His Death + A Melodramatic Grab Bag] The small worlds all end badly. As a member of the Torture Fiction Team with exceptional professional skills, Xu Bai travels with the System, Xiao Liu, conquering one challenge after another until they reach a Grade B world. He is determined to max out the affection ratings, reach Grade A as soon as possible, and get promoted with a pay raise! There are two targets to win over in each world. The title h 6.4kReads9.1Score543Shelves

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    It's so painful. There are so many heart-wrenching parts in this book, some involving characters who are half female, and others where you suddenly realize something at a certain point, and it breaks your heart. It's just so painful. I'm hopeless. The first book was truly heartbreaking for me, especially the second world. I'll never forget the third book. It hurt so much, the ending was so painful. Although I don't remember the plot, I know the ending. I'm in so much pain. So much pain that I can't forget the ending, even though I can't remember the plot anymore. They're all so painful, so incredibly painful.

19. 269 京 The Capital's Crown Prince Lowers His Head for Love, Crying and Clinging to Her. It's Unbearable to Watch 京圈太子为爱低头又哭又舔没法看 Fragrant Bones白骨留香Two Male Leads334k WordsCompleted [Sickly beauty and powerful bottom x capital-circle prince turned devoted team captain top] [Two male leads + esports + both sexually pure + equally matched + one-on-one] Sang Ye has known since childhood that he was kidnapped. After going through every hardship to return to the Zhou family, he becomes the one everyone despises. His biological parents look down on him for having no degree and being sickly. The fake young master resents his return as an inconvenience and makes trouble, spreading 6.7kReads9.1Score730Shelves
20. 270 魂 Lost in a Trance 魂不守舍 Eighteen Is My Cat十八是我的猫Mystery19k WordsCompleted Distraught 26Reads—Score—Shelves
21. 271 名 Detective Conan: I'm Kaito Kid's Older Brother 名柯：我是怪盗基德的哥哥 A Ye Bu Ye Zi阿夜不夜子Anime Fanfiction519k WordsOngoing [Breaking up canon couples] + [Comedy] + [System] For a female audience!!! Xia Jingling transmigrates into Detective Conan and becomes Kaito Kuroba’s nominal older brother. Bound to a Harem Magnet System, he must win characters’ affection to return home. He also becomes a phantom thief and is assigned missions to steal jewels. If he fails to complete his missions, Xia Jingling will die. To survive, he has no choice but to see them through. 1.7kReads8.8Score295Shelves
22. 272 名 Detective Conan: The Deep Blue Sniper's Target 名侦探柯南：深蓝的狙击目标 Black Square黑方Two Male Leads365k WordsCompleted [Completed] He died in an explosion and was born in a trash can. Yuan Qianren never imagined the world could be so bizarre. The bombs he'd long since memorized looked like nothing but plastic to him, yet in his previous life, a pile of plastic had cost him his life. His second chance at life, however, sent him straight to hell. Faced with a future he couldn't accept, he chose to flee the light. To uncover the secrets of Pandora's Box, Yuan Qianren chose to lie low by Professor Agasa's side. His 719Reads8.2Score101Shelves
23. 273 偏 But When He Left, the Whole Garden Was in Spring 偏他去时春满园 Flying Peacock会飞的孔雀Two Male Leads100k WordsCompleted When Gu Lan heard he had only ten months left to live, he was unexpectedly calm and accepting. Looking back on his life, it had been a complete mess. In this world, he was nothing more than a pathetic nobody whom no one cared about... Perhaps no one would cry for him when his life finally came to an end... Gu Lan accepted the outcome without resistance. After all, ever since he returned to this family, he had never received anything. If that was the case, why should he be afraid of losing anythi 91Reads8.4Score—Shelves

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    Complete and angsty

24. 274 盗 Tomb Raiding: A Brother-Obsessed Man’s Crazy Dark Moonlight 盗墓：哥控是个疯批黑月光 A Total Slacker After the Egg Era是摆烂蛋蛋后啊Two Male Leads764k WordsCompleted The Madman of the South, the Mute of the North, and the Lunatic Yu; together they question spirits, raid tombs, and see through ghosts. The madman set fire to the Lu King’s Palace and dissected the bones of a forbidden corpse. He was born insane, a madman through and through. Qi Yu was an orphan with nothing to his name. He died because of his golden X-ray eyes, and because of those same eyes, he found a family. Hei Xiazi took him home and gave him the name Qi Yu. He was Hei Xiazi’s unexpected g 9.4kReads9.2Score1.5kShelves
25. 275 临 Before He Dies, He Wants to Give Up His Allergen 临死前，他要戒掉过敏源 Crimson Jiangnan江南绯色Two Male Leads429k WordsCompleted [Male-male romance + angst + late-blooming devotion + the hero’s long road to winning him back] Shen Pei’an was ill. On his birthday, the doctor told him he didn’t have much longer to live. He hadn’t planned to hide it. He meant to wait until Ren Xu had celebrated his birthday with him, then tell him the truth. But the big star Ren Xu never came. All Shen Pei’an got was a birthday cake that would trigger his allergies. He was twenty-eight. It was his ninth year in love with Ren Xu. There would 1.2kReads6.6Score101Shelves
26. 276 病 The Frail Beauty Pants After Three Steps, and Her Childhood Friend Carries Her Home 病美人三步一喘！竹马摇尾抱回家 Sui Wang随望Two Male Leads539k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + childhood friends growing up together + brotherly affection turns into something more + wooing a big puppy] [Cool, aloof, long-haired beauty with a sickly constitution who knows how to reel them in × silver-haired, handsome, wolfish athlete who turns into a loyal puppy; genius painter × archer; sweet romance, one-on-one!] Yun Wulian had been sickly since childhood. He was out of breath after three steps and coughing after five, and would suddenly faint or come down with a fever 33.5kReads9.5Score5kShelves

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    The last two books are the most recommended.

27. 277 不 No Need to Cry to Get Candy 不哭也有糖吃 The Scenery Does Not Belong风光不与Two Male Leads250k WordsCompleted [A lot has been cut, read with caution~] [Two male leads + a young idol and a CEO + the affection is very real] At his old company, Jian Xin’s microphone was deliberately cut during his concert, he was beaten during dance practice, barred from vocal training, and punished during physical training. His individual opportunities were turned into group opportunities, and then he wasn’t allowed to take part in the group opportunities either. Later, he was taken in by Wei Yingshen. CEO Wei: Acquire 3.8kReads8.7Score221Shelves
28. 278 盗 The Grave Robbers' Chronicles: I Give All I Can, Wishing You Peace and Joy 盗笔，尽吾所能，愿卿平安喜乐 Zhi Mengyao芷梦瑶Two Male Leads166k WordsCompleted As he pressed the remote in his hand, Qi Yuan thought that if he could live his life over again, he would do what he wanted and never let anything hold him back. He never imagined he really would get another life, much less that this time he'd have more than one invincible golden finger: he'd also become a god's older brother. That was fine by him. When he read the book back then, he had regretted being powerless to help them and watching them all meet tragic ends. Now he could change their fate 7.7kReads9.1Score959Shelves
29. 279 小 A Puppy Never Turns Back, and Chasing Your Wife as a Dog Won't Help 小狗不回头，追妻当狗也没用 The Unforgettable Mei Yuji忘不掉的梅禹季Two Male Leads220k WordsCompleted [Master and Servant + Love and Hatred + Redemption + Hidden Schemer + Powerful Leads + Coercive] Beautiful, strong, tragic, loyal bottom who hides his true nature x gloomy, violent, affection-starved top Jiang Yuxue vs. Pei Duan Jiang Yuxue was a dog Pei Duan kept by his side: obedient, clever, loyal, and endlessly patient and forgiving. But in the end, he swallowed poison without a change in expression and said he wanted to be free. 14.2kReads8.6Score1.7kShelves

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    A poignant story that made me cry.

30. 280 盗 Tomb Raiding: The Girl Who Disappeared 盗墓：消失的那个她 Leader of the Blind瞎子头子Mystery438k WordsCompleted [Tomb Raiding + Tragedy, Extremely Heartbreaking, Read with Caution. Female Lead: Black Glasses’ Girlfriend] (In my story, Black Glasses is suspicious and ruthless, unlike his personality in The Grave Robbers' Chronicles. This is the author’s own interpretation, so please don’t compare the two. Read with caution, thank you.) No one knew that Black Glasses had once had a girlfriend. No one knew that she had vanished without a trace. Ten years later, Wu Xie, Wang Pangzi, Xie Yuchen, and the others 4.9kReads8.3Score397Shelves
31. 281 苍 Pale Love 苍白爱意 Ink-Stained Books and Thoughts墨染书怀Two Male Leads1.4M WordsCompleted The spoiled young master Jiang Qi'an × the frail, aloof young master Su Yuhuai “I, Jiang Qi'an, have never put love first. And I’m still young, so what’s there to worry about? If one doesn’t work out, I’ll find another.” … … Su Yuhuai gazed vacantly at the person before him and said flatly, “Jiang Qi'an, it was my mistake to fall for you at an age when you were in the mood to play around.” 710Reads8.6Score102Shelves
32. 282 京 Jingju Cats: A Bond That Endures 京剧猫之相濡以沫 Dim and Faint暗暗淡淡Two Male Leads867k WordsCompleted [Two male leads. Main pairing: Luo Ci and Xiao Hei; secondary pairing: Lu Wu and Wu Qing. Extras are part of the main story! Everyone gets a happy ending! Two powerful leads, original characters, regrets made right. This story has a prequel; see my profile for details.] Before Luo Ci took charge of the Valley of Gloom, he was Sect Master Nalan’s most prized disciple, a once-in-a-generation prodigy. The little kitten he brought home and raised from childhood became his lover. His passionate, free 1.5kReads9.2Score225Shelves
33. 283 再 The Crown Princess Again 再为太子妃 Eighteen Is My Cat十八是我的猫11k WordsCompleted Become the Crown Princess Again 132Reads—Score—Shelves
34. 284 泛 Daydreams Run Wild 泛滥白日梦 Li Huaisha李怀沙Two Male Leads190k WordsCompleted #He told me he loved me 365 times, but not a single one was true# Rekindled romance / loving and hurting each other / a balanced mix of sweet and angsty / HE / groveling to win her back / slight sci-fi Flirtatious, spoiled crown prince vs. cold, withdrawn patient Amnesiac, goofy at first, then a sickly, possessive puppy-like lover vs. aloof genius beauty I found a little dog in a garbage dump. Later, he became my boyfriend. The handsome guy hauling bricks at the construction site is my boyfrie 269Reads9.4Score106Shelves
35. 285 快 Quick Transmigration: She Dies Again After a Successful Conquest 快穿：攻略成功后她又挂了 Wind Meets the Upstream Current风临遇溯Ancient Romance907k WordsOngoing [Both leads are devoted to each other, 1v1, an unfeeling god VS a forgetful, adorably airheaded girl] After a great battle, the Celestial Emperor fell into a deep slumber, his soul plunging into the cycle of reincarnation. To awaken him, Gu Sui Nuan made a deal with the Book of Fate. Gu Sui Nuan went to the Emperor's reincarnations, fell in love with him, then ruthlessly tormented him, hoping to jolt the Emperor awake. Gu Sui Nuan's method of torment: dying at any moment, anywhere. A prince born 2.9kReads8.8Score274Shelves

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    I cried so much! I only read two worlds, and they were so heartbreaking, my liver ached, and I couldn't stop crying. Sisters who want to read angst, go check out the police story world!! [Crying][crying][crying]

36. 286 昧 A Murky Path 昧途 LilimoonModern Romance155k WordsCompleted [A possessive, troubled male lead x a cool, resilient female lead] At the turn of the stairs, Lin Zhao ran blindly and crashed into someone. The sullen, spoiled young master tossed a basketball at her without a care. Chen Zeye had targeted her countless times before. Cool and proud, Lin Zhao couldn’t escape being ostracized. She could barely breathe and wanted nothing more than to get away. After the college entrance exams, she was finally free to relax. But at a gathering with old friends, a ci 2.9kReads8.7Score189Shelves

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    These three campus romance novels made me cry so much, especially "Just Kidding"—I cry every time I read it.

37. 287 山 Where the Hills Are Green, the General Has a Heart 山有扶苏，将军有情 Eighteen Is My Cat十八是我的猫Marriage & Romance7k WordsCompleted There Are Fusu Trees on the Mountain, and a General with a Heart 95Reads—Score—Shelves
38. 288 重 Reborn: The More I Raise My Little Wife, the More She Goes Astray 重生后小媳妇越养越歪 The Abyssal Boss Has a Tail Behind Him渊总身后有尾巴Two Male Leads233k WordsCompleted Rebirth + male/male romance + top + a playboy’s redemption Short-tempered yet tender top VS a sickly, manipulative crybaby who seems sweet but hides a dark side In his previous life, Tang Zhizhi never got Xie Qi’s forgiveness, not even before he died. Xie Qi treated him coldly and tormented him, and Tang Zhizhi silently endured it all. After Xie Qi is reborn, he sees Tang Zhizhi sobbing like a little puddle and pulls him into his arms. He had always been selfish. He never expected to fall into t 2.4kReads8.8Score186Shelves
39. 289 逗 Just Kidding 逗你玩儿 Fish Doesn't Speak鱼不语Modern Romance213k WordsCompleted The sky that year. He was the dark cloud that lingered in Yu Ning’s heart, gloomy and oppressive, impossible to escape. Yu Ning was the gentle breeze he longed to chase, impossible to touch and impossible to hold on to. “Yu Ning, did you ever really like me, even just a little?” “Never.” He fell silent, smiling faintly, his heart pierced with pain. If only that summer, he hadn’t been so cruel and hateful, personally pushing her into the abyss and coldly watching her struggle with all her might. 7.5kReads9.0Score732Shelves
40. 290 不 I Don't Want Your Love, Just Your Life 不要你的爱，只要你的命 Eighteen Is My Cat十八是我的猫16k WordsCompleted I Don’t Want Your Love, Just Your Life 47Reads—Score—Shelves
41. 291 盗 Tomb Raiding: An Outsider 盗墓：局外人 Nan Yang楠阳Mystery268k WordsCompleted No CP. [The romance tag was added automatically by the System.] After an unexpected transmigration, she only wanted to be an outsider. But because of a little kindness on her part, she somehow became part of the story. She experiences their stories from the perspective of an observer. The female lead has a special constitution: her blood can cure illness and extend life. She has no fighting ability at first, and the early part gets a little angsty, but later she reaches the pinnacle of combat po 2.4kReads8.8Score310Shelves

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    1. She laughed out loud at an inopportune moment, a laugh as cheerful as silver bells, yet as sarcastic as a cold wind: "So even you yourself think this is wrong." Xia Xingyun looked at the group of people in front of her with a mocking smile, a contemptuous curve to her lips: "Zhang Dafoye really knows how to weigh the pros and cons, sacrificing the small to save the big." Only then did they notice that Xia Xingyun's eyes were full of smiles, her golden pupils sparkling with tiny starlight, as if filled with the vast ocean of stars, without the slightest fear, as if a sense of relief and intense joy emanated from her. "But, I'm most afraid of pain, most, most afraid of it, even a small cut, I feel unbearable pain." The dagger had already deeply penetrated her heart, a streak of blood flowed from the corner of Xia Xingyun's mouth, and after a while, she spat out another mouthful of blood. More unbearable to look at than the sun is the human heart... 2. "Lu Jianxun?" A trembling tentative voice. "Lu Jianxun?" Shousheng called out again. The house was silent; no one could answer his calls anymore. Shousheng took two steps forward and saw the person lying on the stairs. Lu Jianxun was wearing pajamas, blood pooling beneath him. His eyes were closed, his face a deathly pale. He had been slit in the throat. Shousheng stood there quietly. He didn't know how much time had passed. Shousheng's calm, emotionless voice echoed from the silent house. "I told you, no one who gets close to me will have a good ending." "But you wouldn't believe me." 3 "My name is Wu Xing, Wu Xing of Tiankou, Xing of luck." "My name is Wu Xing, Wu Xing of Tiankou, Xing of misfortune." "That clear, bright moon, only when it's with the sun, will it not be filthy." "I will never deserve redemption." "Am I really that good?" "Why did I steal Zhang Qiling? Because of my ignorance?" "The Wu family should never have twins. Little brother, I will deal with the Wang family and the Ultimate." Those repeated acts of giving up undoubtedly pushed him deeper and deeper into the abyss. When Hei Xiazi allowed him to pick the Qiluo Vine; when Xie Yuchen demanded he pay the price, but he pretended not to know; when Fatty Wang chose Wu Xie; when Wu Xie stabbed him four times—he couldn't possibly have survived.

42. 292 来 Bright Days Ahead 来岁昭昭 Mo Yu墨玉10k WordsCompleted At the banquet, the capital’s most eligible young heir announced that the woman he truly wanted to marry was my stepsister. I willingly stepped aside, then married Fu Sinian, who had pursued me for years. After we married, we were loving and happy. Until I finally managed to get pregnant, only to discover that he had been slipping birth control pills into the milk he gave me every night. And the custom diamond necklace he had kept in his safe for years, claiming he would use it to propose, was e 1.3kReads—Score—Shelves

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    These four books are all short, heart-wrenching stories. I cried while reading them all.

43. 293 盗 Tomb Raiding: The Little Tyrant from the Zhang Family 盗墓：张家来的小霸王 Chu Zhe怵谪Two Male Leads430k WordsCompleted Also known as Grave Robbing: The Zhang Family’s Ancestral Dark Moonlight “Zhang family member + all + unhinged + villain” The Zhang family had a child born with an unprecedented bright red tattoo. He was known as the “Fire Qilin.” The Fire Qilin feared no flames. Even when engulfed in a raging inferno, he remained unharmed, so the Zhang family revered him as an auspicious omen. Yet the Fire Qilin betrayed the Zhang family and fled the Northeast, eventually making his way to Changsha. He changed 9kReads9.1Score1.1kShelves
44. 294 暗 An Assassin’s Love and Revenge, Beyond Romance 暗卫情仇，无关风月 Eighteen Is My Cat十八是我的猫Ancient Romance38k WordsCompleted A Dark Guard's Love and Grudge, Beyond Romance 127Reads—Score—Shelves
45. 295 穿 After Becoming a Scummy Alpha, She Gave Everything to Atone 穿成渣A后她为了赎罪倾尽所有 Love Bitter Peppers爱苦辣椒Two Female Leads436k WordsCompleted Jiang Chen wakes up to find herself in a book, inhabiting the body of a notorious scumbag Alpha. She is the expendable villain who forcefully marks Lin Wanzhi, a top Omega star, abuses her in body and mind, and eventually gets killed in revenge, her glands destroyed. Facing the reborn heroine, whose beauty is breathtaking but whose eyes are frozen over, Jiang Chen has only one thought: survive and atone for her sins! She nervously turns over a new leaf: Resources? She offers them all up! Trou 2kReads7.4Score159Shelves
46. 296 迫 Forced to Marry the Ninth Prince 迫嫁九王妃 Eighteen Is My Cat十八是我的猫Ancient Romance49k WordsCompleted Forced to Marry the Ninth Prince 65Reads—Score—Shelves
47. 297 发 The Corpse on the Autopsy Table Was Me, and My Forensic Pathologist Husband Went Mad 发现验尸床上的尸体是我，法医老公他疯了 Halfway Through the Third Month of Spring烟花三月半20k WordsCompleted The day I was kidnapped, Gu Yan was celebrating his new lover’s birthday. The kidnappers called him to demand a ransom, threatening to kill me if he didn’t pay. But he said, “Too bad she’s not worth spending money on. I should thank you for helping me get rid of that troublesome woman.” Three days later, I lay on the autopsy table. Even though Gu Yan was the finest forensic pathologist, he didn’t realize that the body he was examining was that of his most hated wife. 13Reads—Score—Shelves
48. 298 女 Women, Don't Go to Northern Myanmar. There's No One There. 女人不要去缅北那里没有人 Mo Mi莫羋Urban323k WordsCompleted The world is beautiful. I won't be coming back in my next life. Bailu (a pseudonym) said something after returning from northern Myanmar that I still can't forget. She said: "When Heaven was taking me apart, it got the balance just right. Any harder, and I'd have died. Any gentler, and I might have had a decent life." My so-called best friend tricked me into going to northern Myanmar. That's when I learned that women here aren't even treated as human beings. Beatings, imprisonment, being drained 21kReads7.4Score1.2kShelves

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    The first book is a completed, angsty romance novel, so feel free to read it. See how the female protagonist escapes from the park... The second book is one I really enjoy; it's been adapted into a manga/TV series, featuring a multi-female harem, intense battles, and plenty of satisfying moments.

49. 299 我 I Was His Blade, and He Shattered My Soul 我为他刃，他断我魂 Eighteen Is My Cat十八是我的猫Ancient Romance7k WordsCompleted I Became His Blade, and He Shattered My Soul 89Reads—Score—Shelves
50. 300 我 After I Gave My Life for My Country, My Brothers Broke Down 我献身国家后，哥哥们崩溃了 As Vigorously as Fire如火如荼19k WordsCompleted On the day of my coming-of-age ceremony, my two older brothers brought home a seven-year-old orphan girl. For her sake, my eldest brother slapped me across the face. My second brother flew into a rage and told me to get out: "Don't ever come back!" I didn't say another word. I packed my things and left. They thought I was just throwing a tantrum and would be gone for a few days. At last, the two brothers had some peace and quiet, so they took the orphan girl abroad on a trip to Norway, where the 15.4kReads—Score339Shelves

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