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The book is quite good. It is my favorite type of sadistic novel. However, I feel that the characterization of the protagonist is a bit underwhelming. The various bad behaviors towards Shan Mo in the early stage gave me the feeling that it was inconsistent with the character and torture for the sake of torture. But overall, it is still very interesting to read (it is only a personal opinion without any malice). I am looking forward to the author's next book. [The opinions are only personal opinions and not malicious] The ending is also very good. For me, the damage suffered by Shan Mo is irreparable anyway. The pain will always exist. I think he didn't have much emotion for the protagonist Gong in the end. It was more of a compromise. It was the longing for the person who once saved him and said that he wanted to protect him. It was reluctance to let go of the child, not the forgiveness of the protagonist Gong who had hurt him. Later, his body was tortured by leukemia. Death was a relief for him, instead of being violent in the early stage like other stories. Later, he forced him to use tricks such as gong to save the shou or get hurt by important people. It made the shou feel distressed and made him fall in love with the protagonist, gong. It wiped away the physical and mental damage he suffered. I don't like this very much. It gave me the feeling of forcing him. Come on, teacher. I look forward to your next book. I will read your other books first👀
I cried the whole night after watching it, it was so cruel, but be, the male protagonist shouldn't be like this, he should be made uncomfortable watching Xiao Mo take revenge with others, but Xiao Mo is pure and innocent and doesn't want others to be implicated. Finally, I want to say: Xiao Mo, your A Zhou is in your heart and will always be there...
Qi Yan The love you had when you were young cost you your life Is it worth it? Maybe it's worth it I don't think there's anything wrong with you giving your life for this. It's your choice, but Shu Ning isn't worth it.
I cried while watching it. Personally, I think the writing is pretty good, but I feel a little regretful. It would be great if Shan Mo could be with Zhang Yunqi.
It's good to watch. I cried while watching it. This life is too bitter at the end. You must be happy in the next life. Be an innocent, happy and carefree boy. In the next life, you will definitely be a happy boy with loving parents, a happy family, and meeting the right person to spend the rest of his life hand in hand with him/her 🥺 🥺 🥺
If you like sadistic stories, you can read it. It hurts your eyes too much. The ending is closer to be, but be is the good ending. After all, Shan Mo was hurt too much, and no matter how much he made up for it, he would never fall in love again. Being together was just a formality, and his heart was already dead. In the end, I had no choice but to leave it as it was, since I wouldn't live long anyway and nothing mattered. Shan Mo's description is relatively full. Jiang's love without knowing it and the crematorium in the back are almost interesting. On the contrary, I prefer Zhang Yunqi's character. When there is no love, the transaction is purely voluntary, but when there is love, the person is really taken care of and cherished. On the contrary, he is magnanimous and does not deceive others. Lin Lu was so miserable. In the end, he was confused in despair. An early death would be a relief.
'The whole article is quite depressing. In the early stage, Shou was constantly being insulted and bullied, and he was very hurt. To be honest, I didn't feel that Shou was very abused when reading this article, because although I could always feel Shou's feelings towards him, this feeling was annihilated step by step by Gao before it lasted long. It seemed that I could only feel depression and heartache for Shou.
Ended crying 🥺 Mo Mo wants to be happy in the next life. He can be coaxed in the arms of his parents when he was a child. He can be coquettish, he can be wronged, he can have a bad temper, he can be angry. He can express his dissatisfaction directly. He can speak out his strengths confidently. He can accept the advances of his admirers calmly. He can live smoothly with his lover for the rest of his life. He can have someone to rely on. He can run home to comfort his parents when he quarrels with his lover. Mo Mo, this life is too bitter. I received so much injustice. I didn't even get a full apology from those young men before I left. The punishment for Gong was too little, but it seemed to be enough. Just when he was fighting hard to achieve happiness, he suddenly saw his lover leaving. But it was Mo Mo who left. He had not yet fully achieved the life of an ordinary person. He supported his sick body for nine years. Maybe he got some sense of family from his children and Gong, but it was only for a few years. He cried for decades.
It's so sad. Although I am satisfied with the ending, I still feel sorry for Xiao Mo. He is so miserable. He regards the little kindness Jiang showed him in the beginning as honey for a lifetime. People like Jiang really don't know what to say. He doesn't deserve to be forgiven. He is the same as torturing Xiao Mo to death! In the end, Xiao Mo was asked to play house with the eldest young master. The author should have been more ruthless and let Jiang die for his love, or make him useless and unable to have other children. This would also avoid problems with Xiao Yi's inheritance rights in the future (thinking far ahead 😳 In fact, I have seen a lot of misery and weakness like Xiao Mo, but few can really make people feel sad. Xiao Mo is one of them. He has had no choice since he was born. The path he can take is too narrow. If he meets Jiang, he has been unlucky for eight lifetimes.
The previous plot was okay, but I actually think BE is suitable for them. I really hope that Xiaomo will be able to get rid of his wife soon... Zhang Yunqi is actually quite good. I think if he had been more committed, Xiao Mo would not have gotten sick. Lin Lu is so pitiful. I feel sorry for them both. They can't meet the right person... I really can't find the words to express their suffering. I really hope they can be kind to them in the next life!