
My First Love Was the Brothel's Most Famous Courtesan
孤的初恋是青楼名倌
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- Completed
- Length
- 350k Words
- Genre
- Two Male Leads
- Updated
- 5y ago
- English
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223Chapters
86Reads · 30 days
36.2kReads · all time
8.1Score
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I really liked it, but the synopsis was misleading. I thought it would be quite sweet, and the title initially suggested a bad ending, but the synopsis gave me hope. It really was a bad ending, and it was heartbreaking. I cried throughout the last two chapters. And then, the ending even had a callback to the beginning, making me cry my eyes out.
Fu Jin and Shi Yan have suffered so much. Shi Yan hopes they won't have a next life, lying to Fu Jin that the next life will be the one they once longed for. But I have a selfish wish: I hope Fu Jin and Shi Yan's fate can continue into the next life. I hope they can love each other simply and passionately. I hope their love will no longer be bound by constraints. I hope they will never break their promises again and never suffer again.
It's really good, the plot is well-conceived, but it's incredibly heart-wrenching. I cried buckets of tears in the middle of the night because of it 🤦 I still hope they can be together in their next life, no, forever and ever, and that they will never have to suffer again 😢 Fu Jin died in the end, right?
I thought the title suggested a sweet story, or at least a little angst, as long as it had a happy ending. But the table of contents was off; it read like a husband's eulogy to his wife. I felt a pang of sadness, and sure enough, the ending was a tragic one! How could I bear it! Oh, so pitiful. I didn't dare continue reading; I just can't stand tragic stories.
I really loved this book, even though I was fooled by the synopsis and cried so much, it really was a good read. I still feel a bit heartbroken. I get very easily drawn into the characters while reading, and my eyes were swollen from crying. They're fine, it's just their social status. I hope they're born into ordinary families in their next life.
Of all the couples in the whole book, only Xiang Yu and Zi Xiao ended up together. The beginning was incredibly sweet, but the later parts were heartbreaking, especially the last two chapters, which made me cry buckets 😢
Their love was pure, but they were forced into a difficult situation due to their social status. I thought there would be a twist in the end, but Shi Yan still left... Luckily, I've been reading angst-filled novels for years, otherwise I don't think I could handle it. It makes sense, though, that things can't always go as planned, and life is just like that.
This is a very good novel. The writing is excellent, with beautiful language, a fresh style, rich emotions, well-developed characters, a clear structure, a reasonable plot, twists and turns, vivid descriptions, and is captivating. The author portrays emotions very delicately, and everything feels so natural.
I ask for little in this life, only to grow old with one person. I have so many desires in life, but I only wish to grow old with one person. Tears welled up in my eyes...
Www finished reading before I even realized it! [Sad] It's so sweet! If you're thinking of buying it, don't hesitate, it's seriously sweet, so sweet it'll make everyone swoon! The author's writing is excellent, and the plot flows so smoothly!!! Why is nobody reading it?! The ending echoed the beginning, it really had a powerful aftertaste.