I Turned My Life Around Thanks to the Sickly Beauty Big Shot!

Yu Xian, a young worker at a junkyard, had his mind formatted. Every memory from before the age of eight vanished without a trace.

While the foreign races and humanity fought to the death, he hid in a corner, picking up water bottles to trade for money and food.

One day, a shiny job offer dropped right onto his head.

The Anomaly Investigation Bureau? The Operations Division?

Yu Xian: I'm doomed, but money is money.

The little slacker faints at the sight of blood as casually as if it were nothing, yet he gets free hugs, piggyback rides, and cuddles from Zuo Yici, the most sought-after big shot in the entire bureau.

So when he sees the handsome, willowy “waist-grabber” at a major competition, Yu Xian joins the crowd in cheering without a second thought.

“Why do I hear men cheering?”

Yu Xian covers his mouth and blinks. Oh no! I'm in love.

A crush is no good without action. Trembling but charging ahead, Yu Xian confesses once, twice, three times...

But every time, his captain, Du Yi, turns him down.

They've held hands and hugged. They've done everything they should and shouldn't have, so... what on earth went wrong?

Du Yi, a gentle little wooden post who loves to smile.

For years, he has fought on the blood-soaked front lines, day in and day out.

Then he met Yu Xian again.

From then on, he kept Yu Xian's test report close, hid his own unrequited love, and decided to silently protect his little wolf cub.

But as that sincere, burning heart kept coming straight at him, he had nowhere left to retreat.

One tears open his own heart and seals all his grievances inside, yet still charges forward.

One defies fate, swallows the bitterness of years after grinding it to powder in his throat, and bites down on every unbearable wound until he can swallow it whole.

“Yu Xian, you said you love me. Then I'll give you my resolve to run toward you, no matter what it takes.”

---- What if Du Yi dies?

Years later, Du Yi falls into a coma, and Yu Xian refuses to give an inch in the face of overwhelming malice.

“If Du Yi dies, I'll carry his ashes with me.”

Made into anklets, bracelets, collar chains, rings, and earrings, they'll hang from every part of his body, clasped tight.

Whether alive or dead, Du Yi will keep him firmly in his grasp and bound to him for the rest of his life.

“Even if Yu Xian dies, he won't change partners.”

Younger, growing wolf cub Yu Xian x older, gentle and resilient sickly beauty Du Yi

[Content Warnings | Reading Guide]

1. Lots of illness and injury from combat. The setting is fictional, with no medical realism. TX is legal in this world. Don't scrutinize the details.

2. Both are each other's first and only partner. Happy ending. Younger seme.

3. The seme is a growing wolf cub. The shou takes care of him at first, and later he dotes on the shou.

4. Both leads have irresistible charm and are admired by others, but their feelings for each other are mutual. Great for shipping the couple, not suitable for fans who only support one lead.

5. Since this is part of a series, other couples from the series will appear to some extent.

About the character art on the template cover: The character art was purchased by the designer as licensed, commercially usable online assets. It is not exclusive, but the cover is fully licensed and the design is unique.

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Theme: Walking side by side, supporting one another as we move forward.