[Western Crossover] What's for Dinner at the Wayne House Today?

? A very, very, very long update notification. It's a pity that I have to write such a statement today. After two weeks and three weeks of interruption, I thought I could adjust well or muster the courage, but unfortunately I still can't write a word. Every time when my fingers touch the keyboard, my mind keeps scrolling with many bad things, so I open and close, close and open again. This article is basically a recovery for me. Because of my mental problems and studies, I have not written for a long, long time. This article came from a time when I was taking a walk in the afternoon and thought, "If it were a protagonist with such a personality...", Plus I watched the work "Maze Rice" that made me happy for a long time, so there are 6,000 words in the first chapter. I had a lot of fun writing it. During this period, my friend kept persuading me very gently: Write more, write more. Even though she doesn't watch Variety Show, she still gives her evaluation, plus comments in twos and threes, which has always been the driving force for me to continue writing. This was a very happy time for me. Thank you very much for your comments. These feedbacks are very precious to me. I feel better every time I watch it. But with the push, all kinds of people will appear, making me don't know how to deal with them. Sometimes there will be some comments that forcefully pick out my words, pull out isolated sentences and ask me why I write like this? I try my best to explain a lot of the time, no, it's not like this, here's the reason... But the more you push, the more this happens. I deleted some comments. It still makes me so exhausted every time I see these comments. When I accidentally clicked on the backend, I saw that one of my articles was marked as "abuse of women", and that uneasy feeling came back. Rosemary is one of the heroines with a special personality that I have written and expected to write. My XP type has extreme love and hate, so most of them will have various unstable factors, but Rosemary is different, she seems slow and peaceful. This is a "food article", but I like to use many small psychological examples and some side conversations as hints. She will subtly act as a "palliator" and "psychiatrist" in the family, but she also has problems, namely the "emotional blunting" caused by "post-traumatic stress disorder." This article is not only a story about her communicating with her family and solving their problems, but also a story about her learning from them what kind of person she should grow into and how to find her own place in the world. But unfortunately, the story hasn't unfolded yet, and I have already started to suffer from stage fright. Post-traumatic stress disorder is associated with major traumatic events. She needs to encounter setbacks, resolve them, and then grow. And a mediocre text message from my neighbor was labeled as abuse of women. If I continue to write like this, I can already imagine what will happen next. This year is my eighth year of writing fan fiction, which is nothing compared to my friend's ten years or more. But we all have encountered some problems to one degree or another. We have both written free articles for many years, purely out of love for generating electricity. A friend even spent his own money on printing, typesetting, inserting, and unpacking materials and giving them to readers. And she recently chose to shut down her writing due to some extreme comments. Another friend was scolded hundreds of times because the plot she wrote did not satisfy some readers' ideas, but she was able to withstand pressure and was a very determined and brave person. I'm very envious, but unfortunately, I can't do this. I have serious mental problems, including depression, anxiety, and personality disorders. It can be said that I have all five poisons. My psychiatrist and counselor also gave me a lot of courage and supported me to write. But the comments I received during the serialization period have made me very panicked. I had insomnia and was tossing and turning. The brain plays those words over and over again. At five o'clock in the morning, I sent a voice message to a friend, asking me what should I do and how to write. If this kind of thing keeps happening to me in the future, what should I do? I can't find the answer. A friend helped me write an announcement. We all hate preaching and discipline, but we have to do it. But the problem is that every time I click on the article, I feel the nausea. What I am writing now is an outline that I have already written for National Day - it has been delayed for a long, long time. But after receiving that kind of feedback, I really didn't dare to write. Being so easily distorted, graded, and characterized as a "girl abuser" made me feel like an animal in a pen, being judged on whether my teeth were good or not, and whether I had enough strength to grind them. This made me very scared. With such a variety of emotions intertwined, I urgently changed the original plot and pulled out a big mess, and then a very serious rhythm problem occurred. When I look back on it now, that feeling of horror and shame comes back to haunt me. After that, I may write the last two chapters according to the original outline before the final update, and pause for a while. Until I have the ability to face these again, or until the full text is saved. Thank you very much for reading here, and thank you to every reader for your company. I read every comment and collection, and I feel inspired and excited about it. I even howled for a long time with my friends. In many cases, these are the motivations that support me to keep writing. Reader feedback is also an important part of the work. ^^Thanks for meeting us. I hope next time I can write something that satisfies both of us. Kisses and hugs!

Brothers and sisters are brothers and sisters—brothers and sisters are brothers and sisters who are family members no matter what they become—brothers and sisters are capable of making fun of each other and still make people feel weak (singing)

If you understand, then go ahead and leave "claws" from scratch. Duan Ping (bushi) (arrested) has a disease that is said to cause you to wake up instantly when you drool while sleeping (sad) The relationship between brother and sister is ambiguous, let me take a small taste first (Yamiami)

I won't touch you after practice. I'm so narrow-minded (akimbo). Touch me, touch me. Touch me. Touch me.

It's tied. I see that I can't find anything to criticize at all. I am abusing the owner (angry). The person who scolded me is so short-sighted. It is obviously a treasured article!

Sister, no matter who she gets along with, she is delicious... Saying Jason was bitten on one arm, did he suture the wound with one hand? So 6...

Hahahahahahaha

Tie Tie - Oh ~ I feel so warm when I see it... Now I'm going to go to Magic Software to find out if there are pumpkin lattes for sale.

It's so pretty, I feel like Hart is soft 🤩

OK, jump into the pit and lie down peacefully