Parasitism

My name is Lin Yan, and I am parasitized by desire. In this apartment cursed by desire in Kuching, infection is the norm and loss of control is a foregone conclusion. High fever, hallucinations, physical changes... He was eventually swallowed up by his own obsession and turned into an irrational monster. This is the end of us all. But I became an exception. I found that I could not control myself, but could absorb the desires of others. Anger, fear, sadness... All the turbulent emotions will be forcibly suppressed when they come to me, like pouring boiling magma into a cold body. I became the only one who could stay awake and a walking living seal. They relied on my "cleanliness" for safety, but instinctively resisted the "peace" I brought. I carried everyone's burdens forward, until I discovered that even the apocalypse itself wanted me to be its vessel. I am neither a human nor a monster, I accept all desires - the sin of parasitism.