
I Pretend to Be Brooding, but You're a Real Ghost
阴湿是我演,你却真男鬼
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Romance. Everyone's favorite, love-triangle chaos, bitter love and hate, and coercive relationships. I'll try to mention potential dealbreakers, but I have some pretty unusual tastes, so I might not realize something is a dealbreaker for others.
[Romance] Dropped Books Log: Personal Taste Only!
Everyone has different standards for what makes a good story. You might think a story is great, but I might see flaws everywhere. So if this hits a nerve, don't take it personally or argue with me.
Romance Novels I Remember (Not a Same-Author Compilation)
This list is even more eclectic: historical romance, sci-fi, modern romance, Western fantasy, and so on. Three- or four-star ratings may be somewhat useful as a guide.
There’s Nothing Like the Taste of Twisted Love
Some very unusual romantic relationships.
Everything for Otome
For fans of otome-style romance, forced love, gloomy and obsessive types, yandere, ABO settings, and lighthearted slice-of-life stories. A must-eat list!
The Things That Really Hit My Kinks Back Then
Click to unlock the skills [twisting], [crawling], [rolling around], and [howling]. Argh, I can't submit a five-star rating anymore!
Xianxia
Cultivation and immortal cultivation
Things I Like
Fantasy setting (Are you seriously policing how many five-star ratings I give?)
Love Is Just One Word!
No BL, only BG or no-couple stories. Not a single bad one, thanks (
Favorites~
None.
Sick Love
Healthy relationships matter, of course, but twisted romance is just so compelling. A collection of unhealthy love stories, guaranteed to be messed up.
Romance (BG)
This ?? symbol means there's smut. Just some BG stories I like.
Gray-Area Romance
Morally gray characters, unhealthy relationships, stealing someone's partner, dog training... It's all going on my reading list.
Fantasy Romance
My personal collection of fantasy romance
Xianxia Romance
I love imaginative xianxia worlds.
The One Who Holds the Power in the Relationship
Dog training,
For Readers Who Love Extremely Strong Female Leads
More focused on character development than plot. The female lead must be the heart of the story, and she's allowed to have emotional outbursts. The male lead must never go against her wishes. A master at training dogs.
Great Romance Novels I've Finished
Mostly romance or no-CP stories with female protagonists, with no other orientations. All kinds of genres (updated regularly)
The God of BG Romance
Updated regularly. This includes all the romance novels I love most. They all have solid writing, no amateurish prose. Original works and fanfiction included. (I can't give everything five stars because of the system...)
All Kinds of Books
Novels I remember as being good
What's for Dinner Tonight?
BG / four- or five-star reads / bought in full × black = dark, obsessive, predatory, twisted romance; white = gentle, healing, sweet stories about a noble soul; gray = white at heart in a dark wrapper
Male Characters Suffer, Women Thrive, or Well-Rounded Heroines
I don't like seeing female leads suffer. I love seeing them play men or torment them, male rivalry over the female lead, or a compelling female lead who's smart, self-interested, and powerful.
For Readers Who Love the Female Lead
As the title says, no major landmines anywhere in the story.
Books I've Read Over the Years (BG)
Books I’ve read over the years. Ongoing updates (slowly…?)
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It is impossible to see the world as a book. During the observation, I was excited, cried, and in pain... I cannot describe in detail the moments when I was shocked. In the end, I have to say that the existence of this Rubik's Cube is great. I am once again grateful for life and the encounter. There are really too many resonances in the process, and the most impressive thing is the pursuit of freedom. Because I have thought deeply about freedom and understood some things about freedom, when I observed the liberation of life in all the worlds of the Rubik's Cube, I was so excited that I cried uncontrollably. I am grateful to the author for allowing me to see the realization of life and freedom in another world. Just by observing these, I am lucky and happy. Besides freedom, the world has shown me a lot through Tongzhan. The true face of power, and Dongzhan's true self. I really liked Dongzhan when I was observing her, maybe more than just liking her, I wanted to praise her with tears. Because she also allowed me to discover the other half of myself. She made me discover another self that I didn't want to accept. My other half is not exactly like Dong Zhan, who seems to be acting but reveals his true desires, but they have a lot in common. Equally despicable, cowardly, and full of greedy branches. The source of this greed may be jealousy or other reasons, but this is indeed what we are pursuing to achieve. Dongzhan came to this world and pursued it wildly. This is something I couldn't understand when I observed it, and it's also something I like very much. But I understand now that if it were another person, or me, in that position and with that kind of freedom, I would not be able to control it and would actively pursue what I want. Although that is not what you want most, in that position, as long as you work hard, you may be able to reach out to what you want, whether it is status, respect, strength, or wealth... Then, anyone will stretch out that hand. The powerful and admirable thing about Dongzhan is that most of her goals have been achieved, with her tenacity, bravery and intelligence that she is always fighting for. In fact, the process of shaping one's self is non-stop. I want to praise and thank Dongzhan for her loyalty to herself, bravery and persistence along the way. Everyone teases that the relationship between Dongzhan and Shique is like a male ghost and a female ghost rushing forward. Of course, they are right, but I think it is far more than that. After Shi Que was devoured by Dongzhan's desire, he also developed a desire for Dongzhan. This desire is not just for the relationship between men and women, it includes everything about her. The so-called need to feel her presence may seem simple, but it is actually a domineering possession. "Occupying your existence" is such a terrible thing. I think that wanting to "occupy your existence" means longing for integration. Time is a blank piece of paper, but it is also a unique life. So he also has his own quality, his own ego. But I think his characteristics are too special, there is a kind of beauty that does not exist in society, a beauty that humans cannot capture. At the same time, his self is imperfect. The relationship between them is so deformed, or unhealthy, because he has integrated some of Dongzhan's characteristics into himself. But I know that it doesn't matter if the relationship is abnormal, but the love we have for each other is real and unchanging and beautiful.
I have fully subscribed and I really like this book. I couldn't breathe when I read The Three Curses of Dongzhan. It's so wonderful, so wonderful, so wonderful. At first I felt that Shique's character was not as full-bodied as Dongzhan's, but then I thought about it and realized that when the junior sister appeared in front of her senior brother, she was already a person who had been struggling in society for several years, and her three views had long been formed. Senior brother is different, as he himself said, "I was born from your soul." Senior brother was just a blank piece of paper with not much ink at the beginning. He had no consciousness of independent choice, or personality. Shi Que is Yueyun Pavilion. He is part of the collective consciousness of Yueyun Pavilion. He is a sword pointed by the cabinet elders at all living beings, except himself. Shi Que herself didn't realize it (or she didn't care when she realized it), which was something Dongzhan resented, so she showed her malice unabashedly when approaching her senior brother, but she thought of using the red soul to help Shi Que break away from the constraints of the cabinet from the beginning. Dongzhan tried her best to achieve her own goals, and making Shique independent was also one of her goals. Just as Dongzhan thought later, the shell of Shique was the ideal she pursued throughout her life. How could others be allowed to suppress him in such a situation? In this process, Shique himself absorbed the background of Dongzhan and used it to construct his own three views. Shi Que's own image may not be as colorful as Dong Zhan's, but he is growing. His image is diluted into Dong Zhan's malice in every chapter. Shi Que is growing from beginning to end, and in the end, Dong Zhan taught him the "love" that was lacking in his personality from beginning to end, and Shi Que's own image truly matured, and he completely became a complete himself. I really like them both. I'll take the money.
I finished reading this book in two days. It was such a smooth reading experience. I particularly like the group portrait. The beginning felt very bland to me, but the more I read, the more exciting it becomes. After watching the extra, I can already imagine the scene where everyone is sitting together and playing the final episode BGM. [Kiss] The love and respect for women flows through many parts of the article. Jealousy is used to replace the word "jealousy" next to the word "woman". This is a good comment!
Delicious new episode. . A wife is a wife, and she should lie on the same bed with me and let me rub and rub her stickyly, and then she should give everything to her. When my wife is not around for a moment, she feels uncomfortable all over and wants to hit the wall to have sex. . . . [Hold the thigh][Hold the thigh]
Please write more extra stories about Dongzhan and Shique, teacher.
It's been a long time since I've fully booked. Although I felt that the pace was a bit fast later on, I really felt that this was a great story overall! Looking forward to the author's next article [shy]
Did I miss something? Where is the missing friend?
Spreading Flowers Spreading Flowers [Panda Head] is such a shocking book for me...
May all existence be free.
The ending is so good. I really like this novel.