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Any Stories Where the Female Lead Has No Will to Survive and Just Drifts Through Life? 有没有女主没有求生欲毫无生气的活着

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I read a novel where the female lead wanted to die but couldn't, and after more than a dozen chapters of that, it started to feel like she was just pretending to be miserable. So I'm looking for a female lead who lives listlessly, waiting for the day she dies. That feeling that everything is so pointless, with no light in her eyes 👉👈

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1 The Depressed, Wicked, Sickly Villainess Gives Up 丧系恶毒病美人女配摆烂了 Lousy Idle Fish烂烂的闲鱼Modern Romance339k WordsCompleted 1v1. A sickly heroine who falls ill at the slightest provocation. The male lead supports her unconditionally. Neither the original male nor female lead is vilified. The heroine truly has little will to survive, so please proceed with caution if that bothers you. There are some showbiz elements, but not many. The male lead’s legs are fine; he won’t stay disabled, so don’t worry. Yun Nuan, who died after enduring a long illness, discovers that she has entered a book. In the story, she uses her su 10.6kReads9.3Score1.1kShelves
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🌸In the first book, the female protagonist really has no desire to live and just wants to die quickly. The male protagonist desperately wants the female protagonist to live, to be more attached to this world, and not to abandon him.
2 Someone Worries I’ll Kill Myself Every Day 每天都有人担心我会自杀 Alice's Forest Cottage爱丽丝的森林小屋Modern Romance334k WordsCompleted Lin Qingran died in the cold seawater, her life ending forever at the age of twenty-four. Afterward, the family members closest to her were consumed with regret and got the chance to start over. Can they change her fate this time? And what about the person she couldn’t stop thinking of, even as she died? Will they find their happy ending? Lin Qingran noticed that her family had started acting a little differently. Their annual family meeting had become a quarterly one. Her usually stern grandfa 5.8kReads9.0Score492Shelves
3 After Becoming a Terminally Ill Heiress, I Can’t Enjoy Life at All! 穿成绝症千金后，活不了一点！ Near Death, I Sat Up in Shock垂死病中惊坐起Modern Romance1.2M WordsCompleted Su Muran spent twenty years treading carefully, then died in an unusually frigid sea. Her birth had killed her mother, and both her father and brother resented her. “Dad, let me tidy that up for you.” Su's father irritably drove her out. “Big brother, I made this cake for you.” She eagerly hoped he would accept it. He threw the cake on the ground with a look of disgust. “Get lost!” The Su family disliked Su Muran, and the servants bullied her. She was tired. Because her mother had given her life 12.8kReads8.9Score1.2kShelves
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These books are highly recommended. Believe me, I cried from beginning to end. This gave me a knife. I admit, I am addicted to food. My heart cannot stand the abuse of family love. It is too abuse!
4 Terminally Ill and Done with Life: I Refuse Treatment, So Why Are You Crying? 绝症心死，我不治，你哭什么？ Coconut Milk Rice Crust椰汁锅巴Modern Romance720k WordsCompleted When Su Youning was eight, her parents died, and he brought her home. “You still have your big brother. I’ll always be here for you!” he said. On a snowy Christmas, warmth filled the man’s palm. She looked up and saw a light of salvation… After ten years together, day and night, Su Youning fell in love with him without even realizing it. But after she confessed, he repaid her with a crushing humiliation! The hand that had held hers for ten years suddenly let go. Ji Qingcheng looked at her with d 645Reads—Score—Shelves
5 Her Brothers Go Mad After Hearing the World-Weary Heiress's Thoughts 厌世千金被读心后，哥哥们疯魔了 Mo Han Jing Lan墨涵静澜Modern Romance2.8M WordsOngoing Reborn + world-weary + no romance + personal growth + powerful family + heiress Su Xiaoli jumped from the Su Group’s tower, ending her life at the age of twenty-four. When she opened her eyes again, she was back in the year her brothers saw her as their enemy. Weary of life, she only wanted to end her suffering again, unaware that her brothers had suddenly become able to hear her thoughts. “When thoughts of death surged through her heart...” Her eldest brother, Su Yutian, broke down the door wit 1.4kReads8.6Score193Shelves
6 Before I Jumped Into the Sea Because of My Terminal Illness, Everyone Begged for My Forgiveness 绝症跳海前，全员为我火葬场 Cha Xixi茶西西Modern Romance508k WordsCompleted [Everyone faces consequences + no forgiveness + going off the rails] Yun Li was brilliant, graceful, and well-mannered. From the day she was born, she was the child other people’s parents held up as an example. But in her family’s eyes, she was worth less than one fake tear from her adopted sister. They ignored and misunderstood her, calling her a hypocritical, selfish snake. At first, she thought that if she were obedient and well-behaved enough, even an unloved child might get a little sweetne 328Reads8.0Score—Shelves
7 Mind Reading: After My Failed Suicide, I Became Everyone's Favorite 读心，求死失败后我成了万人迷 Hui Li绘栗Modern Romance635k WordsCompleted [Everyone’s Darling + Unconventional Heroine + Mind Reading + Wealthy Family + The Long Road to Winning Her Back + No Fixed Couple + Otome-Game Vibes] [Main story complete. It’s recommended that you turn off the comments while reading.] She, Lan Yetan, is a mentally ill girl with no desire to stay alive. After dying, she inexplicably transmigrates into the novel Green Tea Sweetheart: Soft and Sweet. At first, she plans to drift aimlessly through the world as a lonely ghost. Wait. Why has she bee 12.1kReads8.9Score1.3kShelves
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It's hard to watch a representative who cries every time
8 The Real Heiress Doesn't Want to Live Anymore!!! 真千金不想活了！！！ Lu Guyuan鹿古鸢Modern Romance222k WordsOngoing Ning Mu had finally managed to die, only to transmigrate. In the end, Ning Mu's life became an endless cycle of either trying to die or going completely crazy. Her eldest brother, a CEO, is interrogating a traitor in a soundproof room. Ning Mu walks over, picks up a wooden stick from the ground, and knocks the traitor out. Her eldest brother looks at her in confusion. Ning Mu says calmly, “You're too noisy.” Her second brother is a police officer. Ning Mu keeps showing up at crime scenes. Secon 664Reads8.2Score—Shelves
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These are all, very good🌵The original owner is also called Ning Mu, who was the real daughter of the Ji family who just found her a month ago. However, the original owner developed a cowardly and inferior character because her family favored boys over girls since she was a child. She stayed in the room after being found by the Ji family, and did not even tell her family that she was sick. In the end, she could not survive and died. But it was enough to show that Ji's family didn't pay much attention to her, otherwise no one would even know that she was sick. I thought that if I hadn't walked through it myself, the body might have had to wait until it started to stink before anyone would notice it. Ning Mu closed her eyes heavily and sighed. Not for the original owner, but for myself. She finally died in her world, and now she is going to live again. The more I think about it, the more frustrated I become. 📖
9 After the Family Scapegoat Gave Up, Her Brothers Wept and Begged for Forgiveness 万人嫌心死后，哥哥们悔哭求原谅 A Scoundrel Who Just Eats and Drinks混吃混喝的小混子Modern Romance567k WordsCompleted [The brothers chase their sister after losing her and regret it + devoted couple + SC + beloved by the whole family + never forgiving them + face-slapping + finding a new family] The short drama is now streaming: The Moonlight That Ran Backward Yue Shengge is the youngest daughter of the Yue family, with four older brothers who dote on their little sister. All four are famous for spoiling their sister, but everyone in high society knows that the Yue family dotes not on Yue Shengge, but on anothe 13.6kReads9.2Score1.4kShelves
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These are all, very good🌵The original owner is also called Ning Mu. She is the real daughter of the Ji family who just found her a month ago. However, the original owner developed a cowardly and inferior character because her family favored boys over girls since she was a child. She stayed in the room after being found by the Ji family and did not even tell her family that she was sick. In the end, she could not survive and died. But it was enough to show that Ji's family didn't pay much attention to her, otherwise no one would even know that she was sick. I thought that if I hadn't walked through it myself, the body might have had to wait until it started to stink before anyone would notice it. Ning Mu closed her eyes heavily and sighed. Not for the original owner, but for myself. She finally died in her world, and now she is going to live again. The more I think about it, the more frustrated I become. 📖
10 Echoes of the Abyss: After Being Cast Aside, I Was Reborn and Now I Only Want To 深渊回响：被厌弃的我重生后只想 Little Star Sleepy Bear小星眠熊熊Modern Romance523k WordsCompleted Reborn at six, heiress Lin Youxi wants nothing more than to die in peace. In her previous life, she was sensible and self-effacing, yearning for the affection of her five prodigy brothers. Instead, she got twenty years of illness and died alone. Given another chance, her frail body still burdened by congenital heart disease, her heart is ashes. All she wants is a quick death to end her suffering. Until During PE class, Lin Yao maliciously snatches away her lifesaving pill case! The pills scatter 37Reads6.6Score—Shelves
11 After the Gloomy Outcast’s Thoughts Were Read 阴沉万人嫌被读心后 Cha Li Chai猹狸柴Ancient Romance406k WordsCompleted Cultivation, no CP, no male lead, no romance, possibly multiple love interests, a gloomy and deranged female lead, crazy but not completely crazy, the inner monologue of a darkened INFP The female lead is truly despised by everyone: a gloomy cynic through and through, with a deeply concerning mental state. Prepare for a little taste of darkness that’ll shake any well-adjusted person to their core. After narrowly escaping death in a secret realm, Pei Wang has no idea that her fellow disciples c 1.4kReads8.8Score148Shelves
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In the first book, the heroine is not dead, but in the second book, the heroine is really dead.
12 The Beloved Little Zombie of a Wealthy Family Wants to Die Every Day 豪门团宠，小行尸天天想自杀 Fox Bai狐白啊Modern Romance342k WordsOngoing [Love at First Sight, Beloved by Everyone, 1v1, Love-Struck Hero] Xia Yuan, a zombie, transmigrated. For some reason, a Green Tea Female Side Character System had also appeared in her mind. The System told her to follow the plot. But being alive was no fun at all. All she wanted was to die. And so the story took a turn: the System followed close behind Xia Yuan, coaxing its precious little troublemaker to keep living. The male lead from the original story and all the supporting characters also k 2.6kReads8.8Score199Shelves
13 The Imperial Consort Has a Few Screws Loose 宠妃她脑子有病 One Duck at Ease一鸭悠Ancient Romance1.4M WordsCompleted (Audiobook version now available) [Transmigrate into a book + not a mutually exclusive first-love relationship + heroine adored by everyone + redemption + devoted love from the middle to later stages] Just as Ji Yuehuan's life was about to reach its peak, she suddenly died. After death, she transmigrated into a book. Unfortunately, she became a cannon-fodder character who was destined to die two years later according to the original plot. What? You think she can rely on knowing the story in adva 3.7kReads8.9Score382Shelves
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The heroine had a very hard life in her last life. After her death, she went to school but was extremely world-weary and had no desire to live.
14 Help! Whose Obsessive Villain Gets Kissed Until He Cries? 救命！谁家偏执反派被亲哭啊 Nan Xiaofei南小非Ancient Romance1.0M WordsCompleted [Complete] [1v1 sweet romance] [Pseudo-transmigration into a book] [A brooding young palace master who wants to die at any time × a demon hostage who grovels and is good at pretending] She transmigrates into the role of the vicious female side character, the foil to the adored heroine of a cultivation novel, and is also the cannon-fodder fiancée of a sinister villain. Worse, the villain is going to dismember her that very night. Faced with the System's unreasonable demands, Ning Xiyuan decides t 13.7kReads9.3Score1.7kShelves
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This is very interesting. The heroine has no desire to live and sleeps as if she is waiting for death. Love letter in dream
15 Help! The Male Lead Saw My Conquest Panel 救命！男主看见了我的攻略面板 Chu Shimei楚诗魅Ancient Romance666k WordsCompleted [Short drama now available] Zhen Qingyin transmigrated into a book, becoming a black lotus. In the book, the black lotus seduced the male lead, betrayed him, and stabbed him, becoming his traumatic dark moonlight. System: [Win over the male lead, betray him, and stab him. Once the male lead's affection reaches 100, Host can return to the modern world!] Her: ??? “Let this world burn!” She gave up. She wouldn't try to win him over, and she even blocked the System. Wei Ji was the crown prince of J 2.1kReads8.5Score729Shelves
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①The heroine committed suicide just after traveling through time. She has no desire to live at all. This book is very cool. The story between the heroine and the little old man really made me cry every time I read it. ②The heroine also doesn't want to live, but the heroine cannot commit suicide. In modern times, she finally died because of saving people, but she was bound by the system to the novel written by the heroine's best friend for the heroine. The system asked the heroine to guide the hero. The heroine has not done tasks for more than ten years. Then the hero saw the heroine's strategy board and took the initiative to help the heroine complete tasks and strategy for himself.
16 He Kisses Roses in the Northwest 他在西北吻玫瑰 Bu Erzhi不二之Modern Romance214k WordsCompleted Blurb: “Cang Ke, they all say roses can’t grow in the deserts of the northwest.” “Mm. You’re the only one.” Genre: Road novel, rough man and wild woman Tags: Human trafficking // Travel // Road trip // City romance Character setup: Sculpture restorer VS tavern owner BE 584Reads8.7Score—Shelves
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The heroines in these two books have no desire to survive at the beginning, especially the first one. When I read it, I was afraid that the heroine would kill herself in the next second. However, this heroine is very wild and free. She smokes, drinks alcohol, has mental illness, and is a very cool character.
17 Pull the Moon Down 扯月亮坠落 Beautiful Lady美人娘Modern Romance175k WordsCompleted - Fortunately, this was already the following spring. Somewhere in the world, they would bloom and flourish, nourishing their souls with freedom. - (Brash crybaby × repressed, broken artist) (Reunion after a long separation, healing, both are pure, happy ending) 6.2kReads9.3Score574Shelves
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The female protagonist suffers from depression, self-mutilation, and has no desire to live.
18 Keeping a Dog 饲犬 Empty Mountain in Spring春山空Modern Romance500k WordsCompleted [A sensitive girl with depression vs. the finance department’s campus heartthrob + mutual devotion + healing + both leads’ first love] Her father died young, her mother had ignored her for years, and her stepfather harbored ill intentions. Jiang Yao’s life was unbearable. She could never escape the shadow of her family, and her pain grew so great that she could no longer go on living. Her life was so awful that she wanted to end it early. She climbed out of the abyss, only to be forced back into 4.6kReads8.9Score542Shelves
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The family caused one ear 👂🏻 to be unable to hear the day after tomorrow, the wretched step-brother commits suicide due to depression, 😭😭😭, the male protagonist is redeemed. .
19 After Breaking Up with the Movie Star, I Hid My Pregnancy and Thrived on My Own 和影帝分手后我藏起孕肚独美了 Lotus Root Slices藕片Modern Romance1.0M WordsCompleted [Both Leads' First Love + Bittersweet and Sweet Romance, Breaking Free and Growing Strong, Proud Hero Chases His Wife, Mutual Redemption, Rekindled Romance, Adorable Child] Cui Tang once loved Gu Qiaoxi to the point of obsession. She faked a pregnancy to trick him into marriage and even threatened to die, but still couldn't make him stay. On the night before they broke up, they made love until they were spent. At dawn, Gu Qiaoxi said, “Cui Tang, you're disgusting!” That day, Cui Tang lay in the 13.4kReads8.6Score646Shelves
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🌸The female protagonist suffers from depression. On the eve of their breakup, they were in love till death. At dawn, the male protagonist said to her: "Cui Tang, you are so cheap!" 💥💥That day, Cui Tang cut his wrist while lying in the bathtub, and bright red blood flowed all over the floor...
20 Sick of Me 病我 Yun Huayue云画月Modern Romance140k WordsCompleted [Rekindled Romance + Entertainment Industry + Mutual Devotion + Healing + Over-the-Top Drama] Female lead with bipolar disorder (Xin Huaiqiu) * gentle, devoted, love-struck male lead (Gu Yunye) One-line summary: My ex-girlfriend is ill, but I still love her. 357Reads8.2Score—Shelves
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The heroine commits suicide due to depression
21 When a Person with Depression Meets a Hopeless Romantic 当抑郁症患者遇上恋爱脑 Empty Mountain in Spring春山空Modern Romance308k WordsCompleted [Love-struck computer science heartthrob VS depressed literature student] Jiang Li, whose family life was deeply unhappy, thought her bleak existence would remain stagnant. But someone’s arrival upended her plans and sent her life in an entirely new direction. Tips: “ I… I wasn’t abandoning you. I was wrong. It was my fault… I shouldn’t have gotten mad at you.” Pei Yanci’s expression darkened. His eyes reddened as he rested his chin on Jiang Li’s soft, fluffy head and struggled to speak. “It w 10kReads9.0Score1.1kShelves
22 The Plain Girl Everyone Loves: She Wants to Die 【普女万人迷】想死的她 Preface to Her序以她Modern Romance194k WordsOngoing Synopsis: Xu Wu is an unlucky ordinary person. After transmigrating into a top-tier Mary Sue novel where handsome men and beautiful women are everywhere, all she wants is to lie in the ground and sleep forever. So why does everyone keep stopping her from dying? Theme: Keep living. Tomorrow isn’t so bad, either. /Some say the highest form of love is feeling heartache for someone. [Reading guide: A dozen or so male leads who fall in love at first sight + no female rivalry + plenty of male rivalry 3.9kReads7.6Score259Shelves
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Tears in my eyes[cry][cry][cry]
23 No! I Refuse to Inherit the Fortune! NO！我才不要继承财产！ Chen Ww陈WwModern Romance448k WordsCompleted [Angst] [Angst] [Angst] First life: The Ke family has no second daughter! Second life: Father Ke: Awen, these are the company shares I saved for you. Mother Ke: Awen, this is the princess bedroom I had renovated just for you. Older brother: Awen, I bought you a house and a car. Younger brother: Second Sis, I designed this formal dress especially for you. Younger sister: Second Sis, once I make something of myself, I'll support you! The Ke family's second daughter crosses her arms in an X! No way 6.6kReads9.1Score441Shelves
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[Like][Like]
24 After Being Reborn, I Became the Beloved Female Side Character 重生后，女配的我被团宠了 Suoda's Wife索大的媳妇Modern Romance406k WordsCompleted Warning: This is not a female-lead power fantasy about revealing a secret identity. If that’s what you’re looking for, you can leave. [Some angst + reborn + adored by everyone + sweet romance + variety show] In her previous life, after the youngest daughter of Beijing’s wealthy Lu family went missing, they blamed their eldest daughter, Lu Yinghan, for failing to look after her little sister and drove her out. Lu Yinghan made her own way in life, but on her twentieth birthday, she was diagnosed w 376.3kReads9.2Score52.4kShelves
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You really should not be persuaded to quit because of your name. The sadism [cry][cry][cry] of Qinqingwen, the sourness and cruelty that penetrates your heart, is not torture for the sake of torture, but a sour feeling that inadvertently pokes at the heart. It is really cruel and I can't help crying.
25 Back Before My Wife Took Her Own Life 回到妻子自杀前 Gazing at Mountains and Seas见山海Modern Romance732k WordsOngoing [Male lead reborn + winning back his wife + gloomy, multifaceted heroine + unconventional redemption story] [The early synopsis is the male lead’s own self-delusion] [Starting in Volume Two, flashbacks to the past life run alongside the main narrative of his rebirth] Xu Dongmu is the long-lost daughter of the Shen family, missing for twenty-three years. Not long after they find her, she marries Qin Jiu, the heir to the Qin family. Naturally, there is no love between them. They are a couple in na 40.2kReads9.0Score5.7kShelves
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Hey, friends, do you want to come and have a look? [Exploration]
26 Miss Snail Who Doesn’t Want to Work Hard 不想努力的蜗牛小姐 Water Leaves No Trace水不留痕Modern Romance296k WordsCompleted The series comic drama adapted from this novel, "Miss Snail Charges Ahead", is now available to watch on Fanqie and Hongguo. Du Xiaona is a sophisticated, self-serving young woman. To escape her birth family, she tricks her parents into giving her money to buy a house, then orchestrates a blind date, an engagement, and a broken engagement in quick succession... Du Xiaona had planned to stay single for life, but circumstances involving both her parents and herself draw her into one scheme and pre 10.7kReads8.9Score915Shelves
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The heroine suffers from depression, but it is rare that she has a scumbag father who is trying his best to love her and earn money so that she can live a worry-free life. It is the credit of the scumbag father to get out of depression. It is the credit of her boyfriend to fall in love with life again and learn to love.
27 The Family Panicked After the One Everyone Hated Lost All Hope and Left 万人嫌心死离家后，全家慌了神 A Scoundrel Who Just Eats and Drinks混吃混喝的小混子Modern Romance1.1M WordsCompleted [The Family Begs for Her Back, but She Won't Forgive Them + Fake and Real Heiresses + Everyone's Favorite + Face-Slapping + Sweet Romance + Devoted Couple + Switching Families] [She seems adorably airheaded, but can infuriate anyone to death: a sweet little darling VS. a noble, devoted young master who spoils her endlessly and fiercely protects his wife] Shen Zhaozhao is the Shen family's biological daughter. After just two months back home, she is thoroughly disappointed. At last, Shen Zhaozhao 11.9kReads8.7Score1.4kShelves
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Su Youning rubbed his eyes, maybe because the tumor in his brain was so painful that he couldn't help but shed tears. Yes, Bai Yueguang Qingmei, who Ji Qingcheng had been waiting for, was back, announcing that her ten-year secret love had ended without any problem. "It's just my adopted brother. I'm sorry to bother him." Su Youning lowered his eyes, feeling that his vision was getting blurry: "Please help me arrange it. I will prepare the procedures for going abroad by myself and set off in half a month." Wen Ziqian hurriedly agreed and reassured: "It's okay, I will accompany you." Su Youning thanked him softly, hung up the phone, poured a glass of water and took medicine. She swallowed a lot of painkillers, which made her eyes even redder due to choking, but the headache was finally much better. There's only half a month left... On this last Christmas, she actually wanted to make it clear to Ji Qingcheng. Even if she said goodbye, she also wanted to get together and have a good time. After all, aside from her childish crush, he had raised her for eighteen years.
28 She Hid Her Pregnancy and Left the Child Behind; Reborn, I Won't Chase Him Again 藏起孕肚去父留子，重生我不追了 Wu Li Chouchou乌里丑丑Ancient Romance456k WordsCompleted (Publication deal signed) Reborn, one-on-one, both pure, aloof beauty goes mad for love, husband-chasing crematorium (A heartbroken heroine x a hero who wants to be her dog) A Shang stole the position of Xie Hengyu's wife. Everyone knows Xie Hengyu is a sword cultivator prodigy with a brilliant future in the cultivation world, while A Shang is merely a lowly half-demon who became his wife through underhanded means. In the end, she was falsely accused of colluding with the demon clan and died a t 30.9kReads9.1Score2.6kShelves
29 After the Divorce, My Lord's Long Road to Winning Back His Wife 和离之大人追妻路漫漫 Xiaoman's Bowl小满的碗Ancient Romance264k WordsCompleted [Devoted Love + Winning Her Back + Sweet Romance + Alternate Setting] By imperial decree, Song Wanjiang was forced to marry Wei Tinghe, the Song family's political enemy. But no one knew that the bride beneath the red veil that day had been filled with joy. Later, she endured nothing but cold treatment. With her mother gravely ill and her younger brother mentally disabled, Song Wanjiang finally gave up hope and refused to keep enduring it. Yet just when she finally won her freedom, Wei Tinghe cl 3.4kReads8.9Score225Shelves
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Su Youning rubbed his eyes, maybe because the tumor in his brain was so painful that he couldn't help but shed tears. Yes, Bai Yueguang Qingmei, who Ji Qingcheng had been waiting for, was back, announcing that her ten-year secret love had ended without any problem. "It's just my adopted brother. I'm sorry to trouble him." Su Youning lowered his eyes, feeling that his vision was getting blurry: "Please help me arrange it. I will prepare the procedures for going abroad by myself and set off in half a month." Wen Ziqian hurriedly agreed and reassured: "It's okay, I will accompany you." Su Youning thanked him softly, hung up the phone, poured a glass of water and took medicine. She swallowed a lot of painkillers, which made her eyes even redder due to choking, but the headache was finally much better. There's only half a month left... On this last Christmas, she actually wanted to make it clear to Ji Qingcheng. Even if she said goodbye, she also wanted to get together and have a good time. After all, aside from her childish crush, he had raised her for eighteen years.
30 I Was in Your Heart Once, Wasn't I? 其实我也在你心里存在过吧 Zheng Jianlin Who Loves Grilled Squid爱吃烤尤鱼的郑健林18k WordsCompleted I was part of your heart once too, wasn’t I? 220Reads—Score—Shelves
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Good-looking, good-looking, good-looking
31 The Fat Boy's Secret Crush 胖子的暗恋 Zheng Jianlin Who Loves Grilled Squid爱吃烤尤鱼的郑健林15k WordsCompleted The Fat Guy's Secret Crush 417Reads—Score—Shelves
32 Farewell, Marquis. I Hope We Never Meet Again in the Next Life 再见了侯爷，下一辈子也不要见了 Zheng Jianlin Who Loves Grilled Squid爱吃烤尤鱼的郑健林Marriage & Romance36k WordsCompleted Goodbye, Marquis. I hope we never meet again in the next life. 799Reads—Score—Shelves
33 You Took a Wife While I Was in Labor. Now I’m Remarrying, and You’re Crying? 难产之时你娶妻，我改嫁你哭什么 Chestnut, Chestnut, Chestnut, Chestnut栗子栗子栗栗子Ancient Romance301k WordsCompleted [The Wife-Chasing Crematorium, the Second Male Lead Takes the Crown] On the day Fu Ci married, Jiang Wan went into a difficult labor. As she lay at death’s door, she thought back on her brief life and could only feel that it had all been absurd and laughable. Her father was a treacherous minister. After his crimes were exposed, his entire clan was sentenced to execution. Fu Ci was a brilliant prodigy, the youngest prime minister in the realm. For her sake, he set aside his pride and knelt in the 10.4kReads8.9Score668Shelves
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✨On the day Fu Ci got married, Jiang Wan had dystocia [crying][crying]. When I was dying, I thought back on my short life and felt it was absurd and ridiculous. Her father was a traitor and was sentenced to death by nine clans after his defeat. Fu Ci was amazingly talented and the youngest prime minister, but he put aside his pride and knelt in the imperial study for three days and three nights for her, just to keep her safe. The Fu family has been married for generations, and the daughter of a guilty minister cannot be the mistress of the family. In a small sedan chair, she, who was Fu Ci's fiancée, was carried into Fu's mansion as a concubine. Time flies, and it is three years. It seems like it was just yesterday that we vowed to each other, but Fu Ci is getting married. Jiang Wan's life has come to an end...
34 After Divorcing His White Moonlight's Double, the Overbearing CEO Went Mad 和白月光替身离婚后，霸总他疯了 Ginger Ale姜汁可乐儿Modern Romance378k WordsCompleted Everyone said Ruan Qing loved Fu Jingshen to the bone, including Fu Jingshen himself. Why else would she follow him without hesitation, even knowing she was just a substitute? When Ruan Qing asked for a divorce, Fu Jingshen didn’t take her seriously. His expression turned cold. “Have you made up your mind?” “Yes. Let’s divorce.” After the divorce, Fu Jingshen kept waiting for Ruan Qing to make him eat his words. Instead, he saw her with red-rimmed eyes, clinging to a refined, elegant man. “Ashen 861Reads8.6Score115Shelves
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✨On the day Fu Ci got married, Jiang Wan had dystocia [crying][crying]. When I was dying, I thought back on my short life and felt it was absurd and ridiculous. Her father was a traitor and was sentenced to death by nine clans after his defeat. Fu Ci was extremely talented and the youngest prime minister, but he put aside his pride and knelt in the imperial study for three days and three nights for her, just to keep her safe. The Fu family has been married for generations, and the daughter of a guilty minister cannot be the mistress of the family. In a small sedan chair, she, who was Fu Ci's fiancée, was carried into Fu's mansion as a concubine. Time flies, and it is three years. It seems like it was just yesterday that we vowed to make each other, but Fu Ci is getting married. Jiang Wan's life has come to an end...
35 The Cannon-Fodder, Laid-Back Female Side Character Gets Her Mind Read and Embraces a Carefree Life 炮灰咸鱼女配被读心后她佛系了 Lousy Idle Fish烂烂的闲鱼Modern Romance185k WordsCompleted A aloof, genuinely carefree heroine who wants nothing more than to die × a domineering CEO who’s sharp-tongued and merciless in everyone else’s eyes, but turns into a pathetic, lovesick puppy around her Shen Zhiyi awakened to her own existence after a car accident. She realized she was a minor character in an old-school CEO romance, an NPC who appeared for one second and then vanished. As a disposable side character, all she wanted was to finish her part in the story and wait quietly for death. 4.4kReads9.3Score467Shelves
36 Across the Stars and Moon, I Send My Love 星月渡相思 Breeze for a Pillow, Clouds for a Blanket挽风枕云Modern Romance161k WordsCompleted [Amnesiac innocent heroine] VS [possessive love] VS [devoted couple] Years ago, the Luo family was framed and ruined overnight. Unwilling to let Luo Mingyu be dragged down with her, Tang Xi cruelly dumped him and turned around to marry his sworn enemy. She said, “If I ever think of you, an old acquaintance, I’ll burn some spirit money for you during the holidays. Just remember to come collect it, Mr. Luo.” He replied, “There’s no need to trouble yourself, Miss Tang. I find what you burn filthy. 108Reads8.1Score—Shelves
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The female protagonist is imprisoned by the male protagonist, drives her crazy, becomes depressed, and finally commits suicide, all ending with a knife
37 Caught in My Web of Longing 入我相思局 Pan, Shepherd God of the Heavenly Lord's Residence天君府的牧神潘Ancient Romance152k WordsOngoing [Detached, Obsessive Court Musician x Scheming, Unhinged Prince] Historical political intrigue | Devoted couple, 1v1 | Happy ending | A touch of ensemble cast Lin Xiwan always thought she was lucky. Her mother died when she was born, and her father, like everyone else, thought she was a bringer of bad luck and left her to be raised at a country estate. Still, with her grandmother's protection, she made it safely to the age of ten. When she was eleven, her grandmother died. Lin Xiwan was allowed 138Reads—Score—Shelves
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The heroine who exudes a faint sense of death
38 I Don’t Want to Like Him 我才不要喜欢他呢 Paint a Touch of Wood and Fire画点木火Modern Romance428k WordsCompleted [Second Male Lead Takes the Lead + Reborn in School Days + Both Reborn + Healing and Redemption + Foreshadowing + A Little Melodramatic + Sweet Romance + Heartwarming] Everyone knows that the proud Jiang Yuan is hopelessly in love with Song Yanzhi. Only Song Yanzhi pretends not to notice. Childhood friends from middle school through university graduation, Jiang Yuan spent eleven whole years chasing after him. Then, one day in the future, Jiang Yuan's health began to fail. All she wanted was for 5.3kReads8.5Score453Shelves
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Everyone knows that the always proud Jiang Yuan loved Song Yanzhi and Song Yanzhi was the only one who pretended to be confused and a childhood sweetheart. Jiang Yuan chased him for eleven years from junior high school to graduation from college. Until one day in the future, Jiang Yuan's health failed, and she just asked him to accompany her in the last time. But when Song Yanzhi's cold wedding invitation appeared in front of her, the bride was her best friend in college, Jiang Yuan went crazy. She fell in a pool of blood, smiling wildly and brightly, "Song Yanzhi, do you think I have paid off my love debt in this life?"
39 Everyone in My Family Is the Main Character, and I'm the Only Real Cannon Fodder! 全家都是主角，唯有我是真炮灰！ Heartbroken Puppy心碎puppyModern Romance1.9M WordsOngoing Only after dying did Lu Zaozao discover that this world was one enormous, melodramatic crossover novel! Her father, Lu Aotian, is the male lead of some web-fiction site. His golden finger is maxed out in every possible way. To put it simply, after a few little setbacks and bumps in the road, he breezes to the top of the world, becomes Asia’s richest man, and takes control of countless economic lifelines. Her mother, Shen Xingyao, is the melodramatic romance heroine of Tomato. Countless people 2.5kReads7.3Score228Shelves
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The further you go, the more cruel you become
40 The Guilty Wife Can’t Escape 罪妻逃不掉 Brush in Hand, Blushing Gently执笔染轻颜Modern Romance6.0M WordsOngoing After a car accident, she was declared the culprit, and Fu Yanchen personally sent her to prison. Three years behind bars left her timid and insecure, but Fu Yanchen still wouldn't let her go. He kept her imprisoned by his side and subjected her to endless torment. Eventually, she vanished without a trace. Only then did the man panic. 16kReads7.4Score664Shelves
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The heroine is lifeless
41 The Reborn Young Wife of Young Master Bo Is Bold and Dazzling 薄少的重生小娇妻又飙又飒 A Smile That Captivates the City浅笑最倾城Modern Romance206k WordsCompleted In her previous life, Su Nuannuan was goaded by her father, stepmother, and younger sister into hating Bo Yanchen, who loved her. She made his life miserable until she drove him to his death, then ruined her own life as well. Given a second chance, she begins taking revenge on those who wronged her in her past life, while also trying to win back her cold CEO husband. 401Reads—Score—Shelves
42 After Cruelly Mistreating His One True Love, Mr. Lu Wept as His Reputation Went Up in Flames 错虐白月光后，陆总哭崩了火葬场 Love Poem memory情诗memoryModern Romance329k WordsCompleted [Angsty romance] + [win-her-back-at-all-costs] + [never forgive] + [no getting back together] + [obsessive] + [second male lead wins] Lu Hengnian hates Fu Xingran so much that he forces her to donate skin without anesthesia, slaps her, pushes her in front of a knife, and makes her give birth prematurely… When he has to choose between two lives at death’s door, he doesn’t hesitate to save his first love, abandoning her and their child to die. At last, he drives her to the brink. Yet through the v 1.6kReads8.5Score109Shelves
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Is it cruel? If not, there are bookshelfs.
43 The South Wind Blows into My Arms 南风入我怀 Tang Xi唐溪Modern Romance1.1M WordsCompleted She was the lover he had cast aside. And the wife he had married by any means necessary. She had thought it was just another game he’d taken up on a whim. With no way to avoid it, she decided to play along. Everyone said she was the woman Young Master Lu loved most, because she was the only one who dared to wreck his events and slap him in the face, while he always smiled and told her to do whatever made her happy. But only she knew that she was the woman he hated and despised most. He had aband 425Reads9.3Score233Shelves
44 I’m Sorry, I Don’t Dare to Love You Anymore 对不起，我不敢再爱你 Qiao Mumu乔木木Modern Romance60k WordsCompleted Ning Anran loved Bo Yeting so much that she lost herself. But Bo Yeting didn't love her. The woman in his heart was Mu Junya, who had once risked her life to save him. But when he lost Ning Anran, and the whole truth was laid bare before him, he regretted it. He searched the entire world for Ning Anran, who had disappeared, like a madman. But she no longer dared to love him. 771Reads6.3Score—Shelves
45 Master Bo, Your Wife Is Dying of End-Stage Stomach Cancer 薄爷，夫人她胃癌晚期快死了 Brewing Tea嚯茶Modern Romance225k WordsCompleted A long-planned fire made Bo Lichen, who had once loved Shen Nanzhi deeply, hate her to the core. She thought that if he no longer loved her, she would stop clinging to him. But he grabbed her wrist hard. “Trying to leave? Not a chance!” Shen Nanzhi’s heart felt as if it were being cut to pieces. “Bo Lichen, let me go. I’m sick.” But he ignored her, until the truth finally came to light... Assistant: “Mr. Bo, your wife has passed away!” 686Reads5.7Score—Shelves
46 A Feast at Your Fingertips 指尖盛宴 Forest Bath森之汤Modern Romance166k WordsCompleted Four years after they last saw each other, Gu Senning took Zeng Zhanzhan to court, accusing her of drugging him and taking the project files from his computer. He had no idea that four years earlier, she had been severely injured in a car accident while saving him, leaving her permanently blind... Later, Gu Senning was consumed by remorse. When she lay in the hospital, with no will to live, he was enjoying life! When she writhed in pain, her whole body convulsing and drenched in cold sweat, he s 4.4kReads8.2Score143Shelves
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The heroine is blind.
47 Transmigrate to Yunnan Worm Valley: A Survival Guide for the Consort of King Xian 穿越云南虫谷：献王妃求生指南 Like Snow, Remembering the Passing Years似雪忆流年Mystery956k WordsOngoing [Ghost Blows Out the Light] + [yandere] + [King Xian is a straight-up tyrant, no redemption arc] The rating has just been posted, so it’ll go up. Updates are steady, so you can’t go wrong giving this a try! I transmigrated, but instead of getting a comeback story, I landed straight in the palace of King Xian of the ancient Dian Kingdom! All around me, women wailed in agony. Before me stood a mad tyrant with a bronze sword in hand and a sinister look in his eyes. No System! No supernatural abilit 58.6kReads9.3Score7.3kShelves
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In ancient times, the male protagonist criticized the tyrant crazily and did not wash his hands of the crime. Thinking about ascending every day and killing people like crazy, the heroine can only survive
48 After He Escaped Death, He Forced Me to Sign a Penance Contract 他死里逃生后，逼我签下赎罪契约 I Returned to the Crowd我重返人群Modern Romance178k WordsCompleted A handsome, powerful, tragic, obsessive, and deranged man with a double face × a patient, clear-headed heiress fallen on hard times Five years later, we meet again. He's Jiangcheng's most ruthless obsessive man, and I'm an heiress with nowhere left to turn. He hangs me over a cliff and says, “Let me show you the despair I felt when I jumped into the sea back then.” He forces me to sign a contract of atonement and says, “I won't spare a single member of the Lin family.” I thought he hated me so m 1.8kReads—Score117Shelves
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Childhood sweethearts, profound betrayal, and ultimate misunderstanding. Five years later, the status of the male and female protagonists has been swapped. Extreme sadomasochism, the heroine is lifeless, but she must live
49 Even After She Became Depressed, No One Understood Her 她抑郁后，还是没人懂她 Yu LuoxinranYu郁洛馨染Yu8k WordsCompleted Even after she became depressed, no one understood her 9Reads—Score—Shelves
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This book is a new book written by the author based on his own personal experience. The whole book is really depressing, dull, depressing, and sadistic. It's easy to get sucked into it. I don't know if I can empathize with it, but I cried just watching it. I really feel sorry for the author.
50 Island Mist at Dusk 屿沫夕晖 Warmth Hides in Tenderness温暖藏匿于温柔Modern Romance1.3M WordsOngoing They first met on a rainy night, when he collapsed in front of her. She took him to the hospital and became a fleeting ray of light in his dark world. His confession from inside a music box was drowned out by his family calling him home. She only said, “I’m going back to China,” and he thought it was a gentle rejection. From then on, they became strangers, each drifting through their own abyss. Years later, they met again. He was the cool-headed associate chief physician in cardiac surgery, an 1kReads—Score101Shelves

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