Extremely Angsty, the Kind That Breaks Your Heart and Brings You to Tears 特虐，虐到心疼的那种，虐到流眼泪，看了就特难受

1. 201 我 I Haven’t Even Been Reborn Yet, and My Unattainable Love Has Already Regretted It! 我还没重生，白月光提前后悔了！ Corporate Slave Otaku社畜宅宅Urban892k WordsCompleted [An ex-girlfriend repays an old debt] Too much belated devotion is worth less than grass. Here’s a different kind of story: a man forgives his ex-girlfriend. The once-proud heroine went abroad to start a business, got scammed and fell into debt. This is a rom-com about her trying to win him back: the haughty girl he once adored turns into a devoted sweetheart. She has even kept herself pure, and seems to be hiding a secret. “Reborn? No need! My beloved has already knelt down and begged to get ba 19.2kReads8.3Score1.7kShelves
2. 202 最 One Last Rainfall Before We Part 最后一阵诉别雨 Sui Ying随楹Modern Romance109k WordsCompleted [Mutual pining | A little campus romance | Short BE | Male lead dies, female lead finds peace] The sky waits for the rain, and I wait for you. Song Ting'an never got to see his rain. From that song by Jay Chou, with lyrics by Vincent Fang. “The sky waits for the rain, and I wait for you.” He listened to it again and again. Song Tianqing, the character in Song Ting'an's book, got to meet his Yue Yuyu. But Song Ting'an never got to meet his Li Yanyu. His chance of survival was only twenty perc 373Reads8.0Score111Shelves

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   If we're talking about angst-filled stories, I have tons of them.

3. 203 把 I Treated My Childhood Friend Like My Husband. Why Are You Falling Apart Now That I'm Divorcing You? 把竹马当老公，我离婚你崩溃什么 Your Face Bears My Red Handprint你脸上有我的红手印Urban1.5M WordsCompleted [The wife chases her husband after losing him] [Relentless pursuit of her husband] At her father's insistence, CEO Su Nianrou married Lin Tian, a man with nothing to his name. After the wedding, Su Nianrou hated Lin Tian and treated him with cold indifference. She wouldn't even let him touch her, and they had a child through IVF. She was convinced Lin Tian had used some underhanded scheme to force her father into marrying her off to him. So for over a year of marriage, Lin Tian endured Su Nianro 7.5kReads6.4Score481Shelves
4. 204 万 Everyone Hated Her, Then She Showed Her Face and Took the Internet by Storm 万人嫌露脸后全网爆火 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads448k WordsCompleted [Dual male leads] A sickly, universally despised bottom; A seemingly cold and heartless top who has fallen deeply in love. A year ago, Xu Mian was rumored to have thrown matches, and was boycotted by the entire internet. He retired early. With his mother seriously ill and his right hand partially disabled, he became the target of abuse from everyone in the esports scene, like a rat crossing the street, and endured it for an entire year. Caught between life and death, he struggled to stay alive: 12.5kReads8.3Score1.1kShelves

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   I cried while reading this book 😭, every time a new chapter came out I felt like he was going to die in the next one, it was so heartbreaking.

5. 205 疯 Are You Crazy? After Our Divorce, My CEO Ex-Wife Is Chasing Me 疯了？离婚后，女总裁前妻倒追我 I Just Want to Lie Flat朕只想躺平Urban580k WordsCompleted [Male-oriented] [Chasing-her-back romance] [One heroine] [Older woman/younger man] [Second chance at love] [First love] [Beautiful CEO] [Easygoing daily life] [Romantic everyday moments] [Personal growth] For four years of marriage, Xie Lin was content to play second fiddle, loving his wife deeply and caring for her in every way. His wife, a successful CEO, had a heart of ice that was hard to melt, and the two of them gradually drifted apart. Heartbroken and disillusioned, Xie Lin put an end to 5.4kReads7.2Score280Shelves
6. 206 快 Quick Transmigration: After Clearing My Name, I Fake My Death, and the Crematorium Follows Me Forever 快穿：洗白后死遁，火葬场永随 Daydreaming Disorder白日梦幻想症Modern Romance501k WordsCompleted [Complete] (The new book has just started getting ratings, so its score is a little low. It should rise later.) [Quick transmigration + comedy + angst + bad endings in small worlds + semi-immersive acting] As a worker for the Quick Transmigration Bureau, Ye Weiwan had always diligently played the supporting female role. That is, until all the male leads turned dark, forcing her to return and clear their corruption values. Thinking over all the “good deeds” she had done, Ye Weiwan gave a dry laug 12.4kReads8.7Score1.1kShelves

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   This quick transmigration story is so heartbreaking! [Crying] I want to cry. 1. In every world, the female lead is destined to die young, but she always dies at the hands of her lover! [Crying] 2. The male lead's actions shocked me... Everything happened because of him! [Angry]

7. 207 剩 Six Months to Live: My Wife Begs Me to Forgive Her 剩六个月命，老婆哭求原谅 Liuliang六的亮Urban189k WordsCompleted [Single heroine]+ [Bad ending]+ [Tearjerker] Chen Mo, timid and meek, has been married to Gao Ruoyun for three years, but their marriage has never been consummated! Gao Ruoyun despises Chen Mo for being spineless and bluntly asks him for a divorce. As if things couldn’t get any worse, Chen Mo learns that he has stomach cancer and only six months to live. With what little time he has left, Chen Mo just wants to let loose for once. From now on, he’ll live only for himself and his family. [My name 121Reads5.5Score—Shelves

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   These are all books of this type: ① The protagonist is a well-behaved and sensible child, the kind of child everyone admires, but he has never received love from his family. Now he has a terminal illness and doesn't have long to live. His family finds out too late, and the protagonist just wants to face death with a smile. ② The protagonist has a terminal illness and only three months left. His family regrets their actions and comes to beg for forgiveness, but this time he doesn't want to compromise.

8. 208 皇 The Empress Leaped to Her Death, and the Mad Tyrant Wept Until His Eyes Were Red 皇后纵身一跃，疯批暴君哭红了眼 Huang Dandan黄蛋蛋Ancient Romance635k WordsCompleted [One-on-one romance, devoted couple + palace intrigue + regretful pursuit, clear-headed heroine, everyone's unattainable ideal] Meng Tang is a gracious, gentle empress who never competes for favor. Everyone thinks she is a true white lotus standing tall in the harem, and even the tyrant believes it. He takes a new concubine, and she smiles, congratulates him, and arranges for the newcomer to spend the night with him. He sends her restorative medicine, and she obediently takes it, knowing full we 22kReads9.3Score2.1kShelves
9. 209 多 A Lover’s Plan to Turn the Tables on Scumbags 多情客的反渣计划 West Wind at the Long Pavilion长亭西风肆Urban319k WordsCompleted [A Full-On Pursuit-and-Regret Story] + [Multiple Heroines] + [No System] “You rejected my confession. How do you feel now that you see me with your best friend?” “You treated me like an object and gave me to your younger sister. Now that I’m with her, what are you regretting?” “Go chase your idol. Put on a wedding dress and marry the dregs of your youth.” 607Reads7.0Score—Shelves
10. 210 订 On the Eve of Our Engagement, She Went to KTV with Her White-Moonlight Love 订婚前夕她跟白月光去了KTV Nine Wonders Knight九奇骑士Urban1.6M WordsCompleted At the engagement ceremony. Ye Qingyu, drunk, took the microphone and openly confessed her feelings for the man she had always loved, right in front of all the guests. Everyone turned to look at Jiang Cheng, the groom-to-be. They all wanted to see him make a fool of himself. But Jiang Cheng started clapping. “Charging ahead for love takes courage. I respect it! You two should just make it official!!” … 12.4kReads6.7Score583Shelves
11. 211 重 Reborn Once More, Who’d Still Be a Doormat? 重活一世，谁还当舔狗啊？ Chen Xize辰熙泽Modern Romance138k WordsOngoing Gentle, domineering young man vs. cold, beautiful man with a mad streak (Heroine pursues her husband through a hard-won redemption arc + healing young man + gentle hero + cold, ruthless heroine who only lets the hero see her vulnerable side) Jun Ze returned to three years after he had endured endless torment… Still the day before his one-night stand with Xi Ruxue… He pushed himself up in bed and saw the same pink furniture wherever he looked. He was still Xi Ruxue’s secret contract lover, someon 460Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Extremely heart-wrenching, the kind of heartbreaking, so heart-wrenching it brings tears to your eyes, it's incredibly painful to read!! A truly angsty novel!!! The male lead suffers terribly!! I genuinely cried!! Two books by the same author, brimming with a sense of destiny, a story of unrequited love from the male lead's perspective. From Junze's point of view, he liked the female lead since junior high, but never confessed until she revealed her feelings for him, ending his unrequited love and beginning a sweet, open romance. However, the female lead's relationship with the male lead is thwarted when his adoptive father killed her father in a car accident. She approaches the male lead only for revenge… imprisoning him, deceiving him, bullying him, causing him to fall into utter ruin. Later, when he is seriously ill and bedridden, she is filled with regret… a mad dash for her husband!!! ③ No one will ever know that in Ye Xiao's seemingly perfect life, there is a permanent void called Ruan Yusheng. That void hurts so much. It hurt her for a very, very long time.

12. 212 开 An Engagement Banquet from the Start, and My Fiancée Abandons Me 开局订婚宴，未婚妻弃我而去 A Struggling Student Who Wants to Be a Top Scholar想当学神的学渣Urban296k WordsCompleted After a night of heavy drinking, orphan Zhao Lin unexpectedly transmigrates into the body of another orphan named Zhao Lin in a parallel world. He discovers that he is at an engagement banquet, and the groom is none other than himself. He has barely had time to feel happy when his fiancée, Liu Ruyan, takes a phone call and announces that the engagement banquet is off and will be held again on another date. Then, ignoring everyone’s pleas, she drives away. A real man lives between heaven and eart 1.7kReads5.5Score100Shelves
13. 213 命 One Year Left to Live: The Female CEO Goes Wild 命还剩一年，女总裁疯了 Chen Xize辰熙泽Modern Romance243k WordsCompleted (Pursuing her husband + tragic ending + angst + not a wish-fulfillment story) (Gentle, considerate younger man who’s secretly a mad wolfdog, paired with a cold, heartless flirt who’s secretly a sweet, teasing wife who calls him “hubby”) Back then, she looked the bedraggled young man up and down, his hair soaked through. Jun Ze raised his eyes to meet hers. With his bangs wet, his ice-blue phoenix eyes were revealed. He was born with heterochromia, yet his eyes were extraordinarily beautiful. The 1.7kReads8.1Score—Shelves
14. 214 疯 After Reforming, the Mad Enchantress Has Every God at Her Feet 疯批妖姬洗白后，诸神皆为裙下臣 One Who Came Running Out of the Mountains大山里跑出来的Ancient Romance1.1M WordsCompleted [Transmigrate into a book, everyone dotes on her, everyone gets their comeuppance, the villainess is redeemed, but she refuses to forgive] After transmigrating into a book as Jun Qing, a wicked female demon condemned by Heaven, she fails to clear her name time and time again because of the Heavenly Dao’s restrictions. Her Imperial Lord father strips her of her divine status. Her three older brothers despise her. The little slave she took in betrays her, and her God of War disciple personally dra 1.7kReads8.6Score328Shelves

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    This is incredibly heart-wrenching. The aftereffects are amazing; every story leaves you breathless with tears, and you're stunned for a long time afterward. I was completely dumbfounded after finishing it; I don't know how the author is so good at writing angst.

15. 215 女 My Girlfriend Ran Off at Her Engagement Party? I'll Wipe Out Her Entire Clan 女友订婚宴上私奔？我灭她全族 White Tofu Daoist白豆腐道长Urban1.1M WordsCompleted Qin Yan, young master of the Qin family, gains a set of memories and discovers that he is living in the world of a novel, where he is a villain who fawns over the heroine. In the story, at their engagement banquet, his fiancée, the heroine, elopes with the male lead, humiliating the Qin family. Qin Yan tries to get revenge again and again, but the male and female leads join forces to kill him instead. In the end, even the entire Qin family is wiped out. Qin Yan can't accept such an ending. His Q 7.3kReads7.3Score503Shelves
16. 216 游 Quick Transmigration: My Target Is a Scumbag 【快穿】游戏目标是个渣 Bu Zhifujin不知芙锦Two Male Leads547k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads] [Quick Transmigration] [No CP] [Conquest] [Not a Wish-Fulfillment Story] Chen Xuan is an acting major and a young man who loves games about tormenting scumbags! [Idol Route]: Eight years of training and three years after debut, yet he was treated as a stepping stone for someone else's rise. Reporters exposed the truth, and black trending topics were everywhere. Then he suddenly learned he had a hereditary disease and only one month to live! (Scumbag celebrity) [Monster Route]: H 1.5kReads8.9Score169Shelves

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    Quick transmigration, two male leads, no romance, strategy guide. This book is really well written; every small world is so heartbreaking, I couldn't help but cry while reading each one. It's truly heartbreaking, especially the demon and eunuch storylines—I cried so much. In the second world, I cried because the protagonist's sincere feelings were betrayed, and because of the regret between the protagonist and Zhu Yin. I really ship the protagonist and Zhu Yin [crying]. In the third world, I felt so sorry for the protagonist being used by his brother all the time, trying to escape his fate but still being cruelly dismembered because of his brother [crying][crying][crying].

17. 217 绝 The Desolate Seafloor 绝望海底 Little Bird Stewed in an Iron Pot铁锅炖小鸟Urban332k WordsCompleted [Entertainment + Singing + Sickly Hero + Healing + Tearjerker + Positive Energy + Redemption] Bai Chen transmigrates to a parallel world, only to discover that he has cancer and needs a huge sum of money for treatment. A singing contest hosted by pdd is underway, drawing a massive audience and offering a huge cash prize! So Bai Chen joins to earn money for his medical bills. In the preliminaries, Bai Chen sings “Under the Sea,” and the entire livestream falls silent, lost in thought. In the knoc 30.5kReads9.3Score2.3kShelves

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    It was so angsty, I can't handle that kind of angst. I was tricked into watching it by someone 😭 My heart was pounding while I was watching it, and I still can't bear to think about what was said in it, sob sob~

18. 218 订 My Girlfriend Abandoned Me at Our Engagement Party to Find Her One True Love 订婚宴女友抛下我，转身去找她的白月光 Proud as the Light傲的像光一样Urban652k WordsCompleted On the day of our engagement banquet, my fiancée left me standing there in front of everyone and ran off with another man. I took the microphone and walked onto the stage. “Today’s also a celebration of my promotion. Everyone, eat and drink your fill.” Later, she asked me to hold another engagement banquet, but I handed her an invitation instead. “Let’s skip the engagement banquet. If you’d like, you’re welcome to come to my wedding.” 146Reads5.2Score155Shelves
19. 219 我 After CCTV Exposed Me, the Entire Internet Was Left Devastated 我被央妈曝光后，全网致郁了 My Dream Is to Be a Landlord梦想是当包租公Urban251k WordsCompleted [Showbiz + Angst + Pure Romance + Songs] “Baby, take your medicine!” Qin Xia looked at his blurry girlfriend. He reached out, wanting to touch her, but he could never quite reach her. “If I take the medicine, will I never see you again?” “Silly, I just want you to get better soon...” Her figure began to disappear. After Qin Xia won the Best Singer award, he stood before the cheering crowd and slowly said, “The only way I can see her, you call a delusion.” 19.9kReads8.8Score1.5kShelves
20. 220 再 I'll Never Love You Again 再也不要爱你 Hard to Kill难杀Modern Romance132k WordsCompleted A short, heart-wrenching story. Extremely heartbreaking! So much melodrama and angst! Read with caution! Please ignore the extra chapter. The author wrote it while losing their mind, and sincerely apologizes! Jian Meng is dying, and Ji Jing’an doesn’t know. He’s busy worrying about his wedding to someone else, indifferent to the poor woman at home. He has always believed Jian Meng would wait for him forever, just as she has for the past ten years. It was the last winter, and Jian Meng’s last bir 16.9kReads8.2Score976Shelves

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    Highly recommend this first book! An old iPad tears away the facade of a marriage of convenience, while Icelandic snow buries undelivered confessions. There's no hysterical rivalry; three people trapped in the cage of feudal clans find love, guilt, and sacrifice intertwined to create a grand tragedy. After reading it, I felt a lump in my throat, unable to breathe for a long time. ✨

21. 221 兰 The King of Lanling’s Battle Formation Song: Blood on Mount Mang 兰陵王入阵曲：邙山之血 Junyu's Daddy骏宇粑粑Historical9k WordsCompleted The King of Lanling's Battle Song: Blood on Mount Mang 6Reads—Score—Shelves

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22. 222 说 Weren't You Supposed to Be a Cool Beauty? Why Do You Blush Whenever I Tease You? 说好的清冷美人，怎么一逗就脸红 Meizi Went Blind梅子瞎了Two Male Leads577k WordsCompleted [One-on-one romance with two male leads, both each other’s only partners; a dirty-talking, devoted top and a cool, beautiful bottom; reborn pursuit of his wife + showbiz + ridiculous comedy + everyone’s favorite + healing + intense push and pull + face-slapping feel-good story + mostly everyday life, and once you get through the first chapter, it’s sweet romance] After his beloved dies, Young Master Zhou is consumed by despair. By a twist of fate, he is reborn and wastes no time setting out to w 62.2kReads9.6Score9.8kShelves

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    What do you want me to say? [Smile][smile][smile][smile][smile][smile] The first book is very angsty, the kind that will make you cry. The second book is very sweet, the kind that's sweet yet angsty. Both are about Shuang Nan. If you don't like that, don't read!

23. 223 赠 I Give You the Bittersweet Pain of Parting 赠君人间苦别离 Spring Thunder Cannon春雷炮Ancient Romance43k WordsCompleted Xie Jingsheng hated Hua Zhezhi. When he was at his lowest, she not only kicked him while he was down, but nearly got him killed. The first thing he did after returning victorious was marry her, then drive her slowly insane. Hua Zhezhi was left with a crippled leg and suffered endless humiliation. When she was near death, she asked with red-rimmed eyes, “I never betrayed you. Why have you treated me this way?” “Keep making things up,” he said viciously, squeezing her throat. “Let’s see if you can 638Reads6.0Score—Shelves
24. 224 1 A Letter from My Seventeen-Year-Old Self: The Missing Mage 17岁的我的来信·续·失踪的法师 Junyu's Daddy骏宇粑粑14k WordsCompleted A Letter from My 17-Year-Old Self: Sequel: The Missing Mage —Reads—Score—Shelves
25. 225 黑 The Corrupted Moon Was Redeemed After Her Rebirth 黑化月亮复生后，被救赎了 Heated Lemon Water加热柠檬水Mystery241k WordsCompleted Fan Favorite / Pairing Undecided (Anything Is Possible) / Mutual Salvation / White Moonlight Returns from the Dead Qing Yan died in the Zhang Family Ancient Tower, in Black Glasses' arms. Years later, he returned and appeared before the Nine Gates once more, but everything had changed beyond recognition. Suspicion and heart palpitations, probing and cautiousness. After countless rescues and glimmers of hope, who, in the end, saved whom? Are you really him... Did you really come back...? Now tha 6.9kReads9.3Score1.4kShelves

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    The pinnacle of Tomb Raider Chronicles fanfiction's most angsty stories—all four are complete. The first is purely angsty. The second has an angsty ending. The third is angsty, and the fourth is a sequel to the third, also angsty.

26. 226 把 Giving Up Depression Along With Love 把抑郁症和爱一起戒掉 Among Half a Cup of Clouds半盏云里Two Male Leads148k WordsCompleted Tags: BE | Tragic Romance | Two Male Leads | Campus | Mutual Salvation Note: The main story is about 20 chapters, with the rest consisting of extras. [Cold and aloof Lu Yu] x [Insecure Lin Qi] Lin Qi's world is a deep blue that cannot be mixed away on a painter's palette. Lu Yu's world is a desolate place, forever weightless between the lines. Two boys, trapped for years in the depths of their emotions, secretly build a spiritual utopia just for each other in a glass room in an old building. 260Reads8.8Score182Shelves

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    They all look great, but the fourth one is sweet; after eating so many heart-wrenching things, you need a piece of candy to soothe yourself. [Eating melon emoji]

27. 227 深 The Abyss Gazes Back: Fire Sacrifice 深渊的凝视：火祭 Junyu's Daddy骏宇粑粑20k WordsCompleted The Abyss Stares Back: Fire Sacrifice —Reads—Score—Shelves
28. 228 废 After the Deposed Crown Prince Leapt to His Death, the Emperor Regretted It 废太子一跃而下后，陛下他后悔了 Chang'an Through the Ages古今长安45k WordsCompleted From the moment I was born, my father had told me more than once that my existence was a disgrace, a mistake, and the reason future generations would criticize him. Well, he can rest easy this time. Because I’m going to die. 15.9kReads—Score342Shelves

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    I'm going to torture you to death; I've cried all the tears I've shed in a month here.

29. 229 叫 Call Me Chen Yu 叫我陈屿 Junyu's Daddy骏宇粑粑11k WordsCompleted Call Me Chen Yu —Reads—Score—Shelves
30. 230 小 That Little Trouble-Maker Is Absolutely Unhinged 小作精他超疯的 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads249k WordsCompleted [Male-male romance + rekindled love + entertainment industry + happy ending] A volatile, depressed, troublesome, sickly bottom in public and in private, A top who is emotionally impaired but an outstanding actor. Jiang Li is a madman. During a sugar-baby arrangement, he was the first to fall in love and become obsessed. He knew Yi Zhen didn't love him, yet he kept clinging to him, his body covered in wounds. He said, “I supported you for two years. Now it's your turn to support me for two years! 11kReads9.3Score836Shelves

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    These books are all very moving, I recommend reading them 😢

31. 231 她 She Said: Please Don't Hurt Me 她说：请不要伤害我 Junyu's Daddy骏宇粑粑25k WordsCompleted She Said: Please Don't Hurt Me —Reads—Score—Shelves
32. 232 重 After I Was Reborn, the Movie Emperor's White Moonlight Turned Dark 重生后影帝的白月光黑化了 Baili Cha Cha百里茶茶Two Male Leads1.6M WordsCompleted [Everyone’s Darling + Entertainment Industry] In her previous life, Gu Wangyan was manipulated by a scumbag and lost his life! Before he died, he discovered that he was movie emperor Shen Xiangting’s white moonlight! Reborn in a new life, the white moonlight turned dark! Scumbag ex: “Wangyan, I fell out with my family for you.” Gu Wangyan: “Oh, the weather’s turning cold. The Lu family should go bankrupt.” Possessive older brother: “My little brother wouldn’t hurt a fly. Don’t you bully him.” Th 19.4kReads9.5Score2.7kShelves
33. 233 何 What Brings Joy to Life 何生欢喜 Iron Fist Lin Daiyu铁拳林黛玉Two Male Leads136k WordsCompleted Two male leads + body-double romance + BE aesthetic “So, Xu Linxun, what am I to you? A tool you summon whenever you want and discard whenever you're done?” “Say something!” Xu Linxun's eyes were just as cold, their depths impossible to fathom, as if the feelings they had shared over the past three years had never meant a thing to him. “Say something... Tell me, even if you have to lie...” Yu Chensheng dug his fingernails into his palms, the pain cutting to the bone. Still, he forced a smile and 642Reads8.8Score100Shelves

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    ① First-person perspective, pure angst, bad ending, writing style 3 stars ② Sweet and angst mixed, happy ending, writing style 5 stars ③ Unrequited love, 90% angst, bad ending ④ Pursuing his wife through a "wife-chasing" scenario, emperor x eunuch, happy ending

34. 234 我 I Taught Her to Solve Problems, and She Solved Me 我教她解决问题，她解决了我 Tian Gao天郜Modern Romance32k WordsOngoing I repeated a year, and sent the person I loved most to court. Not a real court, though. It was a lawyer's letter I forged with my own hands. She brought her father all the way from Yunqi County to Chengjiang, then confronted me in the classroom where we were repeating the year. Her father asked me, "Was this written by Doubao?" I said, "No, I hired someone to write it." She believed me. Her whole family believed me. I never saw her again. Only two cups of milk tea, sent by someone I never figure —Reads—Score—Shelves

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    If you're looking for something to read, this is a must-read. Don't come looking for me after you finish it; I cried through half a pack of tissues. This new author is amazing! The writing is incredible, and the plot is truly heartbreaking. Would anyone actually sue their loved one in real life? [Crying emojis]

35. 235 谁EN Whose Simp of a Male Supporting Character Gets Held and Kissed by the Male Lead? 谁家舔狗男配被男主抱在怀里亲啊 Dreaming of Night Plays夜戏梦Two Male Leads377k WordsCompleted [Irresistible bottom, bittersweet romance, angst first and sweetness later, livestream variety show, a chaotic love polygon, two male leads, both virgins, happy ending] Wen Yanyu, a universally hated supporting character who hounded the male lead relentlessly and dragged himself into a storm of public outrage, suddenly awakens to his own consciousness. The System binds him and sends him off on missions. After countless cycles of torment leave him exhausted in body and mind, Wen Yanyu returns wit 58.5kReads9.5Score7.6kShelves
36. 236 小 The Little Troublemaker Doesn't Have Long to Live 小坏蛋他命不久矣 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads273k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + rekindled love + the pursuit of a former lover + happy ending] School bully, sickly bottom Academic superstar, top On Xiao Yu's birthday, his father locked him up in a conversion camp. From that day on, he lost Fu Zechen, the person who loved him most. By the time he escaped that living hell, battered and bruised, Fu Zechen had discarded him without a moment's hesitation. When they met again, his eyes held no trace of affection, only indifference and estrangement. “You're not w 16kReads9.2Score1.2kShelves
37. 237 小 Has the Little Troublemaker Made Up with Her Ex Today? 小作精今天哄好前男友了吗 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads368k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + rekindled romance + chasing his husband + some angst + melodrama] The thing Pei Heng regretted most in his life was taking Shi Jin's drunken words seriously. Shi Jin said they should break up, and Pei Heng left without a second thought. Shi Jin wanted to get back together, but Pei Heng blocked him, deleted him, and cut off every way back. Shi Jin wouldn't stop pursuing him, but Pei Heng ignored him and rejected him time and again. Only when the Pei family announced his engageme 10.8kReads8.4Score744Shelves
38. 238 会 I Can Sweet-Talk, But I Can't Stop 会哄，不会停 Hui Shi卉诗Two Male Leads384k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + charged push-and-pull + both devoted to each other + sworn enemies + melodrama + no moral compass] On his nineteenth birthday, Ran Ting makes a wish: he wants his nemesis, Jie Zhishen, to be captivated by his charm. It was just an offhand wish, but it actually comes true. Damn it! Except the wish-granting god clearly misunderstood what he meant! He meant for Jie Zhishen to worship him and admire him, to willingly kneel at his feet and become his lackey! Not, not... not to fall 49.9kReads9.0Score8.3kShelves

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    I don't know how to describe it... It gives me the urge to crawl into my phone and wreak havoc on the villain.

39. 239 我 I Grew Up Taking Turns at My Five Brothers’ Homes 我在五个哥哥家里轮流长大 Mu Baibai木柏柏16k WordsCompleted I Grew Up Taking Turns Living with My Five Older Brothers 830Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Contains graphic violence; viewer discretion is advised!

40. 240 出 Three Years as a Nun, and Now Mr. Lu Is Desperate to Make Her Break Her Vows 出家三年后，陆总疯狂诱她破戒 Iced Americano冰美式Modern Romance1.3M WordsCompleted [Fatherly Care and Growing Up + Faux Forbidden Romance + Saying One Thing and Meaning Another + The Wife-Chasing Crematorium + Obsessive Captive Love + Age Gap] When the Xu family of Haicheng went bankrupt and faced liquidation, the eldest young master of the Lu family saved everything through his own efforts. He even brought the Xu family’s young lady back from the countryside and cared for her in every way, making everyone around them envious. When Xu Chuyan was five, she was still fighting ov 391Reads6.2Score148Shelves

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    The first book was really tear-jerking (she saved everyone except herself), but the second book made me furious, it was too angsty (it kept torturing the female lead [crying][crying]).

41. 241 哑 The Mute’s Diary (Bad Ending) 哑巴日记（be） Autumn Grasses Drunk on Spring Colors秋芜醉春色8k WordsCompleted A Mute's Diary (Bad Ending) 1.1kReads—Score103Shelves

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    I'm really torturing you.

42. 242 我 My Flesh and Blood Were Made into Paper 我的血肉被做成纸 Mu Baibai木柏柏Ancient Romance12k WordsCompleted My flesh and blood were made into paper 59Reads—Score—Shelves
43. 243 枕 Pillowed in Spring's Embrace 枕春色 Sweet and Sour World糖醋人间Ancient Romance1.0M WordsCompleted [Signed for publication; print edition on sale July 31] [Hero fights to win her back + Second male lead faces a long road to reconciliation + Powerful man bends for love] Clear-headed, resilient tofu-seller heroine vs. devoted prince with a secret sorrow When Chun Zhi was nine, Lu Jingyun took her in after she was left homeless, and she became his child bride. Lu Jingyun promised, “If I pass the imperial exams one day, I'll make you my wife.” For ten years, she supported him with all her strengt 52.8kReads8.8Score3.9kShelves

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    🌳①At the age of nine, the homeless Chunzhi was taken in by Lu Jingyun and became his child bride. Lu Jingyun promised, "If I pass the imperial examination one day, I will definitely marry you," and devoted himself to supporting her for ten years. The young man, full of ambition, passed the imperial examination one day, but then married the daughter of a high-ranking official and made her a concubine. On the day she was abandoned by the top scholar, Chunzhi picked up a man to be her husband. Her new husband was picky and difficult to please during the day, but demanding at night. Until one day, a group of high-ranking officials came to her door and knelt down. Only then did she realize that the husband she had picked up was actually the powerful Prince of Chang'an, Huo Zheng. Before leaving, they asked him what he would do with Chunzhi. She heard Huo Zheng scornfully utter, "A country bumpkin, nothing more than a plaything." Heartbroken, Chunzhi blew herself up and fled, disappearing without a trace. Huo Zheng, however, coughed up blood, his eyes red with rage. He searched desperately for her for half a year. When he finally saw Chunzhi again, he found her with a slightly protruding belly, and another man standing beside her…

44. 244 她 She’s Long Gone 她已走远 Shi Zi时紫15k WordsCompleted She Has Gone 1.1kReads—Score—Shelves
45. 245 夫 My Husband Keeps a Mistress, So I'll Keep One Too. Why Has He Lost His Mind? 夫君养外室我也养，他怎么疯了？ Mu Baibai木柏柏Ancient Romance23k WordsCompleted My husband keeps a mistress, so I'll keep one too. Why is he losing his mind? 15.9kReads—Score161Shelves
46. 246 离 Back to High School Before the Divorce: This Time, I Won't Fall for You 离婚前重回高中，这次我不心动了 Xun Can旬灿Modern Romance429k WordsCompleted (Print edition signed) [Campus rebirth + regretful pursuit + bad-boy wins her heart + living-under-one-roof romance] [Slightly rebellious good girl x laid-back, aloof bad boy] After her grandmother passes away, both the Tan and Lu families feel sorry for Xu Entang, who has no family left, and want to take her in. When she arrives in Beicheng, she sees again the boy she never forgot after meeting him once. Lu Jin is brazen and unruly. Over the years they grow up together, she watches one woman af 101.5kReads9.4Score10.6kShelves
47. 247 万 The Most Hated Guy Is Seriously Fierce 万人嫌他超凶的 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads379k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + rekindled romance + everyone faces their comeuppance + happy ending] A sickly, universally disliked bottom, a top who’s an esports superstar. After receiving a diagnosis, Shen Ning cruelly abandoned Qin Jiu, the only person he had to rely on. Two years later, they met again. The penniless boy from back then had become a rising esports superstar. Shen Ning tried to explain, but a single stab ended all hope. Dragging his battered body along, he watched his beloved take the stage 8kReads9.2Score632Shelves

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    They're all written by the same author, and they broke my heart; I cried so much! Lemon's writing is especially good.

48. 248 奴 Slave Bones 奴骨 Mu Baibai木柏柏Ancient Romance20k WordsCompleted Slave's Bones 743Reads—Score—Shelves
49. 249 爆 An Upset Victory: A Top-Tier Star Gets Swept Away by a Nobody 爆冷：顶流被小糊咖拐跑了 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads369k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + rekindled love + showbiz + happy ending] A doting, top-tier-star seme, A little-known, sickly uke. Lu Qing lost Gu Zhiyan, the person who loved him most, so he nearly gave his life for another chance to meet him. But the Gu Zhiyan he meets again is no longer the poor kid he was a year ago. He has transformed into a top-tier star with tens of millions of fans and the sole heir to the Gu family, the foremost clan in Beijing’s elite circles. Gu Zhiyan shuts Lu Qing out completely. 8.9kReads9.3Score757Shelves
50. 250 奴 Servile Face 奴颜 Mu Baibai木柏柏25k WordsCompleted Servile Face 1.1kReads—Score—Shelves

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