Sometimes I Kind of Hate Myself

Strangely enough, after two or three months I actually reconciled with myself. And I found that when I was at my most depressed, there were actually a lot of positive things in what I expressed. Well, I quite like Narcissus. Only by learning to love yourself can you love yourself better.

I feel the same way, so much so that after thinking about it again and again, I decided to write a long review after a long absence. First of all, I wish my baby a happy birthday! Secondly, I have collected this article for a long time. I feel that we all have the same worries and difficulties, but mine is in the past tense, because I have not thought of the other her for a long, long time. I have failed many times in the past 24 years. I failed the college entrance examination and failed to switch majors. They were all heavy blows. I wonder if you have experienced this too... I have seen you writing articles day by day on this side of the screen, eager to sign a contract, and crying in pain. It seems that the despair you once felt can be seen through your words, but you succeeded in the end. Baby, you are great, aren't you? The current pain is all about trying to tear open the cracks to the light in the darkness, and trying your best to escape from the bad environment today and go to a better place. The meaning of hard work is that there are people who are seriously blessing you and wishing you a happy life in a place that you cannot see. Ms. Xu must have thought so too. Baby, your life will not only be lived on the chessboard, nor will it only be lived in the mirror. Be busy, the vast world, mountains and rivers is where you belong. Although I am just one of your readers, and I don't know if you can see or are willing to read my comments, I still hope that your words can travel to the world and your life. As a reader, I have no gift to give you. I can only pick up my pen and write a poem for you - don't be trapped by tears, it's too late to respond to the dawn. Traveling across thousands of mountains, I admired her when I was young. Happy New Year, may you be safe and happy in this life.

After reading this article, I still feel very complicated. The best Narcissus is yourself, because only you can understand yourself and see your own weakness and highlights. Xu Munian also has this kind of existence for the protagonist, but it turns out to be just a fictional existence. She is immersed in it, while longing for someone to save her. In the end, she can only save herself, want to hug her, and live on.