My Girlfriend Is the Villain

So actually, I don't have any advice. I'm here to thank the author and the readers who have been with me. Recently, I might have been experiencing some minor psychological issues. Perhaps many of us have had this experience: after finishing an anime or novel, it can be difficult to move on. I've been there before, but these past few days I've been even more deeply immersed and can't get out of it. Maybe it's because I'm trapped by the pandemic, too bored, without any income, and under too much pressure. After finishing that anime, the screen went black, and I saw the smile that hadn't yet faded from my face, and I froze. I looked around at the white walls. My companions, I'll never see them again. Like a small animal, I desperately searched for another world...

I couldn't take it anymore after reading up to volume five, so I'll briefly describe the male protagonist's situation up to what I've seen so far. As a child, the female protagonist tormented him relentlessly, including but not limited to locking him in the bathroom overnight, then smothering him with Mentos-laced cola and putting wasabi in his medication. He was only in kindergarten at the time, and his family completely ignored him, leading to his gynophobia. At the end of volume four, the female protagonist even uttered the outrageous statement, "I treated you like a toy when I was little."

I was tricked into coming here from Bilibili.

I used to be so envious of the male lead... Thank you, but now that I have such a charming girlfriend, my kidneys are really tired!

Pure love ending or harem ending?

I've read a few novels of this type, but not many. They touch on childhood issues, which is too controversial. As a victim of bullying in elementary school, that trauma is something I'll never forget. I hate myself, I hate the bullies. Even now, thinking about it makes me feel violent. I don't know how this novel ends; I've heard it gets very romantic later on, but I'm afraid I can't handle it right now. I've only read the first few chapters. If I were the male lead, I really couldn't accept it. My parents and sister all want me to accept a bully; nobody cares about my feelings. What am I? Maybe, as the male lead himself says, I'm just a breeding tool. It's all about give and take, isn't it? We're just drifting along...

He's a bit like the male protagonist in Japanese light novels—lacking both emotional intelligence and common sense.

Harem novels?

A harem?

I've read over two hundred chapters, and I still don't understand. So, when does the second female lead die?