In his sophomore year of high school, Shi Miaojin had a new transfer student in his class.
He is handsome, has excellent grades, and follows the rules. He is the kind of good student that the class teacher trusts most.
He just doesn't like to talk to others. When faced with the proactive overtures from classmates, he always has a cold face and cherishes words like gold, even the most basic polite words are very stingy.
Gradually, the classmates no longer fought with each other, and the transfer student successfully isolated the entire class on his own.
At that time, Shi Miaojin and Bing Bianzi, a transfer student, were seated half a classroom apart. She took it for granted that she would have nothing to do with this person.
Until one day, the class teacher randomly adjusted the seats, and Shi Miaojin and this aloof transfer student became seatmates.
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Later
Only then did Shi Miaojin find out that the transfer student had a congenital language disorder.
He can't speak a complete sentence fluently like ordinary people, and even if he manages to speak coherently, he still stutters. Therefore, in order not to show his timidity in front of others, he can only speak a few words on weekdays, and is forced to be aloof.
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Later
One evening, in a quiet and deserted classroom after school,
The transfer student cried quietly and embarrassedly. With trembling hands, she wrote this sentence on her post-it note - "It would be great if I could speak normally, it would be great if I was a normal person." ]
When Shi Miaojin asked him why he suddenly said that, he turned his head, his misty tearful eyes filled with grievances and sorrow that she could not see clearly.
Before that, in order to maintain a decent image in front of Shi Miaojin, he would choose to write on paper when he wanted to say long sentences.
But that day, he opened his mouth for the first time, and tried hard but clumsily to say, "I like people like me who can't even speak well..."
He burst into tears, feeling such deep-seated inferiority and embarrassment about his physical defects for the first time——
"I'm afraid that you will be laughed at by others."
"I'm afraid of you. I think it's embarrassing to be liked by me."
"I..."
"I really, really like you."
Intention: Study hard and make progress every day