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Mutual firsts, happy ending. Strong, tragic gong x innocent, scheming shou
Pei Yanhua is a famous courtesan in the capital, renowned for his breathtaking beauty and his skill at playing the pipa.
But most people are short-sighted, seeing only the surface and never the substance. So they have no idea that this enchanting celebrated courtesan is actually the son of a disgraced official.
Ten years ago, the Pei family was falsely accused of treason. More than a hundred people were slaughtered by the emperor's men, and blood ran through the Pei estate that night. Young Pei Yanhua witnessed the tragedy but was powerless to stop it. All he could do was cling to life and wait for a chance to take revenge.
Used to being alone, Pei Yanhua had long forgotten what love was. False affection was commonplace to him, and real love seemed impossibly far away.
Then he met Xie Yunqing.
The young master offered him his true heart and gave him his freedom. He bought out his contract and married him as his legal wife. His gaze was so sincere, so pure, so passionate. Like a blazing fire, it left Pei Yanhua flustered and uneasy, stirring a greed in him he had never known.
True feelings bloomed from an arrangement built on exploitation. Before he knew it, he had fallen, and his heart grew more and more confused.
Only when the young master nearly died before his eyes did Pei Yanhua finally come to his senses.
He would never let go again.
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Xie Yunqing hated his own body.
He had been gravely ill for more than twenty years, and his ending had long been decided. He never hoped for some so-called future. He feared disappointment, despair, and most of all, having no hope at all.
Yet fate had other plans. In the final stretch of his life, he met Pei Yanhua.
Pei Yanhua was a deadly poison, but Xie Yunqing drank it down willingly. Love at first sight, affection, obsession: emotions he had never known nearly consumed him whole.
At last, he made his move.
A gentleman keeps his sharp edge hidden. Xie Yunqing concealed his thorns so well that Pei Yanhua stepped into his trap, one step at a time, until he finally fell in love with him.
But it still wasn't enough.
He wanted Pei Yanhua's heart, and he wanted to be the only one in it.
Theme: Break the prophecy. Your fate is yours to write.
You no longer have to worry about applying for a visa. It doesn't seem to matter if you accept the fact that you may not be able to get a visa in your lifetime. I admit defeat, admit it openly, and admit it with sincerity.
I originally wanted to do nothing in the afternoon, but after lying in bed for a while, I started to feel uncomfortable again, so I went out for a walk. I didn't think about anything when I left. I walked with my friends while chatting, and threw away the things that could restrain me. I felt much happier. After I came back, I sat for a while, listened to some inspirational music, and started thinking about writing articles again. What does giving up mean to me, and what does perseverance mean to me. I'm thinking that giving up, for me, might be forcing me to admit defeat. But perseverance doesn't seem to be a good direction for me. Perseverance is walking forward in confusion, accepting thorns, and accepting wind and rain, and then still not seeing hope. I don't know which way I should choose. Maybe I should give up in time and stop the loss in time. I should bow my head and admit defeat. I should admit my incompetence. But I don't want to. The series I wrote is called Changing Fate Against Heaven, because no one in my family wants to believe me, and no one is looking forward to me, so I always want to build a spiritual world that belongs to me, where the protagonist is always tough, always refuses to bow, and always refuses to admit defeat. Then I want to give them a good ending, a good ending that they deserve after working hard. Perhaps their success is a reflection of my failure in reality. I always imagine every night that one day in the future, many people will tell me that you are worthy of being looked forward to, you are the best, you don't need to compare with anyone, you are yourself. I told my friends that people always use simple ideas to do many complicated things. For example, success may be described as success, but the things you will encounter along the way are difficult to describe in words. I hate my stupidity, I hate the difficulties, I hate that things don't go as planned, and I hate that there are no good results after hard work. But the most uncomfortable thing is that I have to go through these things that I hate very much. Because I am too stupid, I have to spend a lot of energy. It is really annoying to practice and repeat a lot every day. But without practice and repetition, I can't do what others can do easily. I know what I am not convinced about. I have worked hard and worked hard on the things I like, so I care about the results so much. I can accept that I am dumber than others, and I can accept that I spend more energy, time, and money than others. But at least the most common result, the most common degree, must be the same as others. I hope I have a good ending after persevering. I also hope that God will stop playing tricks on me. The previous words have been deleted. I am sorry for giving everyone a bad impression, and thank you very much for your comments. Also thanks to my friends. Thank you for giving me a hand. Let me walk again, this time I will not give up easily.
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Make up some more. I felt happy and sad after finishing the text. I watched the little cubs grow up little by little under the pen, and I was really reluctant to say goodbye to them. But thinking about it later, happiness doesn't need to be witnessed all the time. (∩_∩) Thank you so much for being willing to come to my writing. I am very, very happy that someone likes your story. May you always be happy, my babies~
Author, is it spicy to write about tonics? Come on, Shimizu Laws 🤩 🤩
Why is TAT still locked?!
Happy birthday, baby!!!! O. OYou haven't updated in several days. . . . . . . TAT
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Here I come!!! ——
The little expressions are so funny hahahaha 🐰 [calico cat head] [cat head] 🐰 [panda head] 🤷 But there will be no update tomorrow 🥺 Private Marseille