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Thank you for supporting the official version. 1. Both leads are villains, and they may fight each other. Slapping only happens to the bottom.
2. Mpreg.
3. This has a slight connection to another novel, but it is a self-indulgent side story and can be read as an alternate timeline.
4. The top is crude and amoral. If you don't like that, please don't read. Thank you.
5. I can't remember their exact ages, so feel free to interpret the alternate timeline however you like. Song Chengxi is two years older than Li Huaiying.
6. The bottom is bisexual.
7. Both die.
8. The blurb actually has almost nothing to do with the story.
A jealous, gloomy, fake-hearted ghost of a man for a top x a pitiful, pretty bottom
When Song Chengxi woke up, he was sixteen, just half a month before Li Huaiying distanced himself from him because of some bastard.
The bastard was more beautiful than him and more silver-tongued. More importantly, he held a lofty position and couldn't be touched for the time being.
So the first thing Song Chengxi did after waking up was bring Li Huaiying over to serve as his study companion.
He was called a study companion, but was no different from a servant boy. Late one night, Song Chengxi gazed at the pale, slender body that had been exposed when Li Huaiying drunkenly offered himself. His eyes dark and inscrutable, he licked one canine tooth and thought: After living a second life, he'd unexpectedly discovered Li Huaiying's secret.
His already muddled mind completely lost control at the sight of that vivid, dazzling face. Expressionless, Song Chengxi toyed with that body, smooth as white jade, and thought:
He would never give Li Huaiying another chance to escape.
He would break his bones, gouge out his eyes, and bind him to himself for all eternity, tormenting him until he could never be reborn.
Ever since he began serving as the Crown Prince's study companion, Li Huaiying had noticed his life growing stranger and stranger.
He couldn't say when the Crown Prince's gaze had begun to change. He only felt that the master of the Eastern Palace looked at him like a venomous snake, while he himself was the prey, trapped in its coils as its forked tongue licked every inch of him.
Strange incidents kept piling up, leaving Li Huaiying terrified and tormented by nightmares every day. Then, one time, he woke from a dream by accident and regained his memories.
The moment he awoke, all the strange things finally came to light.
Why did Song Chengxi's gaze always follow him like a shadow? Why did Song Chengxi look at him with such venom and anguish? Why was he sometimes warm and sometimes cold?
Of course, it was because they were enemies.
Li Huaiying wanted to laugh. His instincts told him to laugh. That memory, so brief yet seemingly so long, hurt too much to bear. He thought for a moment. Ah, so be it.
Then let them both die in agony. Neither of them would let the other go. Like twin lotuses, they would live and die together, bound to each other for all eternity, until they strangled each other and brought about their own ruin.
And so, on that rainy night, on the evening of his eighteenth birthday,
he delivered himself into his enemy's bed with his own hands. Amid the waves of desire, pain and pleasure bound his and Song Chengxi's souls together for good.
As he was possessed, he gazed coldly at the familiar face before him and thought:
He would drag Song Chengxi to hell with him.
Because of power. Because of malice.
And, even more, because of...
He stroked his lower abdomen, his shoulders shaking as he laughed under his breath.
--The arrival of an illegitimate child.
Theme: People must learn to cherish what they have. Those who cannot learn to cherish will always be losing something.
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