My Secret Collection of Tearjerkers, So Heartbreaking I Can't Bear to Read Them Twice 私藏虐文，虐到不敢看第二遍

1. 451 她 She Died on the Day Her Ex Got Married 她死在前任婚礼那天 Fish, Cat, Mouse鱼猫鼠Marriage & Romance16k WordsCompleted She Died on the Day of Her Ex's Wedding 19Reads—Score—Shelves
2. 452 俘 Captive Phoenix in His Arms: The Ruthless Emperor's Prisoner 俘凰入罗帷，狠戾帝君掌心囚 Jun Luo Qing君落轻Ancient Romance166k WordsCompleted When the Cangxuan Kingdom fell, its legitimate eldest princess, once revered and surrounded by every luxury, was cast from her heavenly heights into the deepest hell. Chu Yan had once been held hostage in Cangxuan. When he was being humiliated, the kingdom’s eldest princess, Fan Hua, came to his rescue. They grew up together and fell in love, but a conspiracy made Chu Yan hate the entire Cangxuan royal family. After years of plotting, he destroyed her kingdom, trampled on her dignity, and forced 330Reads6.3Score—Shelves

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   Ancient Chinese angst novel! So angsty it'll suffocate you! I cried until I was numb!

3. 453 我 I Touched My Husband’s Old Phone, and He Panicked, Revealing a Secret He’d Kept Hidden for Three Months 我碰了下老公的旧手机，他慌张暴露了藏三个月的秘密 Fish, Cat, Mouse鱼猫鼠Marriage & Romance11k WordsCompleted I Touched My Husband's Old Phone, and His Panic Exposed a Secret He'd Kept Hidden for Three Months 37Reads—Score—Shelves
4. 454 录 The Truth on the Voice Recorder: After I Was Pushed Down the Stairs, the Whole School Went Mad 录音笔里的真相：我被推下楼梯后，全校疯了 Fish, Cat, Mouse鱼猫鼠6k WordsCompleted The Truth on the Voice Recorder: After I Was Pushed Down the Stairs, the Whole School Went Mad 37Reads—Score—Shelves
5. 455 蘑 Back to Field: Ten Suicide Notes Revealed, Leaving the Entire Internet in Tears 蘑菇屋：十封遗书曝光，泪崩全网 I Am Ten Yuan吾乃十元钱Male-Channel Fanfiction179k WordsCompleted Season 6 of Yearning for Life premiered. As soon as everyone arrived, they were stunned by the beautiful scenery. Before long, they discovered a strange little cabin. Inside, they found ten letters. The first read: “Nuan Nuan, the flowers on the island have bloomed. That means I’ve come to see you…” Lin Feng The whole internet buzzed: Had Lin Feng come to the island to pursue Nuan Nuan? Who was this Lin Feng? They read the second letter, then the third… all the way to the tenth. Only then did th 2.5kReads9.1Score290Shelves

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   This is both beautiful and heartbreaking; I cried while watching it.

6. 456 罪 The Sin Reckoning Arena 罪孽结算竞技场 Fish, Cat, Mouse鱼猫鼠19k WordsCompleted Sin Settlement Arena 15Reads—Score—Shelves
7. 457 殿 Your Highness, the Crown Princess Doesn't Deserve to Die 殿下，太子妃罪不至死 An Zhiyi安知意Ancient Romance338k WordsCompleted [Make the scumbag suffer + never look back] The Crown Prince's first love dies, and his Crown Princess is accused of murder. He personally shoves her into the depths of despair, where she endures humiliation and torment. Three years later, the truth is bitterly ironic: his first love never died. Not only has she become the old emperor's favorite concubine, she's even given the scumbag Crown Prince a younger brother? The Crown Prince has been cuckolded, and now he regrets everything! Holding the 480Reads8.3Score—Shelves

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   I'm just saying this is absolutely hilarious. The first book is incredibly heart-wrenching in the very end; you only realize after finishing the finale that everything before was just an illusion.

8. 458 他 He Never Suspected I Spat Out Every Drop of That Milk 他从没想过那杯牛奶我全吐了 Fish, Cat, Mouse鱼猫鼠20k WordsCompleted He Never Knew I Spat Out Every Drop of That Milk 17Reads—Score—Shelves
9. 459 我 I've Become a Buddha, Do Not Disturb 我成佛了，勿扰 Zisang Fei子桑翡Ancient Romance102k WordsCompleted Jiang Wanyu died after a brick fell on her while she was working at a construction site. When she opened her eyes, she had transmigrated into the heroine of a torturous cultivation novel. From the start, she was thrown into hell mode, caught by the white-moonlight rival while confessing her love for the male lead's master. “...” Her master asked, “Do you know what you did wrong?” Her senior brothers, the male supporting characters, cried, “Junior Sister, hurry up and admit your mistake!” The whi 2.5kReads8.7Score241Shelves

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   The protagonist was killed by a brick falling on him while carrying bricks at a construction site, and when he opened his eyes, he had transmigrated into the body of the female lead in a cultivation novel filled with tragic elements. The beginning is hellish, with the white moonlight female supporting character exposing her infatuation with the male lead's master. [Eating popcorn][Eating popcorn][Eating popcorn]

10. 460 婚 There Are Four Cameras Hidden in Our New Home. I’ll Play Along to the End 婚房藏了四个摄像头，我决定陪他们演到底 Fish, Cat, Mouse鱼猫鼠Marriage & Romance28k WordsCompleted There Were Four Cameras Hidden in Our Newlywed Home, So I Decided to Play Along Until the End 12Reads—Score—Shelves
11. 461 我 My Daughter Isn’t Mine 我的女儿不是我亲生的 Fish, Cat, Mouse鱼猫鼠Marriage & Romance19k WordsCompleted My Daughter Isn't Mine 19Reads—Score—Shelves
12. 462 穿 After I Transmigrated into a Book, the Cultivation World Started Plotting Against Me 穿书后，修仙界都对我图谋不轨 Princess-Flavored Tomato and Egg Stir-Fry公主味儿的西红柿炒蛋Two Male Leads538k WordsCompleted Song Xianyun transmigrates into a male-lead novel just as he’s about to reach the ending. So, can someone tell him why he’s become a cannon-fodder character who won’t even survive a single episode?! If this is how it’s going to be, why make him transmigrate at all?! To stay alive, Song Xianyun struggles to survive in the perilous world of immortal cultivation. He dodges the fate of being slapped into the sky by the Demon Lord, then trains like crazy. Train, train, train! If he gets strong enough 201Reads9.3Score—Shelves

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    Don't let its low rating fool you, it's incredibly good. I cried my eyes out watching it late at night [crying]. That demon lord in it deserves a redemption. He's funny and silly at the beginning, but you have to watch further to truly appreciate the darkness later on. The demon lord's actions are utterly disgusting. Author, please update soon so we can see the final, brutal scene. Go ahead and watch it! Recommended rating: ⭐⭐⭐⭐

13. 463 他 I’m Not the Only Starred Contact on His Phone 他手机里唯一的星标，不是我 Fish, Cat, Mouse鱼猫鼠13k WordsCompleted I'm Not the Only Starred Contact in His Phone 63Reads—Score—Shelves
14. 464 我 My Repeating Life in Beijing 我与北京的周而复始 Zhou Xian周弦Modern Romance142k WordsCompleted (Print edition signed) “Back then, all of us were lost in our cups. The more we tried to keep pace with the times, the more recklessly we gave ourselves over to pleasure.” “When my beauty fades and my youth is gone, will you still love me as you did at the start?” - Reading guide After Chapter 16, skip to Chapter 17 after the afterword. That is where the story continues correctly. 1.4kReads8.2Score170Shelves

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    After watching it, all I can say is that it was so heartbreaking; I couldn't stop crying, and the aftereffects were so strong. [Crying]

15. 465 私 A Secret Marriage 私婚密爱 Gu Xiaoyi顾小易Modern Romance3.5M WordsCompleted “After we’re married, we’ll sleep in separate rooms and each do our own thing.” Ling Chengxian readily agreed. “All right.” But before he could indulge his playboy nature, one rumor after another came crashing down. “The young madam was partying with a crowd at a club…” “The young madam was caught meeting her ex-boyfriend at night…” The man pinned her against the wall, gritting his teeth. “Doing our own thing means you can play around with me, and I can play around with you!” —Reads7.6Score—Shelves

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    The first book is sweet at first, then angsty.

16. 466 爱 Loving You Is a Pain I Can’t Speak Of 爱你是我难言的痛 Jiu Qing Youyue酒卿悠玥Modern Romance3.1M WordsCompleted Lin Lian married Zhan Lianshi, a man wealthy enough to rival a nation, despite her humble background. Everyone said she must have done something wonderful in a past life to marry such an exceptional man, and she thought so too. Then, during their year of marriage, he cared for her, spoiled her, and cherished her. She fell in love with him. 5.8kReads8.5Score1.3kShelves

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    The second book doesn't need to be that long; if you want to read angst, the first 120 chapters will be heart-wrenching.

17. 467 再 Farewell, Marquis. I Hope We Never Meet Again in the Next Life 再见了侯爷，下一辈子也不要见了 Zheng Jianlin Who Loves Grilled Squid爱吃烤尤鱼的郑健林Marriage & Romance36k WordsCompleted Goodbye, Marquis. I hope we never meet again in the next life. 1.4kReads—Score—Shelves

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    Come and see!

18. 468 胖 The Fat Boy's Secret Crush 胖子的暗恋 Zheng Jianlin Who Loves Grilled Squid爱吃烤尤鱼的郑健林15k WordsCompleted The Fat Guy's Secret Crush 813Reads—Score—Shelves
19. 469 青 The Green Hills Can’t Match the Length of Your Brows 青山不及你眉长 Nangong Jin南宫锦Modern Romance49k WordsCompleted Five years of marriage, five years of coldness. Yan Shuya loved completely and loved humbly. She never regretted loving a man named Han Chenyang, not even in the final second of her life... 28Reads8.1Score—Shelves
20. 470 我 After I Died, I Became a Stray Dog and Helped My Parents Escape Despair 我死后，化作流浪狗陪父母走出绝境 Heartbroken and All Alone心碎我独伤12k WordsCompleted After I died, I became a stray dog and helped my parents escape their desperate situation 12Reads—Score—Shelves
21. 471 于 Whispers in the Wind 于风中轻语 Luancheng Song栾城歌Modern Romance45k WordsCompleted [Secret crush in youth + Reunion after years apart + BE] [Insecure, sensitive, gentle heroine & rational, solitary, kind-hearted hero] Luan Mengcheng has been a good girl since childhood, with room in her head for nothing but studying. Then she meets him in middle school. His casual act of kindness makes her curious about him, and a twist of fate makes him her first deskmate. As she observes him day after day, her admiration for him grows, and a seed called secret love takes root in her heart. I 3Reads—Score—Shelves

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    As long as there's someone you want to see, you're not alone. [Short story, tragic ending, male lead is cold and aloof, second male lead takes over. Female lead is a pessimistic but insecure and sensitive woman, while male lead is rational, cold, and gentle. The female lead's family background and upbringing have been fraught with hardship, and she suffers from depression. The male lead's appearance redeems her soul and guides her onto the right path. The story unfolds in school and later in the workplace. How will she convey the love hidden in the wind to him?]

22. 472 周 Round and Round, My Heart Belongs to One 周而复始，唯念一人 Zheng Jianlin Who Loves Grilled Squid爱吃烤尤鱼的郑健林Marriage & Romance12k WordsCompleted Again and again, my thoughts return to just one person. 17Reads—Score—Shelves
23. 473 月 An 8,000-Yuan Monthly Salary and 10 Million in Debt: After Winning 30 Million, I Let My Bullying Boss Have It 月薪八千背千万负债，中三千万后我怒怼霸凌领导 Heartbroken and All Alone心碎我独伤11k WordsCompleted I earned 8,000 yuan a month while carrying tens of millions in debt. After winning 30 million, I finally stood up to my bullying boss 3Reads—Score—Shelves
24. 474 蔓 A Winding Road to Marriage 蔓蔓婚路 He Wei禾维Modern Romance3.0M WordsCompleted Have you ever woken up in an unfamiliar hotel room and found a stranger lying beside you? In the fifth year of her marriage, after her relationship fell apart, she was forced to attend a blind date dinner. For the first time in her life, she got drunk in front of a strange man. But they had only talked for ten minutes. How could there be any feelings between them? Wait a minute, wasn’t he the man she was supposed to meet on the blind date? With a face so devastatingly handsome, he made her wonde 856Reads9.0Score100Shelves

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    As a bookworm in my forties, I cried several times while reading this book. Fortunately, the ending was good, and I hope all the deep emotions were rewarded.

25. 475 渡 Guide Me into the Mortal World 渡我入凡尘 Always Croaking一直呱呱Ancient Romance282k WordsCompleted [Powerful, high-ranking hero ➕ possessive second male lead ➕ insecure, devoted third male lead ➕ one heroine and three men ➕ romantic rivalry ➕ political intrigue ➕ faked death ➕ bad ending] Little white lotus Lu Fan: “I won't let down those who love me. But I won't forgive those who hurt and used me, either. I bore the children you wanted, but none of you will raise them yourselves! Xiao Yanchen, the child you helped ascend the throne is mine and Zhou Yuheng's. Xia Xiuyuan, the child you appoin 64Reads—Score—Shelves

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    I betrayed the person I loved since childhood, my beloved died in my arms, and I died in the arms of the person who loved me most!

26. 476 我 My Mom Gave All the Demolition Compensation to My Brother, So I Cut Off the Family's Living Expenses 我妈把拆迁款全给了弟弟，我停掉全家生活费 Heartbroken and All Alone心碎我独伤14k WordsCompleted My Mom Gave All the Demolition Compensation to My Younger Brother, So I Cut Off the Whole Family's Living Expenses 3Reads—Score—Shelves
27. 477 离 A Divorced Woman Unexpectedly Falls for Her Ex-Husband's Father 离婚女子，意外爱上前夫的父亲 Heartbroken and All Alone心碎我独伤Modern Romance10k WordsCompleted A Divorced Woman Unexpectedly Falls for Her Ex-Husband's Father 1Reads—Score—Shelves
28. 478 第 The Eleventh Year of Snow 第十一年雪 Yao Shijin尧时烬Modern Romance84k WordsCompleted That sea in my memories; that snowfall; that fireworks display; that snow-capped mountain. They were frozen in time forever in the eleventh year of snow. It was Zhou Yichuan's eleventh year, and the first year for Yin Wendong and Zhou Yichuan. I wrote you a letter, My love, bury me in the snow. —Reads—Score—Shelves

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    They are all extremely angsty stories.

29. 479 朝 Longing for Our Reunion Day After Day, Forgetting Each Other Year After Year 朝朝盼重逢，念念总相忘 Two Leaves两朵叶子Modern Romance349k WordsCompleted [Angst, angst, angst! Extremely angsty, proceed with caution!] Five years ago The golden boy Ji Lingchuan knelt on the ground, desperately begging Xia Zhiyi not to leave him. But she coldly told him to get lost, then turned around and married someone else. Five years later The bar hostess Xia Zhiyi knelt before the untouchable Mr. Ji, fawning over him. He shoved her away, saying she was filthy. He hated her, bullied her, and was consumed by the desire to take revenge on her. But when he saw a li 776Reads8.0Score—Shelves

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    It was so heartbreaking, I cried so much.

30. 480 人 A Human Cage 人间囚笼 Yan Yizhi言一知Urban538k WordsCompleted [Not a wish-fulfillment story + extremely dark + oppressive and suffocating. Don’t read if you’re faint of heart.] When you’re nearing the end of your life, you can actually feel it coming. Just like right now. The closer that moment gets, the more you want to leave something behind in this world. But what should I leave? Assets lose value, and houses change hands. Nothing material can last forever. So perhaps I should tell everyone my story instead. I’m no good person. I just occasionally feel 118.9kReads9.5Score16.6kShelves

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    Having read for nearly 3000 hours, and only having three books on my bookshelf, you can understand the value of this one.

31. 481 庸 Beware the Mediocre 庸人小心 Yin Mu殷木Urban370k WordsCompleted Realistic fiction · Unrequited love with a bad ending · Small-town life · Ordinary people · Coming-of-age · No golden finger Based on the true experiences of friends, this story is told from a male first-person perspective and follows Jiang Xin through the ups and downs of his youth in a small southern county town from 2005 to 2014. He was once an elementary-school prodigy admired by everyone. But from the moment he started middle school, his life quietly began to veer off course. As a boy, he 190Reads—Score107Shelves

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    A privately held, realistic, and heart-wrenching novel, so heavy with emotion that I dare not reread it a second time. Set in a county high school in the 1990s, Jiang Xin, whose future was once promising, suffers long-term, covert bullying from her homeroom teacher, the school's top student. The persistent prejudice crushes her, breeds inferiority, and causes her to miss opportunities to change her fate through education. The story goes beyond a fruitless unrequited love. The injustices at school are a turning point, and the continued decline in her life also includes the helpless choice of self-abandonment. Rejecting clichés and melodrama, all the pain is incredibly realistic. After graduation, everyone scatters into the sea of ​​people. Looking back in middle age, the grievances suffered in youth and the regret for wasted time accumulate layer upon layer. There's no deliberate sentimentality; it's a slow, dull ache that erodes the heart, setting it apart from typical melodramatic stories.

32. 482 我 I Establish the Five Directions Immortal Court in a Chaotic Age 我在乱世立五方仙庭 Little Daoist Seven Treasures小道七宝Eastern Fantasy326k WordsOngoing The stars descend, demons run rampant, and the world sinks ever deeper into chaos! Zhang Xiaochun is born a natural master of the Dao, heir to the Azure Emperor’s lineage, with a noble destiny! But right after he’s born, he encounters an evil cultivator who loves eating babies. At the critical moment, an old grandpa sacrifices himself to save him, hiding him deep in the mountains for twenty years! “Now that my cultivation is complete, it’s time to leave the mountains and end this chaotic age!” Z —Reads—Score—Shelves

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    🔥🔥🔥Single female lead, childhood sweethearts, living across the street from each other since birth. The female lead has a volatile temper and starts beating up the male lead when he's three months old, continuing until the very end. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

33. 483 柯 Detective Conan: Bringing the Police Academy to Take Down the Wine Syndicate 柯南：手提警校，掀翻酒厂 Playing with the Setting Sun戏残阳Anime Fanfiction358k WordsCompleted (True member of the Black Organization, no CP) (Slightly angsty; apologies for any OOC) Everyone in the Organization knows that Smirno is a complete lunatic. He jumps at experiments that ordinary people would avoid at all costs, and volunteers for missions with extremely high fatality rates. At the height of his career, he even surpassed Gin for a time, becoming the Organization's top operative. He has a secret no one knows: he knows this world is just an anime, and he knows he's a villain. But 377Reads8.4Score108Shelves

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    He came to save one person, but through companionship, he brought everyone into his protective zone. He single-handedly rescued the police academy team; even Gin and Vermouth received his help. Therefore, he was adored by everyone. But who says being loved guarantees survival? He wasn't. Perhaps driven by the relentless force behind the scenes, and perhaps also by his own submission, he used his own insignificant life to successfully bring light into everyone's lives. It really is possible!!

34. 484 收 After Adopting My Enemy's Daughter 收养仇家女儿后 Y ZhizhiY之之Modern Romance201k WordsCompleted Alternate setting + sworn enemies + faux siblings + unequal status + physical and emotional torment To outsiders, Jin Chuan big shot Shen Xingzhi is a gentle, refined gentleman, humble and polite. In reality, he lost his parents when he was young, which made him ruthless and kept his emotions hidden. When he discovers that his enemy is actually an old family friend, he immediately sets out to take revenge. The last shred of kindness in his heart leads him to adopt his childhood friend’s daught 786Reads6.2Score—Shelves

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    Everyone's life is so tragic. The male and female leads suffer the loss of their families, but I think the second male lead is the most pitiful. He gets whipped, electrocuted, and subjected to family discipline. His stupid father, knowing he has claustrophobia, deliberately threatens him with solitary confinement. Damn, look what they've done to this carefree young master...

35. 485 终 In the End, She Married Someone Else 终嫁他人 Eighteen Is My Cat十八是我的猫10k WordsCompleted In the End, She Married Someone Else 81Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Dare to watch it a second time? It's so brutal!

36. 486 断 A Grudge Written in Broken Bones 断骨之怨 Eighteen Is My Cat十八是我的猫Ancient Romance48k WordsCompleted A Grudge Carved in Broken Bones 811Reads—Score—Shelves
37. 487 新 Tortured Love on Our Wedding Night: His Wife Deserves No Such Fate 新婚虐爱：夫人她罪不至死 Chu Ran初燃Modern Romance786k WordsCompleted Five years ago, Li Zhihan was convinced Wen Ke had killed someone, and tormented her day and night. Kneeling in the rain, Wen Ke sobbed until her voice was raw. “Li Zhihan, I didn’t do it!” The only answer was a slap across her face. “Shut up, murderer. You deserve to die on your knees here and atone for Xiao Luo.” Five years later, when Li Zhihan saw her again, her eyes were lifeless and her body was gaunt. She could only kowtow frantically. “I killed someone. I’m guilty. Please spare me...” “W 1.7kReads8.0Score100Shelves
38. 488 九 Nine Lifetimes of Reincarnation, A Love Begun and Lost 九世轮回，缘起缘灭 Eighteen Is My Cat十八是我的猫11k WordsCompleted Nine Lifetimes of Reincarnation, Fate Begins and Ends 590Reads—Score—Shelves
39. 489 虐 Tortured into Love: Mr. Lu's New Mute Wife 虐爱成宠：陆总的新婚哑妻 Success Is Certain一定成功Modern Romance1.9M WordsCompleted Everyone in their circle knew that Lu Jingchi had a woman he cherished above all else, a canary he spoiled with lavish gifts, would fight for in a jealous rage, and would even risk his life to protect. But they also knew Lu Jingchi had a wife: a mute with no presence, a creeping vine who could only survive by clinging to him. Even Lu Jingchi thought so, until one day, the mute handed him a divorce agreement. Lu Jingchi lost his composure. 651Reads7.9Score257Shelves
40. 490 非 Neither Moon nor Me 非月非我 Water Primrose水芫花Modern Romance1.5M WordsCompleted (Everyone suffers in love + possessive, emotionally needy male lead + clear-eyed, resilient female lead) The grudges and tangled relationships of the previous generation ensnare this generation in heartbreaking turmoil. He plotted for a long time, then took her by force. She observed propriety and had no choice but to marry him because she was pregnant. Raised in a loveless, dark home, he longed to know what it felt like to be loved. He drew her into the abyss, thinking of her as his salvation. 7.7kReads6.2Score282Shelves

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    The female lead is a wealthy heiress, exceptionally talented and beautiful. The male lead is a madman who imprisons and forces his love on her, and his methods for obtaining her are insane. The female lead's relationship is very tragic. There are several supporting couples, but their romantic storylines are all heartbreaking. The male lead is a madman, a possessive, and twisted man! He's a powerful, insane man who falls in love at first sight with the gentle female lead and wants her to redeem him, teach him to love, and love him (because no one loves him, a pitiful background). He's been plotting this for a long time! Their reunion is solely for the purpose of forcibly taking her as his wife! To get her engaged to her childhood sweetheart before they do, he gives her a one-night stand, injects her with drugs, tricks her into getting pregnant, forces her to break off her engagement with her childhood sweetheart, and forces her to marry him because of the pregnancy. He uses the child to force her to marry him and stay by his side! After the marriage, the male lead becomes even more like a mad dog, using incredibly insane methods. The later parts of the story involve imprisoning the female lead, shooting her, sending her to prison, and forcing her to remarry after the divorce—all physically and emotionally abusive. The female lead is incredibly gentle yet resolute, otherwise she would go insane! She's also extremely jealous and possessive. A super captivating and angsty novel.

41. 491 再 I'll Never Love You Again 再也不要爱你 Hard to Kill难杀Modern Romance132k WordsCompleted A short, heart-wrenching story. Extremely heartbreaking! So much melodrama and angst! Read with caution! Please ignore the extra chapter. The author wrote it while losing their mind, and sincerely apologizes! Jian Meng is dying, and Ji Jing’an doesn’t know. He’s busy worrying about his wedding to someone else, indifferent to the poor woman at home. He has always believed Jian Meng would wait for him forever, just as she has for the past ten years. It was the last winter, and Jian Meng’s last bir 16.9kReads8.2Score976Shelves
42. 492 恐 Horror Movie NPC Goes on a Killing Spree in a Terror Game 恐怖片NPC在惊悚游戏杀疯了 Snow-Skin Lantern冰皮灯笼Mystery1.0M WordsCompleted [Horror + comedy + power fantasy + no female lead (male protagonist has no romantic pairing)] A horror game swept across the world. Fu Yan, an NPC from a horror movie in a higher plane of existence, was accidentally dragged into the game. Fu Yan: Since you've all gone to the trouble of inviting me, I won't hold back. From then on, the “horror game” was plunged into the shadow of someone named “Fu Yan”... Horror NPCs: Please, don't come any closer! Livestream viewers: Can someone do something abo 64.1kReads9.6Score8.4kShelves

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    The beginning reads like a typical male-oriented wish-fulfillment novel, but later you'll discover hidden angst. It's also quite funny at the start, but later it's about sacrificing oneself to save others. Ugh, I can't describe it clearly, you should read it yourself, but it's incredibly heart-wrenching, I think.

43. 493 虐 After Tormenting My Husband, I Cried, and He Ran Off With Our Child! 虐完夫君我哭了，他带着崽跑了！ Tiny Moss微苔Fantastical Romance590k WordsCompleted [Angst for both body and heart. For readers who love tragic stories. Female-led abuse of a man, gender-bender romance, mutually devoted, happy ending!] Seven years ago, she was a prodigy of the immortal path, but the person she loved pushed her into the abyss with his own hands, turning her into a demon lord! Seven years later, she returned with a boundless grudge, vowing to make that lofty Divine Sun Crow Prince pay for his crimes in blood! They signed a blood pact, and her former lover became 5.2kReads8.8Score471Shelves
44. 494 南 The South Wind Blows into My Arms 南风入我怀 Tang Xi唐溪Modern Romance1.1M WordsCompleted She was the lover he had cast aside. And the wife he had married by any means necessary. She had thought it was just another game he’d taken up on a whim. With no way to avoid it, she decided to play along. Everyone said she was the woman Young Master Lu loved most, because she was the only one who dared to wreck his events and slap him in the face, while he always smiled and told her to do whatever made her happy. But only she knew that she was the woman he hated and despised most. He had aband 383Reads9.3Score212Shelves

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    I literally cried my eyes out halfway through. The beginning was super sweet, but I really... I'm so sorry for the male lead.

45. 495 你 Yet You Love Someone Else 你却爱着一个他 Shui Qiancheng水千丞Two Male Leads339k WordsCompleted Proud and self-assured, Jian Suiying loves fiercely and hates fiercely. He relentlessly pursues Li Yu, his younger brother Jian Suilin's classmate. But his arrogant, domineering attitude makes Li Yu feel deeply humiliated and provoked, awakening the beastly, frenzied side of this pampered young heir. Desire and affection become hopelessly entangled, impossible to separate. What seems to be nothing more than a pursuit and contest between the two gradually spirals out of control because of Jian Su 88.6kReads9.4Score16.5kShelves
46. 496 缅 Sleepless in Northern Myanmar: Loving You Amid the Gunfire 缅北无眠：在硝烟里说爱你 Puxiyin普希银Modern Romance152k WordsCompleted With their guns trained on each other, hatred and old affection war wildly amid luxury and bloodshed. He keeps her prisoner in his arms, watching her struggle with a smile. “Su Wan, what are you going to use to repay what you owe me?” She plays along, yet falls deeper with every step. “Lin Zheng, we settled our debts long ago.” 1Reads—Score—Shelves

    Reader note

    Mild abuse, but still unsatisfying.

47. 497 离 Let’s Get a Divorce. I’m Going Home to Inherit Billions 离婚吧，我要回家继承亿万家产 Little Uncle小叔叔Modern Romance1.6M WordsCompleted After three years of marriage, Shen Chu thought even Bo Munian's heart could be warmed by her. But when he forced her to kneel in the Bo family ancestral hall, Shen Chu realized that Bo Munian had no heart at all. What was the point of staying with a man who had no heart? So when Bo Munian made her choose between kneeling and getting a divorce, Shen Chu chose divorce without hesitation. Why should she waste the best years of her life on a jerk like Bo Munian? Wouldn't it be better to go home, in 2.5kReads8.3Score374Shelves

    Reader note

    The first one was really heart-wrenching. The next two were just filler, but they're still very good. You can add them to your bookshelf. My rating is ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️. Follow Xixi to never run out of books to read!

48. 498 女 The Goddess Took Her Backup on a Blind Date, and Things Took an Unexpected Turn 女神带我这备胎去相亲，结果意外 The Strategist策略派10k WordsCompleted My crush took me, her backup option, along on a blind date, and then something unexpected happened. 6.2kReads—Score—Shelves

    Reader note

    Short, angsty story, extremely angsty, tragic ending.

49. 499 分 After We Broke Up, I Married My Ex's Best Friend 分手后，我娶了前任的闺蜜 The Strategist策略派Marriage & Romance18k WordsCompleted After the breakup, I married my ex's best friend. 4.2kReads—Score—Shelves
50. 500 他 He Lives in the Moonlight 他住在月光里 Wan'er Jiujiu莞尔啾啾Urban216k WordsCompleted A moving story about a young woman with depression who gradually finds the courage to confront it and fight back. 213Reads9.4Score—Shelves

    Reader note

    Actually, the third book of "I Finally Lost You" is so heart-wrenching that I could read it several more times. It's even more agonizing, but it's not on Tomato Books.

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