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Lin Zhixu, a sophomore, weighs 140 pounds and does not show his face when singing. She wrote a diary, thirty-six pages, about the same person. Shen Du, a young master from a wealthy family, sat in the seat behind her. She wrote about what he was wearing, where he was sitting, picking up his pen for her, and why he didn't touch her. I have never written about being fat, nor have I ever written about being afraid. My best friend Cheng Nian also likes him. It's a fair competition. If you confess your love first, you lose. But Cheng Nian helped her and said, "Show him a diary or a song, you have to give him one." The second male friend, Zhou Yu, listened to her song and didn't know she kept a diary. Asked her "Why do you always wait", she said "No". In November 2024, when spring was cold, she cried while writing in her diary. The words were blurry and the paper was torn. She recorded a song, "Page Thirty-Six," but it was not released. Cheng Nian said that Shen Du asked her who she was and wanted to know someone who wrote things without letting others see them. Three days later, Shen Du sat opposite her in the library. She said, "Diary, thirty-six pages, written about you, locked, afraid of getting fat, afraid of being criticized for what I wrote." He said, "Give it to me, even if it's broken." She sang, she showed her face, she was fat and mute, and she didn't pinch her voice. She gave the key and said to read the diary in three days. On page 37, she writes, "The male protagonist will give it to her even if she says so. The female protagonist will give it to her, and she won't be afraid, or she will still be afraid, but she will give it to her."