In the Tenth Year

"Shui Qing x Lin Qi" "The second year of being lonely and lacking love × the plump, charming and self-destructive first year" "Sanctimonious teacher × corrupt painter" [Note: 1. Pseudo·Xiaoma literature, bloody, small town. 2. All women appear, the age difference is 6 years, same-sex marriageable. 3. Feijie (not with men, ex-girlfriend) + heavy mouth xp, the character has great flaws, don't enter if you don't like it. "1" There is a woman in Shui Qing's life. She is selfish but pushes her to run towards the future. She is free and noble but is willing to stay in a small town for several months for her. She is cold-hearted but has missed her for many years, so much so that when they meet again, they recognize her immediately. She was as beautiful as ever, as calm as ever, and as always, Shui Qing felt that she was the one who was hysterical, and she was the one who looked like a madman. "2" When Shui Qing was eighteen years old, her mother passed away. It was a coincidence that her death did not delay her college entrance examination, but left her and her stepmother to "depend on each other." So Shui Qing took all the money she had and ran away. He fled all the way from the south to the northwest, and finally found a small city to squat in. This place is called Spring City. She met a woman in Spring City, a charming woman with long brown curly hair and sweet mottled lipstick. She begged to fall, and that woman would give her endless happiness and lead her to fall. When a woman asks for money, she will give it to the woman. Anyway, the money is useless in her hands. It is better to give it to those who really need it. They met for the entire summer vacation and then broke up. They were supposed to break up, but the woman was the first to leave without saying goodbye, leaving Shui Qing alone. "3" When Shui Qing was twenty-eight years old, he was teaching in Chuncheng. Her stepmother finally found her and brought her new family member, who was also her mother in terms of seniority. Shui Qing looked at the familiar yet unfamiliar woman and whispered her name—— Lin Qi. Shui Qing smiled, "So this should be stepmother, or..." In the middle of the night, she buried her head on the woman's shoulder blades, watching her tremble and shrink her shoulders, and whispered: "... Or is it my lover?" "4" "Whatever she can give you, I can give you." "What she can't give you, I can give you." "Why did you choose her instead of me?" "If you choose me, I'll give it to you." Ten years have passed and her hands are no longer raw. The woman bit her shoulder with a trembling voice: "Choose... You..." Shui Qing smiled, "Sister, tell me again, who should I choose? Purpose: To find the meaning of life.